"Don't make fun of me, don't you think you were quite fat when you were younger? How do you get thinner and thinner when you grow up? Becoming less and less talkative? Fang Xinling said with a blushing face.

Li Chengfeng's smile slowly froze.

Fang Xinling realized that she might have accidentally poked Li Chengfeng's sore spot.

"Chengfeng, that, I, you, I'm sorry." Fang Xinling was so nervous that he didn't know what to do.

"It's okay, I know I'm not the same as before, silent, stuffy, unsociable, and weird-tempered, it's not like I haven't heard others talk about me like this behind my back, I've long been used to it, and it's not unusual for you to feel so." Li Chengfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, with loneliness and inferiority in his eyes that Fang Xinling had never seen.

"Nonsense! You're not that kind of person at all, don't listen to their nonsense! Fang Xinling slapped the table angrily.

A loud bang attracted the attention of many people, and Fang Xinling realized that they were in Starbucks, his face immediately turned red, and he quickly sat back in his place.

"And what kind of person do you think I should be?" Li Chengfeng's appearance is unprecedentedly gentle.

"The first time I saw you, you pushed the begging deaf and mute man to the ground, at that time I thought you were really bad, and then I learned the truth, I knew that I was wrong to blame you, and then slowly recalled the scene that happened, I think you must be very gentle."

"Why do you think I'm gentle?"

"Because when you knocked the deaf man down that day, there was a lawn behind him! You could have pushed him down on the hard floor at the time, and it wouldn't hurt you, but the thought that you had thought through even the smallest details made me think that you must be a very gentle person, and I really regretted that I didn't find out about it right away. Fang Xinling said regretfully.

"Xinling, thank you, I'm very happy." Li Chengfeng said with a smile.

"Chengfeng, if you want, can you tell me, what has happened to you in the past ten years?" Fang Xinling looked at Li Chengfeng seriously and said.

"Xiao Nan should have told you something about me, that's right, my mother is a junior, I am a child born to a junior, and this brand has been engraved on my body almost since I was a child, and it has never stopped, no matter which school my mother took me to transfer, it was the same." There was a faint sadness in Li Chengfeng's eyes.

"Why do you go to which school? Could it be Yunyun? Fang Xinling said in surprise.

"There was a time when I really hated my mom, and I used to ask her, why did she give birth to me? It's obviously your fault, why do you and I keep bearing this kind of infamy? My mom just kept crying, hugging me and saying sorry. Li Chengfeng's eyes were already red, and then he raised his head to prevent tears from falling from his eyes, "Later, I realized how much pressure my mother was under in order to give birth to me." ”

Fang Xinling handed Li Chengfeng a tissue.

"My mother was born in a traditional feudal rural family, and she was admitted to a well-known university in China with her silent hard work. After graduation, she worked hard and entered the top 500 companies in China with her excellent work ability, but this was the beginning of her misfortune, because she met Wu Qi, the man who ruined her life! Li Chengfeng's eyes were cold, "She and Wu Qi met and intersected, and then fell in love, just when she thought she was very happy, she suddenly learned that Wu Qi was a married man, he had been married for more than a year, at that time my mother was like a bolt from the blue, and broke up with Wu Qi, and fled back to the small county where she was born in embarrassment, my grandma and grandfather are the kind of people with a particularly traditional concept, knowing that my mother was unmarried and pregnant, she was furious, my mother didn't know how many times she quarreled with them for this matter, and then she was forced to flee to Liancheng to give birth to me, And then I met you. Do you think my mom did something wrong? ”

"That's right, that's not wrong at all, it's your father who messes with flowers! I already have a wife, and I'm still here to provoke your mother! Fang Xinling said angrily.

"But I didn't understand this until my mother died in a car accident, don't you think it's sad? I didn't even have time to say to her, Mom, thank you, thank you for bringing me into this world and raising me with all your strength. A tear slowly slid down his cheek from the corner of Li Chengfeng's eye.

"It's the wind." Fang Xinling looked at him sadly.

"After Wu Qi learned that my mother had me, he asked her for custody of me three times and twice, but my mother didn't agree, so she moved with me several times. In the beginning, I would make some friends, but then I slowly found that even if I made friends not long after, I still had to separate, and over time I didn't like making friends, no matter where I went, I was alone, going to the cafeteria alone, going home alone, going to the bookstore alone. Li Chengfeng wiped away the tears that had slipped and continued.

"But, how did you end up being admitted to the police academy and becoming a criminal policeman?" Fang Xinling asked suspiciously.

