I accompanied Jin Limei in the direction of her house.

There are already very few people on the streets. Both rows of storefronts are almost closed. Occasionally, one or two stores are open, also sorting goods.

At the intersection of Nanjing Road and Middle Yangjiang Road, there are some mobile stalls.

The owner of the stall saw us and warmly recommended their food.

The sky is clear and dotted with stars.

We were speechless all the way.

"Aren't you angry?" Jin Limei broke the silence.

"What are you angry about?" I asked.

"You just found your sister, but I told you to send me."

"Haven't you always been so domineering?" I say.

"But I'm happy." Jin Limei said.

"Why?"

"Because you're still here to see me off, even though you're angry."

"I don't understand you." I say.

"It's actually quite simple. Women are selfish. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Because I love you."

"You see you're talking about wine again." I say.

"I didn't say anything about alcohol." Jin Limei suddenly stopped, and I followed, "Zheng Yidao, I really love you." You should be able to feel my heart that loves you. ”

Jin Limei looked at me infatuatedly, her eyes full of affection. She wears a white shirt and a blue short skirt. The shirt wrapped her breasts tightly, and the two hills were about to come out, while the short skirt stretched her fat buttocks tightly, which was extremely sexy.

"You've drunk too much." I withdrew my gaze.

"I didn't drink much. Even if I drank too much, I was still clear-headed. Zheng Yidao, please don't always avoid it. My marriage is divorced, and you are also divorced, what scruples do you have? Jin Limei said.

"Let's go." I said, "I don't want to talk about such a serious issue. ”

"It is precisely because this is a serious issue that we have to talk about it solemnly. I see, in fact, you are using this as a pretext. I didn't understand it all along, but today I do. You've not seen your childhood sweetheart for many years is the lover in your heart, right? Jin Limei said.

"Don't be cranky."

"I'm not cranky. The way you were excited when you met, and the affection you looked at her, all told me that you loved her. ”

"Really?" I asked rhetorically.

"Last time, do you remember? You send me home. At the most critical moment, you suddenly had a splitting headache, and I was worried about you at the time, but now it seems that you are completely pretending. You've been playing with me in the first place. It's because you've been expecting to find her, right? I even suspect that you may have divorced for this reason. But don't you see? She has a daughter. She has daughters, which means she has a family. Jin Limei further analyzed.

"Please don't say it!" I raised the decibels.

I noticed someone on the side of the road looking at us.

This is really called which pot is not opened and which pot is mentioned.

Although, this is also one of the scenarios I expected. Hao Junqi is thirty years old this year, and it is normal for her to get married.

Haven't you been married yourself? Even if you were forced, even if it was expedient, the truth is: you were married.

I remember that Ding Ying once foolishly told you that if Hao Junqi is married, then the day you meet again will be the time when the spirit of the flesh ring will be eliminated. If you still love me, come to me in the north. I'll wait for you in the north.

Now, you have seen with your own eyes that Hao Junqi is even such a child, the spirit of the flesh ring will definitely be eliminated, and you can love what you love, why is your state of mind still so complicated?

If you just stand in Ding Ying's point of view, you should feel gratified. There is no need to maintain the promise that was once made, and the supernatural is completely wishful thinking, and you can let go of love, and of course you should feel gratified.

But why don't you feel this sense of relief? Is it because you don't love Ding Ying? No. Did you completely forget the agreement with Ding Ying? No.

What's the reason for that?

Oh, I guess it's a loss. The previous supernatural flashes have stopped your emotions from moving forward, hurt the people who love you one after another, and sent you the same message again and again: Hao Junqi is still sticking to that promise.

You do believe in this message.

If you don't believe this, how could you and Ding Ying be forced to separate if you love and hate so much?

Ding Ying also went to a place called the North because of this.

Have you forgotten that pain?

You finally decided to work in Yangjiang, which made your father's heart extremely fragile, and you must subconsciously believe that Hao Junqi is also like you, more or less emotionally entangled, but, like you, in order to maintain the promise of the year, waiting for a long time, waiting for reunion.

You have expected Hao Junqi to get married, and you have also imagined that Hao Junqi will have children, but that is just an expectation at all, and you will not think that it is a reality at all.

What Ding Ying expected, you never expected. How many times have you had too close physical contact with the opposite sex, and the convex ring spirit has come unexpectedly. If you don't believe it, you have to believe it.

In fact, it is also based on this that when Ding Ying went to the north, you had already made up your mind to cut off this feeling. You subconsciously feel that it is not developable, because there is no possibility of development at all.

Ding Ying went to the north, and the emotional world created by you and Ding Ying collapsed. You don't think it's possible to rebuild.

