Chapter Forty-Six: Her Struggle
Lian Haifeng was stabbed by Gu Guan, although the knife was not deep, but due to excessive blood loss, he lay in the hospital for many days before he came to his senses, and Lian Jia naturally would not let Gu Guan go easily. They bit back and prosecuted Gu Guan for intentional injury.
Due to the attempted sexual assault, there was insufficient evidence to prove that Lian Haifeng constituted a crime, and Gu Guan's overreaction caused Lian Haifeng to be slightly injured, so Lian Jia's family framed Gu Guan's legitimate defense as intentional wounding.
After that, Lian Jia used his social connections to buy off witnesses to commit perjury, and finally Gu Guan was sentenced to three years in prison.
Dissatisfied with the first-instance verdict, Gu Wan entrusted the lawyer assigned to her by the legal aid agency to file an appeal. Although she had no money or power, fortunately, the lawyer who helped her fight the lawsuit was a good person, and he was very sympathetic to Gu Guan's plight, so he tried his best to help her and prepare materials for the second trial.
Before the end of the second-instance verdict, Gu Wan was imprisoned in the women's prison, where she met Tang Jingyan.
Gu Wan and Tang Jingyan lived in the same room, and there were a total of eight people in Gu Guan's room.
Before he was officially admitted to prison, Gu Wan ate and lived with other new recruits and learned some rules and regulations in prison.
Among them, there is a girl who is already a "Sanjin Palace", and she is very close to her because she is the same age as Gu Wan. She was still inquiring, and it didn't take long for her to inquire about the situation of the other inmates who lived in the same room with Gu Wan.
On the first day Gu Wan entered the dormitory, he was given a dismount by the legendary cell boss. She had already been mentally prepared for this, because the little girl had already given her a vaccination. It is said that this is to set rules for newcomers.
The head of the cell was a woman in her thirties, who was a fraudster and was sentenced to sixteen years. Naturally, she wouldn't do it herself, she was followed by two flattering followers, and as soon as Gu Wan came in, they said arrogantly, "New here, you will clean the toilet in the future." ”
The others are all indifferent and indifferent, and when they see this kind of thing too much, they are numb, and they don't dare to care, for fear of getting into trouble.
Gu Wan naturally disagreed, "Why?" ”
She was originally a bad girl, and she was extremely angry. Sweeping the cold eyes again, the cold air is pressing, and it is already a little scary.
The three of them were stunned for a moment, and before they could speak, Tang Jingyan happened to walk in with a few sun-dried clothes.
One of them pointed to Tang Jingyan and said to Gu Wan proudly, "Do you understand the rules?" See her? You two are the youngest in this room, and you're new, so of course you'll have to do the work. ”
As she spoke, she scolded Tang Jingyan to wash her socks. Tang Jingyan was expressionless from beginning to end, numb and mechanical, as if she had no sense of the outside world.
Gu Wan replied coldly, "Should you be bullied at a young age?" Since this room is shared by everyone, of course the sanitation should be cleaned in turns. I can clean the toilet today, but I won't be cleaning it again for the next week. ”
After she finished speaking, she ignored the men, put the futon she had just received in her hand on the bed, and began to make the bed.
The man was embarrassed by Gu Wan in public, and he was not angry, so he turned around and took a basin of water, and poured it all on Gu Guan's bed. The futon was dripping with water, and it was obvious that I couldn't sleep at night.
Gu Wan immediately became angry, and directly grabbed the man's arm and pressed her against the wall.
The others wanted to come forward to help, but Gu Wan shouted coldly, "What, do you want to deduct points with us?" ”
At the mention of deducting points, everyone's movements paused.
The cell boss admired Gu Wan's temper, she didn't make a move, but threatened her slowly and logically, "I remember that you filed an appeal, if you cause trouble now, I'm afraid it will be unfavorable to the trial, right?" ”
Gu Wan sneered, it turned out that they were sure that she would not dare to cause trouble for the sake of the retrial, so they bullied her so fearlessly.
Gu Wan said nonchalantly, "If you go to sue, we will both be punished at that time anyway." I don't have anything to fear, even if the retrial fails and the original verdict is upheld, it will only be three years. But how many of you have been sentenced to less than 10 years? As soon as the fight and brawl came out, it was impossible to have you on this year's commutation list. ”
When everyone heard this, they all fell silent. In fact, no one wants to cause trouble, because in prison, whether or not you behave well is directly linked to whether you can reduce your sentence. Especially those who are sentenced to the elderly, they are even more concerned about this.
They just rely on their seniority, and seeing that Gu Wan is young, they think she is easy to handle, so they want to scare and scare her, let her do more work, and they can be easier.
But she resisted strongly, and they knew that she was a hard stubble to mess with, so no one dared to bully her anymore, just don't bother each other.
Gu Wan didn't want to make a big deal out of it, she just wanted to take a stand and tell others that she couldn't be bullied, so she stopped there.
Later, she went to report to the discipline and said that she had accidentally spilled water on the bedding. The discipline naturally wouldn't give her another set of bedding, but allowed her to take the bedding out to dry. It's just that the sun is about to set at this time, and she finally sleeps on the damp bedding.
