That night, on the way back to my rented apartment, I took care of what had happened recently. There's so much going on.

The relationship between Cao Shuigen and Wu Lianzi seems to be no drama. It is clear that Wu Lianzi doesn't care about Cao Shuigen at all. Wu Lianzi said that Cao Shuigen is one of her chess pieces, so what is she doing with this chess piece?

The only thing that can be explained is that with the help of contact with Cao Shuigen, Wu Lianzi has a reason to come to see me.

But then, what can't be explained is, why did she need to come to see me? What is her purpose in increasing her time with me? I don't have any value for her anymore.

What's even more odious is that by doing this, she really hurt Cao Shuigen, and the injury was not light.

Therefore, the top priority is to stop her from harming Cao Shuigen. If you don't have any feelings for Cao Shuigen, then don't have any relationship.

"You hit her in the face, but it shook my heart." This is what Ding Ying told me.

Ding Ying's expression when she said this would flash in my mind from time to time, whether it was in class, in front of professional books, or even when I was drinking and fighting with Jin Er and Jin San, it would pop out coldly.

There is no doubt that Ding Ying's attitude towards me has changed 180 degrees, and I can feel it even if she doesn't move to my rented place. There is no doubt that Ding Ying has stirred my heart to "no quiet moment".

And this sentence, which seems to be a protest, actually reveals another meaning - the speaker's mind is confused.

There's no reason for that. For me, she Ding Ying should be "sitting still". Zhu Defa has been pursuing her for more than three years, and she doesn't even admit that Zhu Defa is her boyfriend. You must know that Zhu Defa's infatuation with her is no less than Cao Shuigen's obsession with Wu Lianzi, it can be said that for her, it is not impossible for Zhu Defa to go to the sword mountain and the sea of fire.

What am I? It's just a classmate who rents a house with her. There are few harmonious times when they get along, except for bickering or bickering, and hurting each other as a thing, although they have restrained each other a lot recently.

That slap doesn't mean anything. It's Wu Shufang who is too much. Who can stand a slap in the face to someone indiscriminately? I only got relieved when I slapped him in the face. But who would have thought, this slap cost Wu Shufang her life.

However, this slap sent a message: You care more about Ding Ying, not her Wu Shufang. This is the reason why Wu Shufang can't live. Love has become a bubble, a bubble that has burst, where does Wu Shufang still have the courage to live. It is precisely because of this that Ding Ying said that her heart trembled.

Of course, Ding Ying didn't know, caring is one thing, love is another.

I can't say love easily.

My relationship with Xiong Yanfei taught me that I can't talk about love easily.

But the question is, why can't I say love? I have the desire to love, and I have the right to love.

Naturally, it was the meat ring on the middle finger of my left hand that was preventing me from saying love. In my dealings with Wu Shufang, it has already given me a small warning. Did I break my vow to Hao Junqi to "never tie the knot and never give up"? Yes, I said this to Hao Junqi, but Hao Junqi has disappeared for a whole decade, and I don't know if she is dead or alive, is there any point in keeping her promise?

Strange to say, just as I was thinking this, my middle finger with a meat ring felt a cone of pain for no reason, although it lasted less than a second.

Is this a warning of my "ruthlessness" or does it imply that Hao Junqi is still in this world, or is Hao Junqi still waiting for this promise?

Everything is unknown!

And what a terrible thing it is.

If the meat ring is really sensitive, why don't you tell me where Hao Junqi is, even if it lets me know a little bit in the dream. I am emotionally attached to Xiong Yanfei and I care about Ding Ying, which doesn't mean that I don't miss Hao Junqi. After all, Hao Junqi is a knot that I can't untie in my life.

Forget it, these are not things that I can think about, I can think. Everything just has to go with the flow. The top priority is to get in touch with Chu Huoyu.

That's right, you should do everything you can to get in touch with the Fire Storage!

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The following week, there was a very special event, and Dean Ai came up with the idea of arranging for the very best students in the department to go to the hospital to observe the surgical procedures. And there are only four people in my class who can get the qualification to observe, Ding Ying, Ai Zhenzi, Zhu Yi and me.

Dean Ai personally took us there.

It was a mumps surgery.

I remember we were all very excited. After all, this is the first time we've seen a surgical procedure live. We can all understand Dean Ai's intentions.

The nurse gave us clothing. Dressed in pale blue doctors' gowns, hats, and masks, we felt extra fresh and laughed at each other. But Dean Ai scolded us, saying that the hospital especially needs to be quiet, and we just behaved.

After doing the relevant disinfection work, Dean Ai personally led us into the operating room.

The patient is already lying on the operating table. She is a woman of nearly sixty years old, with dark skin and "furrows and ravines" on her face, giving people a feeling of having experienced vicissitudes. She has a small bulge on the right side of her neck. I knew this was where the surgery was going to be performed.

The shadowless lights are on.

The anesthesiologist had already administered the anesthetic to the patient.

All preparations were made, and the surgeon began the operation. The scalpel is passed from a nurse to the surgeon.

I noticed that the expression on the patient's face was very peculiar, and his brow was furrowed, which I guess was caused by extreme fear. The assistant doctor comforts the patient.

