Chapter 69: The Letter of the Crusade

Yuan Yuxiao sighed slightly, silent, he was dizzy now, and he couldn't keep up with Jin Daotong's train of thought.

Jin Daotong stood up and stretched, "Alright! Relax, today I have gained a lot, the purpose of the business trip has basically been achieved, I want you to come out to relax, but I don't know why you are not happy, yesterday on the train seems to be quite good, if you are better, let's go out for a walk at night? ”

Yuan Yuxiao nodded......

After a three-day business trip, Yuan Yuxiao did spend a short vacation, Jin Daotong seemed to be returning with a full load, but he went home in a daze. When I got off the train in City C, it was already night, and I didn't eat dinner on the train, and the two of them didn't seem to be hungry, but they were both a little homesick, so they broke up. Before the breakup, Jin Dao Tongcai gave him a bottle of special plum wine that Yuan Yuxiao wanted, and Yuan Yuxiao almost forgot about it.

When he got home, he handed over the plum wine to his father, which made his father really happy for a while. Suddenly realized that I didn't bring anything to my mother, and I felt a little awkward, and I felt a little relieved when I saw that my mother was very happy and didn't care. I went back to my small room, I stayed for a long time, I wanted to read a book, I didn't take a book, I didn't take a book, I was at a loss, I looked at my watch at just over eight o'clock, I went to bed too early, I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that the source of my anxiety was still in Xiaolu, so I sat down and wrote a reply to Yu Xiaolu.

Now his head is no longer gross, and the initial dazedness has gone with the drunkenness of the time, and the things that have been left blank by the drunkenness are traced after traces of anger, although at first they are only wisps, and gradually they are entangled into a ball and a net, weaving into a net, until his heart is entangled and covered.

This annoyance made him mentally unbalanced, and the psychological imbalance made him abandon the habit of "three provinces and my body" that he had always liked. He thought that he was sincere, but he completely ignored his distracting thoughts about advancing and retreating.

His anger was not because he was abandoned by Xiaolu, but because of that feeling of being deceived.

Because he can't deduce when the new story of Xiaolu should begin, and no matter when, he is kept in the dark, so he has to figure it out. It's not that he can't give up, but he just wants to give up clearly.

His letter, the focus is to ask about this matter, written out almost questioning, and even all the way down, unconsciously with some crusade meaning, wrote a page, take a look, I feel a little aggressive, so I kneaded a ball, and rewrote a page, want to put the words down, this page is finished, take a look, and feel that it seems too weak, originally their general direction is not wrong, hurt, regression is not possible, so knead another ball, the front of the paper ball smoothed, and on the top of the revision and modification, changed to a mess, Still not satisfied, he flattened the previous paper ball and looked at it again and again......

After going back and forth many times, he finally wrote a letter, and when he looked at it, he still had difficulty passing, but it was already twelve o'clock, and he seemed to have never written such a difficult article, or rather, he had never done such a difficult homework. This reminded him inexplicably of the competition with Yu Xiaolu in elementary school. His and Mo Qing's academic performance erupted after entering middle school, and opened the gap with Yu Xiaolu, and their grades in primary school were comparable, especially in composition, Yu Xiaolu's composition is often used by the teacher as a model for the whole class, although Mo Qing is arrogant, not interested in this area, Yuan Yuxiao is secretly unconvinced, every time Yu Xiaolu's composition is read out in the class, he will stay up a sleepless night, painstakingly write the last one, and strive to beat Xiaolu.

Tonight, I feel that I am also working hard to make an essay, and - I really have a little bit of the feeling of competing with Yu Xiaolu in my heart, the more I think about it, the more I feel that she is a little deliberately deceiving herself, so I can't help but write with resentment, and no matter how I revise it, I can't erase it.

But before the next day, he was completely less hesitant than before, and after he surrendered, he was not as worried as before. A kind of reluctance and a kind of ease to attack him from both directions made him feel a little mentally exhausted.

In his subconscious, there is another trouble, such as a hidden enemy soldier who makes him unable to distract himself from thinking about everything, that is, the woman who was hit...... If other troubles may be given up on their own, this one cannot be let go of and cannot be avoided......

Therefore, when he and Jin Daotong returned to the bureau after running through the market, he was really more and more timid the closer he got to the bureau, and he was afraid that he would see that face as soon as he entered the door.

Jin Daotong also seemed to think of this layer, so he said: "You can go home, or go to the street to collect itinerant vendors, you don't have to go to the bureau, I will explain to the head of the white unit!" ”

Yuan Yuxiao's gratitude rose spontaneously, he patted Jin Daotong's shoulder speechlessly, and then rode his bicycle without looking back and turned in another direction.

He didn't go home, nor did he arrest any itinerant vendors, but went to the brother's snack bar under the Jianjun Bridge, asked for a pound of bulk beer, a plate of peanuts, and poured himself a drink.

After drinking a few catties of bulk beer, Yuan Yuxiao's body and consciousness began to flutter, and suddenly felt that Yu Xiaolu's departure was nothing to worry about, how could a husband have no wife! Recalling the beginning, he also accepted Mo Qing's entrustment in hesitation, and he always had the idea of not wanting to hang himself on a tree too early, but his passive character was led away by others intentionally or unintentionally. As long as Yu Xiaolu gives herself a passable statement - for example, her boyfriend is indeed much better than herself - then it is completely passable, and even he should give blessings.

When I think about it, my mood begins to clear, and I feel that wine is a great thing. When he stood up, his mind was full of dizziness, he felt like he had suddenly grown a lot taller, the sky was much wider and brighter, he took a few steps one step at a time, and felt that he was now out of a given direction, so that the future has more unknowns and imaginations is also very good.

