Chapter 150: Can't make her think of her own death
I was so intimate with him in the waterhole yesterday that I was a little shy to see him when I woke up today.
At breakfast, I didn't say a word, and after a few quick bites with my head down, I stood on the shore of the lake.
I don't know how long I've been standing, and I've been looking melancholy.
He approached me again, without saying a word, just standing quietly beside me.
Many years ago, we were standing by the lake like this, but at that time there was talk and laughter, unlike at this time, he and I both fell in love with Jing.
Fall in love with silence.
He didn't say anything, and I didn't say anything.
After the silence, he opened his mouth, and his words were extremely soft, "The tune that Huan'er played was taught to you by the master?" ”
The master he said was of course referring to Cui Boyuan.
Yes, Master Cui once taught me, when Master Cui taught me to play "Requiem" for the first time, he was not there at the time, he was not in the Frost Water Pavilion, and went out.
Because I liked to play music and music at that time, Master Cui taught me the song "Requiem".
It was a few months before my family was going to be wiped out.
Master Cui only taught me once, and only the first half of "Requiem".
Later, I played it once in front of Xiao Jingqi, but I didn't tell him that the song was taught by Master Cui.
At that time, he didn't ask me who taught the tune, but he must have guessed at this time.
I quietly replied to him, "It was taught by my teacher." ”
"The master was very partial at the time......"
Xiao Jingqi said suddenly.
I didn't expect Xiao Jingqi to think like this in his heart, I looked at him sideways and stunned.
Also, what Master Cui should teach him should be, not me, he is the apprentice of Uncle Cui.
He has an opinion about his uncle in his heart, why he didn't bring it up back then, I don't understand.
"Did you feel uncomfortable back then, but you just didn't mention it, didn't you?"
I looked at him quizzically.
He pursed his lips and smiled, "No, you think too much, but now I feel that the master has not taught me enough." ”
I looked at him in silence.
"I don't know where the master is now, but do you know?"
I shook my head in a daze, "After Uncle Shi disappeared, I visited, probably Empress Dowager Feng put her under house arrest in the palace...... I firmly believe that Empress Dowager Feng must have hidden her uncle in the palace. ”
Xiao Jingqi looked at me incomprehensibly, "Why did Empress Dowager Feng put her master under house arrest, do you know?" ”
I looked at the lake, and if it was what I thought, maybe it was true.
Uncle Shi has a secret, that is, alchemy, and Empress Dowager Feng must have wanted to get his elixir from Uncle Shi.
Uncle Shi may not be willing to provide it, so he is charged with being held in the palace.
Couldn't Xiao Jingqi guess?
Didn't he know what Uncle Shi often did alone in the alchemy room back then?
I even said that Empress Dowager Feng may have placed her master under house arrest, so he should have guessed why, why bother to ask.
It took me a long time to whisper, "You should be able to guess." ”
"Is it really to get the master's elixir?"
"What else could it be if it wasn't this?" I said with a smile.
"Maybe it's because of the master's sheet music?" Xiao Jingqi said very seriously.
I swept my gaze over his face again, wondering, "You mean 'cloud voice'?" ”
He nodded.
It seems to dawn on me that this is possible. In this way, Empress Dowager Feng also wanted to get that piano book.
Uncle Shi gave it to me back then, and asked me to take good care of it, if Uncle Shi was really arrested by the Empress Dowager Feng and couldn't hand over the score, it was possible that he would not be released.
So will Uncle Shi still be somewhere in the palace, where is he hidden by Empress Dowager Feng?
Thinking of this, I should go to Pingcheng, I should go to find out the traces of Uncle Shi, and I should rescue Uncle Shi, and it is understandable for me to exchange "Yunzhongyin".
I don't want to stay in the Valley of the Woods anymore, I'm going to go.
Xiao Jingqi didn't say anything, he wanted to accompany me.
When I rode back to Pingcheng, when I entered the boundary of Pingcheng, I was already dressed in disguise, and so was Xiao Jingqi.
I don't want the officers and soldiers of the court to recognize me, after all, I am a witch, a criminal wanted by the court.
Back in Pingcheng, what I thought of was the Qingzhu Courtyard, which was a manor purchased by my father for my mother, and my mother's name was written.
The green bamboo courtyard was also saved.
During my time in Qingfengmen, the Qingzhu Courtyard was taken care of by Bo, and after my mother died, Uncle Yu changed a large number of domestic servants in the Courtyard, and Uncle Yu came to the Courtyard at that time.
I've disappeared for so many years, presumably Uncle Yu should still be guarding the manor for me in the Qingzhu Courtyard.
I went directly to the gate of the Qingzhu Annex, but I found that the name had been changed to "Youyuzhuang".
I was puzzled, looked at those words in a daze, and thought that it could be that Yu Bo was sold, or Yu Bo passed away, so the manor changed owners?
Xiao Jingqi smiled faintly and said beside me, "Huan'er, the manor is still yours, a few years ago, after I came back to Dawei, I changed the name of the garden, and Yu Bo is still in the manor." ”
I frowned, saying that he was looking after the garden for me.
But the name of Qingzhu Villa is good, why should it be changed?
He saw my suspicions and said solemnly, "Youyuzhuang, it's to commemorate your days in Youlin Valley, so I changed its name. ”
I gave him a faint look, now was not the time to argue with him about the name of the manor. Since I haven't shown up for so many years, Yu Bo must be very sad, and I want to see him immediately when I come back at this time.
