Chapter 216 Desperately entangled and tormented each other
The person who was walking towards Liu Sihan was Li Yutong, and she still looked very powerful as usual.
She wore a pure white cheongsam embellished with flowers, and her hair was coiled up and slightly powdered. Under the curved eyebrows, there are a pair of big watery eyes, and the facial features are very good-looking. A handbag hangs from his arm, and burgundy heels are worn on his feet. The cheongsam on her body highlights her delicate S-shaped figure to the fullest, and the years don't seem to have left too many traces on her.
As soon as Liu Sihan saw Li Yutong, she felt very nervous in her heart. The scenes of meeting Li Yutong a few times ago flashed very clearly in her mind, and she felt that she already had a psychological shadow.
As Li Yutong got closer and closer, Liu Sihan's heart began to beat like a rhythm. Her mind went blank, and for a moment she was nervous and didn't know where to put her hands.
Li Yutong walked up to Liu Sihan's narration and glanced at her, her eyes were full of disdain, and then she began to walk towards the campus.
Looking at Li Yutong's distant back, Sun Jiayi had a stomach of questions in her heart and wanted to ask Liu Sihan.
"Hanhan, who is this woman? She seems to know you, and I gave you a blank look when I saw her pass by you. Sun Jiayi looked at Liu Sihan with a surprised expression.
"Yi Muyang's mother, to be honest, when I see her now, my psychology is clouded." Liu Sihan saw Li Yutong's back in the distance, and breathed a long sigh of relief.
"Why? How do you know that she is Yi Muyang's mother? Sun Jiayi asked Liu Sihan curiously.
"Because we've seen it before, every time she sees me, it's like an enemy. As long as she sees me and Yi Muyang together, she will murder me, as if I owe her money. Liu Sihan frowned and sighed, looking at Sun Jiayi with some trepidation.
"Why did she murder you?" Sun Jiayi was like a curious baby, and kept asking Liu Sihan as if she was breaking the casserole and asking to the end.
"Because she doesn't want me to be with Yi Muyang, she looks at me in all kinds of unpleasant ways. She always forced Yi Muyang to break up with me, and tried all kinds of ways to introduce Yi Muyang to a blind date. In the past, Yi Muyang always found various reasons not to go on a blind date, and wanted to be with me in life or death, which angered her many times. It's okay now, I broke up with Yi Muyang, and it finally got as she wanted. When I think about it now, I feel very uncomfortable. We faced a lot of gossip and worldly incomprehension, as well as my mother's opposition, and we were able to move on firmly. In the end, because of his ex-girlfriend, we broke up. The world is impermanent, and fate really plays tricks on people. Liu Sihan frowned with a lost face, and his eyes didn't look at Sun Jiayi.
"I kind of understand what's going on, no wonder she glared at you when she passed by you just now. Oops, you said that if you and Yi Muyang are together in the future, you will meet such a mother-in-law. She looks at you every day in all kinds of unpleasant ways and finds fault with you in all kinds of ways. You said that you are not angry to death every day, how can you celebrate your birthday? Sun Jiayi frowned, looking frightened.
"I also asked Yi Muyang before, and he said that he had his own independent house after getting married. He doesn't live with his mom, he just takes time out to visit her mom and dad every month. In normal times, they live their own lives and do not disturb each other. He also said that if his mother found fault with me, he would stand firmly with me to convince his mother that he would never let me suffer any grievances with him. Because I love him so much, I believe everything he says. But now there is no need to say anything, we have broken up, and it is no longer possible. When Liu Sihan said these words, his eyes were full of sentimentality.
"It's not necessarily impossible for you, but if you figure each other out after a while, maybe the two of you will be reconciled. Emotional matters, who can say clearly. Besides, I feel that you and Yi Muyang are angry like two children, and neither of them wants to bow their heads first, so they are in a cold war with each other. Actually, it's not too big of a deal between you. It would be a shame if you broke up completely in the future. ”
"After all, so many years of relationship, because of a trivial thing, they are strangers to each other, I think it's not worth it. In fact, if both of you take a step back and put yourself in each other's shoes, communicate and empathize with each other, it is not impossible to reconcile. I actually hope that you and Yi Muyang will be together, after all, I have witnessed the two of you together along the way. To be honest, the two of you have faced too much gossip and obstacles together, and it's really not easy. Sun Jiayi looked straight ahead, and didn't look at Liu Sihan, as if she was immersed in the memories of high school life.
