Chapter 36: His Companionship
Gu Wan quarreled with others, and this kind of thing hadn't happened much since he was with He Ting.
First, because of her character, she will never open her mouth if she can solve it with her hands. Second, because of He Ting's protection, everyone doesn't want to mess with her.
The person who quarreled with Gu Wan was the girl who lost the pen last time and mistakenly thought that she stole it, because Gu Wan did not tell everyone the truth, which led to this girl firmly believing that Gu Wan stole her pen and refused to let her go.
The girl at the next table in Gu Wan had a birthday, and her father bought her a bracelet as a gift. The bracelet is a very expensive brand, and the girls came to watch it at the end of class and praised it.
Gu Wan sat not far from them, not participating in their topic, just quietly reading his book. It seems that no matter how noisy the surroundings are, they can't distract her mind.
The girl who lost the pen felt a fire in her heart as soon as she saw Gu Wan, and she said in a weird way, "You have to take care of this bracelet, such an expensive thing, maybe someone will target it." ”
When she said this, her eyes kept glancing at Gu Guan.
It's been a long time since I lost my pen, and it didn't happen to me, so many people have forgotten about it. Some people understood what she meant, but they didn't want to provoke disputes, so they tacitly kept silent.
Gu Wan was the same, her expression was calm, without a trace of fluctuation. It didn't seem to care about her words, and it seemed that he didn't know what she meant.
The girl felt that she had been neglected, so she walked to Gu Wan's side very angrily and deliberately said loudly, "Some people just like to steal gifts from other people's fathers, why?" Because she doesn't have a dad. ”
Gu Wan didn't want to deal with her, but because of the other party's sentence of no father, it hurt her heart. She finally couldn't hold her breath anymore, and replied in a light tone, "I have a father." ”
The girl said contemptuously, "Of course, we all know that you have a father, and you're in prison." I didn't say anything about you, what are you anxious about. ”
Gu Guan knew that she was targeting herself, but she couldn't refute it. She could only swallow this breath secretly, pretending to be calm on the surface, but even the hand holding the pen trembled angrily.
The girl saw that Gu Guan's face was ugly, so she returned to the girls with satisfaction and continued to discuss the bracelet.
After school, He Ting saw Gu Wan's unhappy face, so he coaxed her to say, "My dad went to Australia on a business trip, and gave me a lot of pocket money before leaving, let's go eat something delicious." ”
Gu Wan only walked forward, didn't speak, and ignored him.
He Ting couldn't make a plan and made another plan, "Then let's make an exception today and let you eat an ice cream, okay?" ”
Gu Guan's body was cold, and he rolled in bed in pain every time he had a menstrual period. After living with He Ting, when she had her first menstrual period, she scared him a lot. He thought she was sick, so he hurriedly hugged her and rushed out to take her to the hospital.
Later, He Ting was very attentive to Gu Guan's food, clothing, housing and transportation, especially forbidding her to eat anything iced.
So for Gu Guan, who loves sweets, ice cream is definitely the biggest temptation. In the past, as long as she was unhappy, He Ting promised to buy her an ice cream, and she would be resurrected with full blood. Although in the end, she may only be able to eat one bite, and the rest is snatched by He Ting.
This time, Gu Wan was unmoved. He Ting was very strange, he didn't know what happened to Gu Wan, and he was so depressed.
He grabbed Gu Guan, stopped, and asked her softly, "Guanguan, what's wrong with you?" Why are you upset and tell me if it's okay? ”
Gu Wan looked at He Ting, and suddenly said nonsensically, "Your father is so good." ”
He Ting was stunned for a moment, "Huh? Where is he doing? ”
Gu Wan replied very seriously, "He didn't forget to give you money to spend on a business trip." ”
He Ting didn't feel happy, and complained, "What else can he give me besides giving me money?" He never accompanies me, only does business. ”
Gu Wan felt that He Ting was in the midst of blessings and did not know the blessings, and retorted, "Isn't giving you money to spend a show of love for you?" You should be glad that there are still people who are worried about you, afraid that you will not have enough food and clothing, and will throw a lot of money at you. ”
He Ting seemed to understand Gu Guan's thoughts, so he asked, "Guanguan, do you miss your father?" ”
Gu Wan lowered his head, kicked the stone at his feet, and said duplicitously, "No, that kind of person has nothing to think about." ”
He Ting suddenly had some thoughts, and he said to Gu Wan excitedly, "Although you can't find your mother, you know where your father is, why don't you go to see him?" I'll go with you to see him. ”
When Gu Wan heard this, she suddenly became angry and sulky, she shook off He Ting, ignored him, and walked forward.
He Ting caught up, walked side by side with Gu Guan, and continued to say, "Guanguan, let's go see your father, he should miss you too." ”
Gu Wan was silent, and He Ting couldn't continue to talk about himself. Otherwise, he really angered her, and he still suffered himself.
