Chapter Ninety-Four: Persistence
They all say that it is better to ask God than to ask for herself, but she knows what her situation is.
At the beginning, I heard Aunt Li in the kitchen say that she wanted to see the Guanyin Temple in Chun'an County.
Although Nan Xiangzhai's account books have been moved to the house to deal with, there are still things that need to be handled by Yan Rui in person, and he is busy targeting the Jiang family's property these days.
This day went out again, looked at the back of him leaving, and sighed secretly, when will he be able to fulfill his sentence if he doesn't leave her alone at home, she also knows that he is going to deal with the Jiang family for himself, but he is already dying, and the most thought of is naturally to stay by his side all the time, and what hatred has long been irrelevant.
Not long after Yan Rui went out, she called Wan Qing and called the carriage to go out again, she had to wait until he was not at home to go out.
She also knew that there was no hope when she prayed to God, but she thought about it in her heart after all, and what she wanted most now was to let Yan Rui live well.
In front of the temple of Goddess of Mercy.
As Aunt Li said, there are a lot of people who come here, and there is an endless stream.
They were all women much older than her, some of them came alone, and some of them came with their husbands.
The faces of those who go in are pious, and the people who go out are smiling, is the Guanyin in this so effective?
Li Tianyan entered the temple with the support of Yunqing, and the sandalwood was swirling inside, and the fragrance was rich, but the incense was not very valuable, and the taste was slightly choking.
In the temple, there is a statue of Guanyin, looking down on all living beings.
Li Tianyan invited a stick of incense, bowed down in front of the statue of Guanyin, and whispered what he was asking for.
I bowed to the statue three times before I got up.
It's useless to beg Mo Daochang, the old immortal who can see and touch, is it useful to beg for a motionless god statue? Li Tianyan narrowed his eyes and walked out of the temple with a smile.
Before she could reach the carriage, she saw Sanleng standing there in the distance, looking at her with a smile on his lips.
She didn't expect to meet Sanleng here, she hadn't seen him for a long time, and she didn't see him in Qingfeng Temple last time, where has he been these days? I still owe him ten years of life, but I always ignore him.
Looking at him from a distance, he is a lot taller, but he has also lost a lot of weight and darkened.
Sanleng watched her walk towards him, and when he first saw her, she got off the carriage in a demure and gorgeous dress, her delicate eyebrows and eyes stretched out with a smile, and her words were full of agility, and to him at that time she was like a fairy.
When we see each other again at this time, it is distressing and haggard, and there is a melancholy mixed between my eyebrows.
When she just stopped, Sanleng said with concern, "Are you feeling better?" Yan Rui is relieved to let you come out alone. He no longer called her Madame, perhaps he wanted to do so a long time ago, revealing his dissatisfaction with Yan Rui in his words.
"I went out without him, and he's afraid he doesn't know that I'm coming out now, where have you been these days?" Li Tianyan replied, and the first sentence he said was to defend Yan Rui.
"I'm leaving Hangzhou... Go somewhere else, I'll find you medicine and find a way to continue your life. He didn't say where he was these days, only that he was going to leave Hangzhou.
"You don't want to go, you can't find it, you know that there will be no way to continue your life in this world, why do you want to go? I already owe you so much. ”
"Aren't you too?" Sanleng said and glanced at the Guanyin Temple behind her, and continued: "I know that it is impossible to live in half a year... After giving birth to a child, I have to come here to ask for Guanyin. ”
Li Tianyan's face turned whiter again, and he said, "Maybe... Maybe Guanyin can hear my words and be compassionate to fulfill me. ”
"You said that there are immortals in this world, so how can there be no way to continue life in this world, that is, to enter the Yellow Spring in the Lower Nine Secluded Shadows, and I will also find the way."
Sanleng looked at her and said, "Wait for me at the Yan family, you must be well, I will definitely return within half a year." ”
He had already walked out of Chun'an County, and now he turned back just to see her again, but he didn't expect to meet her here.
Now that everything he is about to say has been said, it is time for him to go.
Seeing that he was about to leave, Li Tianyan hurriedly stopped him and said, "Wait." ”
Mitsurishi looked back at her, waiting for her words.
"There are many women in this world, you are still young and don't need to put your feelings on me, you will meet someone who loves you in the future."
After hearing what she said, Sanleng raised the corners of his mouth, flashed a faint smile, and said, "I am as obsessed with you as you are with Yan Rui, as for the person who loves you?" She is devoted to me, but I may not be devoted to her. ”
Or as thou hast not fallen into me. These words were hidden in Sanleng's heart, and he never said them again.
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, this time he didn't look back, and Li Tianyan didn't call him again.
She watched Sanleng's figure go farther and farther from behind, she didn't want him to pay for the person he was going to die, it wasn't worth it!
"I'm as obsessed with you as you are with Yan Rui," she kept thinking about this in the carriage, Sanleng, I just hope you can meet someone who makes you change your mind.
Before she got out of the carriage, she saw Yan Rui running towards her at the door with reproachful and concerned eyes.
Yan Rui held her in his arms, breathing in the faint fragrance of osmanthus and smelling a scent of sandalwood.
After entering the house, Yan Rui stroked her forehead and said gently: "You have to wait for me to go out alone when I am not there, you have to worry me." ”
He had already asked the driver where he was going, and he could guess her mind at once.
Li Tianyan grabbed his hand and said, "But you also promised me that you would take me wherever I went, but you broke your promise once or twice, but you made me as weak as I thought." ”
"It's me who is wrong, but you're not in good health right now......"
"My health is not good, if you don't see me well, you will keep leaving me at home, Mo Daochang said, my body is supported by the heart of the tree, and I can last for half a year."
Li Tianyan was a little annoyed, interrupting his words and staring at him, he just didn't understand his own thoughts, and he didn't know how to be more happy.
Yan Rui saw that she was annoyed, and his eyes were a little more angry, but it also made him at a loss for a while.
Thinking that what she did was really wrong, she knew that what she was most afraid of was waiting alone at home, and she went against what she said once or twice.
"I will never do it again, and if I do it again, you will ignore me."
Li Tianyan slapped him on the shoulder and said, "Are you punishing you or punishing me?" A smile appeared on his face when he said this.
"Then you can do whatever you say, and I'll listen to you." remembered her visit to the Guanyin Temple again, and continued: "Even if you want to have a child, you have to wait until your body is better, and you can do as much as you want in the future, don't be in a hurry now." ”
She understood what he was talking about, and he still thought that there was a way to continue her life in this world, and they all did.
She felt sour, but said with a smile: "But I want it now, but you have said so, so let's wait for later." ”
March 16, this day is Sanleng's birthday, Li Tanyan saw Aunt Li in the early morning with longevity noodles and asked people to go to Qingfeng Temple to find Sanleng.
She stopped the person, Sanleng was no longer in Qingfeng Temple, and he didn't know where he was now.
"Why isn't it in Qingfeng Guan, madam, you don't know where he goes, Sanleng, this kid is quite sensible, I think when he was in the kitchen, I said that I would make him longevity noodles to eat."
Aunt Li was holding the fragrant and appetizing longevity noodles in her hand at the intersection, staring into the distance, as if she would see a half-grown boy coming to her in a while.