Because of this, you always cry when you think about it.

It is precisely because of this that in the six years you have been in Yangjiang, you have been linked to Hao Junqi, and Ding Ying You can only cry and wake up for her in your dreams.

Six years, neither short nor long, no one knows how much it will change.

If after half a year or a year, the convex ring spirit is lifted, you still have the confidence to rebuild the emotional world with Ding Ying, and after six years, you can't still have faith.

That's why you become more and more convinced of the message of the supernatural rings.

Now, with the facts in front of you shattering it, how can you not complicate your mind?

"I'm going to say." Jin Limei interrupted my musings, her voice hoarse, "I want you to calm down, Zheng Yidao." I want you to see the reality clearly. Are you likely to destroy someone's family? Your childhood sweetheart is no longer a twelve-year-old girl, and now her daughters are almost the same age as she was back then. ”

"You're really drunk, I think you're really drunk." I say.

"I'm not drunk. But I want to tell you, Zheng Yidao, no matter what, I will not give up. I believe that one day you will accept my love, and one day you will understand that I am the best for you. Jin Limei swore an oath.

"Please don't do that."

That night I dropped Kim off her floor and came back immediately. Although Jin Limei insisted that I take her upstairs, I didn't. There's no way I'm going to send her upstairs again.

On the way back, I repeatedly appreciated what Jin Limei said.

Anyway, Jin Limei still said what I thought.

Back on Yangjiang Middle Road, I saw Hao Junqi sitting under the street lamp and chatting happily with Cheng Wei. Her daughter, Hao Jia, lay in her arms.

I slowed down. Yes, Jin Limei is not wrong, Hao Junqi's daughters are almost her age.

So, where did the twelve-year-old go?

Where did she go, who always asked me if I would go back to the city?

Where did she go, who was looking forward to turning into a butterfly and stopping on my shoulder to go with me to Hua'an?

Old Man Time played a big joke on me.

At the same time, there was one sad current after another in my heart. How did Hao Junqi fall to the point of setting up a stall at night? And with such a young child by his side.

Through this, I imagined endlessly: What kind of man did Hao Junqi marry? This man is incompetent to the point of letting his wife and daughter set up a stall at night.

Through this, I don't need to imagine: how embarrassing Hao Junqi's life must be, how unhappy Hao Junqi's marriage must be.

Without this, I can also imagine: how bitter Hao Junqi's heart should be, and how bad Hao Junqi's fate should be.

My eyes were moistened.

Hao Junqi noticed me, and she picked up her daughter and stood up. Cheng Wei followed and stood up.

"Coming back so soon?" Cheng Wei said.

"There seems to be something in that." I say.

"How can there be," Cheng Wei smirked, "Since you're back, I'll go back." It's time for you to catch up with your sister. I've given your sister back to you, don't lose it again. ”

"Secretary Cheng is very good at laughing." Hao Junqi said.

"Oily and slippery is a skill for them." I said, "How else would they be in this position?" ”

That's a big deal. But the old brother is not angry. Sister Junqi, goodbye, contact me for something. Cheng Wei said.

"You're going to be fine, are you?" I asked.

"I've got a piece of. Goodbye, man. ”

"We'll drink again someday." I say.

"The day after tomorrow, call your sister."

"Wait a minute," I noticed a bloodstain on the right side of his brain as Cheng Wei turned around, "What's wrong with you?" How did you get hurt? ”

"It's fine." Cheng Wei said.

"Those two thugs just came over again." Hao Junqi frowned.

"Ahh I say.

"They called two people over and knocked Brother Cheng down."

"Is it so rampant? Does it matter? Let me see. I said.

"It's fine." Cheng Wei said.

"I'm a doctor."

"It's fine. A thug attacked me and kicked me, knocking me to the ground. ”

"Are you all right?" I say.

"It's really fine."

"Dizzy? Do you feel like nausea? ”

"Look at you, the occupational disease is committed again. It's not as serious as you think, just a knock. ”

"Those thugs punched and kicked Brother Cheng, and I persuaded him to go to the hospital for examination, but he always said that it was fine." Hao Junqi said.

"It's all small injuries. Just go back and rub it with safflower oil. Cheng Wei said disappreciatively.

"Thank you." I was impressed.

"Thanks. I owe a debt of gratitude to these bastards. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Look, as soon as these gangsters come, your sister will call me Brother Cheng." Cheng Wei laughed.

"You're kidding." I say.

"It's really fine. Tomorrow, though, I'm going to call these little thugs to come to me one by one. Cheng Wei changed his tone.

"Put your authority to good use." I say.

I stopped a tricycle for Cheng Wei. Cheng Wei got on the tricycle and waved goodbye to us.