The two who were filmed and didn't know it were still happily going on a one-day appointment.

Xu Douxiao's arrangement is very simple, basically a restored version of their college life, after visiting the art market, they swept two small red cars and rode slowly along the riverside.

"Do you remember the last time we camped by the river?"

"Yes."

In his sophomore year, Yuan Ben's physical education class was cycling and swimming, which can be called the hidden treasure course of F University, not only to teach wild survival experience, but also to bring friends to camp and barbecue together, Yuan Ben chose to mix a credit, only to find out that he had dug up a treasure after the selection, showing off in the student union office, Cheng Qian, who was angry and not selected, ignored him, and pushed him with three posters in a row.

When it was time to camp, Yuan Ben naturally took his little boyfriend with him, brought all kinds of meat skewers, and set off with the bicycle team in the evening.

Rolling together at night to keep warm, as soon as the day dawned, Xu Dou Xiao called him up to watch the sunrise on the river, and the golden light paved out along the water, like a road to hope and eternity.

"I thought at that time, this is the end of this life, it's good." Xu Douxiao put the bicycle away and leaned on the railing by the river to watch the ferry. "You and I, when we retire, we can also walk hand in hand, you can't get up to watch the sunrise, we can watch the sunset."

"Dou Xiao......" his back looks so lonely, so that Yuan Ben doesn't know whether to continue to play his role, if he is twenty years old, he can naturally hug him and promise him, they can watch the sunset together, and they can sit on the rocking chair together and grow old slowly. If he is now, in addition to silence, it is persuasion.

Why should I admonish him? Yuan Ben is unwilling, I obviously love him more than anyone else and want to possess him, but I always push him away.

"We can watch the sunset together today." He walked up to him, leaned back against the railing and looked at him, "Why wait until after retirement?" ”

Xu Douxiao smiled softly: "Yes, why wait until later?" I don't even know what's going to happen tomorrow. “

His eyebrows were wrinkled, his eyes were half-closed, his eyelashes fell a sad shadow, helpless and tired, Yuan Ben was like eating a raw lemon, and the sour and bitter flowed into his heart.

"Tomorrow is too far away," he said, "but can you guess what will happen in the next second?" ”

"What?" Xu Douxiao asked.

Yuan Ben turned sideways and kissed his nose: "I'll kiss you." ”

Xu Douxiao smiled, helplessness and exhaustion were gone, only joy remained.

"It's very old-fashioned."

Yuan Ben didn't care: "Does it work?" ”

"Hmm."

"That's good."

"Have you ever wondered why I would let you fulfill such a wish?"

"Nope."

"The night before I came here, I had a dream." Xu Douxiao's voice was soft and soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, "I dreamed that I was going to a meeting by myself, in a hotel by the sea. ”

He had never had a talent for storytelling, but this dream was particularly fascinating.

Xu Douxiao's habit of running in the morning is thunderous, from 10 years old to 30 years old, from domestic to foreign, from a student to a partner, big things are in front of him, he has to go out for a run.

Whether it's dawn, whether it's dark, whether it's busy, whether it's quiet, it has nothing to do with him, he doesn't think about anything, doesn't look at anything, just focuses on the road in front of him, runs over step by step, sweats, and starts the day with spirit.

It's the same today, Xu Douxiao came out of the hotel in a sportswear, and the autumn mood after the cold dew swept over his exposed arms and legs, which made him tremble.

Yesterday he arrived late, only to see the hotel's brightly lit door in the dark night magnificent, only to find that this place is desolate, a row of antique buildings stand across the road, the drum tower in the middle of the top of the white background billboard, black bold imitation Song script written "yacht vacation" words, with the yacht next to the ancient wind and waves shuttling in the photos, in the gray morning light shows a sense of postmodern irony.

Xu Douxiao smiled, remembering that the yacht harbor mentioned by Gu Yue was not far away, and ran over there.

The yacht harbor was not far away, and when he ran over, his body was just moving, and the heat was slightly exuding, like a piece of freshly baked sweet potato. The harbor is still under construction, surrounded by white walls on three sides, brushed with the construction company's safety production slogan, and one facing the sea, blocked by iron nets, the big iron door at the entrance is not opened, and the uncle in the duty room can be seen yawning with a teacup when he approaches.

Xu Douxiao stood at the door for a while, read the project introduction next to the iron gate, he should have continued to run, but he felt unwilling, as if the yacht harbor should give himself an explanation.

He looked left and right, and found that the iron net next to the wall had opened a small opening, just enough for the next person to get into, it was so warmly invited, what else could Xu Douxiao do.

