Chapter 67: Her Scars
When we arrived at the hot spring hotel, everyone changed into swimsuits and went to the hot springs with great interest. Gu Wan looked tired and paralyzed, and he didn't want to get up when he fell on the bed.
Yang Xixing rushed to Gu Guan, and when she saw that she was still wearing her regular clothes, she urged, "Sister Guan, why haven't you changed your clothes yet?" ”
Gu Wan said, "I'm not feeling well, so I won't go, you guys go play." ”
Yang Xi said regretfully, "Sister Guan, a stunner like you, who is white-skinned and beautiful with long legs, convex and backward, and material, it's a pity not to go out and show up, those boys outside don't have eyes." ”
Gu Wan said angrily, "Go play quickly, don't quarrel with me here." ”
Yang Xi saw that Gu Wan really didn't want to move, so he didn't force her, "Okay, okay, then you have a good rest!" ”
As soon as Yang Xi left, Qin Yao came to Gu Guan again, brought her medicine, and asked with concern, "Where are you uncomfortable?" I brought several kinds of medicine, you get up first and eat something, then take the medicine, and have a good rest. ”
Gu Wan was not in the mood to soak in the hot springs, but he was still in the mood to eat. She changed her clothes and followed Qin Yao to the restaurant, but met He Ting on the way.
"Wanguan." He Ting called Gu Guan's name loudly from a distance, and walked towards her step by step with a smile in his eyes.
Gu Wan was slightly stunned, and somehow suddenly remembered that when she was seventeen years old, she was riddled with rumors, and others avoided her, only He Ting never took into account the opinions of others, and called her name loudly in the crowd.
At that time, his smile was shining, and the beauty that had not changed over the years was the touching he had brought her.
Qin Yao glanced at Gu Guan, who was in a daze, smiled, and whispered to her, "Since there is someone to accompany you, then I won't bother you." ”
She greeted He Ting from a distance, and then walked away first, He Ting was very satisfied with Qin Yao's knowledge.
He walked up to Gu Wan, naturally took her hand, and asked softly, "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?" ”
Gu Wan glared at him angrily, but in a blink of an eye, she saw the redness and swelling on his cheeks that had not disappeared, and her bite was really hard enough.
Thinking like this, she couldn't help but feel a little weak, so she replied obediently, "I want to eat spicy food." ”
He Ting nodded happily and said, "Well, that's right, I want to eat it too." ”
Gu Wan rolled his eyes in his heart, He Ting's taste has always been light, would he want to eat spicy? That's weird! But that's it, since he has the heart to accommodate her, of course she has to give him a chance.
He Ting watched Gu Wan feasting on spicy crayfish, his lips were red and shiny, and he asked in disbelief, "Don't you really feel spicy?" ”
Gu Wan replied casually, "No." ”
After speaking, he squinted at He Ting by the way, and his naked contempt made He Ting a little hurt.
After Gu Wan finished eating, he wiped his mouth, and finally looked at He Ting, "I'm full, I'm going back to sleep." ”
He Ting exclaimed, "Sleep so early? ”
Gu Wan glared at him, "What, can't you?" ”
He Ting asked again, "Don't go to the hot springs?" ”
Gu Wan shook his head and said firmly, "Don't go." ”
Of course, He Ting didn't want to let go of the alone time with Gu Wan, and immediately said, "Sleeping just after eating is not good for your health, why don't we go out for a walk, taking a walk will help digestion." ”
Gu Wan thought about it and felt that it was still acceptable to take a walk, so for the sake of He Ting inviting her to dinner, she would accompany him for a stroll. As soon as the two of them walked out of the restaurant, they saw many people running towards the pool, all of them with excited gossip faces.
He Ting and Gu Wan glanced at each other curiously, and He Ting casually stopped someone, frowned and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
When the man saw He Ting, he immediately restrained the look on his face, and replied seriously, "Mr. He, I heard that Yuan Ziqing from the marketing department drowned with leg cramps while swimming. ”
When Gu Wan heard this, he couldn't help but be a little worried, "What about people? Did you save it? ”
The man nodded hurriedly and said, "It's rescued, it was Cui Yue from the technical department who rescued it, but it's ......."
He Ting saw that he was talking in a hurry, a little impatient, and his displeasure was even greater, his face was cold, and he did not speak.
The man couldn't help but shudder, and hurriedly added, "However, when Yuan Ziqing was rescued, she poured a lot of water and passed out, so Cui Yue gave her artificial respiration." As a result, after Yuan Ziqing woke up, not only did she not thank him, but she also cried incessantly, saying that Cui Yue took away her first kiss, and her first kiss should be kept for ......"
He paused, glanced at He Ting cautiously, and whispered, "To Mr. He." She also said that she wanted to sue Cui Yue for sexual harassment, but everyone couldn't persuade her. That, Mr. He, do you want to go over and have a look? ”
The next few words, he almost hummed, and if he didn't listen carefully, he couldn't hear what he was saying.
He Ting's face was even more gloomy, as if a mountain rain was coming. He waved his hand, and the man ran away as if he were running away.
After the people left, Gu Wan laughed unkindly, "Hahaha......"
