430 is hard to look back on

The story of Yi 13 starts from the fact that he was in a coma in the Battle of Jingtian sixteen years ago, when he was seriously injured and was unconscious, and by the time he became conscious, it was already three weeks later.

At that time, it was Bond who acted with Yi 13 this time, and Yi 13 had indirectly saved Bond in Dragon City, Bond was extremely emotional, and he happened to be at the scene of the battle of Jingtian, so after seeing Yi 13 unconscious, he rescued him by the way when he disposed of the corpse.

Yi 13 woke up for the first time and asked Bond's name, and after learning that he was saved, he fell asleep again, and then a few days later, he woke up again, this time he remembered Jingtian's matter, and quickly asked Bond, who was taking care of him, "How is my brother?" ”

"They're probably all gone." Bond didn't hide it from Iziii, and while he knew it was a blow to him, he wasn't going to lie to him.

"No longer alive......"

Yi 13 burst into tears in an instant, in fact, he knew in his heart that he didn't need to ask Bond He also knew this fact, no matter what, after hearing the news again, Yi 13's head immediately hurt again, and he fainted in pain.

Waking up, unconscious, and going on and on, he stayed in bed like this for three years, why he hadn't left that bed for three years, he didn't understand what was wrong with him.

After that, Bond told him the truth, he had a tumor in his brain, but fortunately, it was benign, because it was benign, so it would be big and small, and when he was small, Yi Thirteen would act like a normal person, on the contrary, when he was swollen, he would suppress his nerves, and then Yi Thirteen would behave abnormally.

What kind of abnormal behavior it was, Yi 13 himself didn't know, he just felt that he was like a normal person, and he didn't notice anything wrong.

In order not to let people find out the whereabouts of Yi 13, Bond decided to cut off contact with the Bamboo Gang, in order to avoid the limelight, Bond and Yi 13 went to Thailand, where the two lived again, Yi 13 did not have a disease when its military value was still strong, relying on Yi 13 soon the two laid a world, formed a small gang, that is, now one of the largest gangs in Thailand "Birds of Prey".

But even after forming a gang, Yi 13 is still unhappy, because he always wants to go back to Dragon City to meet his wife and children.

At a drinking party, Yi 13 told Bond the truth, saying that he wanted to go back to Dragon City, but Bond's reaction was not to agree, first of all, he was afraid that the Bamboo Gang was still chasing Yi 13, and secondly, the raptor was not long established, only Yi 13 had the ability to lead everyone, and finally he was afraid that Yi 13 would suddenly fall ill.

But Yi XIII still insisted repeatedly, and finally Bond compromised and arranged a ship for Yi XIII.

The next night, Yi 13 and Bond prepared to go back to Dragon City, and it was definitely an exciting thing for Yi 13 to be able to go back to Dragon City, but not long after the ship departed, he fell asleep, and then strange things happened.

When he woke up, he returned to Thailand in a daze, his mind was desperately thinking, but he couldn't remember what happened, but there were many fragmentary pictures kept turning in his mind, he couldn't integrate all the pictures, and even forgot that he had asked Bond to send him back to Dragon City.

Then he asked Bond again to send him back to Dragon City, and although Bond was surprised, he didn't explain, but he just helped Yi 13 find a boat again, but he fell asleep again on the boat, and when he woke up, he returned to Thailand.

This kind of situation keeps appearing, and even he himself feels a little strange, why can't he go back to Dragon City no matter what?

Later, Yi 13 asked Bond again, and Bond didn't know how to say it, but explained to Yi 13 that every time he returned to Dragon City, he would make the tumor in his brain swell because of excitement, and after that, Yi 13 would do some incomprehensible behavior.

For example, beating people on the boat, being irritable and jumping into the sea, the situation is really a mess, and Bond has no way to take Yi 13 back to Thailand.

After knowing this fact, Yi 13 wondered if this was true, or was Bond lying to himself, in order to let himself stay in Thailand to help him fight the country?

Because he really couldn't believe what Bond said, he thought that nothing strange would happen in this world, until when he fell ill again, Bond filmed the whole process of Yi XIII's illness with his mobile phone.

saw the video, Yi 13 only to find out that there was really something ridiculous, that video was in the restaurant, Yi 13 ward, and then hit the people in the restaurant indiscriminately, and smashed the restaurant to pieces, and later even used a big bowl to pee in front of everyone in the restaurant, and what was even more disgusting was that he finally drank it.

After seeing this video, Yi Shisan's whole person fell silent, he didn't expect that his hero would have such a neurotic and embarrassing appearance.

In the days that followed, his mind kept recalling the content of the video, and even he looked down on himself.

Such a mess of himself, if he returns to Dragon City, he must not be ashamed.

And more importantly, this abnormal behavior does not know when it will occur, sometimes it is a day, sometimes it is a month, because it makes Yi XIII very scared.

For a man who often stands up to the sky, he can't accept this situation at all, in fact, it's not just him, but no one in the rivers and lakes can accept that he has become such an imbecile.

"Brother Thirteen, you just took a very obscene fight/on Glass Street."

"Brother Thirteen, why are you grabbing food from the dog?"

"Brother Thirteen, you used to be very awesome, why have you become an idiot now?"