It was noon, and he didn't want to go home, so he pushed his bicycle and walked to the library step by step, in a dizziness, his nose seemed to be surrounded by the fragrance of osmanthus and gardenias...... There seems to be an exciting secret hidden in every floral scent...... He suddenly wanted to meet Milan, Milan in the library, to awaken her memories, so that they must be able to reconnect again......

At this moment he even forgot the psychological discomfort that Milan had brought him in that painter's studio...... It's nice to be slightly drunk!

Also, must the key with the fragrance of osmanthus be Aunt Ye's? Is there any other possibility, such as a girl with a similar body fragrance......

How good is life...... When leaving an established path, it seems that there will be more imaginative paths waiting to be visited......

He arrived at the library in this cranky thought, staggered into the hall, looked around, didn't see Milan, sniffed around, there was no familiar scent of gardenias!

It seems that she is not at work today, and it doesn't matter, everything will come in the future! At this moment, his drowsiness is also unstoppable, so he simply sleeps freely, he falls asleep on the table, so relaxed!

I had many dreams, all of them with a variety of floral scents. Until I was shaken awake and opened my eyes, the red sun was slanting in the west.

Turning his face in a daze, he saw the person who shook him awake...... It turned out to be Jin Daotong!

Wake up completely, all the scent of flowers is gone.

"I know you must be here, thinking you are studying hard, but I didn't expect you to fall asleep, are you too tired...... Oh, it seems like you're drunk again? Jin Daotong looked at Yuan Yuxiao's flushed face.

"No...... Probably not! Yuan Yuxiao's face was hot, and he quickly sat up straight, now he felt that his head was no longer dizzy, and his consciousness was quite clear.

Jin Daotong didn't let him go because of this, "I feel that you should be drunk, maybe you are drunk now, I don't know what is going on with you these days, if it is for that woman, you are too mother-in-law and mother-in-law, what is the hurdle that you can't get over!" Besides, what can be solved by getting drunk! ”

Yuan Yuxiao wanted to say "I don't have a backache when I stand and talk", thinking that he had misunderstood, and he also thought of a lot of ideas for his spiritual relief, so he could only divert the words, "You came to me in the library, is there anything urgent?" ”

"Of course! It's okay what I'm running here for! Although he lowered his voice, Jin Daotong's expression and tone were a little explosive, although Yuan Yuxiao didn't know why, thinking that he had always been so gray recently, and it was normal for a person with a positive personality like Jin Daotong to be in a bad mood by himself, so he had to smile lightly and listen to what he said in silence.

"Today, Meng Jian looked for you for a day and asked him what was the matter, but he didn't want to tell me, mysterious—what's the deal! If it weren't for the fact that he was looking for you, I would have thought that this matter is related to you, and what does his business have to do with me! I don't even want to hear it! ”

Yuan Yuxiao only then understood the origin of Jin Daotong's unkind expression, he was in the same room as Meng Jian, and he really had a bit of a forest and two tigers, thinking that although he was dissatisfied with Meng Jian's attitude, after all, because he cared about himself, he came to find himself at this time - seeing that the sky was already off work - and he was grateful.

"Thank you for bothering! Are you saying that Meng Jian is in a hurry to find me? ”

"I don't know if I'm in a hurry or not, anyway, he asked me twice, I was also entangled in things at the time, I asked him to come here to try, and he waved his head and left!"

"What can he do......" Yuan Yuxiao was confused and thought for a long time. Although he and Meng Jian are in the same class in the finance school and in the same unit room in the bureau, they really have no intersection.

"Whatever he does, you've got to go home for dinner anyway! What a daze! Jin Daotong's slap finally made Yuan Yuxiao stand up with a stir, yes, it's time to go home. While the two of them walked out, Yuan Yuxiao was still thinking about Meng Jian. Out of the gate to the road, the two waved goodbye, Yuan Yuxiao just flew into the car, suddenly remembered something, turned the head of the car and chased Jin Daotong.

"I know what Meng Jian is looking for me!" His voice couldn't hide his cheerfulness, "Maybe I've figured out a way to deal with that woman!" ”

Because of this moment, he suddenly remembered that before he went on a business trip, after he and Jin Daotong returned to the bureau from the traffic team, Meng Jian met him and seemed to have said that he would "hand over the matter to him", because he didn't believe it, so he didn't care about this sentence, besides, so many days have passed, and he has been washed away by Yu Xiaolu's matter, so he naturally forgot Meng Jian's words.

Now he suddenly remembered that after so many days, Meng Jian's words floating in the sky now seemed to have landed, and of course he couldn't help but be a little excited.

Hearing his words, Jin Daotong stepped forward on his own feet, only glancing at him from the corner of his eye, then at him, and then at him, with mocking eyes. This made Yuan Yuxiao's heart skip a beat, and then jump again, and he wanted to listen to Jin Daotong's high arguments, but he only glanced at it, and had no intention of speaking, and didn't feel that he was far away from him, "I'm going back!" Yuan Yuxiao was bored and was about to turn the head of the car.

"I see that you have always been ruined by that woman's brain, and you think about everything!" When he was about to leave, Jin Daotong suddenly spoke again, and he had to follow again, "It's not that I want to think about this, he said that he would help me deal with this matter that day." ”

"Is he that kind? Does he owe you any favors? You and I have such a good relationship, why should he help you? Jin Daotong asked a series of questions that made him stunned, he didn't know what logic Jin Daotong was wandering in his head, but he didn't know how to justify, so he could only say softly, "Then I'll go back." "Turn around and go.

Jin Daotong knocked him back into the water as if he had just come ashore, and he had to struggle for a long time.