Chapter 106: The Pressure of Difference
At the beginning of the new year, Xiong Yanfei really returned to class, and Zhu Zhuwu really arranged her to share the table with me. We had a very pleasant time as a result. During that time, my whole mind was on Xiong Yanfei.
We get excited for a long time about the same action or the same idea, which proves that we have "a lot of ideas". When I was listening to the class, Xiong Yanfei was tired and used my left hand to support my head, so I followed suit. Thinking about a physics problem, I put a ballpoint pen in my mouth, and Xiong Yanfei will also bite the ballpoint pen with my mouth. We always want to be consistent with each other.
We don't get tired of it.
However, Xiong Yanfei gets tired easily. She could barely complete a lecture or concentrate on a comprehensive math problem. At this time, I persuaded her to lie down on the table and rest. Xiong Yanfei is very obedient. She didn't have the energy to do it anymore.
During recess, Xiong Yanfei sat in his position to rest most of the time, except for going to the toilet for physiological reasons. I sat down with her. I'm not going anywhere. Xiong Yanfei said that I had become her tail, and I said that I was willing to be her tail. Xiong Yanfei was very helpful to what I said.
Actually, we don't sit face-to-face. We have a lot to do. In order to make her happy and forget the pain of her illness, I collected many jokes and humorous stories to tell her, but the most we did was learn to sing new songs together, and we learned a lot of popular songs.
Sometimes, Xiong Yanfei was so tired that she slept on the table, and I would sing softly in her ear, just as her mother sang lullaby beside her when she was a child.
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Soon after the start of school, there was an incident that shook our high school, Hua'an Technical School came to recruit students. The admissions officer directly goes to each class to publicize and confirm the number of applicants.
This incident made Jie Feixiang and Xiang Wangfu and several other people who ate agricultural grain angry, because the technical school only recruited students who ate commercial grain. In other words, only students who eat commercial food are eligible to register.
Several people in the class signed up. Within a few days of signing up, they went to their new school.
Jiang Lili is one of them.
On the first night of Jiang Lili's visit to the technical school, Jie Feixiang invited a few of us brothers to dinner.
The place to eat is a small fried restaurant. We went to the store as soon as we got out of class. Jie Feixiang and Jiang Lili went to order food in advance.
We sat down in our positions.
"Damn, you're celebrating your wife's attendance in a technical school, why are you dragging our brothers on?" Xiang Jianjun said.
"What do you mean by that? I've made good on my promise. Jie Feixiang said.
"What promises are kept? Isn't it a celebration of my attendance at a technical school? Jiang Lili asked.
"I'm killing two birds with one stone. Have you forgotten the brothers, the bet I made with Zheng Qihang? However, the content of this bet cannot be said. Jie Feixiang said with a smile.
"Who will forget. Not long ago, I was talking about it. Not tonight. We came here today to go to a technical school for Jiang Lili. I said.
"Yes, yes." Shi Zhiqiang and Xu Xianren echoed.
"Pull it up. Listening to the meaning of your words, I plan to pay for a meal together. Congratulations to Jiang Lili. Jie Feixiang said.
"Forget it. Or please. Count you in on your promises. Xiang Wangfu said.
"Isn't that all there is to it?" Jie Feixiang said.
"What kind of promise?" Jiang Lili asked.
"Jiang Lili, don't ask. Wait until you are alone and let Jiefeixiang tell you. It is not appropriate to say it now. Xiang Jianjun said.
"Yes, yes, the thing to do now is to drink. Everyone brought their cups. Jie Feixiang stood, holding in his hand the glass bottle full of grain wine that had been opened.
Each of us had a drink. If you can drink it, then drink a second cup.