"But it's too late to say that, we've broken up. Although I still like Yi Muyang very much, it is impossible for us anymore. You have seen that it has been so long, I am angry and don't bother with Yi Muyang. He doesn't take the initiative to talk to me, and he doesn't contact me. It was obvious that he had done something wrong, but he didn't reflect on his mistakes. In his state, I was obviously a victim, but it turned out that he was a victim. I felt very angry and sad about his attitude. Maybe he really doesn't love me, right? Otherwise, if I said to break up angrily, he would have agreed without hesitation. Not only did he agree to break up with me, but he didn't do anything to keep me. I sometimes wonder if he really loves me, as if I was acting alone in a one-man show from beginning to end. ”
"Sometimes, I wonder if he ever loved me, and I find countless reasons for him to convince myself that he loves me. I sometimes feel like I'm really weird, like a psycho all day. Maybe the emotional thing is really like what people often say, the first person who starts to get emotional loses from the start. I often feel that I don't have such an important weight in Yi Muyang's eyes. There is no irreplaceable, indispensable, not important enough that he can spoil me unconditionally and tolerate me. Just like this time we broke up, he was the first to do wrong, and he didn't apologize to me until now. I sometimes think that if he takes the initiative to contact me and explain it to me, I am still willing to trust him unconditionally and forgive him. I suddenly feel really stupid now, and I have a feeling that I have gone all the way to the dark. Liu Sihan frowned and sighed heavily, his tone full of helplessness.
"You, you, you're not only stupid, but you're very stupid, stupid and distressing. You say you're always sensitive and vulnerable, and you have cranky thoughts from time to time. The most wrong thing you did was that you always kept doing it in front of Yi Muyang like an intermittent neurosis. It's as if you don't do it in front of him, and you feel unhappy. If you don't pay attention in the future, if you still do this, even the best tempered person will be made unbearable by you. Because of a small thing, you always keep tossing others and tossing them to death. I think Yi Muyang may have just started, he didn't want to worry about you, so he used various ways to coax you and make you happy every time. After a long time, if you do this every time, no matter how good-tempered people are, they can't stand you. ”
"I know what I'm saying, and you don't like to hear it. Anyway, if you weren't my best friend, I wouldn't have said anything about you. I'll just sit on the sidelines behind my back, and you can do whatever you like about other things, and it has nothing to do with me anyway. It's not that he doesn't love you, maybe he also wants you to calm down for a while and reflect on your mistakes. Sun Jiayi patted Liu Sihan's shoulder with one hand, and pointed to the bubble tea shop with the other hand, motioning for Liu Sihan to come in and chat.
Liu Sihan and Sun Jiayi bought a cup of milk tea, chicken rice and hamburgers, and sat on the seats against the wall of the bubble tea shop while eating and chatting.
In fact, since breaking up with Liu Sihan, Yi Muyang has lost his soul every day, and he is very unhappy every day. Liu Sihan's smile often flashed in front of his eyes, and he often recalled the bits and pieces of the two of them being together for so many years. Those good memories flashed in Yi Muyang's mind every night like a movie, and every scene was so clear, as if it had just happened yesterday.
When Yi Muyang was in school, because he was the head teacher of the third year of high school and the director of the school's teaching office, he had to be busy with a lot of things every day. It's a busy day, and it's rare to have a free time. Such a busy and fulfilling life also made him forget Liu Sihan's existence for a while. But at night, memories haunt his heart like a poisonous snake. He often remembered bits and pieces about Liu Sihan in his mind, and he couldn't help but feel the urge to take the initiative to contact Liu Sihan. But in the end, reason overcame his inner thoughts, and he desperately restrained himself from thinking about Liu Sihan.
Yi Muyang was indifferent to Liu Sihan on the surface, but in fact, he couldn't calm down in his heart. He felt that when he was free, he would miss Liu Sihan very much, and he was about to go crazy. He smoked cigarette after cigarette, sometimes even a pack of cigarettes in one night. I numbed my heart with alcohol over and over again, and only after I got myself completely drunk could I completely not think about anything. Only then did he feel that he could fall asleep, otherwise the thoughts would flood over him, and he would not be able to sleep at all night. In the empty room, there were wine bottles scattered on the floor, these were all compulsory lessons for Yi Muyang before going to bed every night.
Yi Muyang was sitting in the seat of the office and was seriously correcting the test papers, when Li Yutong walked in with an angry face.