On Monday, Zhu Yi came to me again. He looked frustrated.

We walked down the path on the west side of the library. It's off the beaten track. The rain-washed mud from the flower beds piled up on the concrete pavement, and the cleaners never seemed to clean it up.

The flowers and plants in the flower beds are also very messy.

Along the fence is a row of willows. Under the corner of the wall is a layer of withered yellow willow leaves.

"I'm really sorry to delay you." Zhu Yi is still so polite, and his smile is still so fake.

"Is it still for Ai Sadako's business?" I frowned.

"She had a complete showdown with me. I don't know why she had a showdown with me. She also heard it on Friday night, you love Ding Ying, not her, right? ”

I was silent.

Then why is she still so obsessed? You know, after that fuss on Friday night, I thought everything was going to be better, but I didn't want to usher in a worse situation. She was with you the day before yesterday and yesterday, right? ”

I nodded. I don't want to hide anything.

"I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all. It's all you who Ai Sadako took the initiative to find, I know. So my pain is here. ”

"Why don't you blame me? It stands to reason that you should be very angry with me, and you should beat me up, or like some people in the West do, and offer to duel me. I said. I remembered mentioning the word "wild power" when chatting with Sadako Ai yesterday.

There was not a single figure on the nearly 500-meter-long road. On the wall more than one person high, a lot of grass grew from the cracks in the bricks.

The sun is blocked from the willows.

Zhu Yi wiped his neatly combed black hair with his hand and said, "Don't irritate me, ask me to duel, that's not my style." We want a peaceful solution. I can beg you, but I will never do anything with you. ”

"What Ai Sadako doesn't like is your soft style."

"Does she like that style of fighting? That's recklessness, it's recklessness, it's not love. Fighting for love is very touching, but in the end? Or to return to a state of tranquility. Do you think Pushkin's death was worth it? It's a pity for everyone. Ai Sadako: She doesn't know what true love is yet. ”

"Then why did you come to me today?" I don't want to spend any more.

"Please stay away from her. Since you don't love her, stay away from her. Zhu Yi stared at me.

"May I make a hypothesis?"

"You say."

"What if I'm not what you think I'm going to be, if I love Ai Sadako?"

"Impossible." Zhu Yi is still so gentle.

"A lot of things are variable, what if I really fall in love with Ai Sadako, what do you do?" I'd love to see how gentle Zhu Yi can be.

"I'll come back to beg you." Zhu Yi's cultivation is really deep.

"Is love something to ask for?"

"But it's not a fight, a kill, a kill."

At this moment, Ai Sadako suddenly walked out of the back wall of the library.

"Sadako Ai?" Zhu Yi's face turned white.

"Why are you here?" I was also surprised. There was a man hiding in the back wall of the library, and we didn't even notice it.

"I'm sorry, I was a villain. I'll come with you when you come out of the reading room. Ai Sadako said. Ai Sadako is dressed in sportswear, a completely different style from yesterday.

"So you heard all our conversations?" Zhu Yi "lost his face".

"There's no way around it." Ai Sadako shrugged.

"I'm sorry, Sadako, I didn't mean to."

"Why did you tell me I'm sorry?"

"Because I'm afraid you'll be angry. Don't be mad at me, okay? I'm so afraid you're mad at me. Zhu Yi said modestly. He was nearly fifteen centimeters taller than Ai Sadako.

"I said I wouldn't be angry with you anymore." Ai Sadako said.

"Thank you."

"I also said I want you to get out of it as soon as possible and don't get stuck in it again."

"That's impossible, Sadako," Zhu Yi's eyes were red, and tears were about to overflow his eyes, "It's impossible, I won't come out, and I don't want to come out." ”

"Look at you, the tears are coming again." Ai Sadako said. Perhaps, shedding tears in front of Ai Zhenzi is Zhu Yi's regular behavior.

"I'm so emotionally fragile."

"There is a saying I told you a long time ago: Moscow does not believe in tears."

"I'll remember. However, I really couldn't help but cry. Sadako, you're going to give me another chance, okay? Zhu Yi began his prayer again.

I turned around and looked in the direction of the school building, and I could vaguely see a lot of people playing sports on the basketball court in front of the school building.

"As I have already said, there is no such thing as giving a chance or not giving it. Because you're not competing for a position. If it's a competitive position, I can give it this opportunity. Love can't come reluctantly. Ai Sadako said.

"Is it really possible that there is no more?"

"Nope."

"Then I'm leaving."

Zhu Yi passed by me, "Zheng Qihang, I'll go first." ”

"I'm leaving, too. We came together, and of course we walked together. I gestured goodbye to Sadako Ai. As I said, I won't be alone with Sadako Ai anymore.

"Zheng Qihang, you wait, I have something to tell you." Ai Sadako said.

"I'm sorry, I have something, I'm really in a hurry. I have to go. I trotted as I spoke. I ran ahead of Zhu Yi.

"Hehehe, are you really afraid that I will eat you? Zheng Qihang, I like what you said. Ai Sadako's laughter came from behind her.

