Chapter 107: Self-righteous good

Of course, Lang Xingchen knew that Gu Xizi was right, and the damage she caused to Zhong Jinyun could not be reparated in this life, but it was only because her mind was not clear during that time that she made a decision that she regretted in her life.

She has now figured out that since she is a person she likes, and since she is a person who wants to be together for the rest of her life, she should not be separated for any reason.

She didn't want to have any regrets in her future life, and she didn't want to say these words to Zhong Jinyun behind Gu Xizi's back, so she decided to say these words to Zhong Jinyun when Gu Xizi and Shu Aohan were both present, to be honest about her heart for Zhong Jinyun, and to make the bravest decision in her life.

"I never wanted to hurt Xiao Zhong, but at that time I thought I was doing that to Xiao Zhong!!" Lang Xingchen said quietly.

Gu Xizi gritted his teeth, "Don't make any excuses for your stupid decisions, have you forgotten the good things you have done, you told those paparazzi that Xiao Zhong couldn't give you the marriage you wanted, that Xiao Zhong was a man with no sense of responsibility, do you know how many doubts and ridicule he faced during that time, do you know that he was scolded by a scumbag and scolded a negative man, why did you hurt him if something went wrong in your family, let me tell you, Xiao Zhong was hurt no less than you......"

Gu Xizi paused and accused her of the crime, "During that time, you disappeared from Xiao Zhong's life, as if the world had evaporated, when I saw him racing like a madman in the middle of the night to find you somewhere, and you refused to pay attention to him, he stopped in front of your car and was almost hit and killed,

At that time, you didn't feel half sad when you looked at him lost his soul, but since you have already chosen to give up on him and decided to disappear from his life forever, why change your mind, he has already helped you solve the difficulties, isn't it, what are you not satisfied with? ? ”

Lang Xingchen listened to Gu Xizi's accusation, and clenched his hands into fists.

"Why can't you let him go, he is obviously no longer obsessed with his feelings for you, he has obviously come out, but you have to face this relationship that only brings him pain again, he already has me, Lang Xingchen, don't you think you are too selfish to do this, since a relationship has ended, it is impossible to start again."

Gu Xizi's gaze rose from a cold and slow temperature to a raging fire, burning towards Lang Xingchen mercilessly.

This time, Lang Xingchen did not resist Gu Xizi's scorching gaze, she bravely said to Gu Xizi's eyes:

"I admit that I am selfish, I just know that if I can't be with Xiao Zhong in this life, I won't be able to live, Xiao Zhong gave me the courage to face everything again, I want to start over with him, and I don't want to hide it from you, so I want to tell you in front of you, this time I won't let go of Xiao Zhong again."

Gu Xizi stared at Lang Xingchen's eyes with a cold light flashing, and asked:

"Where were you when Xiao Zhong was the most uncomfortable, and now that you have gotten through the difficult time and want to reconcile with Xiao Zhong, you still dare to say such things in front of me, is this a provocation??"

Lang Xingchen smiled calmly, "Since you want to chase Xiao Zhong again, I think it is necessary for me to inform you." ”

"So you're officially declaring war on me??" Gu Xizi looked at Lang Xingchen and asked seriously.

"I think Xiao Zhong has the right to choose again, and I hope you can give Xiao Zhong the right to choose again." Lang Xingchen said coldly.

Gu Xizi replied disapprenously: "The choice is up to Xiao Zhong, if you have the ability, you can chase him, I want to see what you can do to snatch him back from my side." ”

Lang Xingchen tried to show an indifferent smile, "Gu Xizi, don't forget that Xiao Zhong and I have a five-year relationship foundation, but how long have you known him, it seems that he has only been five months, right?" ”

Gu Xizi said with a smile: "What about five months, my five months can be regarded as the present tense, but you and Xiao Zhong are already in the past tense." ”

Seeing that Zhong Jin Yun's face was very ugly, Shu Aohan was also more shocked and embarrassed the more he listened, and it was estimated that Gu Xizi must be about to explode at this time.

