Since Yi Muyang and Liu Sihan broke up, Li Yutong kept introducing him to blind dates. Since Yi Muyang has not completely let go of Liu Sihan, he feels particularly irritable and helpless in the face of Li Yutong, who urges him to go on a blind date all day long.

At this time, it was drizzling outside, and the pedestrians on the road were hurrying down the road with umbrellas. There were also some people who didn't have umbrellas, running wild in the rain. Yi Muyang drove the car around aimlessly on the road, the gray sky, and the splash of water lapping on the car window made his heart feel more and more sad. He felt his heart was clogged and he needed an outlet urgently.

He and Liu Sihan have walked that familiar street many times, leaving too much laughter and laughter between him and Liu Sihan on this road. Those familiar scenes replayed in his mind over and over again like a movie. Liu Sihan's smile, words and deeds are as clear as what happened yesterday. The beauty that was originally exclusive to two people, now only one is left to count the sorrows over and over again.

Yi Muyang's heart was dripping blood, and he didn't understand why God always liked to joke. Because of a trivial matter, two people who used to talk about everything became the most familiar strangers in the blink of an eye. Obviously, the two of them used to love each other very much, and when they met again, they had to pretend that they had never known each other. Since he hadn't been in touch for a long time, the moment Yi Muyang saw Liu Sihan at the school gate, his heart began to hurt, and he had thousands of words in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

Yi Muyang really wants to know how Liu Sihan is doing now? Do you eat and sleep on time every day? In the days without him, did Liu Sihan think of him? Are you having fun every day? Have you made any new friends? Are you in a relationship with someone else? Regarding Liu Sihan's series of questions, Yi Muyang actually wants to know. But they have broken up, and his current identity is no longer qualified to ask Liu Sihan any questions. When all the words came to his mouth, he could only swallow them alive, and in the end, he could only say hello like a stranger.

Yi Muyang has been waiting for Liu Sihan to come to him, but Liu Sihan has not arrived for a long time. He also wanted to take the initiative to contact Liu Sihan in the past, but as soon as he remembered what Liu Sihan said about breaking up, his self-esteem did not allow him to contact Liu Sihan. Under the hypnosis of smoking and alcohol every day, Yi Muyang can not miss Liu Sihan like crazy, and can fall asleep with peace of mind. Days like this every day make Yi Muyang feel particularly tortured and collapsed.

In fact, the sudden breakup of two people who have been in love for many years tormented not only Yi Muyang's heart, but Liu Sihan's heart was also tortured by this relationship and was about to go crazy. She tries to keep herself busy every day in addition to studying. Because as soon as she was free, her heart began to miss Yi Muyang. I'm about to collapse when I think about it, and I'm going crazy when I think about it. She tried not to look at her mobile phone as much as possible, she was afraid that one day she would not be able to control her heart and contact Yi Muyang cheaply. Liu Sihan sometimes looked at Yi Muyang's avatar on QQ blankly, and had a lot of things to say to Yi Muyang in his heart. But as soon as she remembered that Yi Muyang was entangled with his ex-girlfriend, her heart hurt like a knife. A glance at Yi Muyang's avatar hurt once, and in the end, she simply stopped being on QQ.

But all the pretending to ignore still can't deceive his heart after all, whenever he meets a person who is more similar to Yi Muyang's back on the road, Liu Sihan's heart will hurt very much. Every time in the dead of night, the bits and pieces of memories between Yi Muyang and her came like a tide, constantly devouring her fragile and sensitive heart. She sometimes thinks that Yi Muyang will think of silently crying, and her eyes are swollen like walnuts when she gets up in the morning. Sometimes she finally fell asleep, and in her sleep she dreamed that Yi Muyang suddenly disappeared. She went crazy all over the street to look for Yi Muyang, broke down and cried after looking for no result, and woke up with a large wet pillow and tears in the corners of her eyes.

Wang Bingru saw her daughter, frowning every week when she went home, she saw it in her eyes but hurt in her heart. She and Liu Yuchen discussed how to let Liu Sihan get out of the pain of falling out of love, and after thinking about it, they finally came up with a solution.

"Hanhan, how are the things handled between you and Yi Muyang?" Wang Bingru cautiously tested Liu Sihan's thoughts.

"What's the matter? I broke up with him a long time ago, what else do you have to deal with? Liu Sihan felt particularly disgusted by what Wang Bingru asked knowingly.

"Didn't you say let you handle it yourself? The result? Wang Bingru sighed helplessly.

"The result is that each other calms down for a while and reflects on each other." Liu Sihan frowned, looking sad.

