Chapter 276: The Cursed Boy
The Stygian suddenly became blind, and with his messy hair, he looked very depressed. ,。
It's hard to imagine that this is the same person who pierced the bald head and shoulder with a nail just now.
When I first met Plutosaurus before, I could really feel a deep, deep anger from him.
The smell of blood, the feeling that getting a little closer to him can make people feel oppressive, made me unconsciously want to stay away from him.
But now it's different, I'm sitting next to him, and I don't feel that way at all. I don't know if it's because I now know his past and feel sympathy for him, or because his current situation is like a pair of brothers and sisters with me?
"What do you know?" His voice was a little hoarse.
I hesitated and said, "All of it." Include...... The death of your parents ......"
The wrath was silent, the dim light, and the bones of the emaciated face were clearly protruding, as if they had suddenly aged ten years.
"Yaoyue told you." Pluto said, "That girl seems to care about you. ”
“…… Well, yes. ”
"Now that you know, why do you dare to come near me?"
"Huh?"
"You should know that I am a murderer who can kill even my own biological father and mother." He looked up: "Aren't you afraid?" ”
I smiled and shrugged, "Why should I be afraid?" ”
"I know that as an older brother, everything you do is for Lan Ling, you just want to protect your sister. I don't think you're as violent as the outside world says. ”
"Yes." The stygian dragon spread his palms at me: "Then do you know how many people's blood I have stained with these hands?" ”
On that hand, there are still traces of blood on the bald man's shoulder, which is sticking to the lines of the palm and gradually drying up.
I said, "I believe that you must have your own principles, and you do it for a reason." ”
He said: "I can even kill my own biological parents, you say, what other principles do I have? ”
Me: "......"
The dragon lowered his head and fell silent, his eyes blocked from his eyes in the unkempt 'chaotic' sea
I didn't know what to say either, scratching marks on the wall with my fingernails.
The prisoners in the cage were far away from us, and they couldn't sleep, but they nested there and pretended to be asleep, for fear that we would target them and find them trouble.
It made me feel like I was back in a 'private' school.
After a long time, the Stygian suddenly said, "In their eyes, I am a demon. ”
I was stunned for a moment.
When he said them, he should be referring to Yao Yue and Lan Ling, right?
"They avoided me like they were fleeing from the plague god, and the fear in their eyes when they saw me was something I had never seen before. Over time, I myself thought of myself as a demon, a plague god. He looked at his palms, a little distracted.
"No, it's not." I said, "I didn't know before, at least now, they definitely don't see you as a demon." ”
In the past, Lan Ling was too young at that time to experience those things. At that time, in her eyes, Pluto was a mad murderer, much more terrifying than her father. But I couldn't understand that Pluto was doing this for her.
And now because of the gradual growth of age, I believe that they have already understood, but the seeds of fear have long been planted in their hearts, and they cannot be pulled out so easily.
As Lan Ling herself said, the fear of Pluto is not psychological, but physical.
The wrath smiled slightly, but shook his head and closed his eyes.
I didn't understand what he meant, so I frowned and asked, "What, you don't believe it?" ”
He didn't answer my question, looked up at the sky 'flower' board, and said lightly: "When you go out, take good care of the two of them." ”
As soon as I said this, I was a little depressed: "Forget it, we are estimated to be companions here, and maybe we will be sentenced to a few years." ”
Pluto said: "Your little crime can't be sentenced for a few years, and I'm different." ”
I paused and looked at him, "So you know. ”
"What?"
"O your sin." I said, "Life indefinite, even death penalty." ”
Pluto nodded, "Oh, I know. ”
I glanced at him helplessly: "What do you look like, you don't care?" You're not nervous at all, are you? ”
Pluto said lightly: "I am a sinner myself, and I should have been punished. I had long expected such a day, and I didn't even expect it to come so late. ”
"There are still people who think they are late." I smiled bitterly and said with some emotion: "There are many people in this world who have sinned much more than you, and they may not be punished, it's really unfair......
Pluto continued to look at his hands, as if there was something special on them.
"Do you believe in fate?"
"Huh?" I was a little confused by his sudden question.
"I asked, do you believe in fate?" He repeated it again.
"Uh, what's this......" I was a little puzzled, but still 'touched' my head and said, "Half and half." ”
Pluto squinted his eyes and said, "Before, I believed in fate very much, I felt that human power was small, how could it be possible to fight against fate. ”
"Later, I stopped believing it. I no longer believe in fate, I no longer believe in the gods, I only believe in myself, I only believe in man's victory. ”
I opened my mouth slightly and muttered his words: "Man will conquer the heavens......"
"When I was a child, I used to burn incense and pray for blessings, but tragedy still happened. It seems that no god is willing to take care of me, Lan Ling, and our home. We are like two children that no one wants, left to fend for themselves. ”
The stygian dragon gradually clenched his hands into fists, and his voice gradually became 'yin' and cold: "I understand that I am a cursed boy, and no god will bless such a boy, so I have to rely on myself, and I can only rely on myself." ”
I looked at him quietly, and from his eyes, I saw a strange light and unwillingness.
I understand. That's why the Wurm disguised itself as a cold-blooded and ruthless appearance, and pulled a group of bad students who were almost called "trash" to fight against this unfair world. After a long time, even he himself has forgotten what he was at the beginning and is used to what he is now.
Maybe it's just that in order to survive, a little bit of forgetting the original intention?