After that, the cell boss admired Gu Wan very much and wanted to pull her into the gang, but unfortunately Gu Guan disdained to be with her. She just wants to be quiet, with a faint hope, waiting for the fair verdict of the retrial.
It's just that although Gu Wan protected himself, it made Tang Jingyan's life even more difficult. Because those people didn't dare to bully her, they intensified their bullying of Tang Jingyan.
Because of the same age, Gu Wan still pays more attention to Tang Jingyan. But when this kind of thing happens, she just looks on coldly.
The road of life is taken by herself, even if she rashly helps, if Tang Jingyan is always so cowardly, she will only be bullied more fiercely in the future. She didn't dare to resist herself, how else could she help?
But unexpectedly, not long after, Tang Jingyan committed suicide.
Taking advantage of the unpreparedness, she sharpened the handle of the plastic toothbrush and cut her wrist. Fortunately, someone found it in time and saved a life.
On the night she returned from the hospital, Tang Jingyan was punched and kicked in the toilet by several people led by the cell boss.
Because the prison is extremely strict in the management of suicide and self-harm of inmates, Tang Jingyan's suicide alone may affect all the staff and inmates in the entire prison area.
It's okay to be rescued now, but if you can't get it back, this year's commutation index will definitely be much less, so many people's hard work this year will be in vain. They were naturally angry in their hearts, so they wanted to beat Tang Jingyan to vent their anger.
Gu Wan listened to the sound of hitting and snorting from inside, and couldn't fall asleep on the bed over and over, she finally couldn't help but get up and kick open the door of the toilet.
She saw Tang Jingyan curled up on the ground, and in order to prevent her from screaming to attract the discipline on duty, they gagged her mouth with socks. Her eyes were blank, and the corners of her mouth were spilling blood, but she didn't shed a single tear.
Gu Wan cursed coldly, "Still won't let people sleep?" ”
It's the middle of the night, everyone is tired, and they have to get up early tomorrow to work, so they all go back to sleep with their voices scolding.
Gu Wan helped Tang Jingyan up, took a handful of cold water to help her wipe her face, and whispered to her, "Go back to sleep." ”
Tang Jingyan grabbed Gu Wan and hugged her and cried silently. Probably suppressed for too long, Tang Jingyan's psychological defense line collapsed the moment Gu Wan pushed the door open. Gu Wan didn't say anything, just patted her head lightly and let her vent in his arms.
After Tang Jingyan committed suicide once, the whole person became even more gloomy. She didn't like to talk before, and many people thought she was mute. Now her eyes are even more stunned when she looks at people, which makes people panic. Everyone had to hide when they saw her, for fear of getting bad luck.
The cell boss and others still pushed her to do all the work of re-education through labor as always, and they were lazy when they did a few things.
Again, in order to rush to work, Tang Jingyan's fingers were grinding blood.
Gu Wan couldn't stand it anymore, threw the unfinished handiwork in front of those people, and said expressionlessly, "Do you know why Tang Jingyan committed suicide?" It's because you have been bullying her that her psychological tolerance is too poor to bear it before she commits suicide. If you continue like this, there's no guarantee that she won't kill herself a second time. It doesn't matter if she's dead, isn't it too unworthy for us to be implicated? ”
What Gu Wan said made sense, they couldn't supervise Tang Jingyan from time to time, in case she did it again, it would be bad if everyone was affected. They could have gone to other people who dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak out to help them with their work, so why bother with this one.
In fact, Gu Guan's words make sense on the one hand, and on the other hand, they are a little afraid of Gu Guan.
As the saying goes, those who are fierce are afraid of evil, and those who are evil are afraid of dying, Gu Wan belongs to the category of oil and salt that does not enter, so people have no choice but to take her. Anyone who still wants to save his life and go out to enjoy his freedom is not willing to deal with someone like Gu Wan.
The reason why Gu Wan would help Tang Jingyan was because after a period of observation, she found that Tang Jingyan was not cowardly and did not dare to resist, but that she was treating herself in a masochistic way. It was a gesture of sadness to despair, and Gu Wan felt the same way.
Later, Gu Wan learned that Tang Jingyan was an orphan, and she and her boyfriend grew up dependent on each other in the orphanage. Later, her boyfriend had a car accident and killed someone, moving her from a coma in the passenger seat to the main driver, and putting all the blame on her.
Her boyfriend later came to see her and explained to her that she was still half a year away from turning 18 and that her sentence could be reduced.
Tang Jingyan committed suicide, not because she was bullied, but because she felt hopeless about life, she just didn't want to live.
Gu Wan scolded her, hoping that she would be sober, "Why should you punish yourself for other people's mistakes?" Damn it's him, not you! ”
After she finished yelling, she hugged Tang Jingyan again, and said to her seriously and calmly, "Tang Tang, you have to remember that you must live well, and when you see that person again in the future, you will have the opportunity to return the pain that he inflicted on you." All things, revenge, eyebrows, freedom, the world of color, even if you die, you have to live to see it, do it, you know?
Also, if I am not by your side in the future, you must firmly remember that if someone bullies you, you will bully back. If you resist something like this once, no one will dare to bully you again, you must protect yourself. ”
Tang Jingyan didn't nod, but silently said in her heart, I will protect myself, and then, waiting for the day when we meet again.
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