Chapter Fifty-Six: His Explanation

On the day Gu Wan was admitted to the hospital, Wu Meiying also followed. It is said that she cried immediately into tears, and later fainted due to physical exhaustion and was taken away by He Yisheng.

After that, for several days, Gu Wan never saw Wu Meiying again. Even Lisa, who had a holiday with Gu Wan in the company, came to visit her, but she never appeared.

So when Gu Wan saw her at this moment, he only felt sarcastic in his heart. The hidden pain and longing on her face are all faked.

Wu Meiying was not welcomed by Gu Guan, and it was difficult to sit still. Especially the two of them in the ward, Gu Shang is also there. This is also the first time that the two have met after many years.

Wu Meiying didn't know that Gu Shangyin was released early after completing his sentence because of his good behavior in prison, let alone that he had found Gu Wan, and the father and daughter got along quite well. She didn't know how to face Gu Guan, nor did she know how to face Gu Shang.

Although Gu Shang was imprisoned for hurting people, he never felt sorry for her. However, she not only divorced Gu Shang immediately after he was sentenced, but also ruthlessly abandoned Gu Wan and made her young daughter suffer.

She was ashamed, and she couldn't raise her head in the face of the father and daughter. Compared with Wu Meiying's helplessness, Gu Shang was much calmer.

He also felt guilty about Wu Meiying because of the indelible damage to his family caused by his youthful frivolity, so the two of them were even. The past can't be traced, and she has remarried, and her life is not bad, he has nothing else to think about except blessings.

The only thing he cares about now is to try his best to make up for his daughter's lack of fatherly love. He will do his best to take care of her, protect her, and let her life be safe and smooth, rich and worry-free.

After Gu Wan was hospitalized, he ran to the hospital very diligently. Every day, in addition to going to work, I go home to make soup, and after cooking the soup, I send it to the hospital. If anyone was there, he wouldn't bother her too much, and if no one was there, he stayed and took care of her.

Although the father and daughter are not good at expressing themselves and have nothing to say to each other, the strange atmosphere is very harmonious.

The room was quiet, and none of the three members of the family spoke.

Wu Meiying hesitated for a long time and took the lead in asking, "Guanguan, are you better?" ”

Her voice was very soft, cautious for fear of provoking Gu Wan's impatience.

She whispered like this, which made Gu Wan unable to lose her temper, so she just responded casually, "Hmm." ”

Getting Gu Guan's response was a great encouragement to Wu Meiying. She continued to look for topics, "Guanguan, how have you been doing all these years?" ”

It's just that she is not very good at chatting, and she is not very good at finding this topic, so she pokes a knife in Gu Wan's heart.

Gu Wan seemed to be smiling, and asked meaninglessly, "You want to know?" ”

Wu Meiying hurriedly nodded, her eyes moved by Gu Wan's willingness to talk to her with tears, "Well, mom wants to know." ”

Gu Wan lowered his eyes, played with the apple that Gu Shang had just peeled for her, and said casually, "Okay, then I'll tell you." After you left, I was kicked out of the house by my uncle, and I had no place to live, so I had to sleep on the road. In order to survive, I picked up garbage and did odd jobs. In the weather of minus 30 degrees Celsius, I wore a miniskirt and handed out flyers, and my knees froze, and now it hurts badly when it comes to rainy days. I was isolated, ridiculed, and bullied at school, but I still did well in my studies and got a scholarship every year.

Later, I was almost raped, but I went to jail in self-defense. Because the other party is rich and powerful, but I am just an orphan girl, and no one helps me, or even has no money to find a defense lawyer. Later, I was sold underground by them. I was lucky enough to escape, but I suffered from depression.

I don't have any memory of the time I was sick, but I had many injuries on my body, which are said to have been left by multiple suicide attempts. Fortunately, I met a kind person who saved me and took me out of the country to get away from these sad memories......"

Gu Wan was still babbling that after going abroad, she went to be an apprentice because she liked fashion design, how the boss treated her harshly, and how she wittily fought back.

But Wu Meiying couldn't listen anymore, her face was pale with shock from Gu Wan's words, and there was no blood. She knew that after she left, Gu Wan's life would not be easy, but she didn't expect that she would suffer so many disasters.

At that time, she was still so young.

Especially looking at her with a light face, telling about those unbearable pasts, as if she was talking about other people's affairs, which made her even more heartbroken.

If she had been able to face life bravely and did not choose to leave, Gu Wan's current situation would have been very different.

Although Gu Shang already had a rough idea of Gu Guan's life trajectory, when he heard her say it in person, he still felt unacceptable, and it was like tearing out his heart and bones.

Wu Meiying's tears slipped down in large pieces, her voice couldn't stop trembling, and her eyes were full of begging, "Don't say it, Guanguan, don't say it." Guanguan, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you. ”

Gu Wan's words were interrupted, he frowned, and his tone was quite scathing, "Isn't it what you want to hear, why can't you listen to it?" What are you crying for, what kind of mother are you pretending to be, to whom do you show it? ”

Those resentful emotions pressed down on the bottom of her heart, only getting heavier and heavier, and she couldn't breathe. Now that she vented it, it seemed like she had finally exhaled a breath of turbidity, which made her feel relaxed for a while.

