Chapter 493: The Last Tear of Sadness

I screamed and rushed out of the dorm door!

I ignored Huo Banlin's obstruction outside the door of the girls' dormitory building, and was about to check the bedroom!

Throw away the high heels, quickly run to the Lunhong City garbage recycling station, along the way thinking that Aunt Sun must have made a mistake, she is very careless, maybe it is a scam call, want us to take the money, I just comforted myself, so that my legs will not paralyze to the ground!

It's finally here!

Standing in the middle of the garbage in the recycling station, my eyes were firmly fixed on the shed that the old man had built with his deceased grandfather, thinking that he must be inside, and told me to return the two tickets, saying that my grandmother did not agree to travel with her at all!

Then, I will definitely take it back immediately, and even take back those two tickets right away and return them back to the mall!

However, when my foot was pierced by broken glass and bleeding, and when I walked to the place I wanted to go, the scene in front of me turned out to be another old man!

"Hello, I want to ask, where did the old man go?"

"He? He's dead! Old people like us don't deserve any travel at all, look at it, I'll just say, pie will never fall from the sky, it must be a trap, who will give him two good travel packages? When he called me, he also said that he wanted me to be here for a few days, and when I came back from the trip, he wanted to bring his wife over and let me meet, which is good, I didn't see his wife, he was gone, I looked, he was afraid that I would fall in love with his wife......"

As he spoke, the old man shed tears, kept wiping, and still lay down!

I was spread on the ground all at once, and no matter how he pulled me, I couldn't stand anymore, and I didn't want to get up!

"Who the hell is he? Girl! It's because he took the wrong garbage and you came to him, then I don't care, I'm just here temporarily, and I don't need to continue to be here now! ”

"He's my grandfather!"

"Your grandfather? It's true? How come I haven't heard him say that he has a granddaughter! ”

"Because I've never called him grandpa!"

I exhaled a few long breaths and rubbed my feet and buttocks on the ground until I moved myself to the place where my grandfather used to sit, and I curled up here with my arms around my knees!

My head was in unbearable pain, my hands were shaking unconsciously, and I rubbed my eyes with my hands, only to find that the tears were not left!

What's going on here? Why did all the most tragic things happen in my life, and why did I have little left in my life, and I wanted to take my blind grandmother away with me, or what unforgivable thing I did!

Why can't I even remember it!

"If after 18 months, there is still an abnormality in the body, call that number......"

I kept thinking about what Dr. Chen Linwei said, but when my heart was beating very fast, I used all my strength to turn out the note that did not return to its previous appearance, it was still the number that was scratched and painted in the classroom of the fashion design training class, and I couldn't see it clearly!

Suddenly, another small note fell from the small satchel, which read: "I, it's you!" ”

"That's not right! Something must have gone wrong, my life shouldn't be like this! ”

I kept repeating my words!

At this moment, my mind is full of grandma's figure: "Zhan Ye! Remember what grandma said, everything can only be solved by your own strength, no matter what difficulties you encounter, remember grandma's words? ”

I tried to kiss my grandmother's forehead with the image of my childhood in my head, and then nodded vigorously!

The moment I lowered my head, I saw the little watch on my wrist that was spinning rapidly!

I began to think carefully about all the things that had happened around me in the past 18 months!

First of all, grandma, grandma is a doctor, yes, grandma has always been with me growing up...... Wait a minute! How can I have the image of my grandmother when she was young in my mind?

Wrong!

I remember!

In fact, it is not like this!

My grandmother died in a medical accident, and at that time, I was not yet born, and I still have a picture of my grandmother when she was young on my desk, so what is going on? Where am I and who am I?

My body is convulsive and on the verge of collapse!

And I actually remembered that a few months ago, when Yan Lingtao had not yet died, Yan Lingtao's sister Yan Ling'er was punched and kicked many times by her boyfriend with a serious virgin complex, and finally suffered from delusion, and I would cry sadly together; Zhou Hongfeng was rejected because he confessed to Yan Lingtao many times, and drove into Yan Lingtao because of love and hatred; Rong Wei's family will give up on himself when he goes bankrupt, and I will be angry with it......

Suddenly, the phone in my small satchel rang, and I didn't have the strength to answer it anymore, so it was the old man next to me who helped me press the answer button and put it to my ear!

"Hey! Is it Cham Ye? I'm Geng Yu, I'm the brother of Qi Diaofu, in fact, I've been looking for you again, Qi Diaofu is not our own sister, we actually, the person we want to adopt is you, because you can help us finish a painting, did you really agree? ”

"I'm done painting, on the walls of the Lunhong City Mental Hospital!"

