Chapter 127: Asking for Forgiveness
"Don't you want to tell me something?" Qin Xinghao asked Yi Mengrong while polishing his coffee.
Yi Mengrong's expression was a little flustered, deliberately avoiding his eyes, she didn't dare to look at him squarely, she was afraid that she would not be able to withstand his inquiry and collapse.
"What do you want me to say to you?" Yi Mengrong clenched his fists, and his palms continued to sweat.
Qin Xinghao suddenly stopped the grinder in his hand, walked to the refrigerator, took a bottle of red wine, and walked towards Yi Mengrong, his eyes began to become a little cold.
Qin Xinghao didn't speak, walked to the cupboard again, took out two glasses, the space was so quiet that it suddenly made people feel a little depressed, except for the sound of footsteps in the room, the sound of glasses, the sound of clanging together, and the sound of red wine flowing out of the bottle.
Yi Mengrong looked at Qin Xinghao without saying a word, nervousness arose, and her heartbeat began to speed up. She wanted to open her mouth to say something, but she couldn't say a word.
"What are you trying to say about me?" Seeing Qin Xinghao's expressionless face, Yi Mengrong couldn't help the emotions in his heart and asked.
Hearing only Bang's voice, the red wine bottle was heavily placed on the table, as if shattering the calm air, Yi Mengrong seemed to be frightened, raised his head suddenly, and looked at Qin Xinghao with wide eyes.
"You ......"
Before Yi Mengrong could finish speaking, Qin Xinghao leaned up, grabbed her shoulder, and glared at her with sharp eyes.
"Do you still want to leave without saying a word!?" The emotions in Qin Xinghao's heart suddenly burst out, and he roared at Yi Mengrong.
It was like the calm before the storm, which was suddenly broken, and the wind and waves couldn't help but surge up, Yi Mengrong turned her head away, not daring to look into his eyes, her breathing suddenly became rapid, and she felt that her heart was about to rise to her throat.
"I... Can't understand what you're saying? Yi Mengrong still deliberately avoided Qin Xinghao's question, "Your hand hurts me." ”
Qin Xinghao looked at the shoulder that was grabbed by himself, and watched her young body being restrained by himself, he gradually controlled his emotions and slowly put his hand down.
"When are you going to get your plane tomorrow?" Qin Xinghao stood up and picked up the wine glass on the table and asked.
Yi Mengrong rubbed his aching shoulder with his hand, stood up and said to Qin Xinghao, "If you don't have anything else, you won't be accompanied." ”
When Qin Xinghao heard this, he closed his eyes and clenched the cup in his hand, the wine in the cup kept shaking, feeling that the glass might be crushed at any time.
Yi Mengrong saw that Qin Xinghao was just standing there without saying a word, so he decided not to waste time here.
"I'm sorry, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." Yi Mengrong seemed to want to escape from this place quickly, and said to Qin Xinghao as he prepared to leave.
Qin Xinghao drank all the wine in the cup, frowned, and grabbed Yi Mengrong who was walking behind him.
"Do you hate me like that? He wouldn't even say a word to me when he left. Qin Xinghao grabbed her hand tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "Can you not leave this time?" ”
Hearing Qin Xinghao say this, Yi Mengrong's tears finally couldn't hold back, she covered her mouth and choked.
"You let it go! We can't go back. Yi Mengrong sobbed, and every word seemed to spur her heart.
Qin Xinghao's beloved woman cried, he hugged Yi Mengrong into his arms, leaned her head on his shoulder, and touched her head with his hand.
"Everything is my fault. This time I beg you, please forgive me. Qin Xinghao couldn't control the emotions in his heart anymore, he said all his thoughts, regrets, and requests for so many years, and at this moment he really let go of his dignity and asked Yi Mengrong to stay.
It would have been nice if these words had been said seven years ago, but now Qin Xinghao is no longer the one who can control all this.
"We've cleared up both, no one is sorry for whom?" Yi Mengrong bit her lip, grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly, and replied with a firm look in her eyes.
Qin Xinghao hugged Yi Mengrong tighter, and the tears in the corners of his eyes flowed unconsciously, it was the first time in so many years that he had shed tears.
"I need you." Qin Xinghao leaned his head against her ear and said softly.
Yi Mengrong's heart was like a mess, and she couldn't figure it out, but she kept reminding herself, telling herself to let go of all this and let him go.
"That's enough, Mr. Qin, let's not have anything to do with each other from now on!" Yi Mengrong used all his strength to push away Qin Xinghao, who was hugging him tightly, "You should have never known me." ”
Yi Mengrong burst into tears, choked up and glanced at Qin Xinghao, then covered her mouth and ran out of the apartment.
Looking at Yi Mengrong who was struggling to leave him, Qin Xinghao stood there as if he had lost his soul, watching her leave, but he couldn't keep it.
only heard the sound of the door closing, leaving Qin Xinghao alone in the empty room, he was usually cold and arrogant, but now he was like an abandoned child, squatting on the ground and crying loudly.
Yi Mengrong ran into the car, and seeing that Qin Xinghao was not chasing, he hurriedly drove and prepared to leave.
Closing the car door, Yi Mengrong held the steering wheel with both hands, burying her head and sobbing loudly, she didn't say that she was going to leave City C tomorrow, she guessed that this must be Qin Xinghao silently paying attention to her every move. This man still refuses to let go of himself, how much Yi Mengrong wants to compromise, but she has to bear all this, not only for Qiao An seven years ago, but also for An Qiao back then, and now Xia Xia.
Yi Mengrong gradually calmed down, glanced at the apartment by the river through the window, and took out the key in the pocket of his clothes, he opened the window, ready to throw the key out, and after thinking about it again, he took his hand back.
"Let's keep it for him first." She glanced at the key in her hand and muttered to herself.
Yi Mengrong put the key in the delicate box from before, and kept it as a memory along with the post-it notes and the ring.
In autumn and winter, it always gets dark quickly, thinking that Xia Xia is still waiting for him at home, Yi Mengrong wiped the tears on his face, took a deep breath, stepped on the accelerator, and drove the car home.
The light in the room was getting darker and darker, Qin Xinghao was sitting on the ground drinking stuffy wine, he didn't even want to get up and turn on the light, his eyes were bloodshot, he just quietly looked out of the window that he couldn't see clearly.