Chapter 5 I'm Really Tired

Linxia felt very tired, her heart was tired, and her body was also tired, so she collapsed on the bed and stared blankly at the dilapidated ceiling.

Is there no one in this world who really cares about her and loves her, shouldn't she really exist in this world and get in the way of other people's eyes?

Curled up in a ball, she hugged herself tightly, the air as if condensed, and she couldn't breathe.

This room is a storage room, it is very narrow and dark, only there is a small window on the wall opposite the bed, there is no air conditioning, only a fan, every time it turns, it squeaks, as if it will fall down in the next second.

Linxia really wanted to move out, but she had no money, and her salary card was all with Lin's mother, who gave her 500 yuan a month for pocket money.

An adult only has 500 yuan a month to use, and no one will believe it if he says it.

Fortunately, during the Chinese New Year, some bonuses will be given out in the kindergarten, all of which are wrapped in red envelopes, and she can keep some.

In a daze, she heard a knock on the door, which was so loud that it woke her up at once.

"Who?"

"Stinky girl, sleep stupid, aren't you! Who else, what time is it and still sleeping, hurry up and go cooking, don't want to eat ready-made all the time, like an ancestor, I don't know what kind of sin I created in my previous life, giving birth to such a lazy and useless cheap girl······"

In the midst of Lin's mother's scolding, Linxia got up and went to the kitchen, as long as she was at home, almost all the housework at home was hers.

Many times she was busy in the kitchen, and her father, mother, and younger brother Linhai sat in the living room talking and laughing, warm and happy, and she could only look at it with envy, unable to fit in, and did not dare to integrate.

Dinner is ready, Lin's father, Linhai also came back from outside, today they went to see the house, Linhai made a girlfriend, called Tao Yaoyao, is a very beautiful girl, but asked to buy a big house in the city center.

"How? Did you see a suitable one? How many places have you turned? Tired or not? ”

As soon as her son's husband came back, Lin's mother changed her face, busy pouring water and cutting fruits, and wiped her son's sweat with a concerned face.

"Where to find the right one, the big one is so expensive, and the cheap geographical location is not good, it's all your fault, I've worked all my life, and I haven't even earned the money to buy a good house for my son······"

Linhai is like an uncle, with his thighs on his legs, eating fruit and complaining.

"Yes, yes······ Mom and Dad are useless, don't just eat fruit and drink saliva, you see, my son must be tired today······"

Lin's mother was not angry, she just smiled and echoed, and the fan in her hand was fanned more diligently.

"Mom, I'm hungry."

Linhai's words, Lin's mother took it as a holy decree, and when she heard it, she quickly turned around and shouted at Linxia, who was busy in the kitchen

"Dead girl, what are you stealing in there! I haven't cooked for so long, and your brother is hungry! ”

"Wait a little longer, and that's it."

Linxia shouted outside.

28 people, have hands and feet, but they just gnaw at the old, Linxia looks down on this younger brother very much, but he doesn't dare to offend him, you must know that he can make Lin's mother grab her hair and clean her up.

When I was a child, because he complained, how many beatings he received, and once he was locked in the toilet for a whole day, without food or drink, because he accidentally cut Linhai's finger, and it was not broken, just such a small cut.

After the meal was sitting, the three of them sat there and waited, and Linxia brought the meals to the table one by one, and sat down at the bottom of the table when he was done.

At the dinner table, the father who had always been taciturn suddenly opened his mouth

"Linxia, you go to take out a loan and buy a house for your brother!"

The tone of non-committal beak is only a notice, not a consultation.