Chapter Eighty-Nine: Her Decision
On Gu Shang's birthday, He Ting's words always lingered in Gu Guan's ears. He said thank you for giving him a home. But she felt guilty because she didn't give him a real home.
Home......
Gu Wan sat in the office in a daze, drawing circles aimlessly on the paper with the tip of the pen.
Yang Xi knocked on the door and walked in, placing a beautifully packaged box in front of Gu Guan. Gu Wan opened it and saw that it was full of all kinds of candy.
She asked curiously, "What is this?" ”
Yang Xi said with a smile, "This is the candy sent by Sister Jin from the Finance Department, and she will get married next month." ”
Gu Wan picked one out of it, peeled off the package and stuffed it into his mouth, pushed the box back to Yang Xi, and said vaguely, "You can take it and eat it." ”
Yang Xi took the box and said in a pleasant voice, "Xiao Ding of the planning department has just gotten engaged, and there are so many happy events in our company recently." ”
Gu Wan replied casually, "Yes." ”
Yang Xi nodded, and then sighed, "It's so good, I also want to fall in love and get married quickly, so that I can have my own home." ”
Gu Wan was slightly stunned, "Is it considered a family when you are married?" ”
Yang Xi said, "Of course, a family is made up of the marriage of two people." My dad and my mom got married, had a family, and gave birth to me. Later, when I get married, I will have my own home and my own children. When my child grows up, he will also start his family......"
Yang Xi was still looking forward to a beautiful married life, but Gu Wan began to wander.
Tie the knot...... It was a sweet and heavy topic, something she had never considered before.
When she first accepted He Ting, she only had the attitude of trying it out, and she didn't think of such a distant thing as marriage. After all, at that time, she didn't believe in He Ting, and she was even ready to leave him at any time.
But as time passed, she and He Ting got along day and night, not only was her life completely occupied by him, but there was his shadow everywhere. Even her heart was once again occupied by him little by little.
Even she has begun to think seriously about how to give He Ting a real home. But is the answer to the question to be to marry him?
"Sister Guan?" Gu Wan was awakened by Yang Xi's voice and came back to his senses, "Huh? What's up? ”
Yang Xi consulted her and asked, "Sister Guan, will you have dinner with us at noon today?" ”
Because He Ting was on a business trip, there was no one to accompany Gu Wan to dinner at noon, so Yang Xi asked in passing.
Gu Wan thought for a while and shook his head, "Go ahead, I still have something to do at noon." ”
Since He Ting's business trip, Gu Wan suddenly found that she was suddenly a little uncomfortable with eating alone. When the two of them are together, they seem to have a lot of fun eating anything. But when she was alone, she felt so troublesome even eating.
In the end, Gu Wan drove to Tang Jingyan's flower shop.
When Gu Wan came to the flower shop, Tang Jingyan was pruning the flower branches. It looks like she is serious and focused, but the flower in her hand is about to be cut by her, and she is obviously absent-minded.
Gu Wan quietly walked behind Tang Jingyan, and suddenly approached her ear with an "ah", and sure enough, it successfully scared her, and even threw the flowers in her hand far away.
Gu Wan giggled, Tang Jingyan's face was shocked, and she said angrily, "I have flower scissors in my hand, how dangerous it is." ”
Gu Wan recognized his mistake quickly, "Okay, I'm sorry, but what is our Tang Da Beauty thinking, so obsessed?" ”
Tang Jingyan lowered her eyelids slightly, looking preoccupied.
Gu Wan showed a knowing expression and quipped, "Oh, it turns out that I'm not thinking about things, I'm thinking about someone." ”
Tang Jingyan pursed her lips, ignoring Gu Guan's jokes, but seriously talked to her about her thoughts, "Guanguan, although I think Mr. Si is very good, I seem to have lost the ability to love people. I just want to run a good flower shop and make more money now, maybe I will change careers in the future, and maybe I will go out and see the outside world. But I never thought that I would fall in love with someone again and spend my life with him. That kind of thing seems too far away for me. ”
Gu Wan understands her very well, she has suffered the deepest blow and betrayal in love, and her heart is dead. It is difficult to resurrect a dead heart from the ashes.
Because when you fall in love with someone, you have to be prepared to take the risk of being hurt by him, and not everyone is willing to take such a risk.
But Gu Wan felt that if Tang Jingyan liked Si Yu, she should try bravely. If you close your whole life because you are afraid of harm, then you are truly stupid.
So she looked at Tang Jingyan and asked equally seriously, "Then how do you feel about Si Yu?" ”
A trace of confusion flashed in Tang Jingyan's eyes, "I don't know, he is very good to me, very accommodating to me, and takes care of my feelings." I should have a good impression of him, at least I won't reject him, but more of a guilt. And this feeling of guilt becomes even stronger when he treats me better and gets closer to me. I...... I don't know ......."
Tang Jingyan couldn't tell her feelings clearly, she was entangled in her feelings for Si Yu and her choice of future life.
