This dinner party made me realize a few points.

First, even if I was admitted to the technical secondary school, my father still wanted me to marry Qi Zhengzhe. This is also the reason why he acquiesced to Qi Zhengzhe to take me to and from school for so many years.

This is also the reason why after Qi Zhengzhe looked for Qi Junhua's stubble, I proposed to ride my bicycle to and from school, but my father did not agree.

My father has always provided a platform for Qi Zhengzhe to exchange feelings with me.

It can be seen that it doesn't matter whether I can go to secondary school or not, the important thing is that I have to establish a relationship foundation with Qi Zhengzhe.

On the one hand, he was of course to repay his kindness, and on the other hand, he also wanted his daughter to have a stable home. When his daughter is settled, he is also settled. And marrying me to Qi Zhengzhe is the most stable.

My father no longer had the idea of going back to Yangjiang County and his hometown.

If he wants to take root in Qijiatun, he must first take root in Qijiatun. If I marry outside, or go back to Yangjiang County, my father will definitely not stay in Qijiatun for long.

It's just that he didn't expect Qi Zhengzhe to be so passive in terms of men and women, so he borrowed wine to say it so bluntly and revealingly.

The second is that Qi Caihong has fallen in love with Qi Zhengzhe.

The reason why Qi Caihong and Yu Yinshan have not officially established their relationship for so many years is that Qi Zhengzhe is influencing her.

And she is smart not that she can't see Qi Zhengzhe's feelings for me, but she foresees one thing, only if I am admitted to school, Qi Zhengzhe and I will have a difference in identity, and the possibility of walking together is very small.

So she was waiting for that day to come.

When the day finally came, her hopes soared, and she repeatedly emphasized the fact that I had been admitted to the secondary school at the banquet.

How could she bring Yu Yinshan to the banquet with her?

The third is that I miss my brother even more.

As my father said, I was nineteen years old, and I was old enough to talk about marriage, if I didn't want to continue studying.

I'm no longer a little girl.

Well, the brother is no longer a little boy.

My brother is twenty years old. If you don't continue to study, my brother should also find a girlfriend, will he still remember the yellow-haired girl in the village?

Brother will still remember the eight words that flashed when the Optimus Stone Pillar split in half - never give up, never be united, and personally tell me that he wants to do these eight words with me?

If he had already found a girlfriend, wouldn't that eight-word promise be a joke?

No, no, even if my brother has found a girlfriend, it doesn't mean that he has forgotten the promise of these eight words.

Because I know that my brother is in a big city called Hua'an, but my brother never knows where I am going.

This is a big difference.

The difference is: I won't despair, my brother will despair. If you don't get news for a year or two, you won't despair, and if you don't get a little news for six or seven years, everyone will despair. For my brother, it's like a stone sinking into the sea.

Therefore, if Brother really has a girlfriend, or even gets married and has children, it is not my brother's fault, and it does not mean that my brother has forgotten the yellow-haired girl in the village.

It's just that I don't know, will the jade pendant I gave to my brother wear it every day? Could it be that meat ring on my middle finger that has disappeared? If it hadn't disappeared, would the flesh ring on his hand glow when he came into contact with women, thus preventing something from happening?

You see, brother, I've been thinking so much all the time.

Brother, at the beginning of escaping to Qijiatun County, because I had no fixed place to live and no place to live, I forgot to recall your voice and smile. As my life becomes more stable and I get older, I miss you more and more.

After that feast, I even felt the urge to go back to my hometown. Although the East Gate has been flooded, but the people of the East Gate must still be there, they must have been moved to a certain place, brother, if you have come to look for us, you will definitely find the place where you moved, then, that place will definitely leave a message about my brother.

Not to mention that the day is small and the wealth is small, Zhu Jinshan must have information about his brother. I guess my brother will definitely keep in touch with Zhu Jinshan.

But I didn't have the courage to mention it to my father. In fact, this idea is simply not possible. My father came out to run for his life! It's not that I don't know that once I leak, the police will catch my father by the way.

For several years, my father lived in fear. He was always worried that the public security bureau would come to his door. When I first arrived in Qijiatun, my father and I slept in the same bed, and I was often woken up in the middle of the night by my father's frightened sounds.

The father screamed, and suddenly sat up from the bed, sweating profusely, staring at the wall in a daze, looking terrifying.

I cowered in horror. I knew my father was having nightmares again.

Later, when I was in junior high school, I could only understand a little bit of my father's concerns, so I often persuaded him, but my father never let go of his heart, always thinking about killing people to pay for his life, always thinking that one day when he would go home, the people from the Public Security Bureau would sit in the old house of the Qi family and wait for him.

