Chapter 9: Silence (1)
"Quick! Come on! Take Thriller away! ”
At this time, Shangguan Jinghong was so frightened that he couldn't control himself, so he had to scream! Seeing this, the maids hurried over and hugged her away.
The next day.
Shangguan was preparing for the funeral, Shangguan Jinghong was very quiet, she didn't understand why her mother had a stroke?
What is Stroke? She asked the old mother next to her.
Stroke is a disease! That's what the old mother told her.
Sickness?! So why has my mother never had this disease before? Shangguan Jinghong didn't understand. She only remembered that that day, her father Shangguan Guangming said that her mother had checked all her food and clothing and there was no problem, which was an accident.
Accidentally......
Shangguan Jinghong didn't know, she knew that there was one thing that had not been checked, that is, the medicine she drank. She didn't say a word, secretly saved the prescription, and studied medicine silently ever since.
Later, the former Shangguan Jinghong became a scoundrel and a waste in people's mouths. It's called a scoundrel because no matter how others humiliate her, she just laughs and laughs, just like the ruffians on the street, everything you say is the same, and her skin is so thick that it's outrageous! And the reason why she is a waste is because since Ruan Susu's death, Shangguan Jinghong seems to have no muscles and bones, doing nothing all day long, and locking himself in Luotao Courtyard all day long and not knowing what he is doing? ! After a long time, Shangguan Guangming, who loved her very much, also felt that this daughter was afraid that it would be wasted! and he left her alone.
Coupled with Qian Yingying's strength, Shangguan Jingyu began to show up and fall again, and her talent is also outstanding among the sisters, as long as Qian Yingying inadvertently praised Shangguan Guangming in her ear before going to bed, Shangguan Guangming just didn't want to notice that in addition to Shangguan Jinghong, Shangguan Jingyu is such an excellent daughter!
Since then, Shangguan Jingyu has represented the Shangguan family in attendance at major banquets, and soon, everyone knows that there is such a lovely person in Shangguan Mansion! And Shangguan Jinghong gradually faded out of people's field of vision.
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"Smack!" The brush in his hand fell unconsciously, waking up Shangguan Jinghong, who was still pondering.
"It's another calligraphy ...... that can't be kept," Shangguan Jinghong muttered to himself, the brush fell on the rice paper, and the ink on the tip of the pen did not dry up, accidentally messing with the handwriting, staining the paper and his state of mind.
Shangguan Jinghong's calligraphy is very good, and it looks like everyone's work. In the past, Shangguan Jinghong liked to dance with knives and guns to please her father and grandfather, but after Ruan Susu left, she restrained her temperament, and wrote and painted all day long, and read medical books. Therefore, Shangguan Jinghong's calligraphy and painting attainments are very deep!
"Quietly."
Shangguan Jinghong has always warned herself that she must be quiet, no matter what others do to her, she can't take it to heart. In fact, this should be in line with the concept of forbearance, but Shangguan Jinghong doesn't like the word forbearance, and the unwillingness to admit defeat in her bones makes her unable to write "forbearance"!
So, quietly.
It's just that now the ink dots are dirty, and there is a little more on the word "no", and it is no longer the word "no".
Shangguan Jinghong hung up the pen again, picked up the handwriting and tore it up, over and over again, and finally burned it again.
It seems like a lot of work, but this has been Shangguan Jinghong's habit for many years, because she is quiet, so she doesn't want anyone to see anything she writes; Because she was silent, she tore to shreds, so that people couldn't piece it together even if they wanted to; Because it's quiet, it's going to be burned, and I don't want anyone to know about it!
After Shangguan Jinghong burned the handwriting, he found a medical book to read, and he had read many books, many times. But I just can't see what's wrong with the recipe back then!? She won't believe that her mother really has a stroke, someone must have done it!
It's been 10 years...... Still can't find a reason.
There was another "snap", Shangguan Jinghong became inexplicably irritable, and every time she thought of this question, she was very irritable! She threw the medical book the table! The book slid some distance and stopped at the edge of the table, so it didn't fall to the ground.
Shangguan Jinghong was slumped on the chair, and closed his eyes a little tiredly.
As long as she can find out the real reason for Ruan Susu's illness back then, let her do anything!
……
In the yard, Aman was still cleaning the fallen leaves.
The movements of the hands are non-stop, and the doubts in my heart are not stopped! In the past, Shangguan Jinghong would not be like this! Don't say that she is rude and willful, and she doesn't follow the rules, even if the girl in the courtyard next to her humiliates her, she doesn't care, and she rarely talks to them on weekdays, not to say weak, but not close!
Ah Man pondered, it must have been Anan's girl who said something beside Shangguan Jinghong, maybe it stimulated her, so she was angry! When I see Anan like that on weekdays, Ah Man doesn't like it! is always soft and glutinous, as if she can be slaughtered at will, but in fact, Anan has the most intestines, and she has always looked down on Ah Man, and often beats her little report from Shangguan Jinghong!
The more Aman thought about it, the more angry he became! That Anan is really a sinister villain!
But then again...... Miss herself, too, don't look at the lazy and smiling on weekdays, it seems that nothing is her business, but today I will take care of her! And...... Although Ah Man didn't want to admit it, when Shangguan Jinghong spoke, Ah Man really didn't dare to talk back, as if there was a cold air! Right! Shangguan Jinghong doesn't care if she looks like she is indisputable, but she is cold, and she will never smile at the bottom of her eyes!
My father told me before that this kind of person looks harmless, but in fact he is the most city-government!
But after thinking about it, Ah Man still didn't dare to make a mistake.
After cleaning the yard, Ah Man felt that he was almost exhausted! On weekdays, I don't look at this peach courtyard very big, but it's really tiring to clean, plus she hasn't eaten since she got up in the morning, so she's really tired and hungry at this time!
Ah Man just came down to rest for a while, Ah Nan just came to check, and when he saw her resting, he said, "Ah Man, have you cleaned your yard, if Miss comes out and sees that you haven't cleaned up, see if she punishes you!" ”
Ah Man snorted lightly, feeling that his legs were a little sore, so he beat them up and taunted Anan by the way, "Punishment!" Definitely punished! With such a caring girl as you, can she not punish me, Miss? Anyway, it's okay for you to call yourself "me" in front of the young lady, and if I say it, it will be "no master and servant", I know it. ”
Hearing that Ah Man was mocking himself, Anan was naturally unhappy, but said patiently, "Don't talk nonsense, what do we do and say anything, Miss She sees it in her eyes, and she has a scale in her heart, and it is not your turn to assert." Besides, no matter what others think of Miss, she is always our master, if we don't want to see Miss, then Miss is really looking down on people! ”