These ridicules kept appearing in his dreams, causing Yi 13 to dare not return to Dragon City, he was afraid of losing his face, he was also afraid of losing Yitian's face, and he was even more afraid that he would do something to hurt his wife and children when he was sick, so he made a decision to wait for the illness to be cured and then return to Dragon City.

However, sixteen years have passed, and Yi 13 has been in such a half-awake and half-asleep state until half a month ago, when the doctor regretfully told him that his tumor had compressed the cranial nerves, and he only had half a year to live.

When he heard the news, Yi 13 was furious, and when he had this disease, he asked himself a question, "Why me?" When he was about to die, he also asked himself the same question, God gave him an extra sixteen years of life, is it to announce such a result to him, let him experience the feeling of no dignity, and then die without dignity?

No, it's not like this, Yi 13 finally figured it out, God gave him 16 years because of another arrangement, that is, to let Chu Yuntian pay the price for the battle of Jingtian that year, so he gave up the glory and wealth of Thailand and gave up treatment, and came to Yangcheng with Bond to settle accounts with Chu Yuntian.

This is also the reason why he will be desperate when fighting with Chu Yuntian, he always thinks that there is no more suitable reason for a man named Yi Thirteen to die than anything else.

After talking about the past, Yi 13 sighed and said: "That's it, even if I know the news that my little brother is not dead, I don't dare to see him, why don't I dare to go back to Dragon City for many years, because I don't dare to face any acquaintance, and the same is true for me to seek revenge on Chu Yuntian alone." ”

Yi Thirteen's journey made everyone present unable to answer half a sentence, because no one knew how to speak, not even Yi Wenhua.

"Wenhua, in fact, for many years, I have asked Bond to ask a friend to secretly send money to your mother, this is all I can do, I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father." Yi Thirteen said ashamedly.

Yi Wenhua looked at his father and said, "Dad, let's go to the hospital, we can be cured." ”

"I don't want to go ......"

Yi 13 looked at everyone and said: "Everyone present, I know that you all care about me, I understand, I am also grateful to you, but, what I want, what I think, what I want is a choice, these ten years may be because of low self-esteem, I feel that I have lived in vain, I have been in a mess, I have never lived for myself, I mean I did not make a choice, when I knew that I was going to die, I finally made a choice, and Chu Yuntian died with Chu Yuntian, I chose the former." ”

"Then Chu Yuntian didn't die, and I didn't die, so I still have to choose, whether to die with dignity or without dignity, as a cancer patient, I have seen the data, you should have seen it, those doctors are discussing how long I can still live, half a year or a year, as if this is the only important thing, and what can I do if I live? What's the point of just being alive if I can't enjoy food, drink and smoke, or make/have sex for the next six months? ”

"I want to do something meaningful in my remaining days, whether it's to enjoy life to the fullest, or to go to Chu Yuntian for revenge, anyway, I don't want to swallow 30 pills or 40 pills a day, and I lose my hair and cover it up everywhere, and I'm bedridden. I can't move my brain until I have a nausea, and I have to go crazy and do something embarrassing, eat my own stool or defecate in a crowded place, and then you and your mother are waiting for me in the hospital bed? So what is the difference between me and a dead man or an artificially sustained neurosis? ”

"No, no, you'll only remember me like that, this is the last thing I want to see, I'm a man who stands up to the sky, I don't want that way of living, so that's what I'm considering, I'm sorry, I'll leave Dragon City after a while, I still choose the former, I want to die with dignity, this is my last wish."

Yi Thirteen's confession made the people around him silent, indeed, anyone like Yi Thirteen is also difficult to face.

"Do you want to die a dignified death? So you're leaving Dragon City, what the hell is this logic? Yi Wenhua suddenly grabbed the collar of his father Yi 13 and shouted: "I have taken drugs, I have been beaten like a dead dog, and the whole rivers and lakes poke my spine and call me a waste, but even so, I still haven't given up, how important is your dignity?" No, there's nothing in this world that is important enough for you to carry him to death, no! Even dignity is the same! ”

"I need you to live, Mom needs you to live, and the same goes for everyone present, why can't you change your choice, not to die with dignity or to die without dignity, but to live, just one more option to live, is it so difficult? Daddy......"

Yi 13 was silent, and Yi Wenhua in front of him wiped away his tears and said, "All of us are here, this pass, we will accompany you through it." ”

The two broad palms were placed on Yi Shisan's back, just like when he was down, it was Yan Ziwen and Chen Ge, and they laughed: "Wenhua is right, I have seen the wind and waves, are you still afraid of such a trivial matter?" We are with you and everything will be fine. ”

As soon as the words fell, all the new generations gathered around and surrounded Yi Thirteen in the center, and they all said in unison: "Uncle Thirteen, we will all accompany you." ”

Family affection and friendship shine at this moment, making Yi Shisan's heart warm, maybe when a person encounters something that he can't bear, why not let the people around him bear it together.

The so-called bond between people exists for this moment.

Yi 13 looked at everyone, and finally changed his original intention, his eyes turned confused into firm, and he nodded desperately: "I will go to the hospital, I will go to receive treatment, I will not give up again." ”

The song of hope, the tune of despair, the fragrant lotus that blooms in the mud.