Chapter 340: What the hell is my father's concern
Xu Xiaorou tried to move her feet to the edge of the bed, and then landed lightly on the ground. I reminded her to prop her hands on the edge of the bed. Then I bent down and put my shoes on her feet, then stood up and propped myself under her armpits.
Suddenly, I remembered the night when I served Ding Ying in the hospital. I do Ding Ying's free care. That was the beginning of my mutual affection for Ding Ying.
Now......
"You can settle down, it will hurt a little, but you have to endure it." I forcibly pulled my mind back to reality.
"I know."
Xu Xiaorou tried to stand firmly, but the weight of her entire body was almost on top of me.
After taking the first step, Xu Xiaorou completely eliminated her fear. I helped her around the room, and then I helped her back to the bed and put her back on the bed again. The amount of activity for the first time should never be too large, and as a doctor, I know that it is too much.
In the evening, after I went to Hao Junqi's house for dinner, I went back to the house of "Splendid Future" to take a shower, found a change of clothes for Xu Xiaorou, and then returned to the hospital. Hao Junqi went to the supermarket to buy a thermos flask, and when I fed Xiaorou rice cereal, the rice cereal still had enough temperature.
"I don't want this day to end so soon." Xu Xiaorou sighed.
"How can you have such an idea? Do you like injections or do you like to smell the hospital? I asked.
"I like the feeling of being served by you, and I like the feeling of being moved to tears."
"Don't think I'm so great. I'm doing this in the hope that you'll recover as soon as possible so that you can do my laundry and cook for me. ”
"I don't think so. Anyway, you don't eat eight out of ten meals at home now, so you don't need me to serve you. ”
"Look, you're criticizing me again. It's just that I've been having a little more trouble lately, so I've eaten a few more meals outside. I'm not the secretary of the county party committee, how can I have so much entertainment? Let me tell you, this family can't live without you now, I'm used to your presence. Because of you, this home is truly like a home. ”
"Am I really as important as you say?"
"What is so important? You're that important in the first place. I'm not praising you to make you eat. ”
"Hmph, if you don't coax me again, I won't eat it." Xu Xiaorou immediately played the role of a baby and a toddler.
"That little soft, good, take another bite." I then changed roles.
"Don't, don't, just don't."
Xiaorou is obedient, take another bite, and take a bite. If Xiaorou is obedient, will Uncle take you out to play when he arrives? ”
"Where are you taking me?"
"Take you to the square for a bouncing car."
"Uncle has to count when he speaks."
"When does uncle's words not count?"
"Ahh
I scooped a tablespoon of rice soup and fed it to Xu Xiaorou's open mouth.
We laughed happily at our conversation. Xu Xiaorou could only endure it again. I don't know why I, who have always been clumsy, can play so many different roles in front of Xu Xiaorou.
Even the family members of the patients next door were amused by us.
……
In the evening, I specially called Wang Hao to accompany Xu Xiaorou. I borrowed and returned the thermos cup to Hao Junqi and went to Hao Junqi's house. Xu Xiaorou was a little unhappy, but she didn't show it.
Wang Hao became a happy ghost.
I proposed to Hao Junqi to take Hao Jia for a walk, and Hao Junqi readily agreed.
Hao Jia thought that she was going to set up a night stall again, and her little brows were wrinkled tightly.
The river road in Hexi is the most suitable place for walking, with lush trees, secluded and secluded.
The river breeze is blowing, and walking on this road, you suddenly feel that you have entered autumn in advance.
Hao Jia walked for a while, and Hao Junqi and I took turns holding for a while, walking from seven o'clock to half past eight, if it wasn't for Hao Jia making a fuss about going home, we would have walked again.
All topics are memories.
But the most important thing is that I tell Hao Junqi about my past. My rebellion, my first love letter to be posted on the wall, my relationship with Xiong Yanfei and my love and hate with Ding Ying, and the story of Wu Lianzi, the story of Chu Huoyu, and the story of Wu Shufang.
Of course, the core of our focus is still on the convex ring supernatural.
"Brother, hearing you say this, I really feel more and more weird," Hao Junqi said, "It seems that everything you and I have experienced is the sequelae of our good at forbidden areas." ”
"I think so too, whether it's your concave ring or my convex ring, it only flashes when we have physical contact with the opposite sex, which shows that they are all deliberately maintaining the promise we made back then."
"Forever united, never abandoned." Hao Junqi said.
"Do you remember, Junki?" I asked, "These eight words flashed after the fission of the Optimus Pillar. You also read that discarded word as a different word, and you said that it was not different. ”
"Of course I remember, it was the first thing I saw. After we agreed to 'never leave the same heart', the words disappeared. ”
"Is there really any spirituality in the stone pillar?"
"Do you need to be suspicious, brother?" Hao Junqi changed Hao Jia from one hand to the other, "As soon as the stone pillar is cracked, there is an extra meat ring on our middle finger, which is the embodiment of its spirituality." ”
"What I don't understand is," I said, "why should we be separated for so long since it has spirituality?" Why do we have to go through so many emotional journeys? How many people has it hurt? ”
Therefore, the so-called sequelae can also be understood as punishment. Keeping us apart for eighteen years is God's punishment for us trespassing in the forbidden area, and the spirituality of the stone pillar cannot influence God's decision, it can only benefit the maintenance of the heart. ”
"That's all I can understand." I took Hao Jia from Hao Junqi.
