17. For the time being
Yuan Ben was woken up by cold little hands, and when he opened his eyes in a daze, he saw his mother holding a mobile phone standing at the head of the bed smiling, he subconsciously turned over, wanting to escape the cold air of winter with rogue behavior, but was stopped by the sweet sleep of the people around him.
will wake up.
Honestly got up and answered the phone, it was Wang Xiaoxiao who disturbed people's dreams early in the morning.
Her Royal Highness said, "Your phone has been left with me, come and get it immediately."
Yuan Ben said while brushing his teeth, just leave it to you, who can find me? Looking for me you who don't know.
Her Royal Highness was not moved by this kind of trusting revolutionary friendship, and issued an ultimatum in a blunt tone.
"The old lady asked you to pick it up immediately!"
Immediately, he hung up the phone, rinsed his mouth, washed his face and dressed in one go, kissed Xu Douxiao, who was still half-asleep while wrapping his scarf, and said: "The witch has summoned me, Your Royal Highness the Prince, I woke up with the wontons made by my mother, three fresh." ”
Xu Douxiao hummed and drilled into the quilt, and vaguely heard Yuan Ben say, no need to have breakfast, Xiaoxiao is looking for me, she must be waiting for me to invite her. Eh, eh, I see, I drank the milk.
Yuan Ben stood downstairs at half past eight and rang the doorbell, and the first thing he did when he went upstairs was to complain: "Do you know how long it has been since I got up so early." You're not an early riser, so you're crazy today. ”
Xiaoxiao ignored her, finished her makeup in three minutes, wrapped up her red coat and instructed her next move, KFC.
After ordering the meal, Wang Xiaoxiao got straight to the point: "What's the matter with you and Xu Douxiao?" ”
Yuan Ben was so shocked that he choked on a sip of coffee and almost lost his breath: "What did you say?" We're pretty good. ”
"I see it, you hold him." Years of friendship and friendship made Wang Xiaoxiao speak straightforwardly like a sword, his perfectly decorated hands stirred egg porridge, and the nail sequins shook him dizzy.
She definitely noticed it, Yuan Ben knew it, but the matter of homosexuality was different from his recent relationship with the school flower, even in the face of her, it was not so easy to confess, so he struggled.
"Why don't you just hug it?" Sip your coffee and pretend to be calm.
"Don't come with me, you have a relationship with him. You've got your head caught in the door, huh? What's not fun, just play this? Your exuberant curiosity burns so much that you can't find the north, right, you don't know how to squander your youth, right, you're crazy! ”
Wang Xiaoxiao's hand was still stirring the egg porridge very gently, but her tone was so sharp that it could split the surrounding air.
Yuan Ben was unhappy, he didn't fake his displeasure, he didn't like others to question his feelings, even if the other party was for his good, he frowned and looked at her, his voice was low and slow: "Wang Xiaoxiao, I'm very serious." I like him, I want to fall in love with him, I don't deny that it may be because of a vague attraction of adolescence, but who can say that love is not born from it, I am attracted to him, what's wrong with that, I like him, and it doesn't get in the way. I can't guarantee that this love will last forever, but now, I love him, and no one can question my sincerity, and no one can stop me. ”
Wang Xiaoxiao was silent, the fierce wind lost to the powerful oppression, she took a sip of porridge and asked slowly: "What about Godmother?" You said that if someone could make you say love one day, you would show it to your godmother as soon as possible, and now what? ”
"Isn't he sleeping at my house?"
"No, you didn't identify him. I'm not scaring you, when love is just love everything is good, but you know that it's impossible, if you're really serious, you'll have to face it sooner or later. ”
"Who says I don't face it?" Yuan Ben smiled, very calculating, cunning and confident, "Why do you think I brought him." ”
Wang Xiaoxiao gasped, and her long nails wanted to poke him in the face: "Damn, you, you won't be, I really convinced you." ”
"My sons are on the road of no return, I have to let my mother know who abducted me." He drank his coffee calmly.
"Godmother is good to say, godfather will break your legs." Wang Xiaoxiao commented incompetently on his behavior of not knowing whether to say it carefully or recklessly, so he could only bite the hamburger hard to vent.
"If you want to get it, you always have to pay a price, if my dad really wants to copy the guy and break my leg, I can only say that I was fortunate to participate in the most bloody Tanmei romance drama, and the richness of life is so rich that it makes people sing loudly. Besides, on the stage of my house, there is an old lady who protects her shortcomings. ”
"I've seen shamelessness, I've never seen you so shameless, your shamelessness is simply hard to describe in words." Wang Xiaoxiao slapped the table angrily and added a hamburger.
"It's my pleasure." Yuan Ben smiled, "Aren't you losing weight?" Let's eat less. Wait a minute, accompany me to the early shop. ”
"You still eat?"
"I've been telling Xu Douxiao that the fresh milk in that house is delicious, isn't it that I can't get up all the time, by the way today."
Wang Xiaoxiao saw that he smiled lightly, and he didn't talk about any major events in life, so he couldn't help but spit and said, "Master, you are really generous." ”
"Master only grew up so big by relying on his heart."
Yuan Ben is indeed a broad-hearted person, or to put it a little culturally, he is very open-minded, probably because of the combination of rough military style and natural religious edification. In his concept, since he has fallen in love with Xu Douxiao, and to the point that if nothing else, this life goes on like this, then it is necessary to talk openly and honestly with his parents. He doesn't think there's any help in concealing it, and since it's happened, everyone involved has the right to know the truth, and early communication gives him more time and ways to get things going his way.
Therefore, he took Xu Douxiao home.
Therefore, when he sent Xu Douxiao away, he knelt on the futon and recited the scriptures with his mother for an afternoon.
