Xu Douxiao fiddled with his mobile phone to check his work while eating breakfast, Ning Jun's mood recovered much faster than he imagined, and after yesterday's turmoil, he still adjusted the company's current arrangements according to Xu Douxiao's temporary vacancy in an orderly manner. While feeling guilty, he admired the other party's professionalism, and decided to say a few more words for her when he raised his salary at the end of the year.

After he finished breakfast, the work at hand was almost done, carrying a crumpled suit jacket to find a star hotel closest to the hospital, called the hotel's laundry service, and also took a good shower with hot water, since he knew that Yuan Ben was safe, and there were parents and friends around him, he let himself relax a little, and made up for sleep in bed, he slept not very peacefully, and lost his memory after waking up in the dream, and he didn't remember that there was such a person as himself. He anxiously asked the doctor: How could he have amnesia when he said that there was no internal injury to his head. The doctor shook his head regretfully and told him that the patient had psychogenic amnesia, subconsciously forgetting something or something to protect himself.

Xu Douxiao was the source of his harm to Yuan Ben, and the latter desperately wanted to cut off the relationship with him, even if he had amnesia, he was frightened, his tongue was dry, his back was cold, and there were thousands of words stuck in his throat in his heart that he couldn't say. He stood in the hallway of the hospital, indifferent to the fire alarm, and let the people around him run around in a panic, until one of them slammed into him and knocked him to the ground.

Xu Douxiao was pushed out of the dream by the feeling of weightlessness, and found that it was his door that jingled, and the clothes had been washed and delivered.

He tugged at his sleeping messy hair, washed his face, and reflected his exhausted appearance in the mirror: bloodshot eyes, puffy bags, chapped lips, his face pale from the aftermath of nightmares.

"Where can there be such a bloody thing." Xu Douxiao comforted himself, and at the same time had a kind of morbid superstition because of the ups and downs of the recent period, and quietly told him that there is always a premonition in everything, and the dream may be a reminder, and he couldn't help but take out his mobile phone to search for "Zhou Gong interpreting dream amnesia".

'Dreaming that a friend has lost his memory, today is a day that feels light, you will enjoy being with others, you will feel very interested in any kind of social activity, and even those parties that are held purely to make friends will appeal to you.

Dream of amnesia of your loved ones, you need some quiet time to settle down after the joy, these two days you will focus on work and your own spiritual exploration, the pressure from your boss and boss makes you uncomfortable, but as long as you show your patience and use your ingenuity, you can definitely complete the work assigned by them. ’

He wasn't quite sure that he should put Yuan Ben in that category, but he didn't find the content of his lover's amnesia, so he had to comfort himself that it was good to have any of them, and it was a good omen anyway.

He kept the guest room for three days, prepared to accompany him, looked at his watch and looked at it just over eleven o'clock, estimating that Yuan's father was busy with work and probably would not sit in the hospital for a long time, so he packed up his things and went out. He now walked around the hospital, figured out the location of the supermarket, bought coffee and sandwiches at the 24-hour convenience store, and carried them to the small garden of the hospital to eat.

He nibbled on bread and sent a message to Tian Yu to ask about the situation in Yuan Ben's ward, and the latter replied that the alarm had not been lifted, which made him dispel the idea of going upstairs to visit the patient.

Xu Douxiao finished eating the suggested lunch, hesitated and dialed home, it was Xu's father who answered the phone, and he quickly lowered his voice when he heard it.

"Where are you? Yesterday I ran away without saying anything! You're trying to us off to death! ”

"I'm in the hospital." Xu Douxiao was not upright enough last night, and he was also a little guilty at this time, "Mom, are you okay?" How was Ning Jun last night? ”

"Your mother tossed for most of the night, took medicine and fell asleep. Ning Jun is a good boy, and you didn't sit for a long time when you left. You did this kind of thing, and she didn't say a word over the top, you said you, hey, it hurts so much! ”

"It's me who I'm sorry for her."

Father Xu was silent for a while, and asked him tentatively: "Isn't there any room for turning back in this matter?" I can see that Ning Jun has you in his heart, as long as you return to the right path, there is still a turnaround, you also had a few girlfriends when you were young, how can you ......"

"Dad! I don't have her in my heart. Yuan Ben interrupted him, and felt that his tone was too impulsive, so he slowed down his tone, "It's hurtful to not have her with her in my heart." I only have Yuan Ben in my heart, which has nothing to do with whether I have a girlfriend before or not. I've also tried to change, it's been two years, I've had a girlfriend, trying to forget the past, but it's useless, it's just him, as long as he appears, my heart will run with him, and I can't control it at all. Dad, I really love him. This time he has something, do you know how scared I am? I used to be okay with not being with him, as long as he was happily alive somewhere in the world. After this time, I found that I needed to watch him and know everything about him at all times, I just wanted to be with him, life is so long, I wanted to choose a path that I would not regret. ”

"I'm sorry, Dad." Xu Douxiao choked up, "I'm sorry, I can't be your good son." ”

Xu's father has not spoken, only a slight breathing sound came from the earpiece, Xu Douxiao doesn't care, he just pours out what he thinks in his heart, his family is a traditional Chinese family, a strict mother, a cold father, all actions have a purpose, all achievements are difficult to be recognized, he can only keep working hard in exchange for his parents' rare praise, they are used to expressing love with harsh accusations, Xu Douxiao is also used to hiding all his emotions in his heart.