"Xingchen, I'm very happy today, don't say these uninteresting words, how embarrassing is it for everyone??" Shu Aohan stood up and said.

Gu Xizi sneered, "How can a selfish woman care about being embarrassed or not embarrassed??" ”

Lang Xingchen was not in a hurry or annoyed, "Gu Xizi, you can say that I am selfish, but my feelings for Xiao Zhong are still there, and I don't want to restrain my feelings for him anymore." ”

"If you are really good for him, you shouldn't disturb his life anymore, I said, Xiao Zhong is not a doll that you can come and go when you come and go, you are not qualified."

Zhong Jin Yun just said a few words just now and kept listening to Lang Xingchen and Gu Xizi's long quarrel, and he also listened carefully to every word Gu Xizi and Lang Xingchen said, he didn't expect Lang Xingchen to do such a ridiculous thing.

Zhong Jin Yun stood up and looked at Gu Xizi calmly, the corners of his mouth curved into a doting arc, "Xingchen, I already have a heart, I just hope you can understand that I can't go back to the past with you, the Zhong Jin Yun standing in front of you now is no longer the Zhong Jin Yun of five months ago, I just want to be with Gu Xizi now." ”

Lang Xingchen was stunned, "We have been together for five years, I don't believe that you can throw away everything in our past so easily, since God is destined to let you know all my experiences and let you help me get through the difficulties, it is equivalent to giving us a chance to start over, Xiao Zhong, I know that you still have me in your heart, otherwise you would not be able to spare no effort to help me ......"

This time, before Lang Xingchen finished speaking, Gu Xizi slapped the table and said sharply: "I said that you are really too imaginative, too good at being self-inflicted, Xiao Zhong is willing to help you, that is broad-minded and does not care about you, I really thought that you were different from what I imagined, I didn't expect that the green tea is the green tea, my vision is right!" ”

Gu Xizi began to say something mercilessly.

"Gu Xizi, I said, you can scold me as much as you like, but I must chase Xiao Zhong back."

Gu Xizi nodded and said, "Very good, at least this time the green tea is willing to openly declare war on me instead of secretly seducing Xiao Zhong, and if you have anything else to say to Xiao Zhong, you can also say it to Xiao Zhong!" ”

It can be seen that Gu Xizi is already trying his best to control his emotions, otherwise he is afraid that Gu Xizi has directly flipped the table and fought with Lang Xingchen at this moment.

Shu Aohan also didn't expect that he would come over and witness such a farce.

He felt that Lang Xingchen didn't give up on Zhong Jinyun, this was really not dead, and he directly argued with Gu Xizi, but there were some things that Shu Aohan couldn't control, after all, there was nothing wrong with Lang Xingchen pursuing true love, he was just afraid that Lang Xingchen's intervention in the middle would make Gu Xizi sad, maybe the balance in Zhong Jinyun's heart was also swaying left and right.

After all, Zhong Jinyun and Lang Xingchen have been together for five years, and they have also experienced a lot of bits and pieces in the past five years, and those times are indelible memories in life after all.

It's like it took him a long time to accept the fact that Meng Louyun disappeared from his life, so he felt that Gu Xizi didn't have any advantage in this relationship.

Lang Xingchen looked at Zhong Jin Yun again, "Xiao Zhong, I don't force you to answer me now, but I just want you to think about what I said to you, I really hope to be with you again, please think about it and give me a chance, after all, we didn't break up because we didn't love each other." ”

Zhong Jinyun replied calmly: "But I don't love it anymore." ”

Although it was only a short sentence, Gu Xizi felt that Zhong Jinyun's sentence was worth a thousand words, which gave Gu Xizi a shot in the arm, of course, Gu Xizi also believed in Zhong Jinyun's feelings for him 100%.

"Xingchen, I don't want to hurt you, I've done my best to help you, there's really only so much I can do for you, now I can only treat you like a friend, that's all, if you want more, I really can't give it and can't afford it." Zhong Jin Yun said calmly to Lang Xingchen.

