Gu Yusheng didn't know how far he had come, he only knew that when he came back to his senses, he was already standing in front of the wishing fountain that he had come to countless late nights.

The water is crystal clear, and there are dense layers of coins of various denominations.

The vase in the center of the Trevi Fountain is dragging in its hand, and a trickle of water pours down and falls into the pool, making a trickling sound of running water.

There are many people around, and in the shopping mall not far away, there are bursts of singing and noise from time to time, but Gu Yusheng seems to be inaudible, staring intently at the wishing pool, and touching one cigarette after another from his pocket.

It wasn't until all the cigarettes on his body were smoked that he took a step closer to the Trevi Fountain, squatted down, stretched out his hand, and touched the water in the Trevi Fountain.

It's a little cold, along his fingertips, all the way to the deepest part of his heart.

She was gone, and from now on, no matter how many wishes he made to this wishing fountain, how many coins he tossed, she could not return to him.

What he wanted, longed for, and never really had in this life.

Lost, lost, lost...... It's like one joke after another, over and over again.

He has always felt that he can support it very much, he can support it when he gives up her for the mountain and river dream, he can still hold it when he loses his parents and the mountain and river dream, and he can still hold it after he falls in love with the little trouble and misses the little trouble......

Over the years, he has been holding on, working very hard.

He always thought that he had survived those years and that it was the worst of his life.

As long as he gritted his teeth and held on, he could survive from darkness to dawn.

Can...... Every time the sky is about to dawn, it turns black again.

This time, no matter how dark his world is, there will never be a bright time, right?

"For the rest of your life, live a good life with Xiaokou, promise me, okay?" Grandpa begged him like this.

"Be kind to yourself, be kind to your family, don't make a decision that you will regret for the rest of your life, promise Mr. Gu and Miss Liang to live a good life, right?" Even she persuaded him so.

Is he really going to accept his fate? Did you really answer your grandfather like this, promised her, and lived a good life with Liang Cardamom?

He and Liang Cardamom haven't started yet, just thinking about it alone, he can't accept it.

Yes, I can't accept it, it's better to die than live like that......

Gu Yusheng raised his head and glanced at the gray sky, it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, and the flight she was on had already flown out of the Chinese border, right?

Now, he and she are not in the same kingdom......

Gu Yusheng slowly turned around and walked towards the side of the road.

He didn't know where to go.

He was at a loss.

On the streets, cars come and go.

As he crossed the street, he saw a child of five or six years old, shouting "Mommy", and ran across the street despite his mother's instructions to wait on the opposite side of the street and the cars jumping on the street.

A black sedan came straight from the intersection ahead.

The driver in the car, who was talking on the phone, did not notice the little boy in front of him.

The boy's mother, shouting the boy's name, ran at the boy from the other end of the street, and she had not taken two steps before she was stopped by an oncoming car.