The mother calmly took out the medicine jar from her bag, poured the pill from the medicine jar and put it in her father's mouth. Hao Junqi handed over the water cup.

Last time I was at Hao Junqi's house, my father's illness had an attack, and everyone knew very well how to deal with it.

"Auntie, don't talk about it." Hao Junqi said.

"Junqi, you don't know," tears rolled in her mother's eyes, "Don't talk about this, I'm afraid that you, Teacher Zheng, won't be able to stand it even more." I just can't figure it out. What exactly is he worried about? I guess I'm worried about your union. ”

"Maybe Mr. Zheng isn't worried about this?"

"I feel the same way as my mom." I said, "When I came to Yangjiang to work, my father objected to that, on the surface, he seemed to be worried about my future, but in essence, he was worried that I would come to Junqi." I came to Yangjiang, and I really came to find Junqi. ”

How many times has my father vaguely mentioned Hao Junqi to me, as if there was something to hide.

The father moved, suppressed his voice and said, "You don't want me to die now, just shut up for me!" ”

"yes, I think I'd better not talk about it." Hao Junqi was worried, she was frightened by her father's painful appearance.

Mother sighed heavily. In this case, the mother could only sigh deeply.

The room fell silent for a moment, and my father's breathing became more and more difficult.

Obviously, the reason why my mother wanted to talk about things in front of everyone was to untie my father's knot. This is also the main reason why she took leave to accompany her father to Yangjiang.

My father retired from illness due to a heart attack, but my mother still had to go to work.

The mother must have had a premonition that if she did not untie the knot in her father's heart, she would become more restless day by day, or worse day by day, and her father's already fragile heart would probably stop working. That's what my mother worries about the most.

It was upon the first sight of us that my mother insisted on raising her suspicions despite my father's objections.

What the mother didn't expect was that the father's emotional reaction would be so intense.

The more intense the emotional reaction, the more the mother's suspicions were justified.

As a result, a new mystery arises: Why does my father care so much about my relationship with Hao Junqi?

……

That evening, Cheng Wei urged and urged me to drive to "Gourmet Beauty". Hao Junqi refused to go to the dinner with me on the grounds that she was with my parents.

I guess Hao Junqi doesn't want to give Cheng Wei any hope. In turn, it can also be understood that Hao Junqi wants to give me confidence. Although there is a promise of supernatural maintenance, the emotional foundation is still very important.

In the small box where we have eaten many times, Cheng Wei is the only one who sits in the "Gourmet Beauty". The dish is already on the table.

"What about Hao Junqi? Didn't Hao Junqi come? Cheng Wei looked behind me.

"My parents are coming to Yangjiang today, and she has to accompany them." I say. "Didn't you bring any of them?"

"Who am I bringing with me? But ——,That's fine," Cheng Wei pressed the cigarette butt in his hand into the ashtray. "Our brothers won't get drunk today."

"What? Did you encounter anything that didn't go your way? "I think of the drunkenness of the "Huaan Night". It was that time when I saw Xu Mo with a man in the porridge shop that prompted me to make up my mind to divorce.

"What's the matter? It was I who suddenly remembered that our brothers hadn't been drunk together in a long time. Today, I'm going to get drunk again. Cheng Wei unscrewed a bottle of wine called "Four Specials".

"I'm not interested in that." I sat down on a stool next to Cheng Wei and served Cheng Wei a cup of tea that Cheng Wei had already brewed. Cheng Wei made a total of three cups of tea.

"If you don't have this interest, you have to accompany you." Cheng Wei took out his style of being a township secretary and poured my quilt full of liquor.

The aroma of wine. It is a kind of special liquor called strong aroma type.

"If you want me to drink, tell me why you quit?" I haven't seen him for seven days, and Cheng Wei, who loves him like he's dead and alive, actually quit, and I, a competitor, am of course very curious.

"Oh, what are you in a hurry, I'll tell you when I drink my brother." Cheng Wei brought a full glass of liquor to me.

I had no choice but to give in.

Because of Hao Junqi, each other has a little mustard, but after a few sips of wine, there is no mustard.

"I'll talk about Brother Hang," Cheng Wei took a big sip of wine, "I'll tell you the truth, in the past month, what I'm most afraid of is losing your brotherhood." ”

"So from the beginning, you told me that no matter how much our brothers compete, we can't hurt the brotherhood." On a hot day, a few sips of liquor have made my face hot.

"That's right. Doesn't it mean that two tigers must be injured when they fight? Well, now I finally have no worries. I feel light. ”

"You can always tell me why you quit, right?"

"Do you remember the last time we drank at a small shop in Hua'an? The one time you got drunk. We also went to the hotel to open a room. Cheng Wei didn't answer my question directly.

"How come I don't remember? You fucking arranged a young lady for me, and I was trying to cool off, but something happened to you. You drank too much and beat up the lady who was going to serve you. I said.