Gu Xizi went over and grabbed Zhong Jin Yun's hand, and then looked at Lang Xingchen with a smile on his face, "Hear it, it's not that I won't give you a chance, it's that Xiao Zhong doesn't want to give you another chance." ”

Zhong Jin Yun squeezed Gu Xizi's hand with his other hand, "Gu Xizi, let's go back, I think Xingchen's mind may not be very clear now, she needs to calm down alone." ”

Gu Xizi nodded at Zhong Jin Yun, "Okay." ”

At this time, I saw Zhong Jin Yun pulling Gu Xizi and walking towards the door.

Lang Xingchen, whose eyes were hazy with tears, immediately said loudly: "There has never been a moment when my mind is clearer than now, Xiao Zhong, I am serious, give me another chance." ”

Zhong Jin Yun, who had already walked to the door with Gu Xizi, gritted his teeth and was indifferent, "Our fate has ended since the night when you told me in person that you would never have anything to do with it again, I tried to redeem it, but your mind has not wavered, now that the most important position is no longer you, I can't wait for someone who is impossible to turn back all my life." ”

After a pause, he said calmly: "Maybe you have a hard time, maybe you are doing all this for my good, you don't want to drag you down, but at that time, you chose not to say it, it was already doomed that I and you would not have an ending, today's words I will treat me as if I haven't heard you say it, I hope that we will still be friends next time we meet, the time is not early, Gu Xizi and I will go back first." ”

After saying these words, Zhong Jinyun opened the door and walked out with Gu Xizi.

Lang Xingchen, who only heard teary eyes, stood in place and hissed and shouted: "Xiao Zhong, you are not suitable, Gu Xizi is not worthy of you, I am the most suitable woman for you." ”

Zhong Jin Yun didn't seem to hear it, turned his head sideways and smiled at Gu Xizi, and walked out without stopping.

Zhong Jinyun took Gu Xizi's hand and disappeared into the night, leaving only Shu Aohan and Lang Xingchen, who looked stunned watching this farce, standing opposite each other.

A string of crystal tears fell down Lang Xingchen's cheeks.

Shu Aohan sighed and said softly: "So you're here to let me witness this farce, let me see how you recovered Xiao Zhong??" ”

Lang Xingchen raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face, "Don't you believe that I can recover Xiao Zhong?" ”

Shu Ao couldn't help laughing: "I know that you and Xiao Zhong have been together for five years and have a relationship foundation, but you said to a person who has completely died to you that we should be together again, what do you think Xiao Zhong is like??" ”

"I have always regarded Xiao Zhong as the most important person in my life." Lang Xingchen replied sincerely.

Shu Aohan shook his head with a wry smile, and said helplessly: "Although I know that you can't forget Xiao Zhong yet, I thought you wouldn't do stupid things, I thought you would slowly come out of the past and start a new life, you keep saying that you want to start a new life, but in my opinion, you are obviously still stuck in the past and have not come out, everyone should look forward, isn't it, Xiao Zhong is just your past, he is not your present, and it is even more unlikely that it will be your future." ”

Lang Xingchen smiled bitterly, "What about you, have you come out, have you completely forgotten about Meng Louyun?" ”

Shu Aohan's performance was calmer than Lang Xingchen imagined, "I haven't forgotten Xiaoyun, it's impossible to forget Xiaoyun in this life, but I've come out, and now I think that Xiaoyun won't be as distressed and sad as before, and I can't breathe anymore, some people who appear in your life are just passers-by in your life, and they can't accompany you through the whole life." ”

Rat Aohan looked at Lang Xingchen seriously and said.

"But she really exists, she just has a deep relationship with you, and there is no way to accompany you to the end, do you have to continue to suffer because of this, live in the past, and keep thinking about the person who can never return to you, no matter how you think about it, she can't come back, because time can't go back, and we are no longer the same us at that time."