"Seriously, I want to thank you all very much." Jie Feixiang's face was already very red, "When I was most frustrated, when I was confused, everyone not only did not get away with me, but helped me get through the difficulties, I was really touched." ”
"You have to thank Zheng Qihang for this," Wu Jianhua said, "It was Zheng Qihang who gave you confidence." ”
"Not bad. That's what I'm going to talk about next. The one I want to thank the most is Zheng Qihang. If it weren't for Zheng Qihang's words that woke me up, Lili and I wouldn't be where we are today. Zheng Qihang, add a little, I respect you. ”
"I can't drink it." I say.
"Pull to. Who said that you were drunk that day and said that you drank three glasses. What is the concept? ”
"You know it's drunk, too?" I say.
"I don't care. Add a bite. I'll drink first as a respect. Jie Feixiang drank a third of the second cup.
"Don't drink too much." Jiang Lili said.
"Today is a drunk, and I am happy. I'm not dodging anymore, I'll just make it clear. The bet I made with Zheng Qihang was you. "When the wine comes, the secret does not become a secret.
"Me?" Jiang Lili was extremely suspicious.
"yes, it's you who bet. During that time, I mistakenly thought that you had taken a fancy to Xiang Wangfu. Don't be angry when I say that. Xiang Wangfu, don't be angry. I asked Xiang Wangfu to fight. Zheng Qihang firmly believed that you loved me and pulled me out of despair. Now it seems that you really love me. Jie Feixiang hiccuped.
"Who loves you, you are thick-skinned enough." Jiang Lili went to pull Feixiang's face.
"Then can you say that you don't like to fly?" Xiang Jianjun shouted.
"I think Jiefeixiang is connived at by you." Jiang Lili said.
"Facts speak louder than words," Shi Zhiqiang said, "Come, I respect you, Jiang Lili, you don't drink wine and drink soup." You are the most affectionate couple in our class, and you are also a model for us to learn. ”
"I don't agree with this," Xiang Wangfu said, "If you want to talk about affection, wouldn't Zheng Qihang and Xiong Yanfei be more affectionate?" Besides, you're in a liberal arts class now. ”
"How can they compare to Jiefeixiang and Jiang Lili. They didn't even kiss each other. Look at Jiefeixiang and Jiang Lili, what is the relationship? It's been that for a long time. Shi Zhiqiang said.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I won't break your mouth. Jiang Lili said.
"What am I talking nonsense? Who of our brothers does not know? This is sentient beings. It is a kind of trust between lovers. If you don't believe it, let's ask Zheng Qihang, has Xiong Yanfei ever kissed him? Shi Zhiqiang continued to coax.
"Do people want to report to you if they kiss or not?" Xiang Wangfu said.
"Then we bet. Let's take a gamble, shall we? Also gamble on a meal. Shi Zhiqiang said.
"I see you've all drunk too much." I say.
Jiang Lili retired early because of something.
As soon as Jiang Lili left, everyone's wine talk became more joyful. Jie Feixiang's second glass of liquor was quickly poured into his stomach.
"Don't hide it from the brothers, I have another purpose for calling everyone together today." Jie Feixiang stood up and blinked, shaking his position for a moment.
"What other purpose could it be? You don't know how to drink. Wu Jianhua said.
"I want everyone to witness my relationship with Jiang Lili. I tell you, I want the world to know about my intimacy with her. So I was very happy to hear what Shi Zhiqiang said. ”
"I see. Damn, you're so cunning. Are you afraid that Jiang Lili will fly, right? Xiang Jianjun said.
"Definitely. It's so scheming. Shi Zhiqiang said.
"I can understand Jiefeixiang. Jiang Lili was admitted to a technical school, and the gap was big. It's worrying. Xu Xianren said.
"Or the brothers understand me. Really, my biggest fear right now is that she's going to fly. Jie Feixiang sat down in his position again, "Fuck, she goes to a technical school, then she will be a worker immediately, and she will eat commercial grain, and she will be paid." As for me, I am still a farmer crawling in the paddy fields. Isn't the difference? Who the hell is it, who is it all about? defines us this distinction. In the end, Jie Feixiang suddenly sighed.
