Chapter Seventy-Nine: Regret
He regretted it, he shouldn't have believed Zhang Ting's words, and he shouldn't have designed Nan Xiangzhai with Jiang Yucheng, and designed his father, the father who single-handedly brought him up.
Before dawn, Yan Lin, a pedestrian who got up early, knelt at the gate of Yan's mansion, without changing the clothes on his body, but put a filial piety coat on his body, the smell of wine, and the blood stains on his hands that had scabbed.
When the man looked at Yan Lin, who was kneeling silently at the door of Yan's house, he was stunned, and he was afraid that the sun was going to come out in a different direction today.
The door of Yan's Mansion had not yet opened, and Yan Rui, who was guarding the spirit inside, naturally did not know that Yan Lin was kneeling outside.
The sky was slightly bright, and the people inside opened the door, and suddenly saw a person in a white filial piety shirt kneeling straight at the door, and he was also frightened.
This Yan Lin actually knelt at this door before dawn for the old man, and his expression was also very sad.
As soon as the door was opened, he hurriedly ran inside, and he had to hurry up and say goodbye to the young master.
"Young master, young master, it's not good, Yan Lin is here again."
Now the people in the house don't call Yan Lin the second young master, in their opinion, the Yan family has only one young master.
"Where is he?" Yan Rui knelt in the mourning hall, glanced behind the person, and did not see Yan Lin.
"I am kneeling at the gate, wearing linen and filial piety."
"Hehe, he wears linen and filial piety!"
Yan Rui got up and walked outside, what qualifications does Yan Lin have to wear filial piety clothes for his father, it was he who broke off the relationship with the Yan family, it was he who forced Nan Xiangzhai to such a situation step by step, and it was he who killed his father's illness.
Yan Rui strode to the door, never stepped out of the door, his eyes stayed on Yan Lin's body, and as soon as the cold wind blew, he smelled a smoky smell of wine.
Ridiculous, he's drunk and looking for trouble!
Yan Lin raised his eyes to look at Yan Rui, who was also dressed in filial piety, and opened his dry mouth, his wine had already woken up, and he felt that he was atoning for his sins.
"Get out, don't get the filthy smell of your own body on the ground of my Yan Mansion." Yan Rui's voice was extremely cold.
Yan Lin smiled bitterly like a fool, "Yan Rui, it's my mistake, I regret it, it's my fault, it's my heart that I'm blind and blind, I can't tell the truth from the false, I always think that what others say is true." ”
"Plus I'm jealous, jealous that my parents are always partial to you, jealous that you are better than me, jealous that you have so many people who care, and I, nothing."
"I heard from Zhang Ting that my father killed my biological father, and I hate it when I think back to all kinds of things in the past 20 years! Hatred has blinded my heart, I was wrong, Yan Rui, let me go in and look at my father again, let me admit my mistake in front of his spirit. ”
Yan Lin couldn't cry, tears hit the ground drop by drop, he admitted his mistake to Yan Rui, and said why he was so confused.
Yan Rui stared at him for a long time, without saying a word, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Big brother, I know you won't forgive me, I killed my father, and when I confess my mistake in front of my father's grave and kill the person who misled me, I will pay for my life." Yan Lin made up his mind to go in today.
He is also determined to kill Zhang Ting, whether he succeeds or not, he will return his life to his father and give Yan Rui an explanation.
Yan Rui's lips moved, and he said after a while, "If you take your life to fight your life, my father will be able to come back to life?" ”
It was still a cold voice, and he walked away after he finished speaking, not blocking the door.
Father is afraid that he is also looking forward to the day when Yan Lin will know his mistakes and admit his mistakes, so let him go in to worship.
Yan Lin has been kneeling here for a long time, and now he stood up suddenly, he couldn't help but stumble, no one would help him, and the people inside saw that the young master let him in, and they also understood the meaning, so they didn't stop him.
At this time, Yan's mother also helped Yan's mother over, and Yan's mother got the news and knew that he was here to kowtow and admit his mistakes, but there were thousands of words that wanted to scold him and now he didn't say it again.
She wanted the old man to walk on the road with peace of mind, this matter had always been his most concerning, how could she stop Yan Lin now.
When Yan Lin arrived at the mourning hall, he saw the coffin that separated life and death, and fell to the ground as soon as his knees were weak, kowtowing and crying.
"Father, I was wrong, I was wrong!"
The voice of remorse sounded in the mourning hall, and when he raised his head again, his forehead was oozing blood.
Yan's mother also tilted her head to the side and cried again. Qi Song, did you see that? He knows he's wrong, he knows he's wrong, and you don't have to worry about it over there.
Father, when I take Zhang Ting's head, I will accompany you and atone for my sins in another world.
Yan Lin thought while kowtowing, he didn't say these words, he was afraid that his father would not agree if he heard it over there, what kind of person his father was, he knew it, he knew it, but he didn't believe it before.
He felt the lid of the coffin, trying to open it and take another look at his father, but he had gone like that day, running away for his life, and he didn't take a good look at him.
Yan Rui saw his thoughts, "It's enough for you to come in and admit your mistakes, don't think about opening the coffin, you have something to say and leave quickly, if my father has a spirit, he will hear it." ”
"Hah, heh...... yes, I shouldn't have stayed here." Yan Lin turned his head with difficulty and took his hand off the coffin.
"Big brother, I know that you and my mother will not forgive me anymore, and I will try to appear in front of you as little as possible in the future, but my father has not yet entered the ground, he has raised me for more than 20 years, how can I also send my father to filial piety, I will never do anything sorry for the Yan family in the future, and I will return the business in the south to you, just please don't drive me out."
"My father has always regarded me as his son in his heart, and if he has a spirit but does not see me guarding in front of the spirit, how disappointed he would be, big brother, promise me this time, this is the first time I beg you."
How arrogant he was in front of Yan Rui before, how humble he was now, he never asked anyone.
Yan Rui didn't say anything for a long time, father, if you are still alive and see Yan Lin turn back, then our family can still be as happy as before, but if you leave, even if Yan Lin turns back, the family will not be able to go back to before.
"If you want to stay, stay, the Yan family doesn't care about your food and accommodation." Yan's mother softened her heart and let him flow down, leaving room for both sides in her words.
"Thank you, Mother." Yan Lin looked at Yan's mother gratefully, her mother looked a lot older.
"Don't call me mother, call me Mrs. Yan, I can't stand your mother."
When Yan's mother said this, her heart was dripping blood, and what kind of pain did her son not call his mother.
At dawn, there were already friends who came to worship, and when the people who came in saw Yan Lin kneeling in the mourning hall of Old Man Yan, they all looked suspicious, this Yan Lin became too fast, this Old Man Yan died and felt that he was the Yan family.
And the people of the Yan family forgave him like this and let him stay here.
Although they had doubts, they didn't ask much, some of them left after incense, and some stayed to comfort this strict mother.
Lin'an County, Li Tianyu heard that Yan Rui's father died, sat in Linglong Garden and laughed for a while, Li Tianyu, everyone said that you are a broom star, Kefu's family, this time it should be replaced by Li Tianyan, who killed her husband's father, and she Li Tianyan is the broom star.
The maids beside her thought she was crazy, and laughing like this made them afraid to get too close to her.