When the chief surgeon cut it with a knife, Ding Ying and Ai Zhenzi both turned their heads. I watched the doctor's gestures intently, feeling the strength of his grip on the scalpel and his highly focused facial expression.

The patient's reaction was so strong that if it weren't for the hands and feet being tied, I felt that the patient would have been unable to resist getting up from the bed. Blood poured out of the wound.

We heard the doctors.

This turned out to be a patient who was not under anesthetic! Both teachers and medical books have told me that there are such unfortunate people in the world, and I didn't expect to encounter them so easily.

Fate is too cruel for such a person.

This means that she will have to endure the pain of cutting her flesh with a knife to the rest of her life.

In the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, Guan Yu's character is portrayed by scraping Guan Yu's bones to cure poison, which makes us admire Guan Yu's good life, and when I really meet such a person in real life, I suddenly feel what a terrible thing it is.

We can hear the patient's moaning and see the patient's pain very clearly.

I noticed that Ding Ying's brows were furrowed.

The surgery went very smoothly. He was a surgeon with a very high overall quality. I think he's just as quick with a scalpel as a barber with a barber, and he's really reached a level.

But no one expected that such an excellent surgeon would encounter a problem. I vaguely understood one thing from their conversation: the patient's parotid tumor was so deep that the surgeon struggled with whether to dig the whole mump out of his neck.

I didn't hear the surgeon and the assistant doctor very clearly, but I could tell from their expressions that they must be extremely confused.

They argued for about a minute or two about whether to dig out the mumps completely, but they quickly came to an agreement to amputate the parotid adenoma. In other words, they did not dare to dig the mumps out of the patient's neck completely.

At the end of the operation, when the nurses were busy bandaging the patients, Dean Ai motioned for us to leave the operating room. We walked out softly and quietly.

Outside the operating room, the patient's family members are waiting anxiously. They quickly surrounded us as we walked out. Dean Ai explained to them.

We took off the doctor's gown and handed it back to the nurse.

Dr. Ai took us to the hospital conference room.

"Students, I went straight to the point. You have just seen the whole process of mumps surgery, and I am sure that everyone has some feelings. We won't mention anything else, let's just talk about whether or not to amputate the mumps. Dean Ai said. This is a person who pays attention to efficiency in what he says and does.

"That's definitely going to be truncated," Zhu Yi said, "The final choice of the surgeon also shows that it has to be truncated." ”

"It's actually a decision. This is called conservative therapy. As we all know, there are a lot of blood vessels in the neck, and if you have to dig into it, if you accidentally cut the arteries, it will be really over. So I'm in favor of truncation as well. Ai Sadako said.

I glanced at Dean Ai. I couldn't tell from his expression what he was thinking. He was smiling all the time.

Next is Ding Ying's speech.

"I vaguely feel that such a truncation is irresponsible to the patient." Ding Ying said, "I don't know if this tumor will recur if it is truncated." If we relapse, it means that we have made the wrong choice. I don't want that. ”

"What do you think, Zheng Qihang?" Dean Ai looked at me.

I cleared my throat and touched my heart with my hand to calm myself as much as I could.

I said, "With all due respect, I think the surgeon is doing the wrong thing." ”

Everybody looked at me. Dean Ai frowned for some reason.

"Why do you think so?" Dean Ai said.

"It's irresponsible to the patient. I've seen cases like this, and from that case I learned that this parotid tumor is recurrent, which means that if you don't dig it out completely, it will grow back quickly. I said.

"Are you so sure?" Zhu Yi said.

"If you don't believe it, ask Dean Ai."

Everyone looked at Dean Ai. Ai Sadako said, "Dad, is that really the case? ”

Zheng Qihang was right. Most mumps tumors have this recurrence. Dean Ai said.

"So, this patient's mumps will grow soon?" Ai Sadako said.

Dean Ai nodded.

"Then why did the surgeon make this choice? Wouldn't that be cruel to the patient? Ding Ying asked.

"That means she will have to come to the hospital for surgery after a while, and she is still a person who can't even take anesthetics." Ai Sadako said.

"What do you think?" Dean Ai said.

"I think it's because the surgeon is not bold enough, or he doesn't have confidence, and he is afraid that digging too deep will bring any accidents to the patient, so he made this choice." I say.

"I still understand the surgeon. This is also a helpless choice. Zheng Qihang: It's too harsh for you to say that. Zhu Yi said.

"Is this harsh? Will it be harsh to completely relieve the patient's pain? ”

"Dad, what do you think?" Ai Sadako said.

"I agree with Zheng Qihang's view. I think Zheng Qihang's insights are very unique and unique. To be honest, I didn't expect the surgeon to make this choice. I don't know why he suddenly lost his faith today. As Zheng Qihang said, making this choice is a sign of cowardice, or evading responsibility, and being irresponsible to the patient. In less than half a year, this patient will go to the hospital again, but it is certain that she will not choose our hospital again. Dean Ai suddenly patted me on the shoulder, "Young man, your spirit is worth learning from. Although it is necessary to learn from the seniors and humbly ask for advice from the seniors, we must have our own creative ideas, rather than blindly worship. Students, remember today's event, if you understand the value of this event, I believe you will all become excellent surgeons. ”