"You're fucking inferior." Shi Zhiqiang said.
Jie Feixiang said: "Yes." I just have low self-esteem. What the fuck is this school, why do you have to eat commercial food to go to school? What happened to us people who eat agricultural food? It's not human? Why can't we read it? ”
"Go and ask God," Xiang Wangfu said, "or ask the Bodhisattva." ”
"Don't think too badly of Jiang Lili." Xu Xianren said.
"Brothers, everyone looks happy these days, but in fact, I feel very painful in my heart. It's really painful. Because Jiang Lili told me to study hard and told me to be admitted to a school. What the fuck do I mean by that? Tell me to go to school? When she went to a technical school, she told me to go to school. She had never asked me to go to school before. Can I get into school like this? I don't understand what she meant? I'm different from her! "Jiefeixiang pounded it on the dining table.
Everyone suddenly fell silent. It was as if Jiefeixiang's words had hit everyone's weakness.
"We're going to have to think about that." Jie Feixiang continued, "If you want to talk about taking the school entrance examination, only Zheng Qihang is possible. Everything else, I think it's the same as me. Don't you see that we have not had a college student for several years in a row? Last year, there was a Hua'an Normal School, and it was still escorted. ”
"You're too extreme. Is there no hope for Xu Xian and Shi Zhiqiang? Wu Jianhua said.
"It's not that I'm extreme. Xu Xian and Shi Zhiqiang's total score was taken to the second middle row to see how many they ranked. Unless you're working hard. Really, unless it's hard work. So what do we do after graduation? Are they all going back to farming? Do you want to mix in the streets? Xiang Wangfu went home to learn hunting? The more Jie Feixiang spoke, the more excited he became.
"Damn, what kind of bird wine do you drink? It's too heavy a topic. Xiang Jianjun said.
"It's not that the topic is heavy. I really have to think about it. It's time to think about that. I've been thinking about these things all these days. I will not accept this fateful arrangement. I've got to find a way to get out of the farm. Otherwise, Jiang Lili and I will be yellow. As soon as they come into contact with society, women are very realistic. Jie Feixiang said.
"It's not that women are realistic, everyone is realistic!" Xiang Jianjun said.
"I don't care. Anyway, I have to find a way to get out of the farm. I am not willing to be a farmer who only crawls in the paddy fields. Wait and see! Jie Feixiang drank the additional sip of liquor in one gulp.
My heart was shaken. It turned out that I was not the only one thinking about the future. My brothers, it seems that the sky falls and they don't care, but they are full of sorrow.
I cleared my throat and said, "I think what Jie Feixiang said is very right. Isn't there something strange to you? I didn't sign up, I was eligible. ”
"Do you still need that name?" Xu Xianren said, "The door of the university has been opened for you. ”
"yes. If you have a university, who will go to a technical school and work as a worker? Wu Jianhua said.
"No, no, you're wrong. A year and a half can be very changeable. You see, my grades were not good last semester. To be sure, if you have a technical school, it's better to go to a technical school. I said.
"You're here for Xiong Yanfei. You can spend more time with her. Shi Zhiqiang said.
"No, the main thing is that a few days ago, like Jie Feixiang, I was also thinking about the future, thinking about what kind of person I want to be."
"Who do you want to be?" Jie Feixiang asked.
"I want to be a doctor."
"Look, it's influenced by Xiong Yanfei."
"Not bad. We are all people born for love. Xiong Yanfei's illness made me see the greatness of doctors. I want to be a doctor who relieves the pain of patients. That's why I didn't sign up for a technical school. ”
"You don't have the desire to conquer leukemia, do you?" Shi Zhiqiang said.
"If I could, I would go that way." I say.
"It's not an easy road." Xiang Wangfu said.
"I'm going to keep going." I'm cheering myself up.
"Love is really great." Shi Zhiqiang sighed with emotion.