So, if I propose to go back to my hometown, wouldn't it be my father's life?

But if I don't go back to my hometown, in this life, will Brother Qihang and I still see each other? Every time I think about it, my tears fall down my face.

……

That summer, I went to Yinhu Farm to see Qi Zhengli and told him the news that I was admitted to the school. Qi Zhengli seems to be more mature. His mentality is surprisingly good. He told me that prison was a good place to purify his mind. Prison changed him completely.

He even talked to me about his vision after he got out of prison – to learn business from Qi Zhengzhe.

That's something I didn't expect. Qi Zhengzhe and I went with him, and in the meeting hall, Qi Zhengli talked to him for so long, probably to exchange this matter.

The mustard between the two brothers is gone.

So, sometimes I think that if prison really had such a good educational effect, my father should not have taken me away in the first place. The conflict between him and the son of the old village chief was at best manslaughter, and manslaughter is not punishable by death, and manslaughter is punishable by life at most.

It's better to live your life in prison than in fear, at least mentally.

After the banquet, the relationship between me and Qi Caihong changed a little.

I'll go to Zhengzhe's wholesale department when I'm idle, and when I meet Qi Caihong chatting with Qi Zhengzhe in the store, she will quickly find a reason to leave. They would say hello and smile at each other, but they wouldn't talk about anything.

When Qi Zhengzhe had something, I guarded the store for Qi Zhengzhe, we said two words across the street at most, and then sat in their own stores, Qi Caihong would not come over and chat with me heartlessly no matter how free he was.

Of course, I never went to Qi Caihong's house again.

Qi Zhengzhe and I are still the same, and we don't feel embarrassed by each other because my father and aunt said so much at the banquet. Verbally, I have never called Qi Zhengzhe brother, but I have already recognized this brother in my heart.

Six or seven years of getting along with each other have made us feel like each other.

That summer vacation was spent so quietly.

After receiving the notice, my father chose a day and set up a few banquets to celebrate me. I only called Rao Xiaocan and a few other classmates who played very well. My father invited all the friends he knew in Qijiatun County. That night my father was drunk. He was so drunk that he was crying and fussing. I knew he was venting his emotions. After all, he was too depressed.

Qi Zhengzhe also drank too much. After the crowd had withdrawn, he found me.

"Kiki, I've really drunk too much today," I saw through the light that his face was flushed.

"Why do you drink so much? Want to drink tea? ”

"How dare I ask you to pour tea, from today onwards you are a person who eats imperial food."

"How do you say that?"

"Well, in itself. From this day forward, you and I," he pointed his finger at me, "the gap is getting bigger and bigger. You are in heaven and I am on earth. ”

"Qi Zhengzhe, have you really drunk too much?" I got louder.

"I didn't drink much, I just wanted to drink. Sometimes I think, I'm just drinking and dying. It's really painful. ”

"Why do that?"

"Because, because you never called me brother! I knew there must be a reason for this, and I thought you would always tell me if you were admitted to the school, but no. You didn't talk about it all summer. This pains me. Now, you can always tell me, right? You've already been admitted to the school anyway, and I can't influence you anymore, right? But, Kiki, do you know how hard I am? ”

"Take a sip of tea. Tea hangover. "I brought the poured tea.

"I don't want it!" Qi Zhengzhe waved his hand, and the tea bowl fell to the ground and shattered, "I just want to make it uncomfortable." Alcohol makes it uncomfortable, and I'll be a little better. ”

"Hey, I think you've drunk too much. Why bother if I call you brother or not? You have taken care of me for so many years, aren't you playing the role of a brother? "I silently picked up the debris that had fallen to the ground.

"Playing? Do you also know to play? Since it's acting, it's not real. Everything played is fake. ”

"You see you're misunderstanding again. What I'm talking about is that you have always cared for me and taken care of me as a brother. ”

"From today onwards, you don't need me to take care of you anymore. I told you, I'm out of work. ”

"Who says I don't need your care anymore? Your unemployment means that I no longer have to take you to and from school, where did you say that you don't have to take care of me? Qi Zhengzhe, since you took us in that year, you don't want to take care of me. ”

"Then why do you always disown me as a brother?" Qi Zhengzhe asked.

Qi Zhengzhe should have been haunted by this. Seven years ago, Qi Zhengzhe pulled off the strap of my schoolbag and offered his mother to take my schoolbag back to his house to make up for it, and my aunt asked me to thank him.

"Then you have to call me brother." The little boy's face was no longer red, and he smiled at me.

"I don't!" I suddenly became excited.

"Why?"

"I just can't call you brother."

"I'm older than you, so of course you have to call me brother." The little boy was a little aggrieved.