"I have to run, I want to be Miss Chinatown, I want to be a star, so that I can be worthy of him." She said: "I know he likes me, but I'm afraid that I am from a low background, unworthy of him, and can't be his girlfriend." ”

That day, at the swimsuit party, she wore a platinum swimsuit and overwhelmed the crowd.

She knew his eyes were looking at her, and there was a slight smile on his lips. Born in a wealthy family, rich and handsome, who doesn't know, who doesn't know? She was ecstatic to be able to get his attention.

How can such an opportunity be passed up? She tried everything to get as close to him as possible, and even took the opportunity to pretend to be drunk at the party and lean on top of him, how could he not push her away if he didn't like her? He also took her to his Wind Child sports car.

At that time, she really thought that he would take herself to the hotel or to his house, and she deliberately said that it was hot on summer nights and took off her coat.

He still just looked at him, smiling, and suddenly he asked her with great interest, as if to confirm with her, "Your name is Ivy, Yujin, isn't it?" ”

Didn't you just introduce it? She wondered.

But what does it matter, the important thing is that he is intentional about himself. I thought he would take himself directly to the hotel, but who knew that he actually took himself to his gallery, did he want to have some fun? She played fancy billiards with him.

She said: "Jiang Gongzi, you play fancy billiards so well, what's so good about playing these wooden obstacles?" Why don't I give you a living obstacle, you might have hit the ball off me. She said that after sitting down on the pool table, picking up the white child in her hand, wearing a thin gauze skirt, and posing there, she clearly saw his eyes light up.

She never doubted her sexual attraction.

He walked over and took her ball, but she deliberately didn't let go, only one step, only one step away, okay? He was so close to her, eyes met, his breathing was even, the light breath brushed around her hair, and she could clearly feel the restlessness of his hormones.

At this moment, shouldn't he hold himself tightly? If it weren't for the ringing of the mobile phone, he wouldn't have stopped asking for the ball, but put down the club, walked over, looked at the damn phone, and when it was over, he actually said, "I'm sorry, there is something urgent today, I'll make an appointment with you next time." ”

Thinking that he had missed the best opportunity, he didn't expect that a few days later, he would ask her out and take her directly to his house.

She was dressed in a beautiful dress, as delicate as a rose, and had a faint orchid atmosphere.

If the delicate flower is pitiful, whose fingertips will it fall? She was affectionate, but he was ambiguous.

She took two steps forward, but he took three steps back.

Looking at her, he suddenly smiled, like fireworks of flowers, and she heard her say, "Shall I invite you to dinner?" ”

Obviously, Ming Ming Dream bed, the warm tent is so close, he doesn't understand why he suddenly said to invite her to the restaurant downstairs to eat.

He also apologized to her and said that he asked her not to misunderstand.

He said: "Please don't get me wrong, I treat you as a friend, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can find me, and I will help you." ”

Friend, are you kidding?

Even though when she got home that day, she actually hugged the pillow and beat and cried, but in front of him, she just smiled, like this is normal.

How could Mr. Jiang like those women who were messing around? He knew he must like her, otherwise how could he ask her to his house? Although nothing happened that day......

Well, if you want to conquer his heart, you must think long-term, I must make you like me, I want you to look up to me! She thought hard.

Ziyu understands Yujin's knot, she just can't let go of the so-called male god in her mind. She thought that if she had the title of Miss Chinese or even a star, she would be able to win his heart.

But the so-called perfect male god is probably just an ambiguous scene, right?

"It's not that you're not good enough to be worthy of him, you're good enough, it's just that love is never a matter of being worthy or not." Ziyu said.

Naturally, love is so simple, you think it's to enter a dozen computer data, to have an online best match.

Ziyu sympathizes with this girl whose heart is higher than the sky, and there is nothing wrong with her desire to change her destiny through hard work. This girl with an unusually beautiful appearance often pretends to be strong, cold and chic, and her appearance is as beautiful as a lotus flower, but in her heart she forces herself to be even more bitter than Coptis chinensis......