He Ting was still racking his brains about how to make Gu Wan happy, but he heard her suddenly say, "He won't see me." ”
He Ting was a little surprised, "How do you know?" ”
Gu Wan paused and reluctantly explained, "When he first entered, I went to see him every week, but he never saw me. He doesn't even want to see me, so how can he miss me? ”
He Ting thought about it and found a reason to excuse Gu Shang, "I think that my uncle should have been in a bad mood when he first entered, and it was difficult to adapt to life inside, and he felt sorry for you, so he avoided it." But now that more than a year has passed, he should have calmed down and won't see you again. ”
Gu Wan raised his head and looked at He Ting suspiciously, denying his statement on the one hand, and feeling that what he said was very reasonable.
So in the end, the two of them unanimously decided to go to the prison in the south of the city to visit Gu Shang together on the day of the meeting at the end of the month.
Before leaving home that morning, Gu Wan was worried for a long time. She put on a new dress and carefully combed her hair. She wanted to make herself look energetic, let Gu Shang know that she was doing well alone, and save him from worrying.
Along the way, Gu Wan was in a state of high tension, even if it was the big exam organized by the school, even in the face of the upcoming college entrance examination, she had never been so anxious in her heart.
She kept asking He Ting, "Will he still refuse to see me?" If he doesn't see me, then won't we come in vain? It's so far away, and it's so remote. ”
He Ting patiently comforted her, "It's okay, don't be nervous, the person you want to meet is your father, why doesn't he want to see you?" ”
The two of them finally came to Chengnan Prison, because it was just in time for the reception day, and there were many people who came to visit the prison, and they queued up for a while. finally entered the reception room, but was warned by the prison that Gu Shang refused to meet.
Gu Wan suddenly felt as if she had been poured a basin of ice water from head to toe, which made her feel cold. Before she came here, so many days of anticipation and nervousness, full of cautious hope, turned to ashes in an instant.
Gu Wan is stubborn, and he won't say it a second time. Since Gu Shang didn't want to see her, she wouldn't force it, so she turned around angrily and left.
He Ting hurriedly grabbed her and pleaded with the prison guards, "Comrade policeman, please tell Gu Shang that we will be waiting here all day today." We'll be waiting in line for a meeting and hopefully he'll think it through. ”
The prison guard glanced at Gu Guan, whose eyes were red but couldn't bear it, and he sighed, "I can tell him, but I can't guarantee that he will be willing to see you." You are still students, don't wait too late if you don't see anyone, and go home early. ”
He Ting said gratefully, "Thank you so much for causing you trouble." ”
Gu Wan's face turned pale, and he said coldly, "He has refused to meet, what am I waiting for?" I came to see him and brought him so many things, I still have to beg him. Am I that cheap? ”
He Ting kept patting Gu Wan's back, softly soothing her excited emotions, "That's your father, what's wrong with him?" As a child, what is wrong with begging him? There is family affection between you, blood is thicker than water, how can you say that you care about him and say that you are cheap? ”
Gu Wan was stunned, obviously thinking that every word of He Ting was reasonable, but she was too sharp and pretentious.
She didn't know why, she was obviously such a calm and self-controlled person, but she always looked like an ignorant child in front of He Ting. Hu Tianhu's troubles require him to be patiently coaxed, gently persuaded, and unprincipledly pampered.
Gu Wan pursed his lips, calmed down with shame, and obediently followed He Ting's side to continue waiting for the next batch of meetings.
Until the end of that day, Gu Wan didn't see Gu Shang, she just asked the prison guards to bring things to him.
She is still angry in her heart, or more wronged. She didn't know why she was a lonely star, her mother didn't want her, and her father didn't want to see her, what did she do wrong to be so disgusted by her parents.
Gu Wan walked in front, and He Ting followed behind her. When she is sad like this, she needs an independent space to calm her mind on her own.
Some sadness is something that others can't comfort, so you can only rely on self-healing.
He Ting looked at Gu Wan's slender back and became independent in the sunset, and the loneliness was distressing. He hated that he couldn't do anything, because those empty comforts were just salt water dripping on the scar to her at this time, and they didn't do anything but make her hurt more.
He Ting was secretly annoyed, Gu Wan turned around violently and plunged into his arms.
He Ting was a little overwhelmed by Gu Guan's sudden move, and was silent for a long time, when he suddenly heard Gu Guan's cry. At first it was just sobbing, but then it got louder and louder, and it turned into a howl.
Gu Wan cried very fiercely, probably the worst crying since he and He Ting met. Her eyes were swollen from crying, her voice was hoarse, and she even cried until she hiccuped.
He Ting didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly, let her draw strength from her body, and told her with practical actions, don't be afraid, he is here.
Gu Wan remembered that she once saw a sentence in the anime that the only places she could cry were in the toilet and in her father's arms. She didn't have that kind of privacy, and she didn't have a father. She couldn't even cry, but she had nowhere to cry.
But fortunately, she met He Ting, and she had the whole world that belonged to her. In her world, she can do whatever she wants, because her world will tolerate her infinitely, and she has nothing to fear.
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