Hearing Li Qingshan's words, Feng Zhenguo frowned, and by looking at his expression, he knew that this old man was ready to scold.

But before he could speak, I asked Li Qingshan first.

"What did your parents do to make you hate them so much?"

Regarding what Li Qingshan committed, to be honest, I have a little clue what Li Qingshan said and his mental state, which is obviously different from ordinary people!

This animal is not pretending to be mentally ill, he is mentally ill at all, but he himself does not think so.

"I was born like this, and in the eyes of outsiders, I am no different from a monster, right?" Li Qingshan asked me with a smile, raised his hand and scratched his head, it seemed to be a little itchy, the scratching force was a bit strong, and blood could be seen on the gauze.

We didn't squeak, looked at Li Qingshan's appearance, and had the answer in our hearts.

Isn't it?

If ordinary people knew that he still had a face on the back of his head, could they not look at him as a monster?

"Actually, I think they are not wrong, I am indeed not a layman, but I am not a monster either" Li Qingshan smiled: "People I know, as long as they know what I look like, they will treat me as a monster, and the only person who is good to me is my parents." ”

"And you're still killing them?" Feng Zhenguo couldn't help but ask, glaring at Li Qingshan viciously, his teeth were about to crush: "Are you still fucking human?!" ”

Li Qingshan sighed, but he didn't refute Feng Zhenguo's words, looking at his expression, he seemed to regret a little.

"I don't want to, but"

Li Qingshan said, the expression on his face gradually became fierce.

It was a kind of viciousness that bordered on madness, and it was completely impossible for ordinary people to show.

"Why don't they follow me?" Li Qingshan said, as if he was asking himself, and as if he was asking us.

"What do you mean?" Feng Zhenguo was stunned: "Why didn't you follow you?" ”

In the process of talking to Li Qingshan in the future, I wanted to ask him something several times, but I was afraid of revealing that I didn't know anything, so I could only hold back and wait for Feng Zhenguo to ask him.

Since Li Qingshan heard that his brother had recruited everything, he would definitely take it for granted that I would know some more important inside stories.

As for the others, like what happened, I don't know and it doesn't matter, after all, his brother's memory may not be so good

"I'm like this in my life, isn't it because of my parents?" Li Qingshan sneered: "If they hadn't given birth to me, I would have been reincarnated in another family, do you think I would become such a monster?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know what to say, looking at Li Qingshan's resentful expression, I didn't want to say anything, I just wanted to give him a big mouth.

Feng Zhenguo was also angry, and slapped Li Qingshan on the back of the head.

The strength was so great that it directly slapped Li Qingshan's head on the table, making a pleasant muffled sound.

"Holy shit!! If it weren't for your parents to raise you!! Can you grow this big?!! ”

When he was pressed on the table, Li Qingshan didn't seem to feel pain, his face was squeezed and deformed, and he was still laughing.

"So it's clear, they raised me, even if it was to offset my monster appearance, if it weren't for them, I wouldn't have been born like this" Li Qingshan smiled, and when he said these words, he didn't mean to be empty at all, and his tone was calmer than anyone else: "But what about the others?" What else do they have to make up for me besides raising me? ”

"What makes up for it?" Feng Zhenguo was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't understand what Li Qingshan meant: "What do you want your parents to make up for you?" Isn't nurturing grace enough? ”

"Not enough." Li Qingshan grinned: "It was enough, but they oppressed me, I have become like this, and they don't let me live comfortably, isn't this looking for trouble?" ”

Originally, I was a little skeptical about his mental illness, but now I am sure that he is really not a normal person

"Uncle Feng, you let go of him first and give him a chance to communicate with us normally." I persuaded, "There's no rush to beat him up, right?" ”

Feng Zhenguo gritted his teeth, didn't say anything, and let go of his hand.

Li Qingshan slowed down for a while, slowly got up, and thanked me.

"Uncle Feng, can't you tap it?" Li Qingshan stretched out his hand, gently broke it in his mouth, and then took a mouthful of bloody saliva, and spit out the fallen front teeth directly to the ground.

Looking at the front teeth on the ground, Li Qingshan was stunned for a while, and gave Feng Zhenguo a thumbs up with admiration.

