When Gu Wan woke up, the surroundings were snow-white, and she thought that she would go to heaven after she died.

But when she smelled the smell of disinfectant water exclusive to the hospital, and the dripping sound of the equipment running in her ears, she realized that she was not in heaven, she was in the hospital.

Who got her to the hospital? Did you meet the good Samaritans, or did the bad guys catch up?

As soon as Gu Wan thought of those people, a cold fear rushed up from the bottom of his heart. She sat up, pulled the needle from the back of her hand with all her might, and walked quickly to the door, despite the blood raging.

As soon as she touched the doorknob, she bumped into the person who came in.

Gu Wan threw a punch out, and the man was stunned by the sudden change, and he couldn't dodge, and was directly hit in the nose. All he felt was a sharp pain, and warm fluid flowed out of his nose.

Gu Wan took advantage of his efforts to raise his head to stop the nosebleed, and ran past him with a swish. didn't think that he reacted quickly this time, and immediately stopped her waist and hugged her. No matter how much she struggled, he held on to it and refused to let go.

Gu Wan shouted for help, "Let go of me!" You bastard! Help me! ”

The person behind him explained anxiously, "Don't get excited, I'm not a bad person, my name is Si Lang, you passed out on the street last night, and I sent you to the hospital." ”

Gu Wan was so emotional that he couldn't listen to his explanation at all, and only struggled and called for help.

When the doctor and nurse heard the news, they suppressed the out-of-control Gu Guan together, "The patient is too emotional, hurry up and take a tranquilizer!" ”

When Gu Wan heard that she was going to give her an injection, she resisted even more, the doctors were all scratched by her, and she shouted in a terrible voice, "You are all bad people, you are all going to harm me!" I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill you! ”

Si Lang's nosebleed hadn't stopped, and he didn't care about the pain and hurriedly stopped the doctor, "Don't give her an injection, let me come." ”

Si Lang hugged Gu Wan and let everyone else go. He stroked Gu Wan's hair with one hand, and gently patted her back with the other. No matter how she punched and kicked in his arms, she only hugged her hard, and gently comforted her in her ear, "It's okay, don't be afraid, it's all over." ”

Si Lang's voice seems to have a kind of magic that penetrates people's hearts, and can send warmth and peace of mind directly to people's hearts. Gu Wan gradually quieted down in his soft-spoken comfort.

After Gu Guan's mood stabilized, Si Lang explained to her again, "Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad guy who wants to hurt you, my name is Si Lang, I found you fainting on the road, so I sent you to the hospital." ”

Si Lang said as he tilted his head to stop the nosebleed. His white shirt was torn by Gu Guan's folds, and his arms were scratched and bitten by her when he rolled up his sleeves.

Gu Wan felt very ashamed, she mistook her life-saving benefactor for a bad person, and injured him. She wanted to say sorry, but her pride prevented her from apologizing. She turned around and went out, asked the nurse for alcohol and gauze, and then came back to sit next to Si Lang, carefully treating his wounds.

Silang said, "Thank you." ”

His voice was so gentle that you couldn't help but want to look at his expression. So Gu Wan looked up at him, but unexpectedly found that he was very good-looking.

The heroic eyebrows, long eyelashes, and melancholy eyes make people's hearts soften involuntarily. His eyes were deep and seemed to be filled with sorrow, but there was a bright smile on his face. His smile lit up, reminding Gu Wan of He Ting.

She remembered that He Ting's smile was also very good-looking, very infectious, like sunlight, which could pierce all the gloom and gloom.

He used to be her sunshine.

Gu Wan shook his head, collected his thoughts, and continued to bandage Si Lang, but suddenly heard him ask, "Why did you commit suicide?" ”

Gu Wan was stunned, and subconsciously responded, "I didn't commit suicide." ”

Si Lang didn't believe it and questioned, "Then why do you take so many medicines?" ”

Gu Wan fainted not because she was frozen, but because she was poisoned by several drugs that were forced down by those people in her body. After Gu Wan was sent to the hospital, she underwent gastric lavage, and everyone unanimously decided that she wanted to commit suicide, otherwise why would she take such a different medicine.

Si Lang looked at Gu Wan with a frown, his eyes full of worry.

Gu Wan said lightly, "It's not that I want to kill myself, it's that someone wants to kill me." ”

These words shocked Si Lang a little, Gu Wan was just a little girl, who would want her life.

Si Lang asked suspiciously and tentatively, "What about your family?" Do you need me to contact them for you? ”

Gu Wan shook his head, his voice a little bleak, "I don't have a family. ”

Si Lang didn't know how to answer for a while.

Gu Wan paused, and then said, "So, why do you want to save me, if I die, I don't have to think about where I should go, what I should do, how to live, worrying about when the enemy will come to the door, such and such troubles." ”

Si Lang was worried about Gu Guan's passivity, and eagerly comforted her, "How can you think that?" Even if life is difficult, even if no one cares about us, we have to work hard to survive for ourselves. Life is so precious, everyone only has one time, we should live for ourselves. Do what you want to do, love the people you want to love, eat what you want to eat, go where you want to go, and enjoy this hard-won life that is only once. ”

Although Si Lang's words were very reasonable, Gu Wan was just in a daze, deaf to his words, and did not respond.

