The abundant and fresh noon sunshine lazily sprinkled into the house, and the fragrant sunlight made the room sparkle and exude the smell of the sun.

Mu Zhiyao's head was dizzy, and he slowly pulled open his heavy eyelids, and when the blur in his eyes passed, he looked at the wall clock on the wall, and sure enough, it was noon again.

Recently, I have become more and more sleepy.

Mu Zhiyao seemed to be taken away by someone and angry, the whole person was gloomy, and his body quickly lost weight and was haggard.

She was slow to change her clothes and freshen up, and as soon as she unscrewed the door, the sweet voice of the noise sounded in her ears again.

"Why did my sister get up so late?" Mu Chuchu's tone was brisk, but his face couldn't hide his depression.

Mu Zhiyao walked past her without squinting, accustomed to it, and regarded her as air.

These days, Mu Chuchu has to come to such a show almost every day, as long as Lu Qingwu comes at night, he will inevitably come to humiliate him in the morning, and always think about the law to take revenge for his unhappiness.

However, what she didn't know was that what she needed to find was not pleasant, everything here was already a painful torture for Mu Zhiyao.

Seeing that she didn't react, Mu Chuchu intensified his ridicule: "I almost forgot, you are a person who has to work at night, and you have been busy all night, so it is normal to get up late in the morning." ”

Mu Zhiyao lowered his eyes and didn't want to pay attention.

In the living room, the shepherd sat upright, motionless, as if nothing had happened around her.

The same scene is repeated over and over again.

Mu Zhiyao, who was surrounded by hot and cold violence, felt a suffocation, and took a deep breath into his nose, as if he was absorbing the strength of his life.

When I gave birth, I was very dangerous, I was forced to leave my lover in the ward, I was uprooted from my hometown, I was alone, and I was a little depressed after giving birth, and in order to take care of my son, I was treated for a period of time, and now it seems to have relapsed, which is much more serious than before.

She suppressed the solemnity in her eyes and walked out the door.

"Where are you going?" The shepherd's impatient voice came, as if she had done something heinous.

It's clear that this is the first time I've gone out since I came here.

Mu Zhiyao's face was calm, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I go to school, and Tuan Tuan's living expenses will not be enough." ”

Her son is boarding in a special school, and he is afraid that it is not safe for a child to have too much money, and he really needs to send living expenses regularly.

The shepherd mother did not hesitate, waved her hand, and motioned for her to go.

She walked out of the villa, but went straight in the opposite direction of the school.

Her psychiatrist was over there, and if he hadn't pulled her, she couldn't imagine what she would have become.

Depression is like a long-planned criminal, driving her into a desperate situation all at once.

Mujia is very close to the station, a 10-minute walk and a high-speed ride to the subway station.

Between the Makiya and the station, there is a river.

Mu Zhiyao looked at it, stopped, and seriously thought about whether I should jump or not.

The thought came so naturally that it seemed as normal as "what do you want to eat today?"

In the cold wind of early spring, Mu Zhiyao was stunned and broke out in a cold sweat. Only then did she realize that her condition had become serious

Suicide thoughts were always in my mind.

Mu Zhiyao knocked on the door of the clinic, and Dr. Liu was startled.

It's only been a long time, and her whole body is thin and out of shape.

Dr. Liu is about 20 years old, male, very soft-spoken, with a warm face, which makes people easily put their hearts down. The first thing Mu Zhiyao said when he sat down was: "Dr. Liu, I think my depression is serious again." "Like a dying fish craving water, like a drowning man clinging to driftwood, she also sees the doctor as her lifeline.

He was not surprised at all, and patiently asked her how she was doing, whether she had insomnia, how her appetite was, if she had any bad thoughts, and what specific thoughts she had.

This conversation was painful for Mu Zhiyao, because she had to face her bloody heart, because she had to confess the most obscure and darkest thoughts. They talked for about 20 minutes, and Dr. Liu asked her to do a scale test, and then he diagnosed her, and she did have depression again.

At that moment she broke down, tears suddenly rushed out, her body trembled uncontrollably, and she cried heartbreakingly. She was afraid that she would not be able to control herself when thoughts of self-harm flashed and would do something that she would regret.

Liu Chongjin saw that her heart was about to break when she cried, and he didn't know how to help her, so he had to complete the treatment first dutifully.

Before the end of the consultation, Dr. Liu was relieved: "Depression is actually a small mental cold, you should not think too badly. ”

Mu Zhiyao tried to cheer up, for the sake of Tuantuan, she couldn't live without her mother, even if it was eighteen layers of hell, how could she climb up. That's how you've survived all these years, hasn't it?

"Goodbye...... And, thank you. Mu Zhiyao nodded at Doctor Liu and said softly.

It was such a brief exchange, and the man in the car was already furious.

It's only been a long time since I saw him, and I came out to hook up with a man again, so I can't do it.

Lu Qingwu only felt that jealousy and anger were churning and burning in her chest, and she could break through her head at any time.

In the past five years, he has not been ignorant of her condition.

He hired a private detective to spy on her, but what he got was intimate photos of her with other men.

A few days ago, he was too happy, and having her again made him forget about these, and now the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time in his heart suddenly welled up, forcing his eyes to redden.

He sneered fiercely, hammered the steering wheel with his hand, and then quieted down, like a dormant beast, slowly started the car, parked the car on the side of the road where Mu Zhiyao was passing, waited for her to approach, and roughly pulled the person into the car.

Mu Zhiyao was so frightened by him that he almost subconsciously wanted to scream, but he was covered with his mouth, his rough fingers grinded his lips with pain, and he felt the anger of the man next to him, and his heart became more and more afraid.

Lu Qingwu...... What are you doing! Mu Zhiyao saw the man's face clearly, his face was white, his heart jumped suddenly, and he struggled to get out of the car, but he was detained in the passenger seat.

She didn't even have time to unbuckle her seat belt, the car drove off, the wind was driving, and Mu Zhiyao fell backwards.

"Lu Qingwu!"