Chapter 469: Temptation
But having said that, Shen Congxian is gentle, modest, polite, and has a pretty good career, there are too many things that attract girls to him, and it is not surprising that Mei Hong fell in love with him.
Tang Xiaofu glanced at the time of the last diary, which was written a month before Mei Hong jumped off the building that day, and then closed the pen and did not write any more diaries.
Tang Xiaofu wondered in her heart that Mei Hong did not think about dying when she was the most painful and desperate, but went to seek death more than a month later, what happened in the middle.
She knew that the thorns inside referred to Shen Congxian, but Shen Congxian obviously looked so modest and polite, how could Mei Hong describe him as a sharp thorn?
Tang Xiaofu couldn't help but think of the time when Shen Congxian helped her on the bus......
After reading the diary, Tang Xiaofu asked Mei Hong out and returned the diary to her: "I read your diary, but I still haven't found why you impulsively want to commit suicide by jumping off the building?" ”
Mei Hong smiled: "Your comprehension is still not high enough, didn't you find that my diary was written a month and a half ago after the thorn bird was written?" ”
"Why didn't you write it again?" This is also where Tang Xiaofu is puzzled.
Mei Hong looked into the distance, raised her eyebrows, and had a smile full of indifference on her face: "Because I was already dead to Teacher Shen at that time." ”
Tang Xiaofu was surprised: "Since you are dead, why do you want to commit suicide for him a month later?" ”
"Because, Mr. Shen has ignited my hope again."
Tang Xiaofu was simply stunned: "Did he do anything to you?" ”
"He just did what a teacher should do." Mei Hong looked very calm, lowered her head and rolled the corners of her clothes around, "After he learned that I had a crush on him, he repeatedly talked to me, so that I could study with peace of mind, and I would talk about love after I finished college." ”
Speaking of this, she smiled at herself, "I know in my heart that Mr. Shen is just doing his duty as a teacher, but his demeanor is too gentle, which makes me fall again, and my love for him is rekindled, even stronger than before."
And he ignored me from then on, so I wanted to take that extreme way to make him look at me, but now I understand that even if I die in front of him, he will not look at me, he has no affection for me, I am amorous! ”
Tang Xiaofu pondered for a moment and asked, "When Mr. Shen didn't save you when you were at the moment of life and death, do you resent him?" ”
Mei Hong smiled sadly: "Why do I resent Teacher Shen, what people should say is exhausted, it is my own obsession." ”
On the surface, it seems to be like this, but the point is, why did Shen Congxian still look for Mei Hong after she had cut off her love for him? Is it necessary to do more!
Tang Xiaofu comforted Mei Hong a few words and was about to say goodbye and leave, when she heard Mei Hong smile and say to her: "Do you know why I suddenly gave up and committed suicide that day? ”
When Tang Xiaofu heard this, she sat on the stone bench again: "Why? ”
There are various rumors among students about Mei Hong giving up suicide at the last moment, but most of them think that Mei Hong actually doesn't want to commit suicide at all, but just wants to threaten Teacher Shen with suicide.
Mei Hong smiled at her friendly: "It's because Jian Ming told me that he and you are childhood sweethearts, and he has always had a crush on you, thinking that you are natural lovers, but in the end you became someone else's girlfriend, and he has been living tenaciously after being deeply hit, and I was touched by him." ”
Tang Xiaofu stroked her forehead and cried and laughed: "Don't believe his words!" He and I are not childhood sweethearts, just high school classmates! He just wants to persuade you to cherish life and not to commit suicide. Don't look at his usual hanging, in fact, he is very kind at heart and helpful. ”
"I don't think he's talking nonsense." Mei Hong made a serious face, "He has your photo in his wallet." ”
Young people of that era used to keep photos of their lovers in their wallets, just like young people in previous lives used photos of lovers as screensavers.
Tang Xiaofu was stunned when she heard this, and immediately went to find Jian Ming to find out.
Jian Ming is flirting with a few girls in her class.
Tang Xiaofu deeply admired his ability to deal with several girls at the same time, and he didn't let several girls fight because of jealousy.
When Jian Ming saw Tang Xiaofu coming to him, he threw down the girls and walked towards her with a hippie smile on his face: "Boss, you finally remember my little brother." ”
Tang Xiaofu stretched out her hand to him: "Bring the wallet." ”
Jian Ming glanced at her suspiciously: "What?" Will you, a big tyrant, be short of money? "Although he said this, the action of pulling out his wallet was not at all.
