Chapter 62: Lust and Fragrance
Yuan Yuxiao's shoulders relaxed, a kind of exhaustion hit her, and she suddenly wanted a kind of solitary and quiet freedom, doing nothing, thinking about nothing.
The people he wants to see are not heard, but the people he doesn't want to see pop up in three days, and the partners he deals with every day are endlessly having a "new direction" for work, and then endlessly doing those boring things that seem to have no end......
The next day, he came out of the house, and he didn't even bother to go to the market, anyway, there was a steel cast iron Jin Daotong, and a long-flowing Dr. Yan, so the tax money couldn't go and couldn't leak out. As for the vendors who wander around the streets, they are messes that can never be cleaned up, and they are no longer in the direction of their work. There is also a golden road in the new direction to open up, he first went to the library to steal a few days of leisure.
Library......
That's his escape. There may be loneliness, but there may be a place where the body may be still, but the mind is free to wander in the wide world, and most importantly, it is quiet, but not boring.
There's another ...... there Milan......
In the past, when I thought of Milan, I would feel a spring breeze and a sweet excitement when I went to the library, but now, I don't feel like I used to.
All the changes in mood were the moment he smelled the gardenia downstairs in that studio, he had an irrepressible resistance to that painter, and because of this, Milan's weight in his heart suddenly plummeted, he didn't know or understood why he was like this, there was no reason to do this, thinking about it, except for a certain greed and selfishness of a man, he could hardly explain it. In this way, he had to introspect again and again, he believed so much that people should be self-conscious, as Mo Qing said, he was a person of "self-denial and retribution".
When he was introspective and determined to get rid of a certain narrowness in his soul...... Maybe there was also despicability when he could calmly face Milan as if nothing had happened, and imply to himself that Milan was still the same Milan.
In fact, even if she is no longer the same person she used to be, what does it matter to him!
Library.
When he saw Milan again, he saw it in a different mood, as if he had reacquainted himself. In the past, her fierce charm made Yuan Yuxiao's eyes stay and focus on her face, but today, all his eyes are dodging and wandering all over her body, he doesn't know if this is because he is avoiding her face, or because he is pulled by her body, or both, and he can't be separated. However, he had no time to investigate the reason, because his breath had been suppressed by her mature and hot body, like the once mischievous Monkey King who was crushed by the Marble Mountains five hundred years ago. He has to admit that looking forward at this moment, the beauty in his heart is actually just a face without a body, and from this moment on, it is a complete figure......
Milan stands like a beacon in the here and now.
Qin Qing's beauty is for people to see, Xiaolu's beauty is for people to care, and Milan's beauty is for people...... Used-he was frightened by the word that suddenly popped up in his heart, how indecent the word "use" was, he wanted to change it, but suddenly Jiang Lang ran out, as if he could no longer find a more appropriate word.
If life is a dish with "color, flavor, and flavor", then Qin Qing is its "color", which can be seen with pleasure, Xiaolu is its "fragrance", which can feel warm, and Milan is its "taste", which is only appetizing!
Could it be that his jealousy stems from this, and he has not been able to delve into it before......
He sat there for a day without reading any books, he didn't expect that he had reached this point, and he was even bored with reading. He thought to himself, this is like one day when he can't even attract Jin Daotong to work, what kind of world will it be......
When he was in the middle of his imagination, someone patted him on the top of his head, although the shot was extremely light, but it was enough to startle him in meditation, and when he turned his head, it was Jin Daotong!
Jin Daotong put his index finger against his mouth that was about to exclaim, pointed to the big word "Jing" posted on the wall, and then sat down lightly beside him, suppressed his voice and said, "I know I can find you here, you are a very good person, you must come here when you come here!" ”
Yuan Yuxiao silently accepted his praise for his "rigid character" and looked at him inquiringly.
"I'm going to the library for nothing!" Jin Daotong thought he had a humorous opening sentence, Yuan Yuxiao almost didn't hold back herself, "Let's talk to you about today's news in all aspects, let's talk about the bitter and then the sweet, let's talk about the troubles first, the woman is here again today, anyway, I don't say it, you can expect it, we said that you are sick and on vacation, and it is estimated that you will have to take a long time off - I'm sorry, extraordinary things have to be done by extraordinary means, she is gone, I discussed it with the head of the white unit, anyway, you don't have to go to the bureau if you are fine, drag this woman half to death first!" We meet every day at the market anyway, and if we don't, the library is close to the precinct and can be considered as our regular point of contact - of course it's a secret between the two of us! ”
Yuan Yuxiao was still silent, he felt that if he dragged it out like this, he would drag it to death before the woman was half dead, but what other way was there......
Jin Daotong saw through his thoughts, or he also considered it, and then said, "Of course, we all know that it is not a way to drag it all the time, we just drag it first, and strive for time to find a way slowly, after a long time, various situations may change, and it is not known that there is a road before the car reaches the mountain!" Finally, I would like to report to you the good news that our business trip has been approved, and I have already bought my train ticket for tomorrow! You go home today and get ready, the two of us will meet at the door of the branch at half past six tomorrow and leave, we said that you have always been on sick leave, even if the woman doesn't believe it, she won't come so early! ”
Yuan Yuxiao's body shook slightly, thinking that Jin Daotong was really hollowing out his mind for this, so he shook his hand and said thank you softly.
At half past six the next morning, Yuan Yuxiao took her luggage and came to the branch on time. Kim Daotong was already waiting there. Yuan Yuxiao knew that no matter how early it was, it would always be too early for Jin Daotong.