I turned my face to the side, and the old man knew that I didn't want to talk to the other party anymore, so he helped me press the hang-up button, but at the moment when I was about to put my little phone back into the small satchel, it was taken by Ding Xiaojiao!

"Zhan Ye!"

Ding Xiaojiao will chase after me when I come here, it seems that she really doesn't want to let me go!

The old man thought that Ding Xiaojiao was here to pick me up, so he left very interestingly!

In fact, she is not a student who looks like a student, she is really a student!

At this time, I don't know who Ding Xiaojiao is, and I don't want to talk to her anymore!

"Zhan Ye, there is one more thing, I think, you need to know!"

I smiled and shook my head, as if the expression at this time, there was only this one left, I really don't want to hear anything Ding Xiaojiao told me anymore, I understand everything, she is so scheming, it's really hard for her, I'm not worthy of her to spend all her brain cells on me, isn't her dream to become a barrister?

At this moment, something that made me creepy happened without warning......

Ding Xiaojiao tore off a layer of things on her face at once!

"Zhan Ye, didn't you ask me if I knew Qian Lai? Guess where this human face mask was bought? Do you keep your eyes open and see who I am? ”

What the? It turns out that Ding Xiaojiao doesn't just look like my teens!

And she is myself, the 38-year-old me with wrinkles at the corners of my eyes!

"Zhan Ye! Do you know how many people you've hurt? Do you still want to harm me? Hehe, harming others will end up harming yourself! Your head hurts again?; If you make the same mistake again, you can wrap your thumb with the four fingers of your left hand and gently beat the back of your head, and you should really think about it, when did you enter school, whether those people around you really appeared, your grandma actually did not really exist in your memory, why did you not participate in the picture, you can clearly know the full details? Still not clear? All the scenarios are all about the unhealthy people you want to satirize in your heart, thinking that they are all unlucky ghosts who are not sick and looking for illness, and all kinds of mysteries set up for them, but you don't want to enter the film and television that you are about to make, but in real life, as a lawyer, in order to keep yourself awake at all times and prevent any problems that will arise, you even set up logical reminders for yourself, such as text messages, emails, notes, character protection, etc.! But you see yourself in it, and I think it's not someone else who is schizophrenic, it's you! ”

At this moment, I slowly lifted the hand that was beating the back of my head, and then the other hand was also raised with difficulty!

The thumbs and index fingers of the two hands gradually joined together to form a rectangular frame, looking at Ding Xiaojiao from the inside!

It turned out that I had imprisoned myself in my own psychology, and the sensor faucet in the bathroom would suddenly come out of the water, and the sound of one-legged walking could be heard in the dark hallway. When the wind blows, there are always a pair of eyes looking straight at me outside the window...... Those terrifying and terrifying scenes, which were actually written by themselves to scare those who are mentally unhealthy, have now become written for themselves!

It turns out that it's not someone else who harms me, but my own demons, but I can't get out now, and I don't know how I got into this one!

At this time, the black cat appeared next to me again!

Legend has it that the person who saw the black cat, a psychic and a dying being, obviously I belonged to the latter, and I was going to die again, and then I would usher in the exact same 18 months that made her miserable, or I would be displaced from there!

really responded to the old saying, a good word is warm in three winters, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June!

My consciousness began to blur, and I saw Gao Hui saying that the woman on my back was gnawing a hand in her mouth, which turned out to be my own remorse.

In the distance, I saw Mo Changjiang running in my direction, and he was in real life, I have passed away husband, on the first day after marriage, I unexpectedly learned that his brother was a mental patient who had been in the medical trouble, so that my grandmother lost his life, from then on, all the abuse in the marriage began, he hoped to end this fate of retribution, and finally chose to commit suicide, and later found out that he wrote a letter for me, and I am still vaguely reciting it!

"If there is an afterlife, I hope we are not married, I will no longer appear in your life, or I can meet you as a scumbag, I hope you can be like you said to me, you are better than anyone with me, realize your dreams, you can fall in love with male girlfriends, school grass, celebrities, in short, you will not fall in love with me, and I just want to protect you silently!"

Just when my life was about to run out, the last scene was actually when I saw Mo Changjiang being hit by a speeding car and flying into the sky!

At this time, the words that appeared in my mind that I said that Deng Deng, Qi Diaofu, and Mo Changjiang would die a miserable death, and a sad tear suddenly flowed from the bottom of my eyes......