At night, Si Lang was woken up by the ringing of the phone, and the little nurse said anxiously on the phone, "Mr. Si, Gu Wan is missing." ”

Si Lang woke up instantly, completely sleepy, thinking about those bad possibilities, his chest was like a drum.

Gu Wan was found on the roof of the hospital, she cut her wrists and fell into a coma due to excessive blood loss and cold weather.

When she woke up again, it was two days later. Si Lang kept guarding her and didn't dare to close her eyes, for fear that if she was not careful, she would wake up and run to commit suicide.

His eyes were bloodshot, and he severely reproached Gu Guan, "How can you be so uncaring for yourself?" ”

Gu Wan looked ignorant, "What's wrong?" I didn't just get some sleep. ”

As she spoke, she felt some pain in her wrist, but when she lifted it, she saw a thick gauze wrapped around it, and she startled herself, "What's going on?" Who hurt me? Why didn't I know? Did those people find me? They still wouldn't let me go. Why the hell are they doing this to me, what am I doing wrong? I'm the one to hate! ”

Gu Guan's emotions were very excited, she tore off the needle on the back of her hand, stood up and wanted to run out. But as soon as she stood up, she felt dizzy and sat back down. Si Lang held her, his eyes full of distress.

Gu Wan grabbed Si Lang's arm, like a drowning man grasping a life-saving straw, unwilling to let go.

With panic in her eyes, she cautiously asked, "What the hell is going on?" Did those people find me? Please save me and don't give me to them. ”

Si Lang looked at Gu Wan with a sad expression quietly, and after looking at her for a long time, he took her into his arms, stroked her back with red eyes, and gently comforted her, "It's okay, nothing." ”

Si Lang has just graduated from a well-known school in China, majoring in psychology, and aspires to become an excellent psychologist. He could easily see that Gu Wan was a typical post-traumatic stress disorder, easily frightened, irritable, suicidal, and amnesiac. To put it bluntly, it is stimulated and the spirit becomes abnormal.

Si Lang couldn't think of what kind of experience would make her what she was like at Gu Guan's young age. He decided to treat Gu Guan, but Gu Guan was silent about his affairs, resisting his invasion of her mind with silence.

Si Lang had no choice but to accompany her to heal her injuries first. But Gu Guan's situation is getting worse and worse, she can't sleep all night long, she does everything possible to mutilate her body, and often forgets what she did.

Si Lang had no choice but to hypnotize Gu Guan, and then he knew all what happened to her. He was incredibly shocked by this, and before that, he felt that he had been miserable enough.

He was born out of wedlock and lived a prosperous and happy life for more than twenty years. In those more than 20 years, the only thing that made him sad was that his girlfriend in high school suffered from depression and committed suicide on the eve of the college entrance examination. So he decided to study psychology and wanted to save people like her.

After graduating, his father died, and his half-brother kicked him and his mother out of the house. His mother was devastated by the death of his father, and it didn't take long for him to die of depression, leaving him alone.

He came to his deceased girlfriend's hometown to say goodbye to her, and planned to go abroad to continue his studies, but he happened to meet Gu Guan, who fainted, and rescued her.

Si Lang has always thought that life and death are parting, and the pain of death is better than life and death. His parents died, his lover died, and he was the most miserable and pitiful person in the world.

Compared with Gu Guan, although his parents and lovers passed away, at least he knew that they both loved him. But Gu Guan's parents and lovers are obviously still there, but they ruthlessly abandoned her and separated from her, which is even more exciting.

She suffered a nightmarish experience that ordinary people could not imagine, and Si Lang couldn't imagine how an eighteen-year-old girl could endure these until today.

He was much luckier than Gu Wan, and the money left to him in his father's will was enough to make him rich and worry-free for the rest of his life. But Gu Wan didn't have anything, she couldn't even hold on to herself.

What snatched her heart away was despair.

Si Lang couldn't contact Gu Wan's family, and it was difficult for her to live alone with her mental condition. Since he saved Gu Guan, he must be responsible for her to the end. So he decided to take Gu Wan abroad with him, so that he could take care of her and treat her at the same time.

Gu Wan has no opinion on this, she has nowhere to go, and because of Si Lang's life-saving grace and careful care, she is very dependent on him, and she is willing to follow him.

Si Lang said to Gu Guan, "Gu Guan, we are all the same people, abandoned by our families and lovers, no one cares, no one cares, even if we die, no one will find out." Since we are all the same lonely, will it be okay for the two of us to depend on each other in the future? ”

Gu Wan looked at him, and her dry and godless eyes flashed with a moist light, making her whole person look more energetic.

She grabbed Si Lang's hand tightly and said, "Okay." ”

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