I wanted to find the end of a chapter.,Say everything you want to say.,But considering that there's a lot of things I want to say.,There's a suspicion of making up the number of words in the text.,So open a single chapter for free.,Let's have a good chat.。

First of all, I would like to thank all the book friends who still give strong support during this period of unstable updates, every tip, every monthly pass, every recommendation ticket, as well as your messages and comments. No matter how much I say, I can't repay it, I can only hope that everyone will not stop and continue to reward and vote to praise me. (Serious joke.) ）

Serious thanks to the 1,000 starting coins of 'Bow Like a Thunderbolt' and 'Convex OOUO Convex', although this money is not much, it can be turned into pancakes, fruits, bread and milk in the hands of old people. Being able to take out real money to support a writer is probably the greatest support for his work. It's a bit vulgar, and it's too materialistic, but the truth is right.

In the same way, book lovers who still maintain full subscriptions and subscriptions to this book, you are also the people who need to be thanked, and you are the loveliest people. The subscription income is not a lot of money, but this is the greatest affirmation of the old difficulties and this book, and I hope you can continue to support it.

I would like to thank the first fan xuefan and the ticket king last night, I hope you will continue to occupy the list, haha.

Finally, when it comes to monthly passes and recommended tickets, in the case of such a capricious update, I also got a lot of monthly passes last month, and I also gained two this month.

'Fat dough' and 'gelding dragon' are old friends, and it seems hypocritical to talk too much, so let's take care of the old people if you have a monthly pass. (Shameless smile.) ）

Recommendation votes are also very important for a book, and there are a lot of friends who vote, so I won't list the names of the people to thank you, give you a kiss, what's the matter!! (Don't forget to vote every day.) ）

That's all for the words of thanks, and then it's time for the update.

Why is the word count only 2000 per update? Why are updates so unstable? Why have there been long outages recently?

In fact, it is a cliché to explain again, but let's talk about it: Lao Nan lives in Beijing, which is a city with a lot of pressure and a very fast pace of life. Maybe Lao Nan can be a full-time writer in a small city by relying on monthly remuneration, subscriptions and rewards, and work hard for his dream, but it is a pity that Lao Nan lives in Beijing, and survival is still the first goal.

And the old and difficult age is not a recent graduate, you can squander your youth to chase your dreams, a person who is running away has gradually felt the weight of the burden on his shoulders. I don't want to give up my dream for the sake of reality, wouldn't that be a salted fish? But it is always difficult to think that it may be more practical to free up one shoulder to share with family, life and reality, and to continue to carry dreams on the other shoulder.

Therefore, when family, work and life put pressure on Lao Nan, Lao Nan can only take every problem seriously, and there is no way to treat the other shoulder. Fortunately, such things are not entirely negative, take advantage of this time to experience more things, charge yourself more, and feel different when you hit the keyboard again, and it is a lot more chic and wanton.

The above are the main reasons for the instability of the update and the interruption of the update some time ago, and some other reasons are not worth talking about. (When the pressure is too high, the old man will also drink and play games to release the stress, which of course invisibly affects the update.) ）

Haruki Murakami once said that writing a long story is actually the same as sticking to a long-distance run, and that when you seem to be able to write down, you can stop writing decisively, so that it is easy to get into writing when you start again the next day. Not only is writing a long story like running a marathon, but writing itself is actually an extremely long process, and people who sprint hardest at the beginning often fail to complete the 42.195-kilometer race.

Therefore, you don't have to mind what your grades are at the moment, just silently spend time accumulating distance. Accelerate appropriately when you want to run faster, and slow down appropriately when you want to run slower. Perseverance and not chaotic rhythm is the most important place for long-term operation.

Almost at this point, this is not only what I want to say to everyone, but also my inner monologue.

Please remember to continue to support Lao Nan, it's really, really important to me, thank you.

Thanks again,

Old difficulty.