I couldn't wait to go up and knock on the manor's door.
Not long after, it was Yu Bo who opened the door.
Uncle Yu is a lot older, and when he saw me again, he was shocked, and I found that he didn't know how to call me, but Xiao Jingqi was busy saying to him, "It's Miss who is back." ”
Yu Bo stiffened for a while before he reacted, perhaps he didn't believe the facts in front of him at all.
I sadly threw myself into Yu Bo's arms and sobbed softly, "I haven't seen you for many years, and I'm really happy to see you." ”
Xiao Jingqi was quiet on the side, and You Ran didn't say anything.
At this moment, Xuanjia came from the courtyard of the manor, saluted in front of me, and called me "Master of the Gate." ”
Xuanjia, he's here. I let go of Yu Bo and looked at Xuanjia, his face had changed a lot, and he was no longer the young man he was back then.
The people of Qingfeng Gate, I have never brought this Qingzhu Courtyard, how did Xuanjia know.
You Ran saw my doubts, and hurriedly said, "The door master, it was the subordinates who sent a message to Xuanjia and informed him that the door master was back, and the subordinates asked Xuanjia to wait in this Youyu Village." ”
Xiao Jingqi said at this time, "I brought You Ran to this Youyu Village, because they are your people." ”
Seeing how well they explained, I didn't ask any more questions.
Yu Bo asked the slaves and maids in Youyu Village to cook a meal and bring it to the table. I found out that the two slaves were new faces, and I didn't know them. Also, after so many years, it's not surprising that the slaves and maids have changed.
When Yu Bo poured me rice wine, I drank the taste of the year. At that time, the B family was destroyed, and I often drank alone in this Qingzhu courtyard, and I drank for several hours, crying sadly.
Later, after joining Qingfengmen, I was away all the year round, and the days I went back to Qingzhu Villa were very rare, and even if I came back sometimes, I only stayed for a day or two. After becoming the legendary female demon of the rivers and lakes, I came back even less, for fear of affecting the people in the Qingzhu Courtyard.
In my living room, as it was back then, Uncle Yu seems to have been well guarded over the years.
After dinner, I went back to the house alone and soaked in the bath in the courtyard.
My father bought this manor in the name of my mother, and I saw the warm pool of the courtyard, which is warm all year round, and is a masterpiece between heaven and earth, which is comparable to the hot spring palace of the royal family.
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(I don't know, what happened between Yu Bo and Xiao Jingqi.) )
Yu Bo and Xiao Jingqi were talking on the side, he stared at Xiao Jingqi and asked suspiciously, "Is it really Miss?" ”
Of course, Xiao Jingqi knew what he meant by asking, and nodded.
Yu Bo was puzzled, and said, "Isn't she Concubine Rong?" ”
Xiao Jingqi's firm eyes told him, "No, it's really Yu'er, Uncle Yu, you can only treat her as a young lady, and you can't mention Concubine Rong in front of her, you know?" ”
Yu Bo seemed to understand the meaning of what Xiao Jingqi said, frowned, and said coldly, "Master Hou, some time ago, I asked Cheng Yuanlai to tell the old slave to put away Miss's spiritual position, because I didn't want Miss to see her spiritual position, right?" ”
Xiao Jingqi was silent and melancholy.
Yu Bo was even more sure of one thing, and continued, "Master Hou is afraid that Miss will know that she has died, right?" ”
Yu Bo was excited, and the excitement was because the young lady really came back from the dead. But he knew in his heart that Miss had really died many years ago, and the person who looked like Miss when he saw it later was not Miss, but Miss Gaofu, the current emperor's Concubine Rong.
So when such a woman walked into Youyuzhuang again, Yu Bo didn't know if it was Concubine Rong? It's still as Xiao Jingqi said, and the young lady is back.
However, he confirmed one thing, then this woman now must be the consciousness of the young lady, because she knows herself and knows some of the young lady's hobbies.
After Xiao Jingqi breathed a sigh of relief, he calmly said to Bodao, "Anyway, in the future, you will treat her as a young lady, and you must not mention the fact that she has passed away, understand?" She has completely forgotten that memory now, so we can't let her remember, and it won't hurt if she doesn't remember. ”
Yu Bo nodded as he listened, as if he understood something.
"You said, I understand, I'm old, I don't have many days to live, as long as she can remember Miss's past...... Even if it's just a little memory of the young lady, I'm very satisfied. ”
Yu Bo said, old tears.
Yu Bo wiped away his tears and was busy making some of the young lady's favorite pastries.
Xiao Jingqi took a heavy breath, he was worried, worried that sooner or later Ju'er would remember the scene when she was shot to death by random arrows in Li Yi's cemetery.
If she remembers, will she accept the facts?
Will she accept that her body at this time is not herself.
Xiao Jingqi felt a headache on his forehead.
"Master Hou......" A voice came.
Xiao Jingqi turned around, and it was Cheng You who walked over.
Cheng You's expression was not good, and Xiao Jingqi had already guessed what was going on.
Cheng You bowed his hand, "Master Hou, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is already urging, what should I do?" ”
Xiao Jingqi angrily punched the tree pole, his eyes were deep, and his heart was upset.
He didn't know what to do.