Chapter 082 - Photos That Can't Be Sent
On the day of the public arrest and sentencing meeting, all the classmates in the dormitory went back, and I slept in bed for almost an afternoon.
Lying in bed I thought a lot. I know I can't resist Xiong Yanfei's feelings for me anymore. And, most importantly, Xiong Yanfei walked into my emotional world.
I had the same passion I had when I first met Wu Lianzi. Many times I think of Xiong Yanfei. Originally, I just wanted to destroy the relationship between Yu Jinrong and Xiong Yanfei to punish Yu Jinrong for insulting me, and I originally just wanted to get a photo of her from Xiong Yanfei, but Shi Zhiqiang's wish and his love for saving my life were returned, but I didn't expect that I would fall into the whirlpool of feelings.
I didn't think I would love anymore.
However, I did not refuse Xiong Yanfei's invitation to her house as a guest, nor did I refuse her to attend her birthday party, and I did not consider Yu Jinrong's threat at all.
Because, that feeling of love came back to my heart.
I questioned this relationship repeatedly, but each time I questioned it, I overturned it.
I even deliberately thought about Hao Junqi, but I felt that Hao Junqi was gone, and I felt that Hao Junqi had left my life forever.
After all, Hao Junqi has disappeared from my life for seven years.
If Hao Junqi is still there, she is already nineteen years old, and she has reached the age of falling in love, will she still think of me as a brother?
Won't her heart be attracted to other boys?
Will she still believe that she can re-enter my world? Or, will she still believe that I will reappear in her world?
Will Hao Junqi think the same as me: Brother Qihang may have forgotten me a long time ago.
At the same time, I decided to forward the photo Xiong Yanfei gave me to Shi Zhiqiang. This photo should belong to him. I can't give it up no matter how reluctant I am. Otherwise, I will always feel indebted to Shi Zhiqiang. I don't want to lose this friendship. Also, I can also use this to understand Shi Zhiqiang's opinion on my behavior.
However, when I made this decision, I felt extremely sorry. Many times I took out my photos when no one was around. Wearing a white dress, Xiong Yanfei looks more pure and moving. Her charming smile seems to be seductive, and her amorous eyes seem to be able to speak. I couldn't help but kiss the photo.
After the self-study on Sunday night, when Shi Zhiqiang packed his schoolbag and was about to go to rent a house with Xiang Jianjun and them, I stopped him.
"Wait, poet, I've got something to look for you." I say.
"Can't we know, Zheng Qihang?" Xiang Jianjun asked.
"I'm sorry, it's a little secret between me and the poet." I say.
"Go, what secrets are there between the two big men." Xiang Wangfu said.
"Secrets between men are called secrets, and they cannot be told to others." Xu Xianren said.
"It's not that exaggerated, it's a little personal." I scoffed.
"Then let's go, immortal, Xiang Wangfu." Xiang Jianjun said.
"I'm sorry, brothers."
I left the position.
"What's the matter? Is it that mysterious? Brothers can't know? Shi Zhiqiang looked at me.
"Let's go to the football field." I say.
It was already ten o'clock in the evening. The lights of many houses in the streets were extinguished. The street lights glow dimly.
The night was beautiful. The sky is blue, starry and clear.
We walked on the grass on the football field. The thick green of the grass looked hazy in the starlight, as if covered with a veil. Tranquility all around. The bugs also seem to be sleeping peacefully. Only a few whispers came from time to time.
The railroad elementary school looks dark.
"What the hell is going on?" Shi Zhiqiang asked.
"Our wish has finally come true." I say.
"What wish?" Shi Zhiqiang didn't know what to do.
"Photos, Xiong Yanfei's photos, have you forgotten?"
"Do you remember that?" Shi Zhiqiang said.
Shi Zhiqiang's faint reaction made me unacceptable, what did he tell me that night? - I've always dreamed of having a picture of Xiong Yanfei. "How come I don't remember? That night, you commissioned me to make a photo of Xiong Yanfei, and I've been working it. β
"How could you be so serious, I thought you had forgotten about it. I almost forgot about it myself. Shi Zhiqiang is still so faint.
"Take it." I sent the photo to Shi Zhiqiang, "Are you happy?" β
Shi Zhiqiang pushed the photo out, "It's better for you to keep it yourself." β
I said, "What do you mean?" Didn't you dream of having a photo? β
"I think you're better suited to treasure this photo right now." Shi Zhiqiang looked at me.
"Am I suitable for collection? I managed to get it for you. I will work hard to do what Zheng Qihang promised. Why should I treasure it? I said.
"Zheng Qihang, don't deceive yourself."
"What do you mean?" We reached the end of the football field and headed back. The night breeze is blowing. It's quieter.
"It's you, not me, who fall in love with Xiong Yanfei now. I had already sorted out this feeling when I recited "Farewell to Cambridge" at the party. That's when I sensed that there would be a story between you. Shi Zhiqiang kindly put his hand on my shoulder.
"How do you feel? Is it a hunch? β
"It's not a hunch, it's a gut feeling. If you look at Xiong Yanfei as a stage, I have retired from this stage, and you are the protagonist of this stage. Shi Zhiqiang made an analogy.
