"Master......"

I knelt in front of the master's sarcophagus and repented deeply.

In my mind, I remember that day as if it were yesterday.

If it weren't for Xiao Jingqi's departure, I would have panicked and looked everywhere? If I hadn't met the officers and soldiers of the imperial court, I would have lost control of my emotions and drawn my sword to kill each other? If the master didn't come to save me, how could I die? It's all because of me.

At this time, even if Xiao Jingqi knelt in front of my master, he would have known that on that day, if he hadn't left quietly......

Who can I blame for all this! Him?

I hated it badly, hated it deeply, and I swore that I would never have anything to do with him again!

But now do I forgive him?

"I'm sorry, Jun'er, I know how Master Gu died back then......"

Xiao Jingqi's words whispered softly in my ear.

I tilted my head to look at him deeply.

"Later, I went back to Dawei once, and I saw Li Amaranth, and it was she who told me about ......"

Yes, Li Amaranth knew the cause of my master's death because I informed Li Amaranth.

I smiled dumbfounded, "You know how much my departure hurt me. ”

"I know, so I want to compensate you, ......"

Compensate?

"Will my master ever come back to life?" I scoffed and looked at him.

He was stunned, so depressed that he had nothing to say.

I laughed sarcastically again, "Do you know how much I hated you back then......"

My glare made him hang his head sadly.

I got up and said coldly to him, "Kneel here until my master forgives you!" ”

Sitting under the tree in the courtyard in front of the wooden house, I stroked Taixuan Duyu, which was the piano left to me by the master.

At that time, the master told me that this qin was left to him by his master, and the master was the national teacher of the Great Wei, and the master and Cui Shibo were both disciples of the master.

The ancestor gave Taixuan Duyou to the master, and gave the piano score to Uncle Cui, asking them to keep it well.

Now the master is long gone, and there is no trace of Master Cui, but they gave me these two treasures.

In their hearts, I am expectation.

The white wolf gathered around me, and the joy made me feel better.

I touched its head and said, "You've grown up." ”

It's been a long time since I've been with it, and it's been a long time since I've heard my voice. I put my jade hand on the strings and started playing.

I played the "Requiem", the music from Master Cui's piano score.

The score is divided into two sections, the first part is beautiful and the second part is intense, and I usually only play the first part because the second part of the song cannot be played at will.

It is deceptive and a weapon for killing.

It wasn't until I finished playing the first part that I stopped playing the second half.

You Ran walked over, and felt as if he had been used to hearing my piano for a long time, and he didn't have a hint of surprise.

Yes, it wasn't that he hadn't heard it back then, and when he was at Aomine Gate, I played it to him in the silent night.

"Door master, my subordinates have prepared a meal and gone to eat." You Ran said respectfully in front of me.

I answered "um", and when I got up, I saw Xiao Jingqi standing by the flower bed in the distance. I thought about it and was afraid that I was still angry and didn't want to see him.

"Call him." I said a word to You Ran lightly, and walked towards the house.

During the meal, Xiao Jingqi didn't speak, and I was silent, and my wandering eyes swept over the two of us, and I didn't dare to say more.

The room was very quiet, and You Ran wanted to break the embarrassment and poured wine for Xiao Jingqi.

He picked up his glass and drank it down.

"Where's my wine?" I looked at You Ran with a gloomy face, and You Ran was busy pouring it for me.

Just as he had a glass, I was in a cup, and the wine was in my stomach. You Ran didn't dissuade us, he just quietly poured me wine.

In a drunken daze, my mind was full of images of the past.

After so many years of absence, I returned to Youlin Valley again, and my heart was full of happy days with my master and sister, how beautiful it was at that time.

But Senior Sister Da Xilan, to my surprise, also likes Xiao Jingqi.

That day and night, seeing her snuggled up to Xiao Jingqi's body, I couldn't figure out how sad I was, how my heart hurt.

When Xiao Jingqi left, the master died, and she actually wanted to leave the secluded forest valley and go out to look for it.

The day before she left, she met me on the shore of the lake and told me that she was leaving, going to find the man, and she said that she had liked Xiao Jingqi since she saw him, and for the sake of her heart, she had to find him and tell him that she liked him.

I was stunned and laughed, and I was also stunned by her persistence at that time.

Since she's going to look for it, let it be.

That man has abandoned me and left, what more could I hope for.

When Da Xilan left, I thought she had really gone looking for Xiao Jingqi......

Later, I learned that because of Da Xilan's father's informant, my family was surrounded and suppressed by the Empress Dowager Feng, I rushed to the top of my head in anger, broke into the door of Da Xi's mansion late at night, pressed the sword on Da Xi Xiaoyue's neck, and asked him, why do you want to do this?

Da Xi Xiaoyue said to me indifferently, "What Yihun did by himself, don't you know? He is good at court power, kills court officials, has heavy soldiers, has high merit and is difficult to control, has the intention of rebellion, the evidence is conclusive, and the official is just telling the truth. ”

I didn't believe what he said from beginning to end, and all I saw in front of me was what he did as a villain.

In the past, my father didn't pay much attention to his Daxi family, but he Daxi Xiaoyue betrayed my father.