"Let's go!" Jin Daotong said energetically that this was the first business trip in their lives!
The two of them were just about to go out, and Uncle Wang, who was washing his face, poked his head out of the communication room and shouted, "Yuan Yuxiao, you have a letter!" ”
Yuan Yuxiao swept over with an arrow and took the letter from Uncle Wang's hand, and on the envelope was the familiar handwriting - Yu Xiaolu's!
Now let's talk about Yu Xiaolu.
Not long ago, when Yu Xiaolu was determined to break off with Yuan Yuxiao and start a new relationship, she received a letter from Yuan Yuxiao. This letter caused new ripples in her heart, which was about to calm down.
Throughout her student days, Yu Xiaolu's closest opposite sex was, of course, Mo Qing and Yuan Yuxiao. There are three guesses between them, and it seems that all three of them have the ability to maintain this state for the rest of their lives - if they don't graduate for the rest of their lives.
But graduation – to be exact, that party at the Red Plum Cold Drink Shop – shattered this super-stable balance of three-point one.
Although Yu Xiaolu's personality is a little careless and casual in general, she still has natural female intuition and instinct at key points, and when she went to the cold drink shop to look for Mo Qing and Yuan Yuxiao that afternoon, she only saw Yuan Yuxiao, and he also said that there was only one person. But Yu Xiaolu felt that Yuan Yuxiao was lying from the beginning. After all, as a close playmate for many years, she really knows Yuan Yuxiao too well, including his every little expression and every tone of voice. When she used to watch him play poker, she said that she could guess whether he was good or not by looking at his expression. She even used to guess his results based on his expression after the exam, and the accuracy was amazing.
Even from common sense, Yuan Yuxiao will not go to the cold drink shop alone, let him stay at home alone, he can stay for 10,000 years, but if he comes out to play, he can never be just one person.
However, Yu Xiaolu didn't want to intercept him, she had to take care of his face. A person who does not lie always has a reason to lie. If there was indeed another person at that time, whether that person was Mo Qing or Liu Side or someone else, since he wanted to avoid her, there must be a reason. She didn't want to delve into this.
Next, when the two of them were drinking cold drinks and talking, she was sensitive to some very subtle things in Yuan Yuxiao's psychology, although in terms of content, what he said was actually as normal as usual, but her sixth sense told her that it was not so simple.
In the days that followed, she found that she and Yuan Yuxiao suddenly went in a new direction - starting from the sour plum soup that afternoon turned into iced coffee, this new direction categorically put aside the trajectory of friendship and extended in the direction of lovers. I can't tell who is active and who is passive, I feel like I am being led by something in the dark, and both of them seem to know whether they know what to do or not.
Maybe the temperaments of the two people are too similar.
However, Yu Xiaolu still noticed that Yuan Yuxiao was not the same as his single-minded intention to move forward, he was always advancing and retreating, stopping and stopping, sometimes he seemed to acquiesce, sometimes he evaded, and sometimes even refused...... She didn't know which of his wishes was real.
Every time, she always explains Yuan Yuxiao's indecisive character.
It wasn't until the night of the photo exchange, after her desperate confession, that his blatant evasion burst in, and she suddenly understood that he was a person who was not good at refusing, and that his acquiescence might just be an illusory passive acceptance, and his evasion was a real active rejection.
At that moment, when he fled her room, she sobbed slowly after a loud mournful voice, like a fading shadow, and it was she who was gradually turning away.
She was determined not to have any more contact with Yuan Yuxiao - the mood was sad at that moment, a beautiful mistake, not only failed to reap love, but even buried a friendship that had been with her for many years.
Fate is indeed out of control, when she suffers from gains and losses for the collapse of friendship and first love, Yuan Xianglong and Yu Xiaoxue, two little daredevils, brought a key to make her nostalgia completely scattered.
There was a small velvet bear hanging on the key, and in the early eighties, such a decoration on the key looked fashionable, luxurious and rare, and naturally, it was by no means owned by a man. When Yu Xiaolu got it from her sister Yu Xiaoxue, her eyes couldn't help but light up. The key is a thing that is often used, and the ornaments on the key are particularly susceptible to staining, but this little bear is clean and clean - in fact, it can be said that it is brand new, and compared with the key, it is obvious that the owner has just hung it up.
"Sister, when did you buy such a good-looking bear, and don't buy me one!" Yu Xiaoxue said dissatisfiedly that her small mouth, as often described in previous novels, "pouted high enough to hang a small oil pot".
"Who told you it was mine?" Yu Xiaolu asked calmly, she has always liked to maintain a reserved sister appearance in front of her sister, and this time she has always felt that she has gone through vicissitudes of life, and her temperament has suddenly calmed down a lot.
"You're still pretending to be garlic! You make it a relationship...... Ahem...... The souvenir was given to Brother Yuxiao, if Yuan Xianglong hadn't shown it to me, I wouldn't have known! Yu Xiaoxue lowered her voice unconsciously.
Yu Xiaolu was confused, but when she heard her sister mention Yuan Yuxiao, her heart suddenly burst, but she suppressed her mood even more, and still tried to keep calm, "You make it clear!" ”
Yu Xiaoxue approached her proudly and whispered, "If you want me to make it clear, I'll talk a little bit first, Brother Yuxiao treats this souvenir you gave you as a treasure, and sleeps on his chest every night......"
A flash of lightning flashed in Yu Xiaolu's heart, and Yuan Yuxiao's hesitation was so much that there was such a reason - there was someone else in his heart!