Chapter 206: Forgotten Memories Return
When night fell, Gao Shouwen sent Youyin to Dongyang Palace.
When parting, Youyin was very excited, and said sincerely, "It's really surprising that you can accompany me today, and the county lord is very happy today." β
"Go, go, get in." Gao Shouwen waved his hand at her.
Youyin drank a little wine, her face turned crimson, and she looked at Gao Shouwen for a long time before entering the door after pursing her lips and smiling sweetly.
Seeing her like that, Gao Shouwen actually smiled, and I was not far from them.
I sneered, laughing at the county lord of Youyin, and laughing at Gao Shouwen again, knowing that the king of Dongyang had been looking for trouble for me, and he and Youyin were able to come to this level.
If that's the case, it seems that I want Gao Shouwen to take Ke'er out of the palace with more consideration.
If I really show up to meet Gao Shouwen, I wonder if he will betray me to the king of Dongyang?
No wonder my identity as the second lady of the Gao family, even if I have been considered by the court to be the witch of the year, I haven't seen any involvement in the Gao Mansion, maybe it is really that these people in the Gao Mansion have a lot to do with the King of Dongyang.
I didn't come out of the dark to meet Gao Shouwen, and I don't trust him anymore.
Just when I turned around and wanted to leave my thoughts, maybe Gao Xian was the one who could help me reliably. Suddenly, someone grabbed me on the shoulder.
I reacted quickly, grabbed his hand, and was about to make a move with him, when a mellow voice came from behind me to remind me, "It's me, Huan'er." β
I was immediately surprised to hear this voice, and when I turned around, it was him, and he followed so quickly.
"Xiao Jingqiβ" I couldn't help but call out his name, and I felt a little excited in my heart.
His hand took me to a quiet place, his brows furrowed slightly, "If you want to come here, you can discuss with me, I will accompany you, why did you come alone, don't you know the danger?" β
I relaxed in front of him and smiled lightly, "I'm afraid I'll hurt you." β
His hand slid from my forehead to my nose, pursed his lips and smiled, "It's just that I'm afraid of being involved at this time, haven't we been through the wind and rain together for a long time?" β
I made no secret of my ease and relief in front of him, smiling slightly again.
He was afraid that people would find out about staying on this street, so he led me away.
We didn't go anywhere else, but went back to Youyuzhuang, and when Yu Bo opened the door, he was really startled by the two of us. Yu Bo never thought that at this time, Xiao Jingqi and I could still appear in Pingcheng, at the feet of the Son of Heaven.
If the people in the court find out, it is not a right catch, of course, the most dangerous place is the safest place.
At night, I sat still in the courtyard of the Rainy Village, looking at the starry sky. I like the silence, it's best if no one disturbs me.
The moon shuttles in the bamboo forest, the faint moonlight sprinkles on the calm bamboo courtyard, and the green bamboo leaves gently sway with the wind, like a beautiful green butterfly.
I stood in the beautiful bamboo forest, lonely and indifferent.
The night was as cold as water, and when Xiao Jingqi came over to put on my cloak, I still didn't have much expression.
I've been thinking about Ke'er in my heart, and I've been missing it so much. After dreaming of him that night, I just wanted to see him as soon as possible.
Maybe I was in too much of a hurry on the way to Heijo and didn't rest much, and I felt a slight pain in the wound on my chest. When Xiao Jingqi put the cloak on me, I snorted softly because of the pain of the wound.
"What's wrong, does the wound hurt?" He asked hurriedly.
"There are some." I frowned, my hands on my chest.
He picked me up and walked inside. By the hazy moonlight, I looked up at his face pale and deep in the moonlight.
When I entered the house, he laid me down on the soft couch and gently removed my clothes, very careful not to hurt me, and I saw his face change slightly as he stared at my chest, and a distressed expression welled up on his face.
"The wound is bleeding again." He said in a deep voice.
I smiled awkwardly, "It's okay. β
"And said it didn't matter." He didn't look at me with a smile on his face, as if I had made him angry because I didn't care for myself. As he spoke, he took out a small medicine bottle from his body, and after applying the medicine to me personally, he told me, "You can't move too much, you have to rest." β
"Okay." Without thinking, I agreed to him.
Under his service, I slept peacefully on the bed, he has been by my bedside, I don't know when I went to sleep, I only know that he was there before I fell asleep, just looking at me.
Maybe I'm really too weak or too tired, and I don't know how long I've slept this time. My head was heavy and my body was a little warm, and I woke up in the middle of the way, and in a daze, he was feeding me medicine.
I knew in my light mind that I must be sick, and I was very sick, otherwise he wouldn't have been guarding me every step of the way.
I seemed to see Cheng You and Xiao Jingqi talking to him, and I seemed to see Yin Mi again, and I felt like I saw Sijun......
I don't know if I was in my sleep, or if I really saw it, but my eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't open my eyes and couldn't see clearly. I also seemed to be deaf and couldn't hear them.
I just saw a shadow in front of me, and I wanted to open my mouth to shout, but I couldn't scream.
Am I going to die? It's almost in the Yellow Springs, I don't understand.
