Chapter 212: Thank You for Giving Me an Empty Joy (1)

The figure that was familiar to him and could not be more familiar was Yi Muyang, he seemed to be a lot haggard after not seeing Yi Muyang for a few days, as if he had completely changed a person. From a distance, a frowning, sallow-faced man with a cigarette in his mouth, a thin complexion, a scruffy beard, and a bother to take care of his hair. It looks particularly decadent, and it has no former style at all. The man was walking slowly towards the entrance of the community, and after walking out of the community, he turned around and entered a supermarket at the entrance of the community.

After waiting for a few minutes, Yi Muyang was holding a piece of Tsingtao beer in one hand and a plastic bag in the other. The plastic bag was filled with daily necessities and was walking unhurriedly towards the community. I don't know if Yi Muyang saw Liu Sihan, seeing such a haggard Yi Muyang, Liu Sihan's heart was full of mixed feelings, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

She actually wanted to step forward and say hello to Yi Muyang, but her pride didn't allow her to do so. As soon as she remembered Yi Muyang's decisive words when she broke up, her heart hurt and she couldn't breathe. Liu Sihan stared blankly at Yi Muyang's back of the vicissitudes of life, until his back became more and more blurred, and finally became a white spot and completely disappeared from her sight. She slowly turned around and prepared to leave, and when she turned around, the sadness was overwhelming, and there was nowhere to dodge.

Liu Sihan forcibly held back the tears that came out of her eyes, blinking her eyes desperately, and she tried her best to restrain herself from letting the tears flow. Over and over again, she asked herself what she was doing. Why did they all break up, and when I saw Yi Muyang again, I still couldn't control my heart. Why did I see that Yi Muyang was never able to stop his heart, as if nothing had happened?

Liu Sihan suddenly felt that he was really ridiculous, everything was over, and everyone left. I was left alone and stood stupidly in place, recalling the past over and over again, and comforting my broken heart over and over again. Yi Muyang, you are my nightmare, you are the biggest calamity in my heart. It's a disaster for me to meet you, and every time I look heartless and unfazed on the surface. In fact, my heart has long been flooded, my mood is like a roller coaster, and I feel like a nervous disorder every day.

The train of youth roared by, and we all wore the cloak of pride, and became the most familiar strangers without disturbing each other. I love you, I love you for a whole time. From ignorance to maturity, from impulsiveness to silence. Thank you for giving me an empty joy. Liu Sihan thought about it and suddenly smiled bitterly, she couldn't understand why she was so obsessed with someone? Love someone to the point of losing oneself, love to the point of completely losing the bottom line, and love to the point of slowly becoming a strong dependence. Love slowly became a habit, and I couldn't see him for a day, and I couldn't give up. I really want to know if he is doing well and if he is happy.

How sweet it used to be, how uncomfortable it is in my heart now. Maybe we are destined to have no fate, and our love is deep and shallow. You don't understand me, and I don't blame you.

We are entangled with each other, we torture each other, and in the end we pass through each other's world. I'm so thankful that fate allowed me to meet you, and eventually we drifted apart and became the most familiar strangers. You are my white moonlight, an unspeakable wound hidden in the depths of my heart. Fate is really a book, if you don't read it seriously, you will miss it, and if you read it too seriously, you will cry. If Heaven is destined to separate you and me, I'd rather we never knew each other. At the ferry port of Hongchen, there are passers-by who come and go. If you live up to the first meeting, who will you complain to? Later, we slowly drifted apart and became the most familiar strangers, and we were not each other's lovers after all.

Liu Sihan turned around and left in disappointment, she had walked that road many times, and it never felt as long as today. On that road, she and Yi Muyang left too many good memories. Now she is the only one who counts the sorrow in her heart, and there is no one else to laugh or grieve with her. Loves someone unguardedly deeply, but in the end he is still broken to the heart.

After stopping and stopping along the way, Liu Sihan still returned home. Lying on the bed, Liu Sihan still boarded his QQ account as usual, looking through all the chat records about Yi Muyang and her. Those happy and unhappy things are presented in front of me like a movie, watching Liu Sihan suddenly start to cry silently. It's over, it's over, Liu Sihan told himself over and over again in his heart. In the end, she gritted her teeth and deleted all the chat history. She looked at Yi Muyang's avatar blankly, eager to block it directly, but she was still very reluctant in her heart. After thinking about it for a long time, she decided to divide Yi Muyang into a separate group and let him lie quietly on her QQ forever. Maybe out of sight will not be upset, so that it will not affect your sensitive nerves, so that you will not be able to bother each other cheaply.