"How long has it been? How long are you going to have a cold war? Wang Bingru frowned and asked Liu Sihan curiously.

"This ...... I don't know much about this, anyway, if he doesn't take the initiative to contact me to explain things clearly and apologize to me, I won't contact him Yi Muyang again. Forget about the previous things, this time it is definitely said that it must be done. If he doesn't make it clear, I will never forgive him. Liu Sihan bit her lip and was stunned for a few seconds, her eyes staring straight ahead and not looking at Wang Bingru.

"Then why are you dragging like this? Aren't any of you going to back down first, just to save face? Aren't you wasting your time like this? Wang Bingru felt very incomprehensible about Liu Sihan's thoughts, and she looked at Liu Sihan in surprise.

Liu Sihan listened to what Wang Bingru said, and didn't know how to answer for a while.

"You, you, why hang yourself from a tree? Look at the people around you, and don't spend all day thinking about the people you've broken up with. If you go on like this, I'm going to die of sorrow. I'm worried that you're going all the way to the dark and torturing yourself all day long. If you can't think about it one day, what stupid things will you do again. Giving birth to a daughter like you, I break my heart every day. You're too simple and stupid, you're still a stunned young man, and sometimes you're very willful and love to play a little temper. It's like when you fall in love this time, it's sad as if you want your life. The next time you fall in love, I don't feel at ease with you, and I don't know if you're going to do something stupid. Wang Bingru sighed heavily, her tone full of helplessness.

"Mom, don't meddle in my affairs. I'm an adult now, I'll take care of it myself. Liu Sihan listened to what Wang Bingru said, and shook his head very helplessly.

"Okay then, I won't say anything more, you can think about it yourself." Wang Bingru patted Liu Sihan on the shoulder, and turned to leave after speaking.

At this time, Liu Sihan felt mixed feelings in her heart, and she felt that what Wang Bingru said seemed to make sense. It's not that except for Yi Muyang, no one has ever expressed love for her. It's just that among the many suitors, she is attracted to Yi Muyang. Even though he said countless times in his heart that he wanted to give up Yi Muyang, because of his one look and a word of concern, the impregnable castle built in his heart collapsed countless times. She couldn't tell what was going on, but she felt that Yi Muyang always had a magical power that attracted her to walk towards him step by step. Yi Muyang can not only lift her up to the clouds of joy and happiness, but also pull her into the abyss of pain and disappointment.

Liu Sihan feels that Yi Muyang is the biggest calamity in her life, sometimes it can make her feel like she has the same feeling as the whole world, and sometimes it can make her feel a sense of despair abandoned by the whole world. This feeling of happiness and pain tortures Liu Sihan's body and mind anytime and anywhere. Sometimes Liu Sihan feels particularly inferior, because among Yi Muyang's many suitors, Liu Sihan is the inconspicuous one. She often has a feeling of gain and loss, she feels that she is He De, how can she make Yi Muyang fall in love with her.

In fact, after breaking up with Yi Muyang, college classmate Li Haotian was still not too reluctant after being rejected by Liu Sihan last time. After Li Haotian learned that Liu Sihan and Yi Muyang had broken up, he felt very happy in his heart, and he rekindled his enthusiasm and began to carry out a series of fierce attacks on Liu Sihan. He greeted Liu Sihan with all kinds of cold and warmth, all kinds of care and consideration. As long as Liu Sihan has any needs, Li Haotian will always lend a helping hand as soon as possible. Every day, Li Haotian always creates all kinds of reasons to get close to Liu Sihan.

Liu Sihan rejected Li Haotian at first, but as soon as she remembered that Yi Muyang was entangled with his ex-girlfriend, she hated it. She thought angrily in her heart: You Yi Muyang is unkind to me, and you don't blame me for being unjust to you. Li Haotian's kindness to her made Liu Sihan's heart slowly shake a little. She even thought of accepting Li Haotian to take revenge on Yi Muyang, but later she felt that she still couldn't let go of Yi Muyang and gave up the idea in her heart.

That night, Liu Sihan lay in bed and recalled all the bits and pieces of memories between Yi Muyang and her over the years. The scenes were as clear as if they had just happened yesterday. How sweet it used to be, how painful the memories are now. The more she thought about it, the more she broke down, despair enveloped her heart like an invisible net, and she felt that there was no point in living. Maybe only death is the only relief, since we can't love each other in this life, let's love again in the next life.

Liu Sihan wrote a long suicide note while shedding tears, and after she finished writing, she put down the pen with tears and looked at the world for the last time. Then she gritted her teeth and pulled out a whole bottle of sleeping pills hidden in a drawer. He poured a glass of water and swallowed the entire bottle of medicine.