Chapter 1127: I Can't Trust You
But when Qianlan opened her eyes, she found herself lying on the sofa alone, and Mo Zichen had already returned to her room
Although Qianlan was very disappointed, she was not reluctant, got up and returned to the guest room, and then prepared to rest and return to the army tomorrow.
But what she didn't expect was that after a while, Mo Zichen came over and knocked on the door, and when she opened the door, he said to her, "Come here." β
Qian Lan was stunned for a moment, and then she reacted: "What do you mean...... Let me ...... with you."
"You don't want to?"
Qian Lan immediately shook her head.
Mo Zichen got the answer, turned around and returned to the room, moving half of the position towards the inside of the big bed.
Qianlan stiffened and went to Mo Zichen's side, but the two were back to back, and neither of them spoke, until Qianlan was about to fall asleep, Mo Zichen said in a deep voice: "See you in five years, I don't know, how to face you." β
"However, I don't want to let you go, when I see you, I hate you, but when I can't see you......"
"I miss you again......"
"I don't know what I want, but do you understand? I want to start over, but I can't trust you. β
After saying this, Mo Zichen quieted down, and also said what he had in his heart to Qian Lan clearly.
After Qian Lan listened, behind him, she silently shed tears: "In your heart, I must be a woman who says to leave and come back when she says to come back, right?" β
"Five years ago was what I said about breaking up, but in the past five years, there hasn't been a day I haven't regretted!"
"I know you're going to hate me, you're going to blame me, you're going to blame me, but ...... In the military district, only by thinking of you can I hold on and survive. β
"Zichen, you have to blame me, it's okay, I can wait for you, I'm by your side now, it's okay if you hate me, it's okay to beat and scold me, I will never leave your side again."
After finishing speaking, Qian Lan stretched out her hand and hugged Mo Zichen: "I will always be by your side." β
In the darkness, Mo Zichen blinked slightly, sighed, and then fell into boundless darkness......
The soul that had been floating for a long time seemed to suddenly sink into the soil and take root...... That feeling is down-to-earth.
β¦β¦
The next day, Qian Lan woke up from the bed in the master bedroom, only to find that Mo Zichen had already gotten up, but at this time, it was not yet dawn, and when he touched the position around him, it seemed that it was already cold.
This was the case five years ago, Mo Zichen often went home in the early morning, Qian Lan thought about it, put on a military uniform, and returned to the army on her own.
Although Mo Zichen's words last night made her uncomfortable, she finally said what she said from the bottom of her heart.
She never thought that Mo Zichen would be so desperate for the relationship between the two of them.
Qian Lan returned to the army and wanted to forget what Mo Zichen said for a while, so she was more fierce and hardworking on the training ground.
"Is Instructor Qian entering menopause early? Train us to be human beings at all. "The recruits on the training ground were slightly dissatisfied.
Because they are miserable.
"A woman, fierce like this, who wants her."
"I heard it's almost twenty-seven, and I haven't had a partner yet."
"With her murderous appearance, who would dare to ask for it?"
"What are you all muttering? So spirited, why don't you do two hundred more pull-ups? "Qianlan is extremely fierce in front of the recruits.
"Instructor Qian, we were wrong!"
"It's not negotiable, let's move." Qianlan directly gave a death order, "Since you are here in the army, don't think about being comfortable, comfort is the patent of the dead!" β
Probably no one would have thought that Qianlan looked thin, but her body contained incomparably powerful power.
As a soldier, it is not only her body that is sharpened, but also her most vulnerable will.
Especially when thinking of Mo Zichen, no matter how difficult things are, Qianlan can get through them!
Goodbye Mo Zichen, it's another week later.
Qianlan dragged her tired body home, but saw Mo Zichen, sitting on the sofa reading a book.
The years are quiet, and that's probably what it's like in front of you, right?
"Coming back?" Mo Zichen said to Qian Lan without raising his head.
"Hmm."
Qianlan's voice was very low and tired.
"Have you eaten? I did a little! Mo Zichen said again.
In fact, Qianlan had already eaten in the military region, but thinking of being able to sit with Mo Zichen, she hurriedly replied: "Not yet." β
"Go change your clothes and come out." Mo Zichen put down the book and finally got up from the sofa.
But Qianlan noticed that Mo Zichen walked a little unnaturally.
"What's wrong with your feet?" Qianlan immediately asked.
"I accidentally bumped into it." Mo Zichen replied lightly.
Qianlan looked carefully at his ankles, and then at the bruises on his thighs, what kind of bump was this? It's clear that it's been beaten.
"Didn't you go out again at night?" Qian Lan asked behind Mo Zichen, "Five years ago, you always came back in the middle of the night, and last week, when you went out in the middle of the night, I knew ......."
Mo Zichen didn't speak.
After speaking, Qian Lan entered the bedroom, found the medicine box for Mo Zichen, and then squatted down in front of him: "I have a good set of this kind of trauma, you sit down." β
Mo Zichen lowered his head and saw Qian Lan's nervous expression.
"Sit down."
Mo Zichen was stunned, took two steps back, and sat down on the sofa behind him.
"You haven't been out in a few days?" Qianlan guessed that because she looked at the garbage at home and didn't throw it away for a few days, "After the injury, you didn't go out?" β
Mo Zichen bowed his head.
"If you want to disguise, why do you want me to find out?" Qianlan lifted his leg up, and then, seeing various scars on his thigh.
Qian Lan didn't say anything, put her face on Mo Zichen's lap, and cried.
"These injuries must have been ten years, right?"
Mo Zichen didn't explain, he just felt something strange in his heart, and he felt very touched.
"Why are there so many injuries? Why? β
In the end, Mo Zichen stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on Qianlan's face: "Aren't you going to treat my injuries?" Why did you cry? β
Qian Lan choked up, and quickly took a deep breath to soothe her emotions: "I don't know, I really don't know, you have so many injuries on your body." β
"I'm used to it." Mo Zichen still kept silent about his identity.
Because he has signed an agreement, no one can say that this includes the closest people.
"Okay, I won't ask anything, but can you tell me all about your injuries in the future?" Qian Lan took out iodine and prepared to disinfect Mo Zichen.
"You're worried?"
"Hmm." Qianlan nodded vigorously, "I'm worried, don't you know?" I'm so distressed! I couldn't breathe when I saw these injuries! I feel like I'm suffocating! β