Chapter Fifty-Seven: He's Really Jingqi
Chapter 57 Introduction
Rencheng Palace.
King Ren Cheng took out a rectangular box from the dark compartment of his long-dusty study, opened the box, and put a golden double-strand hairpin in the box, which he had never taken out to see after he put it in many years ago, and now it is still shiny and translucent, as if it was only put in back then.
He still vividly remembered the hairpin he wore on the woman's head every day, and he stroked her hair and said to her, "You are beautiful." ”
The woman snuggled in his arms and said delicately, "Will Ye always remember Shaoling?" ”
Tuoba Cheng pursed his lips and smiled softly, and said to the woman lovingly, "Of course, I will never forget you in this life." ”
"With the words of the master, Shaoling will be satisfied." The woman was shy in his arms, and he hugged her tighter.
Now those words still seem to be in my ears, but the woman will never appear again.
Tuoba Cheng looked at Touchai blankly, thinking about the scene that he would never forget.
The "Dance Art Teaching Division" placed in the city under the jurisdiction of the imperial court suddenly caught fire, causing a sensation in the city. By the time he heard the news and arrived, the Workshop Division had burned beyond recognition.
Among the corpses that were burned beyond recognition, he knew that one must have been her. He didn't want to believe it, and he was close to frantically searching for her in the ruins, wishing she wasn't inside, hoping that when the fire was burning, she would leave.
But when he saw a female corpse that had been burned to the point that he couldn't recognize, the female corpse had the golden hairpin stuck in her head.
He was stupid, his soul was emptied, he didn't believe it. He squatted down, hugged the female corpse, and screamed angrily, his heart was stabbed and bruised all over his body.
"Why is this happening! Why! ”
The sound of grief and pain floated in the ruined sky, and he broke down and cried uncontrollably. He had never felt such a heartache, but he had tasted it.
He held the corpse for a day, and even though the rain soaked his body, he didn't move.
The pain of that day came to his heart again, and Tuoba Cheng came back to his senses and felt his angina. He hurriedly covered his chest, put down the golden hairpin in his hand, took out a medicine bottle from the drawer, poured out a pill and put it in his mouth to eat.
From the day the woman died, he had angina from time to time. As long as he thinks of her, his heart hurts terribly, but he can't do it after so many years, and when a person is quiet, her shadow is always in his mind.
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I was dizzy and weak.
When I came back from Juyang, I fainted, and when I woke up, Yinglin told me that I had a fever and was sick.
She had already gone to the doctor to see me, and when she woke up, she brought the medicine to my bedside.
Under Yinglin's service, I drank the bowl of medicine. I still couldn't get out of bed, so I lay back in bed and continued to fall asleep.
In my sleep, I heard the sound of the flute, still the same familiar tune.
I didn't believe it, but the music I heard must be hallucinations. Bai Rui has returned to his hometown, but he hasn't returned yet, how can he be.
But when I couldn't feel the music anymore and everything was quiet, I noticed a figure next to my bed.
A white figure with a blurred silhouette.
I opened my heavy eyelids and met his eyes, and I could see that he was really at my bedside.
I looked stunned, looked surprised, and sat up from the bed with my hands to support myself.
He sat down on the edge of my bed, helped me sit down, and rested his headrest against my back.
His characteristic fragrance wafted into my nose, and the smell that I was all too familiar with woke me up.
The man in front of me is really him.
I stared at him.
He looked worried, his deep eyes showed a look of pity, and a soft word reached my ear, "Rong'er, I'm here, are you okay?" ”
I looked back at the window before answering him, it was dark outside, it should be the middle of the night, but he was in my room, Yinglin and Zilan didn't even notice it.
When I saw him, I didn't panic, and I didn't have much surprise, but surprise.
I was surprised that he came to Gaofu as if it was in his own Youyu Village, it was too casual. Can't the guards in the house find out that they have entered the thief?
What are You Ran doing! He can't find it when he patrols the house at night?
While I was still in a trance, he took out a pill from a pill and said to me, "Eat it." ”
I pursed my lips and smiled as if listening to him, took the pill from his hand, put it in my mouth and ate it.
I frowned and looked at him, "You're back home?" ”
Bai Rui smiled lightly, "Hmm." I only came back today, and I didn't say goodbye to you when I left, I'm sorry. ”
I pursed my lips and smiled, "It's okay. ”
"I'll never come back, I don't know what to do when you're sick."
His words were so gentle that I was a little uncomfortable, but I seemed to be fascinated by him. I stared at him.
He suddenly raised his hand to my forehead and stroked it gently, and I leaned back in a slight daze.
Somehow, my body was somewhat resistant to him. It could have been too late, and it was just me and him in the room.
In my mind, I think of Yihua, I think of her and Jingqi, so will this man in front of me be the Jingqi in my dream?
He didn't admit it that day at the Frost Water Pavilion, and if I asked him again, would he admit it?
But even if he is Jingqi, what does it have to do with me. He's just a lover of Zhu'er, not mine.
But I'm still struggling to know, is he or not?
"You're Jingqi, aren't you?"
When he heard my question, he pursed his lips and said nothing, just looking at me steadily.
"Yes or no?"