Choosing a partner is indeed crucial to the future direction of life, otherwise how could people call marriage a life event?
Gu Wan comforted Tang Jingyan and said, "You don't have to think so much, and you don't need to feel guilty about anyone." Like you is his freedom and right, and while giving to you, his feelings are also satisfied, so you don't owe anyone anything. I don't think you need to be in a hurry, you don't have to be in a hurry to force yourself to make a choice, and you don't have to feel guilty for not being able to respond to his feelings for the time being. It's good that everything goes naturally, and feelings come naturally. ”
Gu Wan came to Tang Jingyan, in fact, he wanted her to help relieve herself, but she didn't expect that she was a life coach for her.
Sure enough, only you can decide the major events in life.
On the way back to the company, Gu Wan received a call from He Ting. His voice reached his ears through electromagnetic waves, and it was even more deep and magnetic, touching the heartstrings, "Baby, do you want me?" ”
Recently, He Ting's name for her has really become more and more numb day by day, and Gu Wan replied with no emotion, "No." ”
He Ting listened to Gu Wan's cold voice, but he didn't feel annoyed at all, but smiled softly. He was accustomed to Gu Guan's mistaken words and unfazed feelings, and this kind of cold-hearted dialogue became the interest between them.
He Ting's low laughter came into Gu Wan's ears charmingly, like an oak feather, gently scratching her heart, but she couldn't touch or grasp it, uncomfortable and pleasant.
He Ting babbled and asked a few more words, did you eat on time, what did you eat, work should be a combination of work and rest, don't drink too much coffee, and so on, like an old mother in every detail. Gu Wan replied while driving, still thinking about other things in his heart, and his tone was a little perfunctory.
He Ting heard that Gu Guan's mood was not high, and he was driving again, so he planned to hang up the phone and told her to pay attention to safety when driving.
Just as He Ting was about to press the hang up button, he heard Gu Wan call his name, "He Ting." ”
He Ting immediately put the phone to his ear again, and hurriedly responded, "Hmm." ”
Gu Wan paused and said lightly, "Let's get married." ”
The tone is normal, as if to say, let's have dinner later. But He Ting was petrified in an instant, and the whole person seemed to have turned into a sculpture, and even the arm holding the mobile phone was stiff and motionless. Because he was so shocked, he couldn't even make a surprised expression, just blank, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
Gu Wan was still waiting for He Ting's answer, but what responded to her was a long silence on the other side of the phone. Rao is no matter how big her heart is, she can't help but be a little worried, could it be that she miscalculated, He Ting didn't want to marry her?
She was about to say something, but she heard He Ting's trembling voice and ask in disbelief, "What did you say?" ”
He Ting responded, and Gu Guan's heart was put down.
She felt a little embarrassed, so she could only hide this mood in an impatient tone, and said in a rough voice, "I said, let's get married." Why, you don't want to? ”
He Ting responded in a stack, for fear that Gu Wan would regret it, his voice was nervous and happy, "I am willing, I am willing, I am willing, how can I not be willing." But, Guanguan, I should do this kind of thing like a marriage proposal, how can you let a girl say it first? ”
Gu Wan retorted, "Why are you so machismo, the marriage proposal is just to determine whether two people decide to get married, who said that it is not the same." ”
Gu Wan didn't care about these formalistic things, it was cool, but He Ting was a little aggrieved and a little annoyed, because his marriage proposal was preempted by Gu Guan.
In fact, he is already preparing for a marriage proposal. Even if it was a marriage proposal, he wanted to give Gu Wan a grand, unique, and the best marriage proposal ceremony in the world. So he has been preparing for a long time, and the degree of care is comparable to preparing a new company.
It's just that he never thought that Gu Guan, who couldn't even say "I love you", would take the initiative to say something like "we get married" to him. He felt as if his chest was stuffed with something, and the abundance of happiness made him want to explode with joy.
He forced himself to calm down and asked as calmly as possible, "Guanguan, have you really thought about it?" ”
His tone was full of cautious anticipation and uneasy apprehension, which made Gu Wan feel distressed.
She wanted to reply stiffly, are you a man, why are you so abrasive, but in the end she answered him seriously, "He Ting, I said these words definitely not on the spur of the moment, but after careful consideration, I am ready to join hands with you for the rest of my life." ”
He Ting seemed to have recovered from the initial shock and the instantaneous surge of excitement, and he was only full of joy at the moment.
The corners of his mouth widened, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were flying, and his tone was solemn, "Guanguan, thank you for making this decision, I will definitely do my best to protect you and not let you be hurt in the slightest, I love you." ”
Listening to He Ting's confession, Gu Wan did not escape this time, but responded in a dignified, generous, and extremely affectionate manner, "He Ting, I love you too." ”
He Ting felt his heart suffocated, and his whole body was surrounded by dense happiness and pleasure, and he couldn't wait to use all the beautiful words in this world to describe his mood at the moment.
His Wanguan always gives him unexpected surprises, how can he not treasure her?
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