Chapter 6 You Are Not a Savior
"If you were really a person with no conscience, I would have broken off with you a long time ago!" Yuan Yuxiao said.
Mo Qing reached over and shook his arm.
After Yuan Yuxiao's initial surprise, his heart calmed down, he couldn't enter the role at all, it seemed that Mo Qing was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, he couldn't understand why Mo Qing had such a strange idea, although he didn't want Yu Xiaolu to be left alone because of the failure of the college entrance examination, but it was too ridiculous to "accompany" in this way.
He clasped his hands to his chest and smiled sarcastically, "I said brother, your joke is a bit too much, I can't even react!" You said...... You said! At such a special time, we, our friends with such a special relationship, how could we, how could you think of the matter of pulling the match, I don't ...... I don't even know how to describe it...... he stammered.
"Understand, understand, I think it tastes weird!" Mo Qing actually smiled, smiling bitterly, as if biting a sour tooth scallion, "I just hope that good friends will always be together and have a good ......" He said with great difficulty, still feeling that he couldn't express himself accurately.
"You and Xiaolu have a lover and become a family, they will live well, and they will be together forever!" Yuan Yuxiao's words came out, and she felt even more strange, is this playing ball? What do we think of Xiaolu? How so?
But so what?
"But it's not impossible for me to be with her......"
"Oh, you can't, and I, as you both have been ...... for years Light bulb, why do you have to do this kind of broken thing after you let go? He didn't sound like a word, and the more he talked, the more outrageous it became, but this was indeed an instinctive reaction at the first time, and he didn't know what else could be a better reaction.
"Because you're a good person!" Mo Qing's sentence was actually received quickly, and it can be seen that he has been thinking about it for a long time.
Yuan Yuxiao felt ridiculous, "A good person? That's it? β
Mo Qingji nodded solemnly.
Yuan Yuxiao laughed, "There are so many good people in this world!" β
"But my best friend is only you!" Mo Qing became more and more like a sentry's skilled counterpart.
"Oh, oh! Therefore, so be ...... So you want to ......" Yuan Yuxiao wanted to say "I want to pick up your leftovers", but finally felt that I couldn't say it, which was too disrespectful to Xiaolu, although she was not around, but there were gods in her head!
He couldn't find the right words to express his meaning for a while.
"That's right! Just because you're a good person, you and I can't bear to think that Xiaolu will fall into the hands of a bad person in the future, right? Yuan Yuxiao's thoughts froze, but Mo Qing's words took the opportunity to be more neat.
"Megalomaniacs! Thank goodness for looking up to me so much! However, since you think so, it is conceivable that Xiaolu still has the most important position in your heart, are you worthy of your feelings when you talk about this today? β
Mo Qing spread his hands and had an expression of "where does this start".
"You!" Yuan Yuxiao pointed at him with a finger, "You...... You think you're qualified for iced coffee now, don't you? So, you're giving up on sour plum soup, aren't you? β
Mo Qing rolled his eyes, but he couldn't help but refute.
Yuan Yuxiao realized that Yu Xiaolu's topic was really related to sour plum soup!
"But...... But Mo Qing, although the sour plum soup is ...... Although you feel that it is not enough for your grade...... Well, or maybe you don't think it's perfect, but after all, it's your favorite drink, isn't it? β
"Likes don't always make a difference!" Mo Qing thought for a while, and finally said calmly, his voice as cold as the sour plum soup in the cup.
Yuan Yuxiao carefully played with Mo Qing's words, and there was no squeak for a while. He suddenly thought, could it be that this gathering began with Mo Qing persuading himself for the future, and finally persuaded Mo Qing for his feelings?
Strange thoughts.
He understood Mo Qing's stubbornness, so after thinking about it for a while, he decided not to make such a futile effort, and fell silent.
"Yuxiao, the sour plum soup may not be your favorite, but it is acceptable, and more importantly, it is not complicated and does not give you more trouble, such a choice is in line with your character of being at ease with what happens, isn't it?" Mo Qing thought for a long time, and finally spoke slowly.
"However, acceptance is not always everything." Yuan Yuxiao thought about it for a while, and actually learned his tone and said.
"Yes, acceptance is not everything. However, the personalities of the two of us have always been different, when you accept something, you can cultivate your own liking, just like if you accept sour plum soup, you can cultivate the taste of liking sour plum soup in order to accompany me - or - get used to it, this, is your character, or rather, you have such an ability! I don't have that ability, I'm always looking for perfection, and you're always adjusting, and there's really no difference between the superior and the inferior, it's just that each has its own strengths. β
Yuan Yuxiao thought about it carefully, this is also true. The two have been together for so many years, and Mo Qing understands him thoroughly, just as he understands Mo Qing thoroughly.
In fact, he already knew that the layer of paper between Mo Qing and Yu Xiaolu had not been pierced for a long time. Perhaps, from the very beginning, it was not a piece of paper, but a mountain. With Mo Qing's very selfish character, he will never give up what he really likes, let alone transfer, Yuan Yuxiao doesn't understand this, and it's not difficult to figure it out, he just has to unconsciously use his own character to speculate on others. It is impossible for Mo Qing to drink iced coffee just to accompany Yuan Yuxiao, but he can drink sour plum soup for accompanying Mo Qing. That's the difference between them.
After thinking about it, Yuan Yuxiao sighed, glared at her eyes and said, "You, you are selfish and skillful......"
Mo Qing kept nodding and whispered: "You're right, I'll review, I'm sorry, so far, I don't owe anyone, I kind of feel that I owe Xiaolu, after all, she has always been very good to me......"
