Chapter 294: How Sad

"Do you know how sad I was when you kissed that bastard Lin Fengmian?" Zhong Jinyun gritted his teeth and said.

Gu Xizi replied very calmly: "I'm sorry, it has nothing to do with me whether you are happy or not, and I don't need to worry about whether you are happy or not." ”

In that situation, Gu Xizi had no choice.

"And do you think I had any other choice at that time, did you let me kiss my ex-boyfriend again in front of Shu Aohan?"

Gu Xizi paused, "So I'd rather choose Lin Fengmian than you." ”

Zhong Jin Yun's anger did not subside, "I know it is difficult for you to make a choice between me and Lin Fengmian, but you obviously have a better choice, Shu Aohan was going to take you away, why didn't you go with him and stay?" ”

Gu Xizi tugged at the corners of his mouth, "If I dodge, doesn't it mean that I'm afraid of Lin Fengmian's guy?" ”

"So what?"

"There will be a second time, if I escape this time, with his character, if he has the opportunity next time, he will definitely get even worse, I might as well let him die once, see if he dares to be in front of me in the future, you have never been in my consideration, even if I don't choose Lin Fengmian, I won't choose you." Gu Xizi said in a fixed voice.

Zhong Jin Yun sneered lightly, "Because you want me to die, you desperately show your affection with Shu Aohan in front of me, Gu Xizi, are you tired of doing this?" ”

Gu Xizi said calmly: "The relationship between me and Shu Aohan is really good, even better than you imagined." ”

"But whether your relationship with Shu Aohan is good or not is not something that can be clearly expressed in a few words, and your eyes never lie." Zhong Jinyun's sharp eyes looked directly at Gu Xizi's eyes, as if he was analyzing Gu Xizi's thoughts through Gu Xizi's eyes.

Zhong Jin Yun's sharp gaze made Gu Xizi panic, so Gu Xizi avoided Zhong Jin Yun's eyes and tilted his head to the other side.

Zhong Jin Yun raised a hand and picked Gu Xizi's face tilted to the side again, "Gu Xizi, look at me, if you didn't lie, then why didn't you dare to look into my eyes?" ”

Gu Xizi clenched his fists, feeling like his heart was about to jump out of his throat, "Why should I look at your eyes, don't you still think that you are still attractive to me now, do you think that I am still like two years ago, as long as you hook your finger or seduce me with a man, I will return to your side?" ”

Zhong Jinyun's eyes were cold, "But...... Is this trick really good? ”

Gu Xizi struggled to resist Zhong Jin Yun's erosion of her thoughts, gritted her teeth and said, "You have long been unattractive to me, don't be sentimental anymore." ”

"I know that duplicity is a consistent trick of you women." Zhong Jinyun sneered.

"Why should I be duplicitous in the face of you?"

Zhong Jin Yun picked up Gu Xizi's chin and coldly forced Gu Xizi's eyes to look at him, "In that case, why don't you dare to look at my eyes, afraid that you will reveal your weakness and reluctance to love me in front of me?" ”

Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "Don't try to speculate on my intentions anymore, Zhong Jinyun, let me out, Shu Aohan is still waiting for me outside, if people really find me and you in the bathroom, it will be ugly." ”

"Can't you really leave me any time?" The sharpness in Zhong Jinyun's eyes disappeared in an instant, replaced by unspeakable sadness.

Heart-wrenching sadness.

The grief that Gu Xizi will never be immune to.

The sadness that made Gu Xizi unable to turn a blind eye.

The longer she returns to China, the more opportunities she has to contact Zhong Jinyun, and the more Gu Xizi feels that she can't completely break off her relationship with Zhong Jinyun.

It seems that all the efforts made in the past two years have been in the process of getting closer to Zhong Jinyun again and again, and there is not even any scum left that has been destroyed.

When Zhong Jin Yun was in front of her, she could only try to silently recite Shu Aohan's name in her heart, hoping that by reciting Shu Aohan's name, she would drive out Zhong Jin Yun, a name that lingered in her mind.

But it still can't be done, everything is in vain.

Although in Gu Xizi's heart, she and Zhong Jin Yun have always had a hurdle that they can't get over, but that does not prevent the name Zhong Jin Yun from growing and spreading in her body like a cell that divides and regenerates.

"Gu Xizi, do you understand that feeling, that is, you are obviously by my side, but I can't do anything, I can only watch your other men around, and see you kissing other men in order to deliberately keep your distance from me."

Gu Xizi was silent, and Zhong Jinyun smiled bitterly, "It seems that I shouldn't have come today." ”

Gu Xizi also felt that she shouldn't have come today, and she didn't expect so many people to come, and they all got together, and then everyone was led by Lin Fengmian's nose and played around.

"Gu Xizi, I don't know if I let go of you at this moment, and when will I have the opportunity to hold you like this next time." Zhong Jinyun's tone was full of sadness.

There was not the slightest gap between the two people's bodies, and they were so tightly together, this intimate distance made Gu Xizi feel more and more breathless.

Thinking that if he let go of Gu Xizi, Gu Xizi would run away immediately, and then he could only look at her from a distance from now on, and he couldn't disturb her life, as if the two had never known each other, this feeling of knowing each other but pretending not to know each other was really bad.

Sometimes Zhong Jin Yun felt that his whole person was about to collapse, because every time he saw Gu Xizi and Shu Aohan together, his heart hurt as if it had been mashed, so he just wanted to hug her for a while.