"Something?" Yuan's mother collected the incense ashes, wiped the incense case, looked up and asked her son who was sitting on the side rubbing his legs, "You don't usually have such patience." ”
Yuan Ben sat up straight, and said very seriously and plainly: "Mom, I'm in love." ”
Yuan's mother sat on a rattan chair and looked at him with a smile: "It's very good, wouldn't it be a loss not to fall in love in college." ”
Yuan Ben seemed to be encouraged by this smile, and took a deep breath: "I like him very much, no one has ever made me like him so much, Mom, this time I am talking very seriously." ”
"So?" Mother Yuan picked up the Buddha beads in her hand and asked softly, "Do you want to go to the door to meet your parents to discuss the future?" I am not against it. ”
"You've seen it." When he spoke, he brought a bit of determination, "It's Xu Douxiao, he is my object." ”
The room suddenly quieted down, in this room with a faint fragrance, the Buddhist music that had been sung all year round seemed to have stopped, and Yuan instinctively heard his heartbeat clearly, a strong heartbeat, but soon he was very anxious and anxious. He suddenly regretted it, regretted that he had told it all so suddenly, what if his mother didn't agree? What if she stops him like a bloody romance drama? Will he resist? Can he be willing to give up Xu Douxiao?
This is simply a choice with no answer, or only one answer, and this choice is that he will be forced to die.
He felt that he was completely out of order, and what he really cared about was not a little uncertain.
He was now very unsure of his mother's attitude.
He panicked.
He even considered whether he should stand up like this, and then showed a smile that was just a joke, and that he was never short of jokes anyway. But he quickly dispelled his thoughts, wouldn't he have to face the escape of the past and the present in the future?
He chose to face, immediately, and now, he wants to know the result.
"Yes, it's a nice boy."
Yuan Ben couldn't believe what he heard, he held her right hand on the armrest, and the warm Buddha beads transmitted warmth.
"Mom, I'm not kidding, I'm in a relationship with Xu Douxiao, male, Mom, I said I like men."
"I know." Mother Yuan held his hand back, "You fell in love with that young man, this is the fate between you, even if I want to stop it, I can't stop it." I will not meddle in the affairs between you, that is your fate, God is destined for you to know and love, and it is also destined for you to live together. Three months is three months, three years is three years, and a lifetime is a lifetime. I don't care, whether you like men or women, baby, I just want you to be happy. ”
Yuan Ben only felt that everything was back, the warm taste, the familiar Buddha music, he was lying on his mother's lap and relaxed like never before, yes, he knew that it would be like this. If there is anyone who can support himself unconditionally forever, it is only his mother, who is a little coquettish: "Mom, Mom~~"
"But I want you to know too." She stroked his short hair gently, "How hard it is to walk this path, are you ready to take responsibility?" Ready to take the hit? ”
"Hmm." Yuan Ben raised his head and replied decisively, "I'm ready." ”
"That's good, anyway, you remember, tell me what you can't do, and I'll carry it for you." Yuan's mother's heroine soared, and she laughed proudly.
"I see."
"Also, don't force it when fate is over."
"Mom, I'm just starting to say this kind of thing, it's too unlucky."
"I'm afraid that you won't be able to think about it when you fall out of love."
"Mom~~ Do you want to tell my dad?"
"What's the hurry, your father's temper can't break your legs. When you really feel that you have to be him in this life, it's not too late, if you can persist until you graduate from college and don't break up, I guarantee that your father won't hurt you a single hair. ”
"Mom, you're the best." Hold on to the coquettish. "Let's fry leek boxes, croquettes, I still want to eat eggplant clips."
"So you told your aunt?" Xu Douxiao was shocked when he heard his description, and he didn't know what to do with the hot water.
"yes." Yuan Ben tidied up his desk and answered casually.
"You and I, two men, are in love!!" Xu Douxiao was messy.
Yuan Ben turned around to soothe, with an expression that I understand you: "I said it, I swear to God that I wasn't joking, my mother just reacted like this, or do you want her to beat the mandarin duck hysterically." ”
"Your mom is so tough." Xu Douxiao sighed.
"A lot of people say that."
Xu Douxiao thought for a while, and said a little hesitantly: "You say, should I also tell my mother." ”
"What? Your mom is also an overly liberal Buddhist? Can you come out of the closet to the elite son and smile like a bodhisattva? I haven't heard you say that. ”
Xu Douxiao pushed him, thinking that he was laughing inappropriately: "I just think it's unfair if you say it and I don't say it." ”
Yuan Ben saw that he lowered his head, and the fine bangs swept on his forehead, very seriously troubled, and his heart was hot and he held the person in his arms: "Look at what you say, how many people can be like my mother, I haven't drunk the soup made by my aunt, you say this, she thinks I'm good, don't you recognize me, won't I have no mouth for a lifetime?" ”
"But ......"
"What's so good? I tell you, I told my mom because I relied on her to spoil me, and if my dad would have to cripple me, you see that neither of us faced the most difficult level, there is nothing unfair about it. ”
"Always have to say."
"Young master, we still have a long time together, if you see that young lady dumping me more attentively one day, won't you come out of the closet in vain?"
Xu Dou was anxious, struggled, looked at him very seriously, and said word by word: "I won't." I'll recognize you for the rest of my life. ”
Before Yuan Ben, he never thought that he would say such a thing for a lifetime, he always felt that life was up and down, and nothing was eternal, but now he thought that he could say this to Yuan Ben for a lifetime.
You can hold his hand until you are old.
Yuan Ben looked at his serious and stubborn expression and smiled, thinking to himself, how can someone be so cute when he is serious, it is so cute in his heart. Tilt your head slightly to kiss him on the lips, blending all tenderness and love.
For a lifetime, it's good, just for a lifetime