"What I don't understand is that it's me who broke into the forbidden area, and it's me who wants to punish it, so why should it harm my family? It punishes people who want to break our promises, like Li Zheng, like Qi Zhengli, like Qi Zhengzhe, strictly speaking, Qi Zhengzhe did not violate me, I took the initiative to contact him, and it is enough, why do you still harm my grandfather, mother, and father? Hao Junqi was haggard.
"Yes, many people in our brigade interpret this as punishment for breaking into the restricted area, and they deduce that my parents also had an accident. In fact, my father and mother were not affected in the slightest. How can this be explained? ”
"Maybe it's because I promised the thin man to climb the Tiger Slope to the Optimus Pillar Cliff, brother, do you remember? You fainted when the thin man made this request, and I promised him. ”
"But you're all for me." I say.
"I can't figure it out, I can't say it clearly, and I can't figure it out."
"Junqi."
"Hmm."
"If we knew this, we really shouldn't have gone up to the Optimus Pillar Cliff."
Hao Junqi smiled bitterly: "Who said it clearly?" If I had to do it all over again, I would probably still agree to the skinny man's request. ”
"Junqi." With the help of the street light shining through the leaves, I vaguely saw two lines of tears flowing on Hao Junqi's face.
Silent.
The sound of the river flowing is endless.
"So, my marriage to Xu Mo is destined to be a tragedy," I broke the silence, "it was completely forced by my father." ”
"Why did Uncle Zheng force you to marry a big deal?" Hao Junqi wiped away her tears.
"This is something I still can't understand," I said, "because I want to come to Yangjiang to find you, or wait for you, I have gone against his intention to arrange for me to work in the Hua'an District Hospital. He suffered from a heart attack as a direct result of this. ”
"Oh."
"After that, he tried every possible way to force me to get married, and as soon as I returned to Hua'an, he asked me to go on a blind date, as if the earth would explode if I got married in Yangjiang, and his reason was that if I didn't get married as soon as possible, his heart would explode."
"You married Xu Mo for this reason?"
"Yes. I originally thought that I could survive until the day when I met you again, but you and I both know that this kind of marriage without the slightest emotion, or even the slightest physical contact, can last long? Later, it was difficult to maintain it for a day. I had to leave. I can't care if my father's heart will explode. "I swapped Hao Jia from one arm to the other.
Hao Junqi therefore encouraged Hao Jia to walk for a while, and Hao Jia agreed very obediently.
I put Hao Jia on the ground. Hao Jia walked forward happily. We say "slow down, worry".
Hao Junqi approached me and sensed my right hand with her left hand. I took her hand.
"But Brother Xiang has suffered no less grievances than me," Hao Junqi said, "then-what is your reaction to divorce Uncle Zheng?" ”
"What's the reaction? Of course, he was admitted to the hospital. I smiled wryly.
"Uncle Zheng is too sensitive," Hao Junqi held my hand tightly, "so what does he care?" ”
I shook my head, "I don't know. I've always felt that he had some taboos, or some concerns, or that he always wanted to stop something. That is, this hospitalization, I specially went back to Hua'an to see him, and he suddenly mentioned you to me. ”
"Mention me?"
"Yes. Lift you. In fact, my father has been grateful for your care of us for so many years," I continued, "and after the family came to the East Gate to see us in the third year of our return to the city, my father came to Yangjiang many times to inquire about you. He wants to know your whereabouts. ”
"Uncle Zheng has liked me since I was a child." Hao Junqi said.
"However, what I don't understand is that he hates me coming to Yangjiang to find you. Many times I want to come to Yangjiang alone to find you, but for this reason and that reason did not come, the year after the college entrance examination, because of the failure of the exam, the mood is not good, I came to Yangjiang with my father on my back, and planned to go to the east gate to see, but because the road to Wangwu was washed away by the flood, I did not go to it, but my father was furious after knowing about it. ”
"Furious?" Hao Junqi asked in surprise.
"Yes, his reason is that I failed the exam and am still in the mood to play, and he is running around for me to repeat, so he is furious." I said, "But I don't feel like that's the root cause." This time in the hospital, he mentioned you, and I realized that he was afraid that we would get in touch, and then that we would be close. ”
"That means he doesn't want us to be in love, let alone get married."
I nodded and said, "That's what it means." But, then again, it's not like that. Since he cares about you so much, he has come to the East Gate several times to look for you, and wants to get news of you, why is he opposed to us getting along? It's a contradiction. ”
"That's not simple, Uncle Zheng doesn't want me to drag you down, he cares about me, it's based on his relationship with grandpa, but he doesn't want you to get along with me, because I'm afraid that I will leave you in the countryside and affect your future. The people he has been delegated to know how backward the countryside is. He knows how deep our relationship is since childhood. ”
I shook my head and said, "No, I always thought it wouldn't be that simple, it wasn't like that." He doesn't like the countryside, so he can take you to Hua'an. ”
"Then he should dislike me - a country girl has no job, no literacy."
"I don't think so." I said my gut feeling, "I always felt like there were other reasons. When I mentioned you, I talked about whether you were married or not, and I said that you are a thirty-year-old woman, how can you not get married, and you should have children. My father was a little relieved. ”
"It seems that this is really troublesome, brother," Hao Junqi had concerns, "If Uncle Zheng knew that I was not married, and we were so close, would his heart not be able to bear it?" ”
"It's fine. Don't you have Jiajia? You see how happy Jiajia is walking. She's calling us. I pointed to Hao Jia, who was walking in front, and said.