I stood on the top of the mountain, looking at the hundreds of corpses in the col and the broken military flag still planted in the mound, swaying with the whirlwind, stinging my eyes.

It's me, it's all because of me, not me, and there wouldn't have been such a terrible battle. My heart is bleeding, if I had found out earlier and known the reason, I would not have let so many people die, they are all the people of my Great Wei land, they are fresh lives, I can't see so many people die.

I blame myself, it's all because of me.

Halfway up the mountain, on the solid stone road from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, the king of a country was running frantically to the top of the mountain, shouting to me heartbreakingly: "Rong'er, please don't go, don't leave......"

"Rong'er, are you willing to let me go—"

His voice drifted in the wind, and I was ashamed.

I stretched out my hand, wanting to grab his hand again, to feel his warmth again, to wait for him to come up and hug him, even if it was to meet him. But this little wish could not be fulfilled, and my outstretched hand was grasped by the cold big hand, and my vision was blocked by a majestic figure.

"Hu'er, do you still want to see him? Is your heart still with him? You are not Gao Zhaorong, you are Yihua. His tone was as cold as his words at this time.

I raised my eyes indifferently to stare at Xiao Jingqi's slightly frowning brows, and his deep eyes saw through my heart. I couldn't answer him, my heart was guilty of Takubahiro.

It's guilt, can he understand?

"Have you forgotten your body? Don't you want him to live well? He said indifferently word by word.

His words left me unable to answer.

I was pulled out of his hand by the hand he held, brushed his brow, smiled blankly, and said to him coldly: "I have already chosen, so I will not see him again." It's just that how many more days can I stay with you, why do you need to do this for my sake? ”

Xiao Jingqi took my hand on his face again, put it on his lips, and kissed it. The wind on the top of the mountain danced his cloak, blew his robe, and ruffled his hair, and also encouraged his words: "I have been for you from the beginning, as long as you can be by my side, even if I lose everything."

I pulled my hand away from his palm again, brushed it over his side, and looked at the man who was still struggling to get up to the top of the mountain, and just looked at it silently. All I want to say to him at this time is, please forgive me for all this, please forgive me for deceiving you, and you should be the one who died, as if I were no longer in this world. Let me remain in your heart......

My tears fell uncontrollably, and I shouted loudly to the king of a country at the foot of the mountain: "I'm sorry, we can't do it anymore, I'm sorry, please forget Rong'er, you have to take care!"

Goodbye, please forgive me for being cruel to you, I don't want to hurt you again, you are a good emperor, a good husband.

"Are you really willing to stay with me?"

"Do you really not want to live your life of fine clothes?"

"Hu'er, are you really back?"

I looked back at Xiao Jingqi coldly, and smiled: "I think I'm back?" Where do you think my heart is? Isn't it because you're here today? Will it make you come up with that plan? Will it make him think I'm dead? What are you talking about now? ”

His cold face suddenly smiled, "I knew that there was mine in your heart." ”

I forced a nonchalant sneer.

He clasped my hand, and at the moment when he pulled me away, there was a painful cry from behind him: "Rong'er...... Why...... Why ......"

The man came rushing towards me, but he only saw my back, and I didn't stop or look back.

His shouts floated behind him.

Tuoba Hong, you have your country, you have to protect it well, don't be decadent for a woman like me.

Let's keep all that we once had in your dreams.

I laughed, I am Huan'er, not Rong'er, my feelings belong to Xiao Jingqi, not Tuoba Hong.

Everything that belongs to Rong'er should be forgotten.

The Rong'er who accompanied you all those years has disappeared, and at this time I am Yihua.