Tang Xiaofu took his wallet and opened it to see that there was indeed a one-inch registration photo of her where the photo was placed.
She pointed her finger at the registration photo and asked, "Where did this photo come from?" ”
Jian Ming laughed twice: "There was a time when the school wanted to hand in a registration photo, and I took one from your pencil case." ”
Tang Xiaofu remembered that it was on the eve of the college entrance examination, when the teacher asked everyone to hand in a few photos for the graduation certificate and admission ticket.
Tang Xiaofu went to the photo studio to take photos and washed a total of eight, more in case of emergency, at that time she brought all the eight registration photos to the school, handed over two, and came back to count only five left, thinking that she accidentally lost one, but she didn't expect that Jian Ming stole one of them.
She asked, "What do you mean by stealing my picture and putting it in your purse?" ”
Jian Ming laughed twice: "Of course, it's to ward off evil spirits, what do you think?" Of course, there is also a function, if there are girls I don't like to confess to me, I will show your photos to those girls, so that they will retreat. ”
Tang Xiaofu asked suspiciously: "I really don't mean anything else?" ”
Jian Ming's head shook like a rattle: "I really don't mean anything else!" ”
Then he said with a hippie smile: "What do you mean by what do you want me?" You don't want to get back together with me, then you're dressed up better today, in-"
Before he finished speaking, Tang Xiaofu knocked his Heavenly Spirit Cover hard with his wallet, then stuffed the wallet in his hand and turned around.
Jian Ming held his wallet in his hand, looked at Tang Xiaofu's slender back, and showed a faint youthful sadness on his face.
After evening self-study and washing, Tang Xiaofu climbed onto Jian Dan's bed.
Although there are huge differences between the two on the issue of treating Shen Congxian, true friendship can seek common ground while reserving differences, and those differences did not affect their feelings.
However, Jian Dan was still taken aback by Tang Xiaofu's sudden and intimate move, and strongly objected: "This single bed is only enough for me to sleep alone, and I will sleep uncomfortably if you squeeze in." ”
"I'm not going to sleep with you for the night, so bear with me for the time being." Tang Xiaofu pushed Jian Dan and motioned for her to move a position to her, "I just want to talk to you." ”
Jian Dan said angrily: "What are you talking about?" If you talk about Teacher Shen, then you don't have to, you go back to your own bed. ”
Tang Xiaofu said patiently: "Can you listen to me first?" ”
Jian Dan was silent for a long time before he said, "Then you can say it." ”
"Now, tell me, does Teacher Shen admit that you are his girlfriend?"
Jian Dan said firmly: "Although he didn't say it explicitly, he proved it with his actions." ”
Tang Xiaofu sneered: "It's not me who poured cold water on you, Mr. Shen is gentle and elegant, polite and thoughtful to everyone, especially to girls, you must not mistake him." ”
Jian Dan was silent, Tang Xiaofu's words were true, Shen Congxian took good care of every girl, and it was easy for girls to think that he was interesting to them.
Jian Dan was not less jealous for this, but she could only be secretly jealous, after all, she did not have a clear relationship with Teacher Shen, and she had no right to eat his vinegar publicly.
Tang Xiaofu understood that her words moved Jian Dan a little, so she struck while the iron was hot: "I think it is still necessary for you to confirm with Teacher Shen, so as not to end up like Mei Hong, you will be wrong, and you will fall into the love network and cannot extricate yourself." ”
Jian Dan squirmed: "How can this kind of thing be confirmed?" Did I run to ask Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen, do you think I'm your girlfriend? How embarrassing that is. ”
Tang Xiaofu glanced at her: "You can't tell Teacher Shen in a confessional way that you like him and want to be his girlfriend, see what his reaction is, if he just takes care of you purely as his student, he will definitely refuse, otherwise he should agree to you at this time." ”
Jian Dan still felt embarrassed, shy covered his head with the quilt, and said in the quilt: "I am a girl who confesses to other men, how embarrassing." ”
Tang Xiaofu said sharply: "Is face important or is it important to know Teacher Shen's true thoughts?" Besides, you are confessing to Teacher Shen behind everyone's back, and no one else knows, even if you lose face, you will only lose face in front of Teacher Shen alone, and Teacher Shen, as a teacher, will not publicize this matter everywhere, and there is no loss to your reputation or anything. ”
But Jian Dan was still worried: "If Teacher Shen rejects me, how will I face Teacher Shen and attend his classes in the future." ”
"You can face it how you should face it, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, and there is nothing wrong with confessing! What's wrong is that you're thinking too much. ”
Jian Dan was silent for a long time before saying, "Easier said than done, can you try to confess to other boys for me?" ”
But then he denied his suggestion: "Forget it, you can't try it, no matter which boy you confess to, people will nod and agree, and they will be ecstatic." ”
"Not necessarily." Tang Xiaofu paused, "That's it, I'll confess to Mr. Shen, I'm done confessing, you go to confess, let's do it again." ”
Jian Dan said worriedly: "If you confess to Teacher Shen, will it be self-defeating?" ”
"It's really self-defeating, I won't tell him that I'm joking with him?" Tang Xiaofu said disapprerovitically.
