Chapter 69: Estrangement

"Yan Rui, I didn't lie to you, I didn't lie to you, don't go......" Seeing that he was leaving, Li Tianyan struggled to get up from the bed, trying to catch up, but he fell to the ground weakly, and the tears in his eyes could no longer be stopped.

Yan Rui heard the voice and saw her sitting on the ground crying silently, his heart ached, and he turned around and hugged her to the bed.

Such a big movement, naturally the busy outside Wan Qing was alarmed, and when he came in, he saw the lady hugging the young master and crying vigorously, which looked very sad.

"Get out!"

Before Wan Qing stepped forward to comfort her, she heard the young master's sharp order, which made her dare not take another half step forward, and looked at the two of them worriedly and retreated.

"Why don't you believe it?" She choked and let the tears fall.

"Don't you think it's too cruel for you to convince me that the person you've always loved is someone else and not me?"

Put the person on the bed and let her hold herself, "Don't cry, it's not good for your body." ”

"But it's always you, Lin Huarui is you, Yan Rui is also you, it's just that the name is different, I like it's all you." She couldn't figure out for a while, how they became two people.

"Then tell me, if I were to stand before you with him today, and let you choose one, who would you choose?"

"Why do you have to choose again, if it's just a dream, a nightmare, how can you appear together, how do you choose...... Why is this question again, she didn't know how to answer, sobbing and looking at his face.

"So, in your heart I am him, the reason why you love me with all your heart is because of him, he is gone, you put your love for him on me now, right? You're looking at him through me, so you don't like it at all, do you? His eyes were slightly red, he grabbed her shoulders and stared at her face full of tears, he never thought that the affection he felt was charity, did she have true feelings for herself?

"No, no, what I like is you, it always has been, it has always been you." She buried her head in his shoulder, trying to lock him firmly to her side.

The hair of the two was intertwined, Yan Ruitong let her hold her with red eyes, and did not reach out to hug and protect her.

She sobbed a few times and continued in his ear, "You and I were husband and wife in the past life, and I will stay with you in this life,...... Your name was Lin Huarui in your previous life, and you married me named Yao Shuyan. ”

"Later, you, Hua Rui because of something going out, Yao Shuyan was poisoned to death by her mother and buried under the osmanthus tree in the courtyard, her soul has been staying in the osmanthus tree and refused to leave, just to see him again, and say a few more words, until Hua Rui came back, until he died of illness and soul returned to the netherworld, she was still waiting, waiting for three hundred years, she finally waited for the reincarnation of her sweetheart."

"Lin Huarui has become Yan Rui, Yao Shuyan has also become Li Tianyan, I have been thinking about you all the time for three hundred years, how can you say that I don't love you."

Yan Rui listened to her story, and heard that she had waited for three hundred years, and his heart was also moved, he believed everything she said, because there was no need to make up such a ridiculous lie for a name.

In just a few months, he has loved the person in his arms to the core, but now he is confused, whether he loves her because he is the reincarnation of Lin Huarui, but because he likes it in the first place.

said that she was afraid that her love for herself was due to Lin Huarui herself, if there was no previous life, would she still have a deep affection for herself?

"Talk, you ......" felt the strength of her hand loosen a little, and when she looked over, she realized that she had fainted from crying, and her head was still resting on his shoulder.

"Talk, talk."

He screamed several times, but he didn't see any signs of her waking up, tested the temperature of her forehead, carefully laid the person on the bed, covered the quilt, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

The fate of the past life continues in this life, he believes in this, otherwise why did he feel familiar not long after getting married, and thought that he should become a husband and wife, why since he moved here, he would feel that there was a longing gaze with him, why the faint fragrance of osmanthus came to the body of the talker.

If it is really destined by the predecessor, then how should this sentiment be calculated.

"Young Master."

When she saw him come out of the bedroom, she saluted, and when she raised her eyes, she saw a large amount of wetness on his shoulders.

"You go in and take care of it." As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt an uncomfortable throat, as if something was stuck in it.

As soon as I got out of the yard, I saw the osmanthus tree that had lost its leaves, and thought that the bones of my previous life were buried under this tree, maybe I could step on it a few steps further, so I stopped in front of the tree and said, "It turns out that it is really you." ”

Wan Qing knew that the young master and his wife had a conflict, the young master had been resting in the study for the past two days, and he didn't eat with his wife, nor did he come to visit his wife, every time he stood in the yard and looked at the osmanthus tree, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Madame's illness was cured, but she was depressed every day, and she didn't speak when she met the young master.

Neither of them paid attention to the other, as if there was an invisible wall separating them.

Only they know what separates them.

Their love is not as deep and so deep as he imagined, Li Tianyan sat alone in front of the mirror holding the osmanthus hairpin he sent, thinking about the scene when he gave her a hairpin to groom her, is she really only because of her previous life will like him, if it was at the beginning, then now, I can't tell the difference.

In the past two days, she figured out how the previous life was the same as this life, no wonder he minded, minded the past self, she asked herself If Yan Rui had the memory of his previous life and asked him to choose me and Yao Shuyan, he didn't know how to choose.

Yan Rui is in Nanxiang Zhai, trying to keep himself busy all the time, otherwise when he is free, he will think of everything related to Tanyan, think that he likes her because of that familiar feeling, think that all this is arranged, and think that the person he likes is not him.

In the main hall where the Yan family entertained guests, Mrs. Yan asked people to make hot tea to entertain guests.

"Old Madam Yan, why do you look thinner this New Year?" It was the Yun family's lady of the long house who spoke. Today, I took my subordinates to Yan's house with things.

The well-maintained skin doesn't look like a person in his thirties, the clothes on his body are rich and unassuming, and he maintains a decent smile on his face, looking at Mrs. Yan with concern.

"Those troublesome things at home, I wonder if Mrs. Yun has something important to discuss when she comes here today?"

Yan's mother dealt with it casually, and then changed the topic, this Yun family and Nanxiangzhai often have business dealings, and today's visit will not be as simple as visiting the door for the New Year.

"Can't you come to see Mrs. Yan if you have nothing to do, but I do have something to talk to you about today, so I was worried that Mrs. Yan would not allow it, so I thought that Mrs. Yan must be in a good mood in the new year, so I picked up today." Mrs. Yun put down the teacup and said kindly, as if she didn't know what had happened in the Yan Mansion these days.

Mrs. Yan's face remained unchanged, and she smiled and said, "What the hell is going on?" You have to say whether you are allowed or not. ”

Mrs. Yu didn't hold it anymore, and said, "Aren't our two families in business, the last list is a large number, and it's time to deliver it. ”

"If Mrs. Yun is for this, she should also go to Nanxiangzhai to find my son, this shop is handed over to him, I don't care."

Yan's mother didn't have a good impression of this respectful and kind Mrs. Yun, and if it weren't for business dealings, she really didn't want to talk to her.