Zhong Jin Yun lowered his head again and took Gu Xizi's lips in his mouth, and tossed and turned on her lips for a moment.

Gu Xizi just leaned motionless on the door panel and was deeply kissed by Zhong Jinyun.

At first she resisted or resisted, but she found that the more she resisted or resisted, the more frantic his kiss became.

In front of Zhong Jinyun, her resistance has become extremely weak, and Gu Xizi is also very clear, because she does still have him in her heart, and it can be said that she has never really erased him from her heart for a moment.

The kiss smacked of despair.

When Zhong Jin Yun raised his head again, he saw Gu Xizi staring at him with a resentful look, "Do you believe it or not, if you kiss me again, I will bite your mouth like just now?" ”

The corners of Zhong Jinyun's mouth slanted, "No, you are reluctant, you will probably only use such an extreme way against a hooligan like Lin Fengmian, I can feel from your reaction, you like me to kiss you." ”

Gu Xizi was furious, "I don't know shame!" ”

Zhong Jinyun had a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and continued in a provocative tone: "You've seen me even more shameless!" ”

"Lin Fengmian's dead face is useless to me."

"Didn't you chase me in the past, and when you caught it, you snatched my heart away, and then you were going to abandon me, Gu Xizi, how could it be so easy, don't forget that you took the initiative to provoke me at the beginning."

Facing Zhong Jinyun's questioning like a bombardment, Gu Xizi's eyes looking at Zhong Jinyun became more and more unconfident.

Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "I provoked you first, but isn't that all in the past?" ”

Zhong Jinyun continued: "It's the past for you, but for me, it's not the past, but the most unforgettable memory that has always been engraved in my heart. ”

"In the past, you said that you hate people who are irresponsible for your feelings the most, and you even tore Lang Xingchen in front of me, have you forgotten all this, but you broke up with me like this, so what is the difference between you and Lang Xingchen?" Zhong Jin Yun's words were so beautiful that Gu Xizi didn't know how to respond for a while.

To be honest, she has never been so scolded that she doesn't know how to reply, so Gu Xizi snorted coldly, "Your mouth has grown a lot in the past two years." ”

Zhong Jin Yun looked down at Gu Xizi, his cold eyes were full of danger, and then the corners of his mouth slanted, "I have also improved a lot in other aspects, but you don't give me a chance to perform." ”

Gu Xizi's face turned even redder when he heard this, "I didn't expect you to be so shameless......

Looking at Gu Xizi's flushed face, Zhong Jinyun felt that this kind of Gu Xizi was very cute, "Scold me and scold me, why are you still blushing, is it recalling our lingering memories in the past?" ”

The more Zhong Jin Yun said, the redder Gu Xizi's face became, and Gu Xizi finally clenched his fists and said sharply: "Don't you know that there is a saying that a friend's wife can't be bullied?" ”

Hearing this, Zhong Jin Yun sneered, "This sentence should be more appropriate for me to give him, from the very beginning, Shu Aohan has been thinking about you, he saw that there were some problems between us, and he took you away from me without my permission, it was he who lied to me first, if it wasn't for him who lied to me,

Zhong Jin Yun continued: "If he hadn't used all his connections to conceal your whereabouts, maybe I would have found you a long time ago, and we might not have come this far, and you can't be his Shu Aohan's fiancΓ©e now, Gu Xizi, if you don't go back to China to work, how long are you going to hide from me, and you plan not to appear in front of me for the rest of your life?" ”

Gu Xizi's eyes flashed with deep confusion, "If I can, I really don't want to appear in front of you again for the rest of my life." ”

Zhong Jinyun stared at Gu Xizi intently, "But you are still back, you are standing in front of me, every time I see you, I think of the time we used to be together, so beautiful, it was the happiest time in my life, it turned out that I could laugh so happily, and I could live so easily and happily." ”

"Gu Xizi, I am really happy and happy only when I am with you, I know that the loss of the child has hit you hard, because you ran away from me and wanted to be alone and slowly forget the pain, but Gu Xizi, you believe, it was really just an accident, I know that you love that child, how can I not be sad about the loss of the child."

Zhong Jin Yun didn't give Gu Xizi a chance to speak, and continued: "But escaping is not the best way to solve the problem, and being with another man is not the best solution, you still have to face it one day, why don't you just want to face it with me, why can't you give our feelings another chance?" You still have me in your heart. ”

Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "So you're brainwashing me over and over again?" ”

Zhong Jin Yun said coldly: "Who said that I was brainwashing you, you are the one who is obviously at fault, I know that you don't want to kiss Lin Fengmian that bastard, you can obviously choose to leave, but you want to be so cruel to kiss Lin Fengmian in front of me, at that moment I was so sad that I felt that I was not even as good as a bastard." ”

Gu Xizi gritted his teeth, "Have you made enough trouble?" ”

Zhong Jinyun said seriously: "I didn't make trouble. ”

Gu Xizi continued: "Since you didn't make trouble, then let me go, this is the private residence of the Roald family, not a place for you to mess around." ”

Zhong Jinyun smiled slightly, "I know everything." ”

Gu Xizi frowned, "What do you know?" ”

Zhong Jinyun smiled and said: "The piece at Roald's feet was thrown by you just now, you don't like to see me walking too close to her, seeing Roald hugging me and sticking to my face, you are jealous......"

Gu Xizi bit her lip, "You can't talk nonsense, besides, what kind of jealousy do I have with that kind of old woman, and that kind of old woman also deserves my jealousy?" ”