Chapter 69: Head
"Zhan Ye! What are you doing? Taxis are coming! Can't you get on? If I don't get up, I'll go first! ”
Gao Hui was calling me, I was holding my phone and wanted to call Deng Deng, and now, Deng Deng's number had appeared on my phone screen.
"That's it! I'll come over now! ”
In the end, I didn't press the green dial either, not because I forgot, but because my hand suddenly hurt? Or does your head hurt suddenly? I can't remember the specific reason, and I can't say it clearly, but I know that I didn't call Deng Deng.
"Zhan Ye! Let's go to the nearest epidemic prevention station! It's cheaper to take a taxi this way! ”
"Why are you so stingy, I'm your good friend, and besides, you're a model now, and you feel very proud! I shouldn't have to pay for such a small fare! ”
Gao Hui and I sat in the back seat of the taxi and kept arguing about who would pay for the taxi.
Now, the driver, is starting to stare at the two of us, probably because he thinks that the two of us are the kind of people who can eat overlord meals.
"Meng Hui just now is really right, even if you don't give the money for vaccination, you have to give the money for the taxi fare, right?" I began to speak ill of Meng Hui to Gao Hui, although I have always claimed to the outside world that I will not pay attention to others behind my back.
"That's it! I can't stand such a man the most! No matter how good-looking you look, I don't want it either! ”
Gao Hui agreed with me.
The two of us reached a consensus on this matter, just like the two of us in high school, as long as we mentioned money, we both turned our faces, but when we mentioned that others were stingy, the two of us were together, which should be that like-minded people can play together!
"Gao Hui, you know what? Just now he actually told me that helping doesn't necessarily have to be money! ”
"He's insane! If you don't need money to help, what do you need to use? With your mouth? Is he a dog? Will it help you lick your wounds? ”
"Yes! Gao Hui, you said, when we were in high school, we read a book called 99.5%, do you remember? ”
"Remember! At that time, the two of us applauded that article! In today's parlance, it's a thumbs up! ”
"Do you remember the most classic sentence in it?"
"Every sentence in it is very classic! You make me think about it! Zhan Ye! ”
"Don't think of that yet?"
"Please! I just thought, okay? ”
"What it says in it, 99.5% of the world's good is reflected in money, otherwise, how to reflect, in this current society, who will die for whom?"
"Zhan Ye! Didn't you say okay, did you make me think? I was just about to say this, why did you take the lead? I'm angry like this again! ”
"If you're not angry, what else can you do? You're going to hit me? Gao Hui! ”
The two of us, in this taxi on the way to the needle, are like the carefree children of the past, this road is the time tunnel, and this taxi is the spaceship in Tinker Bell's pocket.
I can now understand why so many people, including myself, like to watch time-travel dramas.
Because it can make people recall the best years, as well as the best self.
What is youth? A thousand people have a thousand answers.
But without exception, they all point to age, youth refers to the stage from 15 to 20 years old, and the bright flowers of youth. And Gao Hui and I are just 20 years old now, and we are the little tails of youth. may seem to outsiders that at a young age, everything you do is worthy of forgiveness, and everything you do is right!
In spring and summer, the plants and trees grow vigorously and are green and green, which is the flourishing period, so it is called youth.
How I wish time could stand still in this moment.
Because I am 20 years old, I still want to do a lot of things, I want to go to Zhu Ze's concert, I want to accompany my grandmother, listen to the lullaby that my grandmother sings to me, and gradually fall asleep.
I want to play a game of pebble kicking with my good friends outside, I want to be the first in the exam without studying, I want to sit with my table mate again, draw a three-eight line for him, when I want to eat, I don't look at the price, when I want to sleep, I can sleep soundly, and all I do are beautiful dreams, when I want to wear clothes, I am the most beautiful, I also want to be a bystander, to see what I did right, what I did wrong, what did I do right, what did I do right, I did right, I thought I didn't see it, I did the wrong thing, I want to apologize.
I still want a lot, but the pressure of life has to beat people back to reality and beat them to the original form.
I am a person who lives like a little ant, even if I get the first place in the school, even if I become the school flower of Lunhong University, so what can I do? Can anyone outside of this school know me? Did you know that there was once a self on Earth?
There is a philosopher named Berkeley in the West who once said, "To be is to be perceived." In other words, when we send a signal to the outside world, we can receive a response from others, and we prove that we have a presence.
The sense of existence is the pride of being alive in the world, and the happiness of being needed.
Presence is a force that is more powerful, more enemanent, and happier than beauty and wealth.
In the vast sea of people, maybe you can notice someone at a glance, it must be that there is something different about this person, and this special thing is the sense of existence.