"My mother grabbed my hand when she was dying, and told me that after graduating from high school, I must be admitted to the police academy and become a police officer in the future!"

"Why does your mother have to make you a police officer?"

"I didn't understand why my mother had to let me be a policeman at the beginning, and when I grew up, I realized that she wanted to rely on this profession to protect my peace in the future, if something happened to the police, the police station would definitely investigate to the end, because Yunyun's family background is related to the underworld, she was afraid that Yunyun would secretly attack me, I vaguely felt that my mother's car accident was not accidental, so I transferred to the criminal investigation department step by step over the years, in order to find out the real cause of my mother's death one day!" Li Chengfeng said firmly.

"Your mother must love you very much!"

"Well, I know, I've always known."

"Chengfeng, can I hug you?" Fang Xinling looked at Li Chengfeng and smiled distressedly.

"Okay."

Fang Xinling got up and sat down beside Li Chengfeng and hugged him tightly. Li Chengfeng was slightly stunned at first, then hugged Fang Xinling and buried his head in her neck socket. Li Chengfeng's silent tears fell on Fang Xinling's skin, slightly cool and hot.

It felt like going back to when they were seven years old.

"Chengfeng, do you know why many people praise my beautiful eyes?" Fang Xinling let go of Li Chengfeng, looked at him and said with a smile.

"Why?"

"Take a closer look."

Li Chengfeng approached Fang Xinling.

"Do you see that?"

"Is it because your eyes are like Alyssa Jia?" Li Chengfeng asked tentatively.

"Because I have you in my eyes." Fang Xinling's eyes flickered and looked at him, Li Chengfeng only felt that his breath was suffocating, and the hot temperature at the root of his ears seemed to be burning him.

"Chengfeng, I like you." Fang Xinling suddenly became very serious, getting closer to Cheng Feng, and the breathing of the two seemed to be within easy reach.

Li Chengfeng suddenly moved away from Fang Xinling, and his expression was dark and unpredictable.

"Xinling, are you serious?"

"Seriously, of course!"

"If you say this like me because I did my best to protect you on the mountain or because you found out that I knew you when I was a child, I'd rather you hadn't said this to me."

"You're right, it's because of these two things that I'm saying this to you."

Li Chengfeng's eyes suddenly darkened.

"But this is only the trigger for my confession to you, not the real reason."

Li Chengfeng raised his head and looked at Fang Xinling.

"When I first learned that you punched Wei Yiche for losing my mind, I thought about it seriously. How do I really feel about you? At that time, I didn't know, I just felt that I had a good impression of you, I liked to stay with you, and the failure of the last relationship made me no longer believe in love, and I had less courage to fight against myself, I began to have some concerns, began to worry, and began to fear repeating the mistakes of the past. Fang Xinling's face was sad, and then he smiled slowly, "When you were in danger, you stepped forward to protect me for the first time, looking at your nervous and worried appearance for me, I was indeed very moved, and I remembered the things before I was seven years old at that time, looking at you, I really can't associate you with the little fat man when I was a child, you are too different, you don't look like the same person, so my feelings are very complicated." ”

"On my way back to the police station in the car, I was thinking about this a lot. Have you really changed? No, you haven't changed at all, you've always been a little fat man when you were a child, you like to chase me behind your back and call me all the little fat guys, you will share anything you have to eat with me, you just change the way you express yourself, your heart for me has never changed. If the old little fat man was kind to me and was outgoing, then your good to me was introverted. For the sake of me losing my mind but not wanting to let me know, for fear of increasing my psychological burden, this is kindness; In order for me to have a good night's sleep in the car, silently holding me in the back seat and then sneaking away before I wake up, this is considerate; In order to protect me, he did not care about me, even though he was scarred, but he looked at me. You look like this, how could I not like you? It's the same as when I was a child, but it's more real and accessible. ”

"Xinling!" Li Chengfeng stretched out his hand and pulled Fang Xinling into his arms, "Whether you were Tongtong when you were a child, or Fang Xinling now, you are the girl I have always liked." ”

"Chengfeng, if you stay with me for a long time and find that I am not as good as you imagined, will you still like me?"

"You're not very good now, reckless, reckless, how can there be a girl like you?" Li Chengfeng pretended to be disgusted and said.

"Hmph, I don't care anyway, you already said you like me, even if I have something bad, you have to like it!" Fang Xinling said arrogantly.

"Okay, I like both." Li Chengfeng said dotingly.

"I thought I was looking at the wrong person, this is really a little bastard, where are you looking for a junior?" Suddenly, a sharp voice sounded in the ears of Li Chengfeng and Fang Xinling.