Chapter 347: Junqi's Past May Fourth - The Road of Feelings
Qi Caihong's mother first lay in bed for two days, and found that such a passive and passive could not solve the problem, and it seemed to promote her daughter's emotional development, so she got up decisively.
She thought about it in bed, but her daughter's mind couldn't make sense, so she had to go to Qi Zhengzhe's mother and ask Qi Zhengzhe's mother to stop her; If Qi Zhengzhe couldn't listen to his mother's advice, she would go directly to Qi Zhengzhe.
She originally thought about going to the steamed bun shop with Yu Yinshan's mother, but when she went out, she heard that Yu Yinshan was eating pesticides, she panicked, felt that she owed Yu Yinshan too much, and was afraid that Yu Yinshan's mother would blame her, so she retreated and went to the steamed bun shop alone.
It is said that Qi Caihong's mother and aunt talked for two hours, and the aunt talked to her while making the bun filling, and the bun filling was ready, and her topic was not over.
In fact, in just a few words, Qi Caihong and Yu Yinshan have been in a relationship for four or five years, and they can't be broken, and they can't let people poke their backbones from behind, and they want their aunt to do a good job in Qi Zhengzhe's ideological work.
If it weren't for Qi Caihong, who saw her mother sitting in the alley in the store and then came over to pull her mother back, the conversation might have lasted three hours or more.
After the aunt came forward to stop it to no avail, Qi Caihong's mother found a suitable time to find Qi Zhengzhe, and the place of conversation was in Qi Zhengzhe's shop, the time was very short, only lasting more than ten minutes, because Qi Zhengzhe was just silent and did not make any answer.
Qi Zhengzhe's gloomy face, Qi Caihong's mother was a little scared when she saw it, and she had to accept the fact that she had returned in vain.
But she still can't accept the fact that her daughter broke up with Yu Yinshan. She has long regarded Yu Yinshan as her quick son-in-law and Yu Yinshan as half a son, so she will not give up easily.
She went to Yu Yinshan's house. Yu Yinshan's mother didn't see her, but when she saw her, she was angry, and said a lot of blame, resentment, and threats. Yu Yinshan's mother is fat, tall, confident, and born with a good voice, which is said to have been heard by many people, even people walking on the street. One can imagine how penetrating Yu Yinshan's mother's voice is.
Qi Caihong's mother endured it. His face was flushed, but he still endured it. Thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, that's what happened. Before that, Yu Yinshan's mother saw that she didn't pick up good things and said that she had to ask her son to send any fresh vegetables to her house, but now it was good, pointing at her nose and scolding.
When Yu Yinshan's mother was discouraged, Qi Caihong's mother explained her intentions, igniting the flame of hope for Yu Yinshan's mother and son like a seven or eight-year-old child promising his mother to get a full score in the next exam.
This day happened to be the eighth day of Yu Yinshan's bed.
As I said earlier, Yu Yinshan lay in bed for eight days and didn't get up until the ninth day, that is to say, it was the arrival of Qi Caihong's mother that ended Yu Yinshan's bed days ahead of schedule. If Qi Caihong's mother doesn't go to Yu Yinshan's house, no one knows how many days Yu Yinshan will have to sleep in the bed.
It should be said that Qi Caihong's mother's judgment was right, she told Yu Yinshan that Qi Caihong and Qi Zhengzhe were in a short-lived love.
"Yinshan, don't despair, listen to Auntie, Rainbow and Zhezhe don't grow, they definitely don't last. As long as you don't give up, the rainbow must be yours. Qi Caihong's mother held Yu Yinshan's hand, crying tears in her eyes. She knew that Yu Yinshan really loved her daughter.
"Really?"
"It's definitely true. Does Auntie still see things wrong? In less than half a year, no, no, at most three months, the rainbow will still be your rainbow. ”
In less than three months, strictly speaking, two months and a few days, that is, a week before the first semester of my secondary school study, Qi Zhengzhe ended his "short love" with Qi Caihong.
It's still that time (nine o'clock in the evening), it's still that place (square), it's still those characters (Qi Zhengzhe and Qi Caihong), but the season has changed, and it's already early winter.
The young men and women had changed their places to talk about love, and the square was silent.
Even the heavens didn't do anything, and the thick clouds made the moon disappear.
"I can't lie to myself anymore, and I can't lie to you anymore, Rainbow. I thought that trying to accept your feelings would completely give up my attachment to Kiki, but more than two months have proven my idea wrong. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Qi Zhengzhe kept scratching his scalp, his brows furrowed. Sound flows through the air.
Qi Caihong was silent. Let the night wind blow overhead.
"You are a good girl, and I know that you mean it to me, and because of this, I cannot deceive you. Two months is still short compared to a lifetime, I have already affected you for two months, I can no longer affect you for a lifetime. ”
Qi Caihong was still silent. It's quiet everywhere, and the night birds take refuge in their nests.