"It's amazing, I can knock my teeth off with a single tap, and my hand is strong enough!"

Like this kind of hob meat that can't be cooked and chopped, Feng Zhenguo can't help it, he turned around and sat on the side smoking and stopped talking, his eyes glaring at him viciously.

"I'm a person, I don't like to do anything illegal and undisciplined, I'm a good citizen, if I want to kill someone, I almost did it that time."

"You're a good citizen, too?" Feng Zhenguo sneered: "Bullshit good people! ”

"You have to eat, I have to eat, my spirit needs to eat." Li Qingshan didn't care about Feng Zhenguo's attitude, and chatted with us with a smile: "I don't kill people, but I buy some cats and dogs, buy some fish and insects, and kill them myself, this shouldn't be illegal, right?" ”

"But"

When Li Qingshan said this, his voice suddenly became much lower, and the smile on his face was also put away, half-bowing his head, and looking at his hands coldly.

"They always scolded me."

When he said this, I don't know if he was talking to himself or what, his voice was so low that it was inaudible, and Feng Zhenguo and I sat next to him, and we could only barely hear it.

"Scolding you?" I asked, "Why did you scold you?" ”

Li Qingshan raised his head without warning, stared at me, and suddenly raised his hand and smashed his fist directly on the table.

The metal table made him smash it with a loud bang in an instant.

"Bang !!"

Before I could react, Feng Zhenguo had already stood up, staring at Li Qingshan cautiously, blocking me behind.

"What are you going to do?" Feng Zhenguo asked.

"Their deaths have nothing to do with me!! I made it all myself!! Have I pushed them?!! It's all about them pushing me!! ”

Li Qingshan yelled, as if he had been stimulated by something, his eyes turned red: "I'm going to kill a kitten and a puppy!" They were right next to me scolding me! It's not a person to say that I'm ruthless!! Is this still my mom and dad?! ”

"Calm down."

I reassured, shrunk back, and quietly pulled the distance away.

"You can eat and drink!! What about me?! I'm hungry!! Li Qingshan roared angrily, that kind of demeanor, like a beast in the mountains: "You don't talk about mercy when you eat meat!" Lao Tzu kills an animal, you are still crooked!! You're doing a great job, aren't you?? ”

"Just because of this, you killed your parents?" Feng Zhenguo was a little incredulous and asked him.

Li Qingshan paused, looked back at Feng Zhenguo, looked at me again, and said, Yes, just because of this.

"Babbling is always chattering"

Li Qingshan muttered, leaned back, and looked up at the ceiling, that expression could not be described in words.

It seems to be relieved, and it seems to regret not being at the beginning.

All in all, I don't think he's unhappy, he's not happy, he doesn't seem to be taking it to heart at all, and he thinks everything doesn't matter.

Even if you regret it, it's from the perspective of others, and you don't think you should do it, that's all.

I really don't see the kind of relationship between parents and children.

"When you killed your parents, did they fight back?" I asked quietly.

Li Qingshan was stunned for a moment and didn't answer.

"Did you fight back?" I asked again.

"I don't think so." Li Qingshan frowned, as if he was recalling very seriously: "When they died, they didn't fight back, as if they didn't believe that I would kill them." ”

Getting the answer, I was silent for a while and asked him.

"Do you think your parents love you?"

Li Qingshan didn't say anything more, lowered his head, and his eyes were a little confused.

"If your parents didn't fight back, that's enough to show that they didn't believe that you would kill them, so why didn't they believe it? Have you thought about it? I sighed: "You"

"Hey, hey."

Suddenly, Li Qingshan buried his head, and his shoulders kept shaking, as if he was laughing.

"Don't say it, killing people alive, it really doesn't feel the same as killing animals."

Li Qingshan slowly raised his head as he spoke.

Seeing the look in his eyes, I completely believed what he had said earlier.

Satisfy.

There is only that kind of happiness in his eyes, the happiness that only a living person can have after he has eaten and drunk, very satisfied, very happy.

"Brother Shen, I'm a little hungry."

Li Qingshan smiled and asked us.

"Can you give me something to eat?"