He suddenly took me into his arms and hugged me tightly, I felt his breathing a little happy, and he whispered to me in my ear, "Son-"
How could I be a swan.
"I'm not a." I wanted to push him away, but I couldn't.
"You, you are the son, my son."
"Xiao Jingqi, let me go!"
I was already very sure at this time that he was Jingqi, not Bai Rui at all.
My chest heaved and I couldn't breathe.
He let go of his hand.
I looked at him stunned, "Are you really Jingqi?" ”
He didn't hesitate this time and replied firmly, "Yes." ”
I swallowed lightly and foamed.
"Why do I have you in my dreams?"
"Why do I dream of you and Otoku, and why?"
Half-ringing, he came back to his senses, "I don't know, but you and Huan'er not only look the same, but also have other hobbies, I mistook you for her for a while, I'm sorry." ”
I'm not a girl, but I'm her sister, can I tell him this secret?
I hesitated, I didn't know whether to tell him or not.
The two of us looked at each other for a long time, and I said slowly, "I'm tired, I'm going to rest, you can go." ”
"Son-"
Again, he called me softly.
I hurriedly said, "I'm not Yihua, please distinguish it in the future." ”
I lay down under the covers and turned my head in, not wanting to see his eyes that were so confused with me.
After a long time, I felt the sound of footsteps walking away, and then I slowly turned my head.
He's gone.
I took a deep breath, feeling a little lost.
He is Xiao Jingqi, and the person he likes from beginning to end is Huan'er, and I am just Huan'er's sister.
I looked at the curtain above my head, my eyes blank and a little confused.
He is really Xiao Jingqi, why is he still so young, shouldn't he be old?
Does he have a self-cultivation technique?
What kind of body cultivation techniques can make people more than ten years younger than their actual age?
Losing his son, why doesn't he have a sense of vicissitudes, doesn't he love him?
He's an enigma.
This night, I had another dream, and in my dream I dreamed of my musician Xu Shaoling.
In my dreams she taught me how to play the piano.
I secretly shed tears when I saw her playing the piano, and I didn't know how to comfort someone, so I just stepped forward and wiped her tears away with my little hands.
I wasn't comforting at my young age, I just looked at her in a daze.
I don't like to talk much since I was a child, and I've always been bored by myself, but I found that Master Shaoling is always very dull like me.
I made a kite for her to play with me, in fact, I wanted to make her happy, I don't know what happened to her, even if I asked, she wouldn't tell me as a child.
I just want to make her happy and want her to be happy.
She flew a kite with me, and in the middle of the kite flying, I saw her smile slightly.
Her smile is sweet and I love seeing her smile.
A handkerchief fell out of her arms, and when I picked it up, I saw that the white handkerchief was embroidered with beautiful plum blossoms.
She bent down to look at me, and when she saw that I liked the handkerchief very much, she said give it to me.
I smiled happily and was happy. I laughed happily as if I hadn't laughed in a long time.
She said to me, "Little Rong'er actually looks better when she smiles. ”
I hugged her body and asked her, "Will the musician come to Gaofu forever?" ”
Xu Shaoling didn't answer me.
In the dream, after that day, the days when Master Shaoling came to Gaofu became less and less, and he only came a few times in a whole month. After that month, Master Shaoling never appeared again. I was still standing at the door of the house, hoping that she would show up.
The eldest brother Gao Shouwen said that Master Shaoling may not appear again. I asked my eldest brother why, and my eldest brother told me that I heard that the dance art workshop caught fire a few days ago, and many people died, and they burned beyond recognition, and I don't know if there is a master Shaoling among them. When I heard the news, I fell seriously ill and didn't say a word for a whole month.
I was in a sad mood again in my dream.
When I woke up, I remembered everything in my dream clearly, and I missed the musician Xu Shaoling who was my musician even more.
I remembered the days when Xu Shaoling stayed in my high mansion. She worked as a musician in the dance workshop, and my mother invited her to teach me how to play the piano.
I like her, and I like her piano sound even more.
After Yinglin waited for me to wash, she was very excited to see that my health was getting better.
I remember that Shaoling gave me a handkerchief, but I can't remember where it was.
I asked Yinglin and Zilan to look around the house.
I sat at the dresser and watched them go around the room.
I don't think I saw that handkerchief in years, and I don't know where I put it.
Yinglin excitedly said that she had found it, and she rummaged out of one of my wooden compartments.
I happily took the handkerchief, and when I saw the plum blossom on the handkerchief, I was very sure that it belonged to Shaoling.
The plum blossoms on the handkerchief are still the same as they were back then, without any discoloration.
There is a line of words inscribed next to the plum blossom: Yan Wu perched branch.
I quietly watched the plum blossoms, and those four words. The plum blossoms are so embroidered that they look like they are really on a handkerchief. Those four words are also very elegant, and the stroke order is smooth.
I was fascinated,
After reading it for a long time, I suddenly felt that the word "Qi" on the handkerchief was slightly embroidered with a little more thread, which was slightly thicker and deeper than the other three characters. It's just that why did you deliberately bolden the word "perch"?
Is it to emphasize something?
Without further thought, I put the handkerchief up and into my sleeve.