As a psychiatrist, empathy is naturally a high skill, and of course, it is most taboo to stand on the moral high ground to judge others. He knew that because of her terrible family background, her alcoholic mother divorced, married, and divorced again..... He knew that her past was unbearable to look back on and she was raped, but he could see many flashes in her humanity.

He really can.

"Am I pretty?" She always asked him so ambiguously more than once, longing for recognition is really a common problem of beautiful women.

Usually she is anxious to be recognized, especially when you are her psychiatrist. But even if you give a very positive answer, she will definitely question in her heart that what you say is not all true, she is such an insecure person.

Of course, he knew very well, smiled, and replied very indifferently: "Your own evaluation of yourself is the most important thing." Don't base most of your self-confidence on what others say about you, that's dangerous. ”

"But I just want to know if I'm pretty in your eyes?"

"It's beautiful." He didn't hesitate and tried to be as calm as possible.

"Really?"

"Really."

"Do you like me, then?" She asked.

Alas, this question is asked, which is why he is reluctant to take on clinical practice, but you can't avoid clinical research when you do psychological research.

"Actually, I don't think you're suitable to be a psychiatrist at all." His colleague Tina once said.

"Am I not a good fit to be a psychiatrist?"

"Well, a psychiatrist can't be too handsome. Clients are too easy to have the illusion of falling in love with you because of empathy. She smiled ambiguously.

It turns out that Shuai can also become a career obstacle, or he is really more suitable for doing psychological research.

"Like, you're charismatic." He tried to answer as simply as possible, because the slightest hesitation and entanglement you may have will be caught by her, and then let her go further.

If it got to the point where he couldn't control it, he could only refer patients, he didn't want to do that, he really wanted to help her.

In fact, she had to be a very beautiful and attractive girl. She just looked at him like that, her chestnut eyes blinking, as if expecting him to say next,

"But it's not the kind of liking that the relationship between the sexes. After all, we are just a doctor-client relationship, which is a definition that cannot be surpassed. He didn't say more, she was such a smart girl, she must have understood what he meant.

"I know, but you're really handsome." She snorted and laughed.

He knew that she was a girl with a high heart because of her natural beauty. But she has low self-esteem because of her family background and experience. She tried to compress those inner pains in her heart and pretended to turn a blind eye. But pain is like smoke, and the more you compress it, the more transpiring it becomes. If you don't face it head-on and pull it out into the sun, it will never really go away.

He wants to help her know herself, accept herself, and reconcile her inner contradictions, and he wants her to stop tormenting herself from time to time.

"Just be yourself," he said. ”

But she said, "I don't know what my true self is." ”

He was a little distressed for a while, and said, "Go slowly, you will find out eventually." ”

Psychological counseling should also be gradual, and he wants to tell her the next time: "Actually, it's not that you don't deserve him, but that you think too low of yourself." ”

Or you should ask yourself, do you think that being able to marry him is the purpose of your life, and achieving it is success, or are you really pursuing happiness in your life? If it's happiness, your happiness shouldn't be in the hands of a man. ”

If he is unintentional, let alone Miss Chinatown, even if you become Miss World, you can't change it. Yu Jin, Yu Jin, how can you understand this truth.

But suddenly she stopped coming. It's a shame she didn't make it through, but she's also a lot better, isn't it? As a doctor, I always have an unrealistic wish to hope that all patients in the world can get better as soon as possible.

She's not coming anymore.

This shouldn't have something to do with that day, she ambiguously said that she liked him, right? Even though he is a psychiatrist, there is no reason to force people to come to counseling. Since she's also a lot better, whether she actually goes to the beauty pageant or not.

I hope you're doing well.

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The author has something to say: I went to High tea this afternoon and drank a cup of milk tea, but it turned out to be tragic, and I didn't sleep all night. I used to get up a cup of coffee every morning for many years, and then I quit, so my body is not very used to caffeine, right? Keep your eyes open to the light of day..... Bright moonlight in front of the bed.....