Jian Dan reluctantly agreed.
Tang Xiaofu just wanted Jian Dan to see Shen Congxian's true face as soon as possible, so she began to act after lunch at noon the next day.
Jian Dan made an appointment with Shen Congxian early in the morning to meet in Fengyuan after lunch.
After lunch, Shen Congxian came to the date place, and when he saw Tang Xiaofu sitting on the stone bench there, he was slightly stunned, so he walked over with a smile on his face and asked, "Is it Jian Dan who can't come for a while, so let you tell me?" ”
"Hmm." Tang Xiaofu nodded, moved to the end of the stone bench again, and motioned for Shen Congxian to sit beside her.
Shen Congxian was stunned again, then smiled, and sat down beside her: "What, apart from telling me that Jian Dan can't come, do you have anything else to say to me?" ”
"yes." Tang Xiaofu looked ahead with his eyes and did not look at Shen Congxian.
Shen Congxian was looking at her with a slightly sideways face, although the skin of the face after military training was not white, but it had a healthy wheat color, the long and slightly curled eyelashes went up and down, like butterflies flying among the flowers, which made people's hearts flutter, and the big watery eyes were as clear as the dew on the petals of the flowers in the morning.
Tang Xiaofu seemed to be secretly determined, and was silent for a moment before saying, "Teacher Shen, I like you, I want to be with you." ”
Jian Dan, who was hiding behind a few maple trees, looked straight at it, wow! I really didn't expect that Tang Xiaofu, a beautiful girl who usually looks more quiet and elegant than her, even if she cuts her hair short, she won't let people recognize her gender, and she confesses so enthusiastically!
But...... It's really beautiful, so romantic!
Tang Xiaofu is right, liking someone is a beautiful thing, there is nothing to be ashamed of!
Shen Congxian stared at Tang Xiaofu with surprise on his face for a long time before he said, "Don't you already have a heartthrob boyfriend?" ”
Tang Xiaofu frowned slightly, showing the distress of the young Werther: "I...... I like him, but I like you a little. ”
"Why do you like me?" Shen Congxian stared at her inquiringly.
Tang Xiaofu slowly turned her face, raised her eyebrows and asked him, "Do you need a reason to like someone?" ”
"Don't you need it?" Shen Congxian asked rhetorically.
Tang Xiaofu said with a serious face: "No need." ”
She pressed a hand to her heart: "Only by following your heart is true love, it seems that Mr. Shen has never loved anyone!" Teacher Shen is not young, at least twenty-five or sixteen, at such an age, how can he not love anyone. ”
"But I'm in love with you now." Shen Congxian skillfully avoided Tang Xiaofu's question.
"Is it because I confessed to you, and you passively accepted it." Tang Xiaofu tilted her head and asked, her short hair made her particularly delicate and lively.
"It's not." Shen Congxian replied categorically, with a voice as good as the male host of Midnight Radio, "I have liked you since I met you again at school." ”
Jian Dan, who was hiding behind the maple tree, was suddenly full of despair, and tears flowed silently all of a sudden.
A handkerchief was handed to her.
Jian Dan's neck was several centimeters long, and she hurriedly turned her head to look and saw Leng Chenxu squatting behind her.
She just wanted to ask when he came, Leng Chenxu made a silent gesture at her, and pointed to the front again, Jian Dan quieted down, wiped the tears on his face with a handkerchief, and continued to eavesdrop with him.
Ahead, Tang Xiaofu was puzzled: "Why didn't you confess to me?" ”
Shen Congxian chuckled twice, the way he laughed, his voice, were very demagogic, no wonder girls were easy to fall.
"I'm an adult and a teacher, and I can't be as reckless as you." Shen Congxian sighed from the bottom of his heart, "It's good to be young. ”
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