……

Until Wednesday, Ding Ying had not returned to school. On the phone, Ding Ying said that she would come back in two or three days, but five days later, the position next to me was still empty.

My heart is as empty as this place.

Zhu Defa was as anxious as I was. It's just that he can be grandiose, and I can only keep it in my heart.

He would come to our classroom almost every noon and evening after school, just like he used to come over every day to wait for Ding Ying to eat or go for a walk.

But I didn't see Zhu Defa all day on Wednesday.

A day passed, and Thursday came. Ding Ying is still not there, and the strange thing is that Zhu Defa did not come to "report".

Isn't it that he was so worried about Ding Ying that he ran back to Huangbai City to find her?

According to the degree of Zhu Defa's love for Ding Ying, he is likely to do so. At university, it's not difficult to take a day or two off, just talk about something at home. And two days to go to Huangbai City is enough.

Instead of being in a hurry, it's better to run and have a look. If it were me, I would have done the same.

Even if you miss it, for example, Ding Ying happens to return at this time, it is not wronged, because this is a practical demonstration of love for Ding Ying. Women can't stand this touch.

I remember that the last time Zhu Defa asked me for advice, I made some suggestions, and he immediately understood, and held a unique birthday party, which somewhat narrowed the distance between him and Ding Ying.

His IQ is so high.

This time, Ding Ying went back to his hometown for five or six days and didn't return, he thought about going back to his hometown to have a look, it should be normal.

However, this is just reasoning after all. In order to be reassured, I went to Zhu Defa's class in the afternoon to look for him. Zhu Defa studied assistive function specialty medical imaging. The academic building is on the second floor.

I thought Zhu Defa was not there, but he was.

Let's go down to the place where Sadako Ai asked me to talk.

People are different, seasons are different, and moods are different.

I remember that it was also in this area that Zhu Defa called me out of the reading room and asked me to move out of Ding Ying's rented house.

"What kind of wind is blowing Boss Zheng who is so big as you today?" Zhu Defa's tone was a little strange.

"Oh, you must have come to me for Ding Ying's business, right?" Before I answered, Zhu Defa said again, "Isn't it a little anxious to not see Ding Ying for so many days?" ”

"That's exactly what I'm asking you." I say.

"Hypocrisy, the last thing I can see you is hypocrisy." Zhu Defa looked disdainful.

"Aren't you more anxious than I am?"

"If I said that two days ago I might have been more anxious than you, no, no, I should have been as anxious as you, but now you are far more anxious than me, and I am not in a hurry at all." Zhu Defa seemed to be saying a tongue twister.

"What do you mean?"

"Because it's completely over between me and Ding Ying." Zhu Defa made a gesture very handsomely. It feels like Ding Ying is a burden, and he threw it off, looking extremely relaxed.

"I still don't understand what you mean."

"Of course you don't understand. Because, Ding Ying's father had an accident. ”

"What happened to Ding Ying's father? What's going on? Does Ding Ying's father's accident have anything to do with the complete end between you and Ding Ying? "I'm in a fog.

"Haha, I don't know if you Zheng Qihang are really stupid or pretending to be stupid, do you think I'm really so inseparable from Ding Ying? Do you think I love Ding Ying so much that I really love it? I'm telling you, it's all because she has a father who is the president of the university. ”

I plucked my ear with my little finger. I don't believe this could come from Chu Defa's mouth.

"If it weren't for her having such a powerful father with such a background, I could have put up with her for so many years?" Zhu Defa continued, "She is obedient, willful, sensitive, damn, my cheeks are sore with a smiling face in front of her." But apart from this advantage, what else is there for me to do so much for her? I whispered to her, nodded for her, worked hard for her, and now it's finally over. ”

I felt a nameless fire rise from the soles of my feet, and I could clearly feel it climbing up my veins.

I interrupted Zhu Defa, "OK, Zhu Defa, you don't need to say anything else, you just need to tell me what happened to Ding Ying's father." ”

Does it all need to be said again? In a word, Zhu Defa loves Ding Ying's family background, not Ding Ying as a person.

I was suddenly scared of what I had done. How determined I am, Zhu Defa loves Ding Ying from the bottom of my heart. Since God is destined that I can't fall in love with Ding Ying, of course I have to find the best support for the person I love, so I tried every means to push Ding Ying to Zhu Defa.

Unexpectedly......

Fortunately, it's really okay, it's good that Ding Ying and Zhu Defa didn't go that far.

If the wood is already in the boat, if the raw rice is cooked into cooked rice, how much harm will it bring to Ding Ying and how much pain it will bring her.

And I became a true sinner!

"Her father was taken away by the prosecutor's office." Zhu Defa said.

"Taken away by the prosecutor's office? Is it corruption? "If you are taken away by the procuratorate, it will not be a private matter, it will be 100% a work matter.

"That's all I know. Anything else? ”

"It's gone. I just want to confirm again, is it really over between you and Ding Ying because of her father's accident? Can you really sit idly by at such a time? "That nameless fire has crept into my brain.

Zhu Defa spread his hands very chicly, "What do you say?" ”

“OK！” I clenched my fist and punched Zhu Defa in the face.