I was silent. The shame in my heart is beyond words.
Shi Zhiqiang has already seen the clues, and I still want to test it.
"Zheng Qihang, don't have any worries, let alone worry because of me. Xiong Yanfei has a very good impression of you now. Shi Zhiqiang comforted me.
"Really? Where can it be seen? "I suddenly wanted to hear someone talk about Xiong Yanfei.
"Xiong Yanfei is Sima Zhao's heart to you, everyone knows it. Don't be angry, no pejorative. You see, when did Xiong Yanfei come to our class and didn't come to you? And you also know that she and Yu Jinrong have completely severed their relationship. Before you arrived at the classroom before self-study tonight, she came to our class. Someone joked, are you coming to see Zheng Qihang? She smiled and asked, "How do you know?" She deliberately wore a purple silk scarf around her today, and I wonder if it was you who gave it. β
"She asked me to attend her birthday party, and I had to give me a gift." I say. Shi Zhiqiang is too good at speculation.
"Okay, Zheng Qihang. I can attend her birthday party, and I come with me. Did she only invite you? How do we not know? "Shi Zhiqiang gave me a look.
"I'm not fooling you. I've struggled, I've hesitated, I didn't expect myself to fall into, I always felt like I was getting a photo for you when I contacted Xiong Yanfei before. β
But I didn't expect that I was in love with her. This is called the intentional flower arrangement, the flowers do not bloom, and the willows and willows are shady. Good for you, Zheng Qihang. Shi Zhiqiang said.
"Maybe it's not love. Xiong Yanfei's birthday party only invited five people, and all four of them were Hua'an No. 1 and Hua'an No. 2 Middle School. I said.
"You are the only one in the middle school of the railway, and you are the only one for her." Shi Zhiqiang's every sentence said that my heart was on my heart.
"It's not as good as you say."
"Take advantage of it. I went back. Shi Zhiqiang patted me on the shoulder again.
"Don't you really want a photo?"
"The beauty of a gentleman's adulthood is still your collection. However, I remind you to beware of Yu Jinrong, it is not a fuel-efficient lamp. β
"Thank you. I know. β
I went back to the classroom to continue my studies. Chu Huoyu and a few girls who lived in the school were still in the classroom. For those who don't rent a house outside and want to learn something, the classroom is our only place to learn.
Jie Feixiang and Wu Jianhua had already gone to the dormitory.
Sitting in my position, I always have a hard time calming down.
My feelings for Xiong Yanfei are one thing, and Shi Zhiqiang's reminder made me uneasy.
Shi Zhiqiang is right, Yu Jinrong is not a fuel-efficient lamp, but how can I guard against him? He's been in trouble with me many times.
Who knows when he'll fix me again?
I shook my head. If a person wants to trouble you, it is useless to prevent it. Only soldiers can come to block the water and cover the earth. Besides, what can he do to me as a school student?
At eleven o'clock, I left the classroom early and went back to the dormitory because I couldn't study.
Chu Huoyu came out with him.
"Zheng Qihang, why did Wu Lianzi cry after Jiang Lili and I left yesterday morning, crying so exaggeratedly?"
"Did you hear that, too?" My heart trembled. Didn't they leave a long time ago?
"Why didn't you hear her crying so loudly? Jiang Lili wanted to return to the classroom, but I grabbed her. Chu Huoyu said.
"I can't figure out why she's crying so sadly?" I say.
"Could she be a pear?" Chu Huoyu asked.
"How could she be a pear? Could it be that Dong Yunhong is in love with her? I deliberately asked rhetorically.
"Quite possibly. Dong Yunhong called Yali so deeply before leaving, which one was not shocked? Moreover, Wu Lianzi suddenly fainted at that time, and then cried bitterly in the classroom, isn't it obvious? Chu Huoyu said.
"Not necessarily. Wu Lianzi fainted, but her body was too weak. I couldn't hold on for too long before I fainted. You see, since this semester, she has not been in good health. I asked her why she was crying, and she said she was not feeling well. "I'm.
"Do you believe that?"
"Why don't I believe it?"
"Anyway, I think it's a little weird."
When we arrived at the student dormitory building, I said goodbye to Chu Huoyu.
"Haven't you changed your clothes in the past two days?" Chu Huoyu asked me.
"Nope." I say.
"Why don't you change your duty quickly in this weather? Tomorrow I'll go to your bedroom and get your change of clothes. β
"This? Chu Huoyu, I have always wanted to tell you, you don't have to worry about my clothes in the future, I will wash them myself. You can't wash me for the rest of your life, can you? I said.
"I do."
"You're going to make me unhappy." I say.
"I just want you to owe me. You are a person who would rather others owe you than others. β
"I'm afraid I'll end up hurting you." I said in a low voice.
"You've got someone you like?"
"No, no, you don't know my situation."
"You don't have to be psychologically burdened. One day you have a crush, I'll let you take over. In fact...... "Chu Huoyu wanted to speak and stopped."
"Actually, what?" I asked.
"Nothing. It's just that the thought that this is a matter of time and time makes me feel uncomfortable all of a sudden. β
"Fire Jadeβ"
"Alright. It's late. Bye. Chu Huoyu walked upstairs.