All unfinished projects have their own attributes of chaos, construction waste piled up on the embankment, empty cranes, and occasionally a figure flashing in the distance,

He watched as the sun rose little by little, and the reflection on the sea slowly turned from a distant point into a band of light, gliding over the water, over the reeds, over the tidal flats, and over the concrete embankments, and came to his feet without obliqueness, and the golden light became a path, leading to the sun, not wide, but enough for him to step on.

It is enough to pull another one, hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, slowly but firmly, always walking towards the light.

He thought, I should go and take his hand.

Xu Douxiao's hand moved, and he was grabbed by the other hand, dry, cold, and a hand that had been pulled countless times.

"In the dream you took my hand." Xu Douxiao said, "After I woke up, I was thinking about what I couldn't get over in this world, what kind of injuries I couldn't heal, and how could I get along? ”

Yuan Ben seemed to be shocked by his frankness, and did not speak for a long time.

"The question is, do we still have lovers?" He didn't care about Yuan Ben's silence, and looked deeply into his eyes, as if he wanted to see his heart.

Yuan Ben's mouth opened and closed, closed and opened, he knew how critical his answer was, so he felt that there was a burden of a thousand gold, he thought about it a lot, all of which he had repeatedly thought about two years ago, Xu Douxiao's family, Xu Douxiao's future, Xu Douxiao's happiness, but he only ignored one point, their feelings.

He thought that love was just a short-term hormonal reaction in a long life, and it was a replaceable emotional impulse, but time told him that it was not, the reason why love would be eulogized and the pursuit of life would be abandoned, naturally had its own unique charm, she could make people overcome loneliness, obtain wholeness, and reach the other side.

In the two years without love, he is like a ship shaking in the wind and rain, and there are ports beckoning to him, but he is not the most suitable one.

Yes, who wants to settle after having the most suitable person?

He stretched out his hand and firmly held Xu Douxiao's hand.

"What's next?" Yuan Ben asked.

"Let's go back to the hotel." Xu Douxiao held him, his fingers clasped tightly, and he didn't want to be separated for a moment.

"Is it so exciting?" Yuan Ben pretended to be surprised and shook the hands of the two people holding together.

Xu Dou glanced at him: "I'm worried that you've been working too hard lately and want you to rest, but if you're not tired, it's okay." ”

"That can't be tiring." Yuan Ben, who let go of the burden in his heart, immediately got into high speed, and his thumb brushed Xu Douxiao's hand ambiguously, causing his neck to turn red.

Xu Douxiao really wanted him to rest and rest, after all, he was already tired yesterday, and he was so angry with England that he couldn't wait to replace all the content of the other party's private life in Yuan Ben with himself.

"Just watch a documentary?" Yuan Ben watched Xu Douxiao call up the documentary channel in surprise, and asked him seriously which type he wanted to watch.

Xu Douxiao: "That's right." ”

Yuan Ben was amused by him, and lay down on the big bed, looking like an uncle: "Then watch a "Pacific" related to nature." ”

Xu Douxiao made the TV, closed the curtains, took out a bottle of white wine from the Xiaoice box to pour it, and provided two small snacks for Yuan Ben to choose from. The latter was shocked by his thoughtful and considerate service: "What's going on? Am I dreaming? Actually, it's not that I'm fulfilling your wishes, it's you realizing mine. ”

"Do you like it or not?"

"When you come to me, it's the happiest day of my life."

Xu Douxiao was satisfied, poured a glass of wine for each of them, and went to bed to watch a documentary with Yuan Benwo.

"Is the penguin in this narration wrong in English?" Xu Douxiao watched the black and white penguins staggering out of the forest.

"Really?" Yuan Ben's voice was obviously absent-minded, "I can't hear it." ”

"I'll check." Xu Douxiao wanted to get up and touch his mobile phone, but was stopped by Yuan Ben and hugged back.

"What are you doing?"

"Dou Xiao." Yuan Ben's hand slipped into his shirt, warm and heartwarming, "You don't really want to watch a documentary, do you?" ”

"I ...... I...... I'm, I'm original, but if you don't look at it, it's okay, we, we can ......"

"I think I can, too." He smiled, his small eyes turned into a slit, "The mysteries of nature we can explore again when we have time." ”

Yuan Ben's hand touched his lower back, Xu Douxiao was iced by the ring on his hand, and trembled: "You took the ring off." ”

"No, my boss bought it for me."

"It's cool."

"When did you become so squeamish?" Yuan Ben returned his words, "It won't be cold for a while." ”

"Then you turn off the TV first."

"Why?"

"Yes, someone is talking."

"I don't understand, isn't the narrator's voice nice?" Yuan Ben saw that his face changed slightly, and added, "Of course, I love your voice the most." ”

"How can you hear me on the TV."

Yuan Ben kissed him and smiled badly and handsomely: "You can be louder." ”