It's easy to be ignored and has no sense of existence, which is a terrible thing in today's fast-paced society.
We live and are ignored. We love dearly, but are despised. We are involved, but we are ignored.
We try our best to connect with the world, but we feel more and more like a silent shadow.
That's why some people love to brush the circle of friends, not because of showmanship, but because of loneliness.
"You always say that my heart is like a glass, pure and transparent like water, even if it is full of heartbreak......"
My mobile phone is ringing, my mobile phone seems to be a hot line for emotional hosts, and it is going to explode today, it seems that my sense of presence is still very strong, so strong that I should find an assistant or agent.
"Hey! Zhan Ye! The Lodge Keeper ......"
"Hey! Ding Xiaojiao? You tell Aunt Wang, the dormitory manager, that one is not for her! Let her not worry! ”
Why is it because of a broken thing, I have to go back and explain, what is there to explain?
It seems that the presence is not sharp.
"Gao Hui! You said that our dormitory teacher is not angry, it is not my thing, you have to let me explain, why do I say, this is not difficult for strong people! Good thing my phone is dead! Auto power off! ”
"Gao Hui! What happened to you? Why do you always stare at other people's drivers? There is nothing on people's faces! ”
The key is that I don't look good-looking, but I didn't say this sentence, what should be said and what should not be said, I still have a spectrum in my heart, I am different from Gao Hui.
At this time, Gao Hui was observing the driver master from top to bottom, and then glanced at me, wanting to tell me that there was a feeling of wanting to speak and stopping, so I might want to say that people are ugly, but don't say it! I still want to go to the epidemic prevention station to get vaccinated, she wants to die and don't pull me on this back.
Great, she didn't say it, but was stunned for a moment, a little afraid of the driver's feeling.
Although the driver is not handsome, he is definitely not a feeling, and he will be frightened and surprised when he looks at him.
"Gao Hui!" I called her several times, but she didn't answer.
It's like, when we were in high school, the teacher asked her to answer the question, but she didn't answer and cried.
In the end, the teacher has to coax her after class, this trick is amazing!
Now that I look at Gao Hui's eyes, they are indeed a little red, she won't cry again, right?
People are reminiscing about the good times in the past, so she shouldn't remember the sad things that used to be urging, then she has too much, she doesn't eat or drink, she starts crying from now on, enough for her to cry for a whole year without any problems.
"Zhan Ye! Do you know what he just said about you? ”
Gao Hui finally relieved, I really don't know what happened to her just now, anyway, now I am also learning from her, "Who?" ”
It's just that when I talk to her, it feels like I'm half asleep.
"Meng Hui! You're stupid! Did you just fall asleep? I'm really convinced! Can you sleep at this level of driver driving? ”
The driver's master glared at the two of us in the car mirror, he probably felt that he took us to the epidemic prevention station at the risk that the two of us could not afford to pay the money, and as a result, he was the one we didn't look down on.
Actually, no, there are many people that the two of us don't look down on, such as Meng Hui.
I reacted, "He still dares to speak ill of me?" ”
"It's not a bad thing, it's a little advice, or a little opinion, he said that you were bitten by a rabies dog? It's not just that you have to get an injection as soon as you are bitten, and a healthy dog doesn't matter at all! ”
"Is he a doctor? Can he tell if I'm having a rabies attack now? He mean, he doesn't want to pay? I know that! You said he wasn't funny, and he said that he was best friends with my sister-in-law, did you hear that? Deng Deng is the same, do they have to be so stingy or feminine in order to have a certain distance from men and be girls' male girlfriends? ”
"You just said that he is your sister-in-law's best friend? What girlfriends? 10,000 years? Let me tell you, a lot of old cows eat tender grass now, what zodiac sign is your sister-in-law? I'll help her do the math, has she had a peach blossom robbery recently? ”
"Aren't you psychic? How did it become a research constellation again? ”
The driver glanced at the two of us again, this time with a sigh.
"I'm very psychic and horoscope!"
Gao Hui is now more and more energetic.
"Zhan Ye! Look at this driver master now! On the surface, he doesn't seem to be anything, and he looks very healthy! Actually......"
I put my ear next to Gao Hui's mouth, curious to see what she was talking about.
The driver should have heard it, he deliberately turned down the sound of the car radio, it was a very small kind, basically no sound could be heard, it may be that the driver himself also wanted to know how these two little girls were psychic.
It seems that people's exploration of the unknown world is always so novel and magical.
I looked at Gao Huishen's chattering expression and wanted her to stop talking, because I felt that she might not be able to say anything good.
Sure enough, she did.
"This driver's master, in fact, has no head."