There are some things that they haven't experienced, so they have no way to judge whether their actions are right or not.

Of course, there may be some people who have experienced this kind of thing. But because they have also experienced it, they are more able to understand.

Yan Yan didn't leave immediately after returning home, on the one hand, she had no money, she had to find a way to make money now, although she had her own money, but now she has the ability to make money, she wants to support herself.

On the other hand, she knew that she was not alone in her grief now, and that she should stay at home with them now.

Of course, Yan Yan also knew that her parents would definitely not let her leave now, and they were not at ease.

Yan Yan has been staying at home, she has received all the memories of her previous life, so now she can work in some simple translation work in Cowley, and she studied translation before.

Because he had to translate something, and in order to avoid touching the scene, Yan Yan rarely went out, and Yan Mu and the others didn't say much.

Yan Yan stayed at home for three months at once, except for helping Yan's mother do some housework every day and going to see Zhang's father and Zhang's mother, she stayed in her room to translate some things, and occasionally went out to bask in the sun.

Three months later, Yan Yan also had money to travel, and she was ready to leave.

In the past three months, Yan's father and mother have witnessed Yan Yan's changes, and in the face of Yan Yan's idea of going out for a walk, they have not stopped it.

It stands to reason that Yan Yan, a little girl, is not yet an adult, and if she wants to travel alone, normal parents should be uneasy.

But Yan's father and mother are actually not at ease, but seeing Yan Yan staying at home every day, there is no longer the previous smile on his face, and when they see her now, they seem to see Zhang Feng before.

They watched Yan Yan change from immaturity before to calm and mature now, and they knew that their daughter had become mature after going through this incident.

Yan's father and mother have been paying attention to Yan Yan's changes for a long time, and they know that Yan Yan's mind is no longer what a child of this age should have.

Now that Yan Yan is mature, she is sometimes more rigorous than Yan's father, if Yan Yan hadn't stayed by their side all the time, and some of her living habits had not changed, they would really think that their daughter had been dropped.

Zi Bu was confused, they only thought that Yan Yan's change was because of these bad things that had happened recently, and they didn't expect that their daughter's body was inhabited by the mature soul that would be a few years later.

On the day Yan Yan left, in addition to her parents who went to see her off, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother also went.

"Uncle and aunt, Ah Feng said before, I am the daughter-in-law of the Zhang family, and I will not forget it."

Yan Yan looked at the parents of the Zhang family who came to see him off, and remembered the man who made her fall in love, but it was too late.

Zhang's father and mother didn't expect Yan Yan to say this, and when they heard Yan Yan's words, they were very relieved, and there were still people who remembered their son like them.

If she were a normal person, she would definitely persuade Yan Yan to let go of her past and look forward, maybe she would meet a better person.

Because they feel that if they like someone, they should want that person to be happy, and it doesn't matter whether her happiness is given by him.

But Zhang's father and mother both know their son, their son likes the girl in front of him so much, and after chasing for so long, this girl finally put their son into their hearts, and they don't want to tell lies with their conscience.

Their son, how could they not understand that their son was so possessive of the girl in front of him, he certainly wouldn't want her to forget him so soon.

Let them be selfish once this time, they want this girl to remember their son, because if you like someone, then you want her to forget about you.

If she really meets someone she likes in the future, they won't say anything, all they can say is blessings.

But now, they hope that Yan Yan will remember their son, because this may be the only time their son has experienced the feeling of being missed by the girl he loves.

Yan Father and Yan Mother stood aside and didn't speak, because they didn't know what to say, but no matter what decision their daughter made, they would support it, because it was their only daughter!

Yan Yan is gone, she doesn't know where she is going, and she has a feeling that where she goes.

She told her family that she would contact them everywhere she went, and she wouldn't let them worry.

Yan Yan takes pictures every time she goes to a place, some of which are sent home, and some of which she keeps for herself.

Without exception, the photos sent home are only her and the scenery, in the photos she is smiling like a flower, and she looks very happy, but there is still a trace of sadness in her eyes.

And the photos she kept for herself were also smiling like flowers, with no sadness in her eyes, and they were full of happiness.

Because she has him by her side.

There are Zhang Feng in the photos kept by Yan Yan, some are photos of Zhang Feng before, and some are Yan Yan P.

Anyway, Yan Yan said that every photo he kept had Zhang Feng's existence in it.

When Yan Yan is fine, he will take it out and take a look at it, and talk to himself in front of the photo.

"Ah Feng, do you want to punish me, punish me for not liking you all along?"

"I know wrong, we've missed it once, and now we have to miss it a second time?"

"You're still there, aren't you, I can feel it, you're just lost, aren't you?"

As Yan Yan spoke, tears fell and wet the photo.

Yan Yan looked at the tears falling on Zhang Feng's face in the photo, and she was a little hurried to wipe away the tears.

"Ah Feng, you wait for me, I will definitely find you."

"You love me so much, we made an appointment, if I haven't found you at the age of twenty, then I'm really going to find you."

Yan Yan wiped away the tears on his face, a faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and said in a very soft voice.

It's just that Yan Yan said so much, and he was just talking to himself, maybe all this can only be known by the wind blowing in his ears.

Yan Yan didn't stop her steps, she lived a full life every day, occasionally working as a translator to earn her own travel expenses.

Yan Yan wanted to go out, Yan's father and Yan's mother definitely wanted to give money, but Yan Yan refused, she told Yan's father and Yan's mother that she had money, and Zhang Feng had helped her earn a lot of money over the years.

Yan's father and mother knew that Zhang Feng was capable, and he had made some achievements over the years, thinking that he liked his daughter so much, how could he not think of his daughter.