"It was a different feeling. I thought that this feeling could be cultivated, but after more than two months, I couldn't find any of it. Rainbow, I don't know if anyone who is really in love feels this way, I said don't be sad, I think Kiki has a kind of magic in her, and this magic attracts all my attention. Qi Zhengzhe's speed of grasping his scalp is getting faster and faster.
Qi Caihong was still silent. She just felt cold. It's getting colder. The clouds also seem to be getting lower.
"Since the day before yesterday, my heart has been flustered, do you know what the reason is? It's Kiki who is coming back from vacation. For more than two months, I tried not to think about her, and I didn't think about anything related to Kiki, because I did want to cultivate a relationship with you, but I didn't do it. I suppressed myself in my conscious state during the day and did it, but I didn't do it in my unconscious dreams at night. Kiki always appears in my dreams. ”
"Don't say any more." Qi Caihong finally spoke. Very weak, and therefore very poignant.
"I beg your pardon, I know I was cruel to do this, but I hope you understand how I feel. I was really miserable, and I tried my best to get rid of it, but it haunted me and haunted me. ”
"Please, don't say any more, huh?"
"Isn't it a fool's act to do something that you can't do? Kiki's heart obviously doesn't have me, I'm still so dependent, and I'm so infatuated; Obviously what left me is pain, I still have to taste it, I really can't be helped. ”
"I just want to know, what do I do next?" Qi Caihong sobbed quietly.
“……”
"I just want to hear what you really think, what should I do?"
"Come back to him."
"I see." Qi Zhengzhe's voice was extremely weak, but it could be heard by Qi Caihong, almost thundering.
The first winter rain fell at this time. Qi Rainbow walked into the rain. The rain poured down on her face, cold as ice. But she knew that it was Qi Zhengzhe's heart that was colder than ice.
Looking at Qi Caihong's back gradually moving away, Qi Zhengzhe's heart hurt as if there was a worm gnawing at it.
He knew that he had broken Qi Caihong's heart, and he also knew that he could only do this, and he had to do it. It was a decision he had deliberated over for four or five nights. Long pain is better than short pain, and time will smooth out any wound. He can only rely on time.
The next day, Qi Zhengzhe thought that the door of Qi Caihong's clothing store would be closed, but he didn't expect it to open earlier than usual. Business went on early, and it was surprisingly good, Qi Caihong was always busy.
This is the strength of Qi Caihong. This is also where Qi Caihong is different from others. Qi Zhengzhe let out a long sigh.
Yu Dongrong came to find Qi Zhengzhe at ten o'clock in the morning. The rain is still falling. The rain line is thin and dense. Because of the rain, the temperature dropped several degrees.
"I know you had to do it, didn't you?" Yu Dongrong's tone was very calm. She is Qi Caihong's best friend.
"......" looked at Yu Dongrong's face, Qi Zhengzhe remembered her brother Yu Liushou.
"I knew I shouldn't have come to this episode." Although Yu Dongrong didn't go to school again after the first year of junior high school, he still used the word "interlude". It was the TV series that told her.
"I'm sorry Qi Rainbow."
"It's not your fault. It's the girls nowadays who are too emotionally active. I knew very well before and after that Qi Caihong had told me everything. The first day she liked you, she pulled me and confided in me for an hour. Don't be too sad, Qi Caihong will return to Yu Yinshan's side. ”
"Are you so sure?" Qi Zhengzhe looked at Yu Dongrong. This point is currently what Qi Zhengzhe is most concerned about.
Yu Dongrong wiped his bangs up and nodded.
"Will Yu Yinshan mind?" Qi Zhengzhe said.
"Mind that? What does he mind? It's too late for him to be happy, so how can he mind? He only deserted Qi Rainbow for a while. I know him well. ”
"That's good."
"He dreams of laughing. And, with this episode, their relationship will be stronger. Perhaps, he will also thank you Qi Zhengzhe. ”
"Oh."
"People are more popular than people," it seems that Yu Dongrong is not holding grievances for Qi Caihong, "My brother's relationship with Li Xiuli was cut off by Li Xiuli's parents; Here in Yu Yinshan, Qi Caihong's mother can't wait to marry Qi Caihong to him for free. One is so disgusted, and the other is so valued! ”
"Everyone's emotional path is different."
"I thought about it, I will never be so lively, whoever brings the bride price to my house, I will marry him immediately."
"Oh."
"Don't you believe it? That's what I thought. ”
This is indeed the case, Yu Dongrong did not have any emotional entanglements before getting married. She married a mason. The masonry has good skills, works a lot, and lives a moist life, but no one expected it, not even Yu Dongrong himself, when her son was three years old, the so-called love knocked on her heart - a person who went to Qijiatun County to play cotton attracted her, and what is even more incredible is that she lost her mind and ran away from playing cotton. It can be described as an abandonment.
Therefore, Qi Zhengzhe is right, everyone's emotional path is different. It can also be added that everyone has an emotional path.