He had been hiding for thirty years, and suddenly it was revealed in this hospital garden, which was filled with the smell of osmanthus and disinfectant mixed with disinfectant, and it was out of control. He talked about everything about him and Yuan Ben intermittently, their non-fighting, non-compatible, hobbies that they didn't match at all, their difficult foreign love, they appreciated each other, tolerated each other, took care of each other, and they never quarreled for eight years.

Xu Douxiao has given a lot to Yuan Ben and received a lot, he has given him complete unconditional love, whether he succeeds or not, he knows that there will always be someone waiting for him to come back, there is no accusation, only comfort, and unwavering support. What he lacked and what he longed for was completely satisfied in his life with Yuan Ben. This satisfaction is so cherished that once it has been obtained, it cannot be forgotten for the rest of your life.

Father Xu finally opened his mouth after his long monologue, his voice was like rough sand, deep and hoarse: "Son, you have grown up and have your own way to go." But when you were born, you were so young, you couldn't talk and only cried, your mother watched over you all night, ready to meet all your needs, your love was sick, we didn't sleep all night, for fear that you would miss a little. When I went to school, I was afraid that you would learn badly, staring at it every day, boys were naughty, we only knew our parents' set, desperately pruning any of your small branches, we didn't think it would bring you so much harm. ”

"Dad. I ......"

"I'm not saying this to make you thankful, or change anything. I just want you to understand that we are also parents for the first time, without any experience at all, it was like this in those days, we, especially your mother, she wants you to get the best, Dou Xiao, don't hate her, don't hate us. ”

"I didn't."

"Your temper is very with your mother, you decided to go all the way to the dark, your grandmother didn't agree with her marrying me, she stole the household registration book and my register, I was really poor at that time, she didn't ask for anything, she brought two clothes and moved over, without a word of complaint." Father Xu smiled lightly, "Although she says all day long that she doesn't listen to the old man and suffers in front of her, in fact, she has never been obedient herself." ”

"Dad......"

"I saw yesterday that you are indeed miserable. Your mother can't accept it for a while, it's okay, you can take your time, we're all older, what's so much to see through after so much? She is afraid that you will be wronged. ”

"I'm not wronged."

"It's good if you don't have it, Dou Xiao, do whatever you want, love whoever you want, home will always be your home."

Xu Douxiao was so moved by his father's first true feelings that he couldn't say a word, and was snorting his nose to find words in his stomach, when he heard the scream of Xu's mother: "Is it Xu Douxiao!" You tell that little bunny! As long as he and Yuan Ben are together for a day, don't want to set foot in this house! I don't think I have this son! I'm going to cut ties with him!! ”

"Dad, my mom ...... her"

"It's okay, your dad is on top of the sky when the sky falls, get busy." Father Xu whispered to him and hung up the phone quickly.

Xu Douxiao listened to the busy sound on the phone, and for the first time felt so warm to be hung up at home, he wiped his eyes, and felt that the pressure on his shoulders was half lighter, although his father was silent at home, he always did what he said, and never disappointed.

"Alarm dismissed." Xu Douxiao's mobile phone popped up a message, it was Tian Yu's ventilation message, he hurriedly put the garbage in his hand into a ball, threw it into the trash can, and walked briskly to the ward.

When he entered the door, Yuan's mother was sitting on the chair next to the bed, Cheng Qian and Tian Yu stood behind him left and right, seeing him come in and squeeze his eyebrows to pass on the warning of cautious words, this is still necessary for them to say more, Xu Douxiao because of the family affairs half solved, his waist was straightened a little, and he bowed respectfully to Yuan's mother: "Auntie." ”

"Here we go." Mother Yuan's eyelids were raised, and her hand was still warm on Yuan Ben's infusion forearm, "Sit down." I didn't have time to ask in the morning, what is the situation between you and Yuan Ben now? ”

"We're reconciled." Xu Dou sat in a regular manner, his back was straight, his hands were flat on his knees, the primary school students were not as good as him, he looked directly at Yuan's mother with both eyes, and replied simply and decisively, "I have no opinions at home." ”

Mother Yuan didn't expect to get such a positive answer, how is Xu Douxiao's family, she has probably known a thing or two for so many years, how can she be so happy.

"Really?"

"Really." Xu Douxiao held up the phone in my hand, "I just talked to my dad on the phone, and he still cares about how Yuan Ben's situation is." ”

Mother Yuan had a large number of him up and down, left and right, and he didn't look like he was lying, so he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good." As long as the two of you are okay, it's fine. ”

"Auntie, don't worry, we'll be fine."

Just as they were talking, the effect of anesthesia subsided, Yuan Ben woke up slowly, and the first thing he found was Yuan's mother, as soon as he woke up, he coquettishly rubbed his mother's hand with his fingers.

"Mom~"

"Baby, are you awake, why does it hurt? I'll call you a doctor. ”

"Thirsty."

Cheng Qian was busy pouring water, and Tian Yu hurried to find a doctor. Xu Douxiao also leaned over and was about to speak, Yuan Ben squinted at him, turned around and asked Yuan's mother: "Mom, this is my father's new guard?" ”