"That's not necessary, you don't have to be sentimental, thinking that Xiaolu's good to you must mean that good! You are so arrogant! β
"Yes, yes, I'm arrogant, maybe I'm not right, but as long as there is the slightest possibility, I have to put an end to it, it's a responsibility to my friends, isn't it?"
At this point, Yuan Yuxiao didn't know what to say about him.
"Okay, okay, even so! Everyone has the right to choose, there is no fate, there is no way to do it, you are really worried about this! A sense of responsibility has to be considered an advantage, although it is a little inexplicable! Speaking of this, Yuan Yuxiao's words changed, "However, I want to ask you to pay attention to the fact that even if Xiaolu is as interesting to you as you think, she is not a ball, you can kick wherever you want, and you can pass it to whoever you want, she is not a sour plum soup, she can drink it whenever she wants, she has her own will, in the end, we are not qualified to be the master of her destiny!" β
Mo Qing arched his hands, this is his most humble gesture, Yuan Yuxiao has calculated, arrogant, the frequency of this gesture is about once in an average of five years, "Of course, of course, you are very right, very correct!" As for me, this is just a good wish, although it is said that it is up to heaven to make things happen, but after all, it is up to people to make things! β
"Ridiculous, you're ridiculous today." Although it was an accusation, Yuan Yuxiao's tone was very calm, because he still stayed out of the matter.
A couple drinking cold drinks at the table next to them suddenly hugged each other and kissed.
Mo Qing frowned, "Let's change the table." Yuan Yuxiao stood up, Mo Qing didn't mention it, he would mention it. The public kissing of lovers, in the early eighties, was very shocking.
The two of them looked around, and it was okay, the hall was full and there were still the last two seats, in the corner. The two men took glasses and sat down.
"I don't know what I'm doing today!" Mo Qing sat down and lowered his head, "I don't know why I have such a strange idea, but seriously, my idea like this is actually not a whim, nor did I think of it recently, it has been a long time, but there is no need to say it - when the time comes, after the college entrance examination, we are very likely to be separated from each other, and I don't know what the future will be, so there is no need to mention it, after all...... I'm a little self-inflicted......"
"You're not just self-inflicted, you're a little dizzy, wake up." Yuan Yuxiao's tone was still calm, but Mo Qing's "We may be on our own side" hit the acupuncture point in his heart lightly, and he sighed silently.
"No, no, no!" Mo Qing suddenly raised his head again and shook it strongly, "I didn't know how to say it, but when I heard that you decided not to go to college just now, suddenly the faint thought from before was very clear and tenacious!" You stayed in the local area, and you happened to be with Xiaolu, so the wish and reality suddenly happened...... Fit, everything falls into place! Isn't it? Hey! He smiled suddenly, "It's just that, in this way, it's actually me who is alone, of course, I'm the happy one, so shouldn't you two have anything to compensate for it...... No, no, no, it doesn't seem right...... I'm thinking a little bit of a mess right now......"
"It's not strange, you always look down on sentient beings condescendingly, full of compassion, you have always been like this, but unfortunately you are not a true Buddha, let alone a savior, how can you not be chaotic!" Yuan Yuxiao also smiled.
"Really? Is that so? Mo Qing's eyes, which had always been self-believing, were a little confused, and he swept his eyes into the distance and asked himself in a muttered manner.
Suddenly, his eyes froze, as if he saw something scary in the distance, his face changed greatly, he got up in a hurry, and said, "I'll go to the toilet!" β
Yuan Yuxiao looked at his flustered appearance, a little puzzled, and couldn't help but turn his head to look at the distance where his eyes were staring just now.
Behind Yuan Yuxiao, at the door of the cold drink hall more than 20 meters away, there was a petite and delicate girl.
It's Yu Xiaolu!
There are one or twenty tables in the cold drink hall, basically all of them are sitting, and there are people coming and going between the tables, and they just change to the seats in the corner of the wall farthest from the door, so Yu Xiaolu will not see them at a glance, her eyes sweep around the hall, as if she is looking for someone.
Yuan Yuxiao also did something wrong, and her heart beat faster, and she turned her head sharply to look around again, where was Mo Qing's shadow! He was able to dodge away at such a fast speed, Yuan Yuxiao took a long breath unconsciously and calmed down, then turned around and stood up, raised his arm and waved it towards the gate.
When Yu Xiaolu saw him, she smiled and ran over briskly.
"Look, I knew you were going to be here! Don't even call me! Hum...... What about Mo Qing? Before Yu Xiaolu arrived, he started chattering. She wasβshe was looking for them!
"I'm the only one......" Yuan Yuxiao is not good at lying, especially for Xiaolu., for a while, he felt that the back of his neck was faintly numb, just like when he was a child, his mother raised her hand to hit him, and he craned his neck to wait.
"Alone?" Yu Xiaolu asked as if in disbelief, and actually swept around with her eyes, convinced that it seemed to be so, so she sat down, holding a handkerchief in one hand and fanning her face, her eyes full of inquiry. Yes, in terms of personality, the arrogant Mo Qing can sit alone in any public place without the need for companionship, but Yuan Yuxiao is the opposite in this regard, so he has to have an explanation.
When Yu Xiaolu's eyes swept the hall, Yuan Yuxiao also squinted nervously and followed her gaze in circles, fortunately, there was no accident, Yuan Yuxiao couldn't imagine how quickly Mo Qing escaped just now, his slender figure was not easy to hide.
"I went to Liu Side's house for some business, and when I came back, I passed by here to rest and relax." Yuan Yuxiao's heart was much calmer, and the previous lie passed smoothly, and the back one went down the river, although the back of her neck was still numb.
It was yesterday to go to Liu Side's house, and I got it today, the materials are ready-made, and they can be seamless.