Liu Sihan looked at the text messages stored in his mobile phone, and deleted all the text messages and phone numbers that he used to look at over and over again every day. The email in the mailbox was also emptied, and Liu Sihan suddenly felt quite ridiculous. Even if everything about Yi Muyang is deleted, those unforgettable memories left in the depths of my heart can never be forgotten. Sometimes Liu Sihan thinks about how good it would be if the emotion was an alarm clock and it would stop when you pressed it. Unfortunately, it was just a beautiful extravagant hope, and it could never become a reality.

Liu Sihan tossed and turned that night, and he didn't know when he fell asleep. Early the next morning, the alarm clock woke Liu Sihan up from his dream. A ray of sunlight shining through the window was very dazzling. Liu Sihan rubbed his eyes and yawned, looking like he hadn't woken up at all. She sat up and stretched to get out of bed, when it dawned on her that it was Sunday and she didn't need to go to school. She looked at the time on her phone, it was already eight o'clock in the morning. At this point in time, there was no need to lie in bed at all, so she simply lifted the quilt and began to get out of bed to prepare for washing.

After a brief wash, Liu Sihan had a simple breakfast at the breakfast shop downstairs. She began to call Sun Jiayi, ready to find Sun Jiayi to play. She dialed Sun Jiayi's phone, and when the phone rang, Sun Jiayi immediately connected.

"Oh, you finally remembered that I still existed, I feel like we haven't been in touch for almost a century." Sun Jiayi was still taken aback when she saw that it was Liu Sihan's call.

"yes, I've been so busy lately that I don't have time to contact you. I'll contact you as soon as I have time, see how good I am to you, you can come and praise me. Liu Sihan joked with Liu Sihan with a hippie smile.

"Well, we haven't been in touch for a long time, and we can still be as familiar as old friends when we contact us again. Because we know each other so well, we've known each other for many years, and I know you even if you turn to ashes. Oh, by the way, let's not talk about this uselessness. Let's get down to business, how are you doing? What are you up to? Sun Jiayi asked Liu Sihan on the other end of the phone with a serious face.

"I'm okay, that's all. I'm not all in my senior year, some of you are preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, and some are preparing to submit resumes to run the job fair. As for me, I am preparing for my graduation thesis design and preparing for the teacher recruitment exam, and I have also finished the teacher recruitment exam this time, so I am waiting to see how the results are. Anyway, I feel that most of the questions are quite simple, and I can write them, but I don't know what the final test score will be. What about you? What have you been up to lately? Liu Sihan frowned, and said to Sun Jiayi in the receiver of the phone with a worried face.

"I'm about the same as you. I wanted to continue my studies and go to graduate school, so I spent all my days in the study room to prepare for graduate school exams and thesis design. I'm busy every day, I'm very busy and tired, but I feel very fulfilled. ”

"Oh, yes. How are you and Yi Muyang doing? You're not going to tell me you're getting married, are you? Sun Jiayi said to Liu Sihan in the phone receiver with some half-jokingness.

"Married? What's about to get married? What's the matter? Who did you listen to? Even if I get married, I will definitely be the first to tell you, and I will definitely not hide it from you when I get married. You don't look at my relationship with you, it would be too unkind to hide it from you when you got married. Liu Sihan suddenly began to laugh, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

"I'll just say, if you get married and hide it from me, then I'll be the first to kill you. To be honest, I feel that Yi Muyang is a good man, and he is also very good to you. You don't always do that and be so willful. You say you're willful once, forget it, if you're so willful every time. Who can stand you in that case, don't you say? You have to know how to stop in moderation, don't run away with a good man. You have to know how to cherish the people in front of you, you know? If I have a boyfriend like Yi Muyang who is good to me, then I should be happy to death? It's a pity that my relationship doesn't seem to be going so well. Sun Jiayi persuaded Liu Sihan very patiently.

"Am I doing it? So you mean to blame me? Liu Sihan listened to what Sun Jiayi said, and felt very lost in his heart.

"How so? Then I'll be honest, don't hit me. To be honest, you're really a bit of a man, that is, to die, and you especially like to toss others from time to time. If you don't toss others, don't you feel unhappy, don't you? Sun Jiayi bit her lip lightly, frowned and thought about it, and said seriously.

"No, he always makes me angry, otherwise how would I toss him? Actually, I have one thing I want to tell you. Liu Sihan was hesitating whether to talk about it.