I can't tell the difference between day and night, I only feel a little light, like the sun and like candlelight, there are always shadows in front of me, they seem to take turns to take care of me.
I must be sick, why am I so sick, isn't the sword wound healed, why am I still so sick.
I seem to have heard someone say something, he said, "Excessive thinking, coupled with the labor illness in recent days, the sword injury of the Qingying Sword, it will be like this for a while......"
Who is talking about this, it seems to be Xiao Jingqi, but I don't know who he is talking to.
In my daze, I heard him say he was going out again, and his voice was so soft that it fluttered outside my ears, and I could only make out what he was saying.
In my deep sleep, I seemed to see myself, my young self, and my brother Jingqi playing happily under the tree.
We ran around the tree, and he kept chasing after him, shouting to me as he chased me, "Mullet...... I'm going to catch you......"
I was only six years old and Xiao Jingqi was eight years old.
I accidentally kicked suddenly, and my wrist hit the stone altar next to the tree, and my hand suddenly broke the skin, and I cried bitterly.
Brother Jingqi rolled up my sleeve and looked at it, he was so scared that he didn't know what to do, Cui Daoxian didn't come back when he went out, he didn't know what to do?
The flowers and plants in the flower bed by the truss tree suddenly bloomed all at once, and Brother Jingqi and I were frightened to retreat again and again.
Birds flew over, and some of them landed on my shoulders and heads.
Brother Jingqi looked at me without blinking his eyes and said, "It's amazing, Huan'er, what do you have on you, why do you make the birds like you so much." β
I knew what I was younger, I just pouted and shook my head.
In my dazed sleep, I suddenly understood why I had been different since I was a child, because my body carried another person's soul, which was a wisp of soul in plain clothes.
Now that I think about it, I fully understand why my mother gave birth to me with a ray of light, and then my body has been unhealthy, and my father invited a doctor to see me, saying that I was born with a physical disease, and the doctor could not see what the illness was.
My father later met Cui Daoxian, and he said that he wanted to see me, maybe there was a way, and I remember that my father brought him to me, when my mother was not dead, and I was only four years old.
I don't remember this memory anymore, but now I remember it clearly, even very clearly.
Cui Daoxian was stunned for a long time when he saw me, he probed my pulse, and my father was anxious to know what my illness was. I saw Cui Daoxian call his father away and talk, I don't know what they talked about, my father's face was a little bad when he came back.
At that time, I thought that my own illness must not be cured, which made my father's face ugly.
My mother may have known about it, and she kept holding me and crying, crying very sadly.
But after that time, Cui Daoxian never appeared in front of me again, but I have been taking medicine, and I heard the servant who served me say that it was the medicine prescribed by Cui Daoxian, and I had to take it every day.
In less than a year, my mother died suddenly, from illness, or rather from depression. At that time, I thought that it must be my illness that made my mother unhappy all day, so my mother died of depression.
After my mother died, my father sent me to the Flowing Frost Water Pavilion, and I saw that Cui Daoxian again, and when he saw me, he didn't say anything, just asked my father to leave me there.
I knew that my father would leave me in the Frost Pavilion in order for me to survive, and when my father left, I was very sad and cried all the time watching my father go.
Just when I was sad that my father left, Brother Jingqi appeared, he was Cui Daoxian's apprentice, and he looked at me and smiled.
Seeing Brother Jingqi's warm smile, I immediately stopped crying. At that time, I was attracted to him, and it felt familiar.
Now that I think about it, the first time I saw Jingqi at that time, maybe it was because his previous life was a shuji, and I was a plain clothes, and I had a long relationship with him.
Because of him, I lived happily in the Flowing Frost Water Pavilion, completely forgetting that my father was not around, and I could live happily without my father's love.
My memory deepened again, and the memories of those years surfaced clearly, I remembered that it was only two months before the Flowing Frost Water Pavilion, and I was playing with my brother Jingqi in the mountain stream behind the Water Pavilion, and we encountered a black snake, and the black snake held its head high, spitting out a letter and coiled in the grass and looked at us.
Brother Jingqi was startled, but I was completely different, I even approached the black snake, stretched out my hand and touched it, the black snake was motionless, let me touch it.
Brother Jingqi was even more shocked when he was next to him, and I said to Brother Jingqi, "What is there to be afraid of snakes, Zhu'er likes it very much." β
I brought the black snake back to the water pavilion from the mountain stream, the moment Cui Daoxian saw me holding the snake, he was stunned and didn't speak, I saw him pause for a while, and hurriedly walked to the main hall to put a pillar of incense on Taishang Laojun.
At this time, I think about it, at that time, I can easily not be afraid of snakes, and even the black snake is not afraid of me, maybe it is because of the spirit of plain clothes.
I have the spirit of Suyi, and Suyi is a spirit animal that can drive all things, and all of them may understand the meaning of Suyi, and even like to be with Suyi.
It turns out that since I was a child, I can make the birds revolve around me, and I can make the wild beasts docile in front of me, all because of my differences.
I now understand that since I was born, Cui Daoxian may have known who I was at that time, but he never mentioned it to me. It's because he thinks it's not time, and also, I have to die once to remember my past life.