He Ting was full of helplessness, "Guanguan, you laugh at me." ”
Gu Wan smiled so much that tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, "No, I'm laughing at Yuan Ziqing, she is really interesting." ”
After Gu Wan had laughed enough, she persuaded He Ting, who was still full of low air pressure, and said, "You just go and comfort people, people still want to leave the first kiss to you, but it turned out to be inexplicably gone, how sad it should be." ”
He Ting was ridiculed by Gu Guan, and he couldn't get angry, so he could only grit his teeth and call her name helplessly, "Guanguan." ”
Gu Wan smiled and said seriously, "I'm serious, if you don't come forward to appease me, according to Yuan Ziqing's character, maybe something will happen, don't let others see our company's jokes." ”
He Ting sighed softly, grabbing Gu Wan's hand and refusing to let go. Gu Wan stretched out his arm, patted his head, and gently coaxed him, "Go quickly." ”
He Ting reluctantly let go of her and left step by step.
Gu Wan looked at his back and sighed, "Hey, like a child." ”
After Gu Wan returned to the room, he fell asleep first. When she woke up, it was already late at night, and everyone had just finished the party and went back to their rooms to rest.
Gu Wan stretched, got up and changed into a swimsuit, and took advantage of the dead of night when there was no one around, and secretly ran to the hot spring alone. Although she said that she didn't like hot springs, she actually liked it, but she just didn't like to be with others.
At this kind of time, it is really empty all around, and it is really refreshing to enjoy the whole hot spring alone. Gu Wan was in a good mood and first stretched out his hand to test the temperature in the pool, then looked around, and made sure that there was no one, so he took off his coat and quickly entered the hot spring, hiding his whole body in the water. The warm breath enveloped her body, and she sighed comfortably.
Gu Wan was drowsy from the warm water vapor, and suddenly felt a hand touch her waist. She opened her eyes violently and swung out with a punch, with a chilling murderous aura.
The man didn't hit it, and the fist was still grasped by a wide hand. Gu Wan was full of anger, and when she looked at it, it was He Ting who appeared in front of her. He was looking at Gu Wan's hand with a smile on the corner of his mouth, her fist was so small, and the whole thing was wrapped in his palm.
Gu Wan glared at He Ting, who sneaked up on her, and it was really not enough to soothe his frightened heart without beating him, so he stretched out his leg and kicked him. However, there was a lot of resistance in the water, and her foot was light and soft without any strength, but was pinched by He Ting's ankle and wrapped directly around her waist.
Gu Wan was so angry that he was about to use what he had learned all his life to beat He Ting. He Ting's eyes were dark, and his voice was serious, "What's going on?" ”
Gu Wan lowered his head and looked at the deep and shallow scars on his thighs, which He Ting's hand was caressing on it, but he didn't dare to exert himself, trembling.
Gu Guan's body was not very flexible, his legs were raised, and his whole body floated up. He Ting quickly let go of his hand and held her waist to prevent her from slipping.
Gu Wan pushed He Ting away, walked ashore, put on his coat, and replied perfunctorily, "It's nothing." ”
He Ting's face changed suddenly, he grabbed Gu Guan's shoulders, turned her to himself, and his voice was much harsher, "Guanguan." ”
He looked stubborn and swore not to give up if he didn't hear the correct answer, which made Gu Wan sigh helplessly, and had to recruit from the truth, "I was sick before, and I got it myself." ”
Post-traumatic stress disorder, complicated by bipolar disorder, Gu Wan committed suicide several times, and self-harm is countless. It was dark and difficult during that time, but fortunately, Si Lang was with her. He is a professional psychiatrist, and he is willing to devote his heart and soul to her, treat her, and take care of her. Let her body, her heart, slowly heal.
Only then did He Ting truly understand why Gu Wan relied on Si Lang so much and regarded him as an indispensable person in his life. The time that Si Lang spent with her was irreplaceable.
Regret, guilt, and distress poured into his heart together, like a flash flood, drowning his entire heart.
If he hadn't left Gu Wan alone, or taken her abroad, or even if he just answered the distress call, her situation would have been better. At least she wouldn't have suffered a lot of terrible things, and he wouldn't let others bully her like that.
He Ting didn't speak, just looked at Gu Wan, his eyes were red, and the sadness overflowing in his eyes was about to drown her.
Gu Wan couldn't bear it, and quietly shifted the direction under his feet, intending to run away quickly, "I'm going back, can you go?" ”
He Ting didn't answer, so she didn't care about him anymore and prepared to leave. As soon as she turned around, before she could take a step, she was hugged by He Ting from behind.
His voice was a little hoarse, and he said in a low voice, "Guanguan, I'm sorry." ”
Gu Wan was a little uncomfortable, "Don't be like this, it's not a big deal, don't make it look like I'm pitiful, isn't it good for me." ”
He Ting couldn't hear what she was saying, only repeated over and over again, "Guanguan, I'm sorry." ”
The broken thoughts made Gu Guan's head big, and she wanted to fall directly over her shoulder. But suddenly a tear fell on her shoulder, and her whole body froze.
Shouldn't tears be hot? But why are He Ting's tears so cold, as if they were salvaged from a thick layer of ice, seeping into the blood through the skin and flowing through every part of the body. Her cold whole body shivered, her teeth chattered, and her hair stood on end.
He Ting hugged her gently, but he didn't dare to use force, as if he was afraid of crushing her. He leaned into her ear and said silently, "Guanguan, I'm sorry." ”
One after another, such affectionate sadness made Gu Wan want to cry.
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