When I was about to plunge my sword into Da Xi Xiaoyue's chest,

Da Xilan appeared.

This is the second time I saw her after Da Xilan left the Hidden Forest Valley, she has a lot of vicissitudes compared to when she left, I don't know why I haven't seen her for more than a year, and her expression is no longer the sweetness of that time.

She threw herself on her knees in front of me and begged me to let her father go, and she was willing to exchange her life for her life.

Only then did I understand that Da Xilan turned out to be the daughter of Da Xi Xiaoyue, and I didn't even know it before.

Because of Da Xilan's plea, I couldn't do it.

Before leaving, I broke off my sisterhood with her and never saw her again.

I just didn't expect that the day after I left Daxi Mansion, I heard that the Daxi Mansion was so bad that the assassins came to the door and the whole family was killed.

I couldn't understand for a moment why I didn't kill anyone at all, so why Da Xilan's family was killed.

I disguised myself and infiltrated Daxi's mansion to see if Daxilan was really killed. But the body was searched all over, and there was no body to be found in Da Xilan.

There were too many officials in Daxi's mansion, so I hurriedly looked at it and left. Since then, I have never heard from Da Xilan, and I don't know if she is alive or dead.

Now I'm just smiling, laughing that I was a sister to the daughter of the person who killed my family, and that I was still a sister who had lived together for many years.

Although I know that her father did all this, but the surname is Daxi, it is her Daxi family, and she Daxilan can't shirk her responsibility.

I can't forgive her father, and I can't forgive her.

If she had a little affection for me, she would have stopped Da Xi Xiaoyue's whistleblowing, and she didn't do anything.

Don't even come and tell me.

He left the Valley of the Hidden Forest for more than a year, and he didn't come to see me, and he forgot all about me.

I don't understand at this time, did she really leave the Youlin Valley for Xiao Jingqi at that time, or was it because of other reasons?

Could it be that she knew that I was Yihun's daughter, and deliberately stayed by my side in order to learn about my father from me?

Oh, yes! I couldn't have imagined it.

In May of the sixth year of peace (465), Emperor Wencheng Tuoba passed away, and then Tuoba Hong ascended the throne as emperor. Feng is the queen mother, because Tuoba Hong has just come to the government, and the affairs of the court are in charge of Feng, and then Feng was promoted to the position of Da Xi Xiaoyue.

A year later, the B Mansion was suppressed, Xiao Jingqi left, and it was at this time that Da Xilan left the Youlin Valley to find Xiao Jingqi, and there was no one after that, until I learned that Da Xi Xiaoyue was the main reason for the murder of my B family.

At this point, I seemed to figure out that Da Xilan might be a pawn that his father had placed next to me. To find out more about my father.

She left in a hurry, perhaps choosing to run away from me.

Yes, I was so stupid back then, and I never found out that Da Xilan had a premeditated mind.

It was night, You Ran had already fallen asleep, the white wolf was lying under the eaves, Xiao Jing was perched in his room, and I was sitting lonely under the eaves, looking at the bright moon, thinking about the past.

Great Wei in the Xianwen Emperor's eldest son Tuoba Hong was born when the name of the year was changed to the first year of Huangxing, in August of that year, the emperor's eldest son was born, the whole country celebrated, amnesty to the world.

That year, I was also born on the 17th day of August, and the day when the whole country celebrated together was also the day of my birthday.

But I was so funny, I killed my royal family, and the eldest grandson of the Feng family was held so grandly, and I had to cry alone on this day.

I remember that my father used to hold a birthday banquet for me at a sake restaurant in Kyoto every day, and my father would not let too many people attend, but he was his right-hand man.

Two years before she left the Valley of the Hidden Forest, I took her with me, and she was shocked to learn that my father was a lieutenant.

I think at that time, everything she showed was disguised. Maybe from then on, she should have told his father who I was, and Da Xi Xiaoyue must have asked her to start investigating me, investigating my father.

When the emperor's eldest grandson was born, I borrowed wine to kill my sorrows in the villages outside the city, and for the whole day, I was drunk until I saw countless sky lanterns floating in the sky above the imperial city at night, which made my depressed heart extremely angry.

I hated the imperial court, and even more hated the person who made me lose my father, the Empress Dowager Feng at that time.

So with a frown, I picked up my long sword and prepared to break into the palace at night.

Ju Yang was by my side at the time, and when he knew what I was thinking, he stopped me, knocked me unconscious, and locked me in my room.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, it was pitch black outside. I got up and lied to Ju Yang that I was hungry, and when Ju Yang delivered food, I knocked Ju Yang unconscious and left alone.

Without telling the sun, I wore a night robe and came to the palace alone. Skillfully avoiding the palace guards, I want to find the emperor's eldest grandson and stab him to death with a sword, so that Feng can also taste the pain of losing a loved one.

Whoever made her emperor's eldest grandson actually have the same birthday as me, then let this day become the emperor's eldest grandson's death in the future.

When I found the emperor's eldest grandson, I watched him lie in the rocking chair and fall asleep with his eyes closed, which was very cute. His hands trembled for a while, and he couldn't get down, but that child was also the child of Li Amaranth's sister Li Yunxuan.

Just as I was stunned, the palace maid appeared and shouted, and then countless guards poured in.