"Hahahaha, you trick the ghost, cool it. Didn't you say that there is a spirit of flesh ring? How else can you cool off? Do you know why I hit someone? Come, take a sip. ”

I raised my glass and touched it with Cheng Wei.

"How do I know? I was almost scared to death when a group of people came after us. ”

"Because I'm a sadist."

"What?!" I looked at Cheng Wei.

"I knew you were reacting this way. Really, I really have sadistic tendencies," Cheng Wei sighed, "My ex-wife Qiu Yuwen divorced me because she couldn't stand my abuse. ”

"You? Sadistic tendencies? "I can't connect Cheng Wei to sadomasochism.

"Can I do this kind of thing? After all these years, I couldn't figure out how I could have sadistic tendencies. No one can believe that the secretary of the dignified Shiqiao Town will be a sadist? But I was a sadist. Cheng Wei took a sip of wine. His glass of wine had bottomed out.

I took the initiative to take a sip of the glass. I expect Cheng Wei to think about his privacy after thinking about it, and his privacy is likely to be related to his withdrawal.

"Now that I think about it, I am deeply sorry for my ex-wife," Cheng Wei's voice was lower, "I abused her so hard in those years." ”

"I don't understand how you can abuse the person you love when you're so sensible. Brother Cheng, you and your sister-in-law are in love and married, you told me. I said.

"You don't understand this," Cheng Wei took the initiative to lift the wine bottle to add wine to himself, "It's not that the person concerned really doesn't understand." This has nothing to do with sensibility. This is entirely a perverted psychological need of a person. You're going to enjoy the pleasure of sadism. ”

I was silent. Although I have read a lot of medical books, I really haven't studied the psychology of sadism.

"Speaking of which, you must not be able to accept it, I can't fucking accept it myself," Cheng Wei took a sip of wine, "I ruined my own happiness and my daughter's beautiful childhood." also harmed Qiu Yuwen. Her second marriage, I heard she was also unhappy. ”

"When you realize you're being sadistic, don't you think about ending your sadistic tendencies?" I asked tentatively.

"Have you ever touched a hand?" Cheng Wei asked me suddenly.

"Yes." I was stunned, but I told the truth.

"I think sadism is like we want to touch. It's all a calling, it's all a temptation. You obviously don't want to touch it, but the vigorous desire comes, and you still put your hand in your trouser pocket. ”

"When you say that, I can understand a little bit."

It can also be understood as a sexual orientation. Just like those same-sex people like same-sex friends. ”

"Dare to love that group of people who came to chase us because you were abusing others?" I think back to that scene again. When I opened the door of the room and came to the hallway, the waitress screamed and ran out of the room opened by Cheng Wei.

"That's right. As you may remember, it was the day I learned that I had been married again. I was extremely depressed. The more depressed and upset you are, the more obvious your sadistic tendencies become. Cheng Wei took another sip of wine.

"You're not going to tell me that your withdrawal has something to do with your sadistic tendencies, are you?" I took the initiative to get back to what I wanted to know about.

"Then why do you think I'm going to tell you about it? That's something I'm ashamed of. ”

I suddenly became nervous, "You won't abuse Hao Junqi, will you?" ”

"What are you talking about? Can I abuse Sister Hao? Isn't she protected by a carcass ring? Punish you for drinking the wine in the cup. ”

I finished my glass of wine. Cheng Wei took the wine glass and poured me half a glass.

"You poured so much on me, you really want to get me drunk." I say.

"Pull down," Cheng Wei said, "now you don't have more than a glass and a half of wine." That's really the main reason I quit, though. ”

"Why? In the more than a month that you have been chasing Hao Junqi, haven't you thought that you would abuse Hao Junqi? ”

"I thought about it, of course I thought about it," Cheng Wei was very frank, "how could I not think about it?" But you know what? People have fantasies. People always like to live in fantasy. ”

"You mean you fantasize about getting along with Hao Junqi without sadistic tendencies?"

"Yes. Because I love Hao Junqi so much. I thought that true love could eliminate the mutation of people's psychology. ”

"Then aren't you and your ex-wife really in love?" I asked.

"That's different, brother, it's really different," Cheng Wei shook his head, "With this emotional experience with Hao Junqi, I realized that the relationship between me and my ex-wife was not love." ”

I think Cheng Wei may be drunk. Wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk.

"I don't understand your words more and more."

"Do you not understand or do not believe?" Cheng Wei stared at me gloomily, "More disbelief, right?" If only I hadn't made it clear. Regardless of whether it is clearly stated or not, the general point is that I took the initiative to quit because I was really in love with Sister Hao. To love someone is to make someone happy. Since I can't make Sister Hao happy, I can only let go. I hope you take good care of this relationship, one day I hear you bullying Sister Hao, I, as a big brother, can't spare you. ”