Wu Meiying cried even more, and said intermittently, "When I ran away from home because I couldn't bear the pressure, I wanted to commit suicide and live this life." But I didn't want to be rescued by Yi Sheng by chance. I was bent on dying, but it was Yi Sheng who helped me and encouraged me, and I gradually got better.

But when I went back to look for you, I couldn't find you. I just heard that you went abroad and couldn't contact you at all. I know that this is not a reason for you to forgive me......"

Gu Wan interrupted Wu Meiying's unfinished words, and her tone was cold, "Since you know that this can't be a reason for me to forgive you, then don't continue." From now on, you should be without me as a daughter, and I should be without you as a mother, and everyone will be fine. ”

She felt that her fate with her parents was too shallow, and it was inevitable that they would hurt each other after all, or should they simply break off and never see each other again in the future.

In the end, Wu Meiying still didn't get Gu Wan's understanding, and she left crying. When she went out, He Ting walked in. Gu Shang also tilted his head to the side and secretly wiped away his tears. When he saw He Ting coming, he also excused himself to leave.

Only Gu Guan's expression was as usual, and she took a big bite of the apple in her hand, one after another, crisp and loud.

This inexplicable atmosphere.

He Ting walked to Gu Wan's side, only to see her mouth bulging. She only took a bite of the apple, but she didn't swallow it at all.

He was afraid that she would choke, so he snatched the apple from her hand. But who knows, as soon as the apple is removed, her tears welled up.

He Ting was distressed, and hurriedly wiped his tears for Gu Guan. But her eyes are like broken faucets, and she can't wipe them dry. He simply pressed her head into his arms and made her cry enough.

Gu Wan cried and said intermittently, "I used to think that one day in the future, I would laugh and tell all the hardships I had experienced. Because at that time, I must have overcome these tribulations and become a happy person. ”

He Ting comforted her, "You've done it, Guanguan." ”

Gu Wan shook his head desperately, "No, I'm not happy at all." I said those words only to stab them and make them feel the pain I had suffered. But watching them get hurt hurts in my heart. ”

She is ruthless, and she is sad.

Therefore, she can't give up the meager fate between her parents and her parents, and she can't be ruthless. She doesn't like herself like this, it's not cool at all.

He Ting persuaded her softly and coaxed her, until she finally calmed down, and then said to her in a hesitant tone, "Guanguan, there is actually one thing that I think you should know." ”

Gu Guan's face was still stained with tears, and she snorted and asked in a muffled voice, "What's the matter?" ”

He Ting didn't dislike it, and directly wiped her snot with his hands.

Gu Wan froze, and before he could be embarrassed, He Ting's warm voice sounded in his ears again, "Actually, your mother, she has had some problems with her body recently and needs to undergo an operation......"

He Ting paused every time he said a few words, he kept observing Gu Wan's expression, for fear that she would not be able to bear it.

Gu Wan chuckled in his heart, he had a bad premonition, there was a faint look of worry on his face, and he dragged the fingers on the corner of He Ting's clothes unconsciously forced, "Is it serious?" ”

He Ting relieved her and said, "I have consulted the doctor, and the risk of surgery is not very high. But the elderly are psychologically fragile. She was worried that there would be an accident, so she came to you this time with the intention of seeing you one last time. She's hiding it from you, and she doesn't want you to worry. ”

Gu Wan pursed his lips tightly, and tears almost fell. She felt a little guilty in her heart, after all, she had just said so many cruel things to a patient. Even if she has resentment and anger, in the face of life, these emotions are too insignificant.

He Ting's soft lips suddenly touched the corners of Gu Wan's eyes, she was startled, and hurriedly closed her eyes, and her tears were scared back.

He Ting pressed against her forehead, and his voice was low but charming, "Guanguan, don't cry, I will feel distressed." ”

Gu Wan's ears were slightly hot from this ambiguous atmosphere, his mind was a little confused, but the feeling of sadness was reduced, and his heart was not so heavy.

He Ting smiled at the corner of his lips, "Do you want to go and see her?" ”

Gu Wan wanted to go, but she just looked like she was going to break off with Wu Meiyingen, and now she went to reconcile with her, she felt very embarrassed, and she didn't know how to face her.

He Ting saw her awkwardness at a glance, he held her hand, and enlightened her in a soft tone, "It's okay, what else are children and parents embarrassed about?" Besides, I'm with you. ”

Gu Wan's mood instantly settled down because of He Ting's sentence "I am with you", some things are difficult to face alone, but as long as someone accompanies her to face them, she can become very brave.

Gu Wan raised his eyes